On My Knees (3 page)

"Well?" She asked when he remained silent.

"That was not a decision sanctioned by the Council or agreed upon by any of the District Governors," Xavier stated.

"Oh?" She looked at him then back at Augustus. "Then who exactly decided it was okay to drug and abduct me and bring me here against my will?"

"Me."

"You." She stood, hoping that her legs wouldn't shake. She didn't want it to show but she was more than a little afraid. After all, in less than twenty-four hours she'd seen a Shape-Shifter, a Vampire, a Fairy, a Daemon, and an Angel – with her own eyes. It was pretty darn clear that her bead on reality was way off base.

"So, you decided. And your Council – do they know?"

"No."

She looked around at the others. "And none of you feel it worth mentioning right? I mean, I am, after all, just a human."

"Your race was not a factor in my decision."

"Then what was?"

Augustus looked around at the others. "Leave us."

"Why?" Layla challenged his request.

"I'll speak with you alone."

"No. Speak now, right now, in front of your people and tell me why you brought me here and what you want from me."

He stared at her for a long time and her legs did start to shake, along with the rest of her body. But she refused to back down and stood there, fists clenched at her sides and trying to stem the trembling.

"I brought you here for what you can do. And for me."

"What I can do? You mean write a romance novel?"

Another chuckle from Gabriel had her cutting him a look. "Okay, I guess this is all quite amusing to you but it's not a damn bit funny to me. And it makes no sense at all. If you want to keep who and what you are a secret then why make yourselves known to someone like me? You have to know that I'll use it. I'll write a book or a damn series of books and have every one of you in it."

"No one will believe it is anything other than fiction. And we are not a secret. At least not to the upper echelons of power in world governments."

"You mean our government knows about you? As in the President and the military and—"

"Yes." Augustus interrupted. "They have known for a decade. We have been in negotiations with them for the last three years."

"For what?"

"Peace."

Layla suddenly knew what it meant to "have a chill slide down your spine" because that's exactly what happened at hearing Augustus speak that one word. Her courage or maybe it was her strength, suddenly waned to the point that she had to sit.

"Peace?"

"Yes."

"And have you succeeded?"

"There is tenuous peace between us but I cannot say there is trust."

She shook her head and reached up to squeeze the bridge of her nose between index finger and thumb. Her sinuses were aching and it helped relieve the pressure. But more than that, it was something she found herself doing when she needed to process information or consider something seriously.

There was complete silence in the room and she lost track of time. She didn't know how to process the information. On the one hand, maybe she had been drugged and was just hallucinating. Maybe none of this was real.

On the other hand, it seemed too real and clear to be a hallucination. However, the implication that it
was
real changed her entire view of reality. If beings such as those in the room existed then it changed everything.

She let her hand fall to her lap and looked at Augustus. "I think I'd like to speak with you privately."

He nodded and looked at the others. Gabriel smiled and stood, taking time to give Layla a wink. Connor smirked and followed Gabriel out. The others didn't even bother to look her way. They just got up and left.

Layla gathered her thoughts. She fully intended to leave this place. Today. The question was how best to accomplish that task.

"I appreciate you telling me about The Seven and your Council, but I don't see what it has to do with me. I'm a writer. A romance writer. I can't possibly be of value to your kind and it serves no purpose at all to keep me here."

"Wrong."

That curt one word response rankled and before she knew it, reason was shoved aside by anger and frustration. "Look, Augustus, let's get one thing clear. You might be in charge here, but I'm not a member of your merry band and you can't keep me here against my will."

"Yes I can."

Layla flew to her feet. "That's illegal!"

"Your laws do not apply here."

"I beg your damn pardon but they sure as shit do. According to you, your territory is in the United States. And the US is governed by local, state, and federal governments. So, unless you've whisked me away to some parallel universe, you follow the same laws as the rest of us."

"No, we don't."

His deadpan expression and brusque responses were getting the best of her. "God almighty, could you be more dense and annoying? You can't stand there and tell me you live in this country and don't have to follow its laws!"

"I can if where we stand is a sovereign nation."

Layla felt the wind die from her sails. "A sovereign nation?"

"Yes. This property and all of the other seats of power for our people have been sanctioned as reservations. Thus we are, in effect, a sovereign nation, governed by ourselves."

Son of a bitch.

"Prove it."

"I don't have to."

"You sure as hell do."

"Why?"

"Because … " She couldn't come up with a valid reason and maybe it was time to stop talking about it. She felt like Dorothy in Oz. She just wanted to go home. Since she didn't have any ruby slippers to click together, she was going to have to find another way.

Right now, the only option she could see was to try to make another run for it. If he tried to stop her, she wouldn't fall for it. Wouldn't let him touch her. She'd make it out, come hell or high water, as her Grannie used to say.

"Forget it." She made up her mind and acted before she lost her courage.

Layla broke into a run, made it through the door and outside onto the porch. She didn't see anyone around when she jumped off the porch and took off in the direction of freedom.

She estimated she was about halfway to the gate when she had to slow. It'd been a while since she had run and she was huffing like a locomotive. But she couldn't stop, she had to keep going.

She nearly sagged with relief when the gate came into view and there was no sign of Augustus. It was a big metal affair, easily twenty feet tall with one crossbar holding the bars at the top and bottom and a third set midway. Even if she could reach the middle bar, she'd never make it over the top as the vertical bars ended sharp arrow shapes.

Layla scanned both sides of the drive. The gate was mounted on thick stone columns that joined a high stone wall. She estimated the wall to be at least ten feet. There was no way she could get to the top unless she could find something to stand on.

Trees lined the inner wall of the stone fence. Maybe she could climb up one and get over that way. She used to be a darn good tree climber. Hopefully those skills had not gotten so rusty they would fail her.

She chose the right side of the gate and started following the wall, checking every tree. Layla was so focused on finding an escape route that she forgot to look to see if Augustus had followed her.

It felt like forever before she found a tree with promise. She hiked up her skirt and started up the tree. Bark sliced into her hands and feet but she ignored it. It wasn't long before she found a branch she could crawl out on and drop down onto the top of the stone wall.

That part was easy enough. Looking down at the ten-foot drop to freedom gave her pause. She wasn't keen on heights and had never liked the sensation of falling. But what choice did she have?

Layla crouched, took a deep breath, and pushed herself away from and off the wall. She closed her eyes for a split second as the ground rushed at her, preparing for impact.

The fall was quick and her eyes flew open the instant the downward momentum ceased. She hadn't landed on her feet or fallen on her ass. In fact, she hadn't touched the ground at all.

She was cradled in Augustus' arms. He gave her a smile, displaying his elegant fangs and this time she didn't faint. She was way too mad for that. She balled up her right hand into a fist and slugged him.

"You bastard!"

The blow didn't seem to faze him, aside from causing a minute flash in his eyes. "Let me go!" She started to struggle. 

She kicked, hit, screamed, scratched, and managed only to end up pressed against his body with her feet angling off the ground and her skirt bunched up around her waist...

"Stop."

Was it the command in his tone, or something in his eyes that had her going still? She didn't know why, but all at once, her body was no longer hers to command.

That was terrifying. So much that tears gathered in her eyes. "Please, I want to go home."

"You are home, Layla." This time his voice was soft, the croon of a lover.

His lips claimed hers and what swept through her was more terrifying than fear because it ripped away her will. She could feel the fight seeping out of her and there was no amount of rage she could summon to combat it. Desire for him took control, stripping away all else.

It was then she realized that she was not going to escape. At least not this way. She was going to have to come up with a new plan and she needed to do it fast. Already he had inserted himself into her mind. If she gave in to him completely she would be lost.

And despite wanting him to the point of near madness, she could not let that happen.

Chapter Four

As my Uncle Herbert, the war vet would say, this here is a real fubar. How am I going to get out of this mess? Here I am, being carried in the arms of a man who is nothing less than a fantasy come to life. A Vampire for goodness sakes. A drop-dead-gorgeous, wears jeans like a real cowboy Vampire.

And he obviously wants me if his kisses and—manly responses ——are any indication. I may not be Einstein but I'm not an idiot. I can recognize an erection when I feel one pressed against me. And that's puzzling in itself. Even if he were not a Vampire, Augustus is a man any woman would find sexy. Why me? I'm not an ogre but I'm not a beauty queen either. What would make him go to such trouble to have me with him?

What possible value could I have to him?

This is more than a fubar, it's a mystery all wrapped up in a package that's way too seductive and holds far too much appeal for me. Shoot fire, I sure wish I didn't have a case of hots for the man. I'm afraid that's going to screw with my head. I just have to find a way to shut my libido down and start thinking clearly.

If that's possible as long as he's within fifty feet of me.

Layla didn't make a sound the entire way back to the house. She was a bit surprised when Augustus set her down beside the passenger door of a big double cab truck rather than take her to the house.

He opened the door for her but she didn't move.

"Get in."

"Where are we going?"

"Home."

"I thought this
was
home?"

He put his hands on either side of her waist, lifted her up into the truck, closed the door, and walked around to get in behind the steering wheel.

Layla decided against asking anything more. He started the truck and drove past the house. The drive forked and he took the left fork onto another paved road. Layla looked out at the passing landscape as he drove. They passed what looked like an actual neighborhood with a fair amount of houses, then pastures and barns and what looked like an industrial complex.

She was surprised. They must have driven for ten minutes before he took a turn to the left onto another paved road. It was sheltered on either side by old trees and a fence bordered both sides, the kind of fence used for pastures.

When a house came into view, her eyes widened. It was like something out of a magazine, all honey wood and glass, with a massive wraparound porch. The landscaping was incredible. Flowering trees, shrubs and an honest to goodness flower garden complete with a fountain and benches.

"What is this place?"

"Home."

"But—" She looked at the house and then at him. "I thought the other place –"

"That's for guests."

"Oh. Well, this is beautiful. Peaceful."

"Yes." He turned off the engine, opened his door, and got out.

After a moment, she got out. Augustus came around the front of the truck to her and offered his hand. Layla automatically reached for it then pulled back. Why had she even thought for a split second to take his hand? She had to remember that he wasn't her friend or her lover. He was her abductor. She'd be foolish to trust him.

Still it made her feel bad when a look of disappointment flickered on his face. He gestured toward the house and after a moment's hesitation, she started moving. He stayed a step behind her as they made their way to the front door.

Layla wished she could have been there under different circumstances. She'd love to take her time, wander through the yard, and smell all of the sweet scenes from the flowering plants.

She stopped at the end of the sidewalk and looked at Augustus. He moved ahead of her and opened the door.

Layla made note that he did not use a key. Did he feel so safe here that he saw no need to lock his home? That question traveled to the back of her mind as he escorted her inside.

The first thing that hit her was the smell. What was that? She stopped, closed her eyes, and inhaled. The smell was sweet but not cloyingly so. It held a bare hint of spice and … and what? It came to her in a flash. It was reminiscent to the smell of night blooming jasmine.

Her eyes opened to discover Augustus watching her. Layla avoided eye contact with him and wandered through the foyer into a large living area. It was a lovely room, the walls of the same honey colored wood as the exterior with enormous exposed wooden beams supporting the vaulted ceiling. The furniture was of soft-brushed leather in warm dark umber and accented with pillows of complementing earth tones.

A stone fireplace dominated the entrance wall with what appeared to be a hand-hewn mantel. The wall adjacent to the fireplace was floor to ceiling glass with a glass door that led out onto the screened and covered porch with a large deck. Beyond the deck, the land rolled to a lake that sparkled in the sun.

"It's incredible." She saw no need to be anything less than honest. It was a beautiful room with a magnificent view.

"Home."

She turned to look at him and this time made the mistake of allowing eye contact. Damn. She could feel his power, that magnetic appeal that overrode reason and common sense, eroding her resolve to escape at any means.

Was she just crazy? What woman would be lusting after a man who'd just kidnapped her? She couldn't claim it was due to some syndrome – Stockholm or whatever. She hadn't been here that long. She hadn't been mistreated and she didn't get the sense that her life was in danger.

Still, he'd made it clear that he didn't intend for her to leave so that made her a prisoner and no prisoner should have the kind of thoughts she was having for Augustus.

Layla didn't know how to fight it. Was it some kind of Vampire mind control? Was he making her feel this way as a means of keeping her?

"No."

His voice startled her out of her own thoughts. "Pardon?"

"No, I am not exerting any type of mind control."

Layla could feel heat suffuse her face.
Oh my god, he can read my thoughts.
She was so embarrassed she wanted to cry. She quickly turned her back on him, fighting tears. He knew what she was thinking and feeling. This was horrible. Now she was truly desperate to get away from him and for a completely new reason. Humiliation.

Would it ease you to know that your feelings are reciprocated?

She couldn't stop the squeak that bleeped out of her mouth or the way her body jerked. He was in her head! She whirled back around to face him.

It took no effort to sense what was going on inside her. She was broadcasting loud and clear. He could feel her desire like a caress on his skin and knew it would take only one embrace, one kiss, and she would be his.

However, he also knew her fear and mistrust. She didn't understand why he had taken her or why she was here. She didn't know if what he'd told her was true and if it was then where she fit into the picture. Of what service was she to a race of beings she considered superhuman?

For the first time, self-doubt assailed him. Had it been a mistake to bring Layla here? He'd revealed enough to her to pose a threat to his kind. So long as she remained here, under his control, she was safe and so were they. Should she leave and reveal what she'd learned it could hamper their negotiations with the human Directorate.

Augustus could imagine the fear that would result when humans discovered the existence of his kind. Creatures of nightmares is how many humans would see them,
things
to be feared and quite possibly exterminated.

The leaders of his kind had been in negotiation with leaders of world governments on how best to reveal their existence. It had been a long and arduous task, accomplished over time and the progress made had been made a cost.

His kind had performed numerous "favors" to display their powers and their readiness to cooperate for "the benefit of all," to demonstrate that they did not seek to rule humanity, only to integrate with it and live in harmony.

Even today, on the cusp of the great revelation, he did not have complete trust that their goals would be successfully achieved. He'd been alive a very long time and one thing he had learned was that while technology advanced, humanity did not. At least not the majority. They were still as barbaric, power-hungry, and self-serving as ever and in many ways, could not be trusted.

Was he willing to risk that tenuous peace and the progress that had been made for the sake of his desire for this one human woman? He marveled at the depth of his desire for her. It was unprecedented. He'd had feelings of affection for a thousand women, made love to thousands more and never had he experienced need such as that which Layla evoked in him.

The fact that she did it without trying was inexplicable. What
was
it about her?

Layla grew more amazed with each passing second. Did he know she could hear his thoughts? Was he allowing her access, or had something weakened inside him so that she was able to breach the barrier protecting his mind?

Whatever the case, she couldn't believe it. He really was telling the truth about his kind. All of the stories and myths were true. Vampires and Angels, werewolves, witches, fairies and Daemons – they truly existed.

If that wasn't mind-bending enough, the fact that he'd risked so much to have her with him had her reeling. And damn her traitorous soul, that was like a nuclear blast that stripped away all her fears and concerns. Augustus wanted her.

Augustus snapped back to attention at the intrusion of her thoughts. He had not meant to lower his barriers. Or had he? Hell and damnation, his mind was muddled in a fashion that was unfamiliar and uncomfortable.

There was but one way to clear the clouds.

"Layla."

Her gaze met his.

Augustus extended his right hand and waited. Several seconds passed before she took a step toward him. Just one step and then she stopped.

"I do want you, Augustus. You know that. But I don't want to fall victim to you. I don’t want to lose myself, to give up everything I've wished and worked for. I want you but I want to still be me and have my life. I don't want to be your prisoner or your slave. I want …I want…"

Yeah, what exactly do you want?
Again, that annoying inner voice.

It came to her – that moment of honesty with self. Despite better judgement, what she wanted was to know what it felt like to make love to him.

"I want to be your lover."

"Then take my hand."

She hesitated for another few seconds then placed her hand in his. Augustus pulled her to him, using his free hand to gently tilt her face up to his. Her lips were soft and pliant beneath his, her taste sweet.

He took care to be gentle and slow, waiting for her lips to part against his before he explored her mouth. She was more tentative but once she began to reciprocate, she pressed closer to him and the kiss became more passionate.

It wasn't long before he heard
the sound
– that low tone that begins in a woman's throat and emerges as a soft moan of need. When Augustus heard that, the restraints he'd placed on his passion became threatened. His arms moved around her to crush her to him.

His action earned no protest. The kiss turned primal, full of hunger and impatience. Her hands worked up to tangle in his hair, her mouth seeking dominance over his. Her passion was welcomed but it also wakened the blood lust he kept locked away.

Augustus did not feed on humans aside from those who volunteered people who traded blood for protection, sanctuary, or money. It was an arrangement that provided him with the sustenance he required. He rarely took advantage of those relationships anymore. The Seven had arranged for blood banks that kept the Vampire races well fed.

Nonetheless, desire such as that which coursed through him now incited the blood lust. He pushed back from the kiss, looked at her flushed face and eyes dilated with desire and was stabbed with another pang.

Augustus released her and turned away. He walked over to the wall of glass and looked out over the peaceful landscape, seeking to rein in the beast that clawed at his mind.

Layla was frozen in place. She didn't understand what she'd felt in him. Desire? Yes, but also something else. Something equally as hot and demanding.

What had happened? If he wanted her then why had he walked away? What kind of tactic was this? Was he playing with her?

"No." His voice had her looking in his direction.

He'd turned to face her and Layla could feel waves pouring from him. Desire, indecision and surprisingly, fear.

"What is there to be afraid of?"

His eyes widened fractionally. "You can read me that well?"

"No, but I recognize fear and ask again, what do you have to be afraid of?"

"You."

"Me?" Of all the answers he could have given that was one that she'd never have imagined. "How in the world could you fear me? What could I possibly do to hurt you, Augustus?"

"Much."

That made no sense at all. Layla went to him and cupped his face in both of her hands. "That's silly. Look at us. You're – you're a Vampire and sexy as sin and I'm just – just another ordinary woman."