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t the Winnie C. Camden Folk
School, all the sounds are peaceful and antique—the
pling, pling, pling
of hammer dulcimers, the sleepy grind of katydids, the
of fire in forges and kilns. While people are here, whether it's for a weekend workshop or an entire month of quilting or wildflower painting, they will themselves to become antique too. They pretend they've never heard of Twitter or texting. Somebody
seems to be singing, “
'Tis the gift to be simple, 'tis the gift to be free . . .
” But me? When I arrived at Camden on the second day of June, my summer barely begun, I made way too much noise. I didn't mean to. (Not entirely, anyway.) But I was driving my grandma's stiff and wheezy van, lumbering from too much cargo. The slightest turn of the steering wheel in the Camden parking lot unleashed a spray of gravel. And when I'd
parked and stumbled out of the driver's seat—stiff and sore after the four-hour journey from Atlanta to North Carolina—I accidentally slammed my door.

At least, I
it was an accident.

Maybe I was just bad with cars. I'd only had my learner's permit for three weeks.

“Please remind me
I agreed to let you drive?” my grandma asked as she creaked out of the passenger seat and shuffled toward the back of the van.

I circled around too, meeting Nanny by the rear door.

“Because you have an iron stomach, and
always get carsick up here?” I offered. Camden lay in a valley blockaded on all sides by mountains. The only way to reach it was along nauseatingly twisty roads.

“Or maybe,” I suggested, smiling slyly as I leaned against our van's dented bumper, “you feel terrible for dragging me to no-Wi-Fi purgatory for the entire summer.”

“Well, let me think on that,” Nanny said, tapping a short-nailed fingertip against her pursed lips. “Do I feel bad for bringing you here for four weeks out of your
summer? Do I feel guilty for asking you to assist in my fiddle class after being
one and only music teacher since you were three?”

I squirmed as Nanny moved her finger to her chin and pretended to give these questions serious consideration.

“Do I feel sorry for you,” she went on, “because you broke curfew one too many times and your parents sent you here, to one
of the most beautiful places on earth, as ‘punishment'?”

Nanny made exaggerated air quotes with her fingers.

I folded my arms and sighed. I should have known not to give my grandma that easy opening. Maybe it was being a musician that gave her such perfect pitch for sarcasm. Once she got on a roll, she could improv forever.

Nanny gazed at the sky and mock-contemplated for another beat before she looked at me and grinned.

“Nope, my conscience is clear,” she said. “But thank you for your concern, Nellie.”

I rolled my eyes but couldn't stifle a tiny snort as I popped open the rear door. That was another talent of Nanny's. She could make me laugh even as she was doing something hideously parental like carting me off to folk music jail and calling me “Nellie” instead of Nell.

I started to pull our fiddle cases and bags out of the van, but before I could hand anything to Nanny, she'd set off across the parking lot, stretching her wiry arms over her head.

“What about our stuff?” I called after her.

Still walking, she tossed her answer over her shoulder.

“We'll get it after we check in.”

There was an eagerness, even a little breathlessness, in her scratchy voice.

I'd almost forgotten that, as full of dread as I was about this summer, that's how excited Nanny was. She'd been teaching here—converting beginning violin students into improvising,
hoe-downing, out-and-out fiddlers—for longer than I'd been alive. Only birth or death kept her from her Camden summers—literally. She'd stayed home the summer that I was born fifteen years ago, and then again when my brother Carl arrived.

Then, when Carl was four and I was nine, my grandfather got sick, very sick. Nanny canceled her month at Camden once again. A few weeks later, PawPaw died. That's when Camden came to Nanny. In the over-air-conditioned funeral home, one of the textile teachers draped Nanny's shoulders in a beautiful hand-knitted shawl. A couple of wood-carvers spent a whole night etching gorgeous designs into PawPaw's simple casket. And oh, the music. The music never stopped.

That helped most of all. Because in our family, music is the constant, the normal. Somebody is always picking or bowing, strumming or singing. On any given day in our house—and in Nanny's down the street—there are recordings happening in the basement and lessons being conducted in the front parlor. Dinner parties don't end with dessert but with front-porch jam sessions. Nanny, my parents, and their many musician friends stick to Irish, Appalachian, folk, and roots music, anything so long as it's really old. Bonus points if the lyrics involve coal miners with black lung or mothers dying in childbirth.

The strumming, singing, plinking is so constant, I barely hear it anymore. Music is the old framed photos that cover our bungalow walls, our faded rag rugs, and our tarnished, mismatched silverware—treasures to some, wallpaper to me.

Maybe that's why, as I followed Nanny onto the student-crowded lawn in front of the Camden lodge, it took me a moment to realize that somebody was playing a fiddle. It only registered when I saw Nanny veer away from the beeline she'd been making to the lodge. Then I noticed other students milling around the lawn cocking their heads, grinning, and following Nanny to a circle that had gathered around the musician playing the song. The tune was clear, sweet, strong, and of course, very vintage.

From the outskirts of the small crowd that had gathered, I couldn't see the fiddler. I could only glimpse the tip of his or her violin bow bobbing gracefully against the sky. But I didn't mind. I took a step back so I could eye the spectators instead.

Camden was one of those “ages nine to ninety-nine!” kind of places, so I wasn't surprised to see some earth mamas with long braids trailing down their backs, men in beards and plaid, and grandparent types wearing sensible sandals and sun hats. A lot of the kids were just that—kids. They looked a lot more like my ten-year-old brother than like me. They were probably here because they dreamed of being Laura Ingalls Wilder or Johnny Tremain. I knew this because when I was a little kid and came to Camden every other summer or so,
wanted to be Anne of Green Gables.

But soon after that, I'd started to find the Camden school too earnest, too stifling. It was the only place, outside of Santa's workshop, that I associated with the word “jolly.”

There were clearly plenty of teenagers here who didn't feel
the same way. A few of them were in this group listening to the fiddler. There were two guys with patchy facial hair, wearing serious hiking boots and backpacks elaborately networked with canteens and compasses.

There was also a girl who looked about my age. Her pink cheeks looked freshly scrubbed. Her long, sand-colored hair was plaited into braids that snaked out from beneath a red bandanna. She wore black cargo shorts and white clogs.

Since she was engrossed in the violin music, I could stare at her and wonder which class she was taking. She didn't seem like a spinning/knitting type—they always wore flowing layers and smelled faintly of sheep. Maybe she was a quilter or a basket weaver? Or—

I decided with a nod. That had to be it. She was here to make beautiful, scented soaps molded into the shapes of flowers and fawns and woodland mushrooms.

Having made up my mind about Soap Girl, I turned in the other direction. My eyes connected immediately with those of another teenage girl. She'd taken a step back from the circle and was clearly sizing

I gave her a cringing smile.

Caught me,
I mouthed.

She laughed and headed toward me.

Or should I say, she
toward me. Everything about this girl was light and fluttery, from her long black hair—a cascade of glossy, tight ringlets—to her flowing, ankle-skimming skirt. Her
skin wasn't just brown—it was brown with golden undertones. The girl practically glowed.

When she reached me, she gave me a mischievous smile.

“You were totally judging that girl over there, weren't you?” she said.

“Um,” I said sheepishly. “I think
is kind of a harsh way to put it, but . . .”

“What class do you think she's taking?” the girl asked.

“Soap making,” I said quickly. “Definitely soap making.”

“See?” she said, a gleeful bubble in her voice. “You're wrong. I asked her a few minutes ago, and she's taking canning.”


“Oh, it's a new class Camden added,” the girl said with a graceful flick of her hand. “You know, jams, jellies, pickles. Anything you can put in a jar. I'm from New York, and it's
thing up there. You can't throw a rock without hitting somebody in a slouchy hat carrying a box of mason jars. And probably a messenger bag full of bacon. Not that I would
 . . .”

“Throw a rock at somebody?” I asked. I was kind of having a hard time following this girl. For somebody who looked so Zen and wispy, she sure talked fast.

eat bacon,” she replied. “Anyway, I'm Annabelle. I'm taking pottery.”

you're taking pottery,
I thought, suppressing a giggle. But what I said out loud was, “Oh, cool. Pottery's fun.”

“Oh, it's more than fun,” she said. Then she launched into an
explanation of her choice, talking so excitedly that I could make out only a few snatched phrases.

“I need to
before I head to college in the fall . . . reach deep into my inner being . . . suck the marrow out of life . . . not just a
, you know, but a
. . . . I'm taking pottery as a way to get back to the earth. . . .”

When she seemed to be done with her monologue—which had more twists and turns to it than a mountain road—I smiled, nodded hard, and said, “That's great! You go!”

Luckily, Annabelle didn't see my vague response for what it was:
I have no idea what you just said.

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