Perfect Mate (7 page)

She paled as the choking was interrupted by hideous cracking sounds. One after another, like rhythmic gunshots. She flinced with each crack. Without looking, she knew what was happening. In her mind’s eye she could see the guards stiffening as their spines curved into the terrible arch Walker’s had made. Arching until mere human anatomy gave under the strain and their vertebrae cracked, one after the other.

In fact, screw the chick flick. Right now she’d just settle for not being here in a corridor where men were dying. With the distinct likelihood she would join them in the very near future.
 

Oh my God.
She had to get out of here. No matter how pretty Harper’s words were, how much she felt they’d connected, he was a dangerous man…wolf…something. No matter how disenfranchised with the establishment a person was, there were ways and means of expressing your displeasure.
 

Killing people wasn’t one of them.
 

The bone-crunching sounds stopped. Holding her breath, Lillian edged away from the wall and peeked around the cabinet. Jack stood a little way down the corridor, looking down at the two bodies. Like before, both lay in the middle of an ever-widening pool of black, brackish blood. She could smell the stuff from here. A chemical,
wrong
smell.
 

He stood between her and the entrance to the ward. Beyond the door behind him lay safety and more men with guns. Big guns. But first she had to get past him.
 

Still clad in the hospital gown, butt peeking through the gap, the mint green fabric was splattered in blood. His hands at his sides had reverted to normal, not the hideous claws she’d seen when she’d risked a glance around the corner. Just in time to see him do a slice and dice job on the first guard’s hand.

A hand that lay a few feet away, the gun still in its grip. Funny that even when separated from the body, the hand had retained its last conscious position, finger curled around the trigger.

She needed that gun. Whether or not it would do any good against whatever Jack was, she didn’t know. But being armed gave her a better chance of getting to the end of the corridor and out that door.
 

The fact that she’d never shot a gun in her life didn’t cross her mind.
 

He still looked at the bodies, his head down between the broad width of his shoulders. They heaved, as though he were struggling for breath. Concern wrung her heart as she looked at the gun and back at him. Was he hurt? Had the guard shot him?

No, she’d definitely only heard one shot. There hadn’t been time for a second before…she swallowed, the sound painfully dry…before he’d sliced the man’s hand off.
 

Go, go, go, go…
Her heart pounding, she forced herself into action. Legs bunched under her, she propelled herself out from behind the cabinet and toward her target. Shoulder slamming into the wall, she half slid down it as she grabbed up the gun and the severed hand. A small part of her brain yammered away as she tore the still-warm fingers loose and dropped the hand. Clinical waste, she told herself. Not even an amputated limb since the body it belonged to was rapidly cooling, sans heartbeat, on the floor.
 

Her hand closed around the cool metal of the grip, her finger on the trigger, as if she’d used a gun every day of her life.
 

“Stay right where you are,” she ordered, and tried to ignore her hand shaking.

He turned his head, his outline a silhouette against the light from the far door. His nostrils flared, but he didn’t leap into action as she expected. She’d seen the speed he moved at. Way too fast to be human.
 

Arms out at his sides, which pulled the hospital gown in all sorts of interesting directions, he turned slowly to face her. She tightened her grip on the gun, trying to stop the tremble in her hand. Holding it tighter didn’t work; the muzzle wobbled like Jell-O at a kid’s birthday party.

“I mean it, freeze! On the floor, now!”

Her words had no effect. Instead of lying down as she’d ordered, he started to walk toward her instead. Fear raced through her body like a herd of wild horses.
 

“Shoot me if you need to, Lillian.”
 

His voice was soft and gentle, filled with a tone that wrung her heart. As though he could meet hordes of armed guards with his bare hands and win, but that he couldn’t, wouldn’t, stop her.
 

“I don’t blame you if you did. You’ve seen some of what I am, what I can do…” The gap between them shortened, his pace slow but inextricable. She took a pace back.
 

“And it gets worse. I’m the monster they made me, the creature of death and destruction they wanted. I’ve killed far more than these two. I’d like to say it was under orders…under the influence of the drugs they pumped into me…but it wasn’t. I didn’t know when I signed up what they were going to do. How it would change me.”

Another step toward her, then another and another. Suppressing a whimper of fear, Lillian backed up, but he walked, talking all the time.
Shoot him,
her instincts screamed, but she couldn’t. The pain in his rough voice wound around her heart, held her in thrall until her back hit the cold wall behind her.
 

“But I liked the killing. I liked letting this…” he thumped his chest, “…
thing
out. I had nothing to live for.” He reached her, walking right up until the muzzle of the gun rested against his chest. Right over his heart.
 

“Until I saw you. You’re perfect, sweetheart, everything I want…an angel I don’t deserve. They…” He threw a snarl over his shoulder at the fallen men. “They knew what was coming if I got out. But if you choose to pull the trigger, I won’t stop you. The bullet won’t kill me—you’ll need to shoot me in the head as well.”

He smiled at her, sadness and something else…acceptance and another emotion she couldn’t, didn’t want to name, shining in his eyes. “Do it, sweetheart, let me have peace.”

His words, the look in his eyes, reached right into her body and didn’t just tear her heart out, they threw it on the floor and stomped on it for good measure. There was so much pain and resignation in his changeable eyes, seeing it brought tears to hers.
 

Just looking into his face, looking into his eyes, she felt as if she could see his soul. The soul of a man, not an animal. The animal the military scientists had put into him. That soul called to her, as though something in his gaze reached deep within her and flicked a switch. Trust flowed through her as she lowered the pistol.
 

Whatever he was, everyone deserved a second chance. But she’d keep hold of the pistol, just in case.

Jack held his breath as Lilly pressed the loaded pistol into the flesh of his chest. She was scared. Her beautiful eyes were wide, and her heart pounded so loudly he was surprised it didn’t deafen her.
 

Her lip trembled, and she caught it between her teeth. The sight of that plump, pink flesh caught between her blunt, white teeth sent a bolt of lust through him so strong it almost brought Jack to his knees.
 

Fighting the urge back, he looked deep into her eyes. He saw the instant she made the decision that she couldn’t pull the trigger. Relief, sharp and immediate, flooded his system as he reached out and gently removed the pistol from her shaking hand.
 

“Hey, it’s okay, babe.” He caught her easily as she sagged against him. Shivers racked her slender frame. He smoothed a big hand down the soft fall of her hair. Tiny and delicate, she fit perfectly against him, as though her body had been made to complement his.
 

His perfect mate.
 

“Sweetheart, I know this is a lot to take in, but we have to get moving.” He hooked a finger under her chin to bring her eyes up to his. They were dilated. Shock. He recognized the signs. In truth, it amazed him she was holding up so well. Most women would have been a nervous wreck by now, but not his Lillian.

Gritting his teeth at the typical male reaction of his body, he eased away from her. She was already in shock, and they weren’t out of the woods yet. The last thing she needed was to be confronted with the crass needs of his body. The animal inside him would push her up against the wall and take her here and now, with bodies and blood on the floor around them. The man in him refused to do that.
 

“Walker sent an alarm, they’ll be sending in a clean-up team. We have to get everyone out of here before they arrive.”

Chapter Six

Action will have to be taken.
 

Code words for the fact they’d drag her out to the edge of the camp and put a bullet through her brain. She might heal faster than a human, but no one could operate without most of their brain. Except a reanimate, of course.
 

With the trouble the Project went to in keeping the three areas of study separate, there was no way they’d use a blood-infected subject in one of the other trials. Besides, hard as they tried, neither Lycans nor Bloods could be turned re-animate. It was as though the infections already in their system overwhelmed the RA17 virus. Basically, once they were dead, they stayed dead.
 

“Yes, sir!”
 

She returned her gaze back to the same spot on the plaster and waited for the lecture to end, however long it took. The time made no difference to her. Without needing to sleep, eat or drink, she could keep this up for hours. Fitzgerald, however, would need to break at some point, if only to piss.
 

The colonel sighed, as though he’d guessed from her blank face he wasn’t getting anywhere.
Hallelujah, he might actually possess some brains after all
.

“Okay, moving on. We have a situation that needs resolving. Sergeant…if you would, please.”

One of the silent men in the room moved forward and spread a map over the table. As paranoid as a conspiracy theorist, the Project didn’t trust computer networks and Internet link-ups. No, given the sensitive nature of the project they’d gone old-fashioned. Paper files couldn’t be hacked into and spread over the Internet at the touch of a button.
 

Antonia snorted inwardly. Made sense—there was no way the government wanted the civilian population to know about experimentation on its own people.
 

“Okay, this is St. Mary’s…” Fitzgerald announced as he stabbed his finger at an area on the map.
 

She leaned over the table slightly to get a look at the area he pointed to. A small estate set near what looked like a town. One road in and out, with forest and mountains to the east. Automatically, her tactical training kicked in. As a target, it was a good one to attack. She could already see the terrain in terms of troop movements and battle areas.
 

“It’s the nuthouse we send the dogs to if they freak out. A furry funny farm.” He laughed at his own joke. Antonia wondered how far she could bury his pen in his brain if she shoved it through one of his baby-blues.

“After all, no one gives a shit in there. Half the patients are convinced they’re the President, and the other half Santa Claus. Compared to that, any stories of werewolves will just get them labeled nutjobs.”

She nodded but didn’t offer an opinion. As tactics went, it was sound. Use the system. It worked, until the lunatics ran the asylum.
 

“Something went wrong, though.”
 

It wasn’t a question, but a statement. She made sure to keep her tone level, neutral, so no inference about her personal feelings on the matter could be made. She didn’t look at Fitzgerald. Instead, she reached out and turned the map around to study it closer.
 

“Yeah…we think so,” the sergeant spoke up, placing a clipboard on the table next to her. She pulled it toward her. It was an activity record. All project facilities kept in constant contact with headquarters. Hourly calls were made and received so that if the shit hit the fan, HQ knew within sixty minutes.
 

“No contact for an hour and a half? What’s this here?” She pointed to a slip of paper clipped on the top.
 

“It’s a remote alarm. Belonging to Dr. Walker. As soon as it was triggered we tried to initiate contact, but we haven’t been able to raise anyone at the hospital.”

She nodded. All her personal feelings about Fitzgerald and anyone else in the room melted away as duty took over. Antonia Fielding was first and foremost a soldier.
 

“Just Lycans on site?”

“From us, yes.”
 

The silence after the sergeant’s sentence was telling. Antonia looked up, her expression sharp and her eyes like a hawk’s. The man shifted uncomfortably.
 

“Who else?”

“It’s a general mental health facility as well. There’s a civilian wing as well as an open wing.”

She blinked once, slowly, and tried to figure out whether she’d really heard what she’d just heard. Or whether the Project really was stupid enough to send unstable Lycans into a facility with an open doors policy.
 

“An open wing? As in the patients can come and go at any time? And there are LY16 infected personnel there?” she asked, giving the Lycans their proper name and trying to avoid any hint of
What? Are you fucking crazy?
in her tone
.