Authors: Michelle Dare
Tags: #Romance, #Erotica, #Love, #Sex, #erotic romance, #Series
“Ugh! Forget it. I’m gone.”
I picked up my jacket from the floor and stomped out of the room. The door clicked shut behind me. Unexpected tears started to build in my eyes, but I blinked them back. I would not shed one tear over him. No way.
When I was inside of my room I stripped out of my suit and put on a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt. I would not be leaving the suite until it was time for me to get on the plane tomorrow. Two steps toward the couch and a knock sounded on the door. Looking out of the peephole, I saw Radek and my heart started to beat rapidly.
My hands shook as I opened the door. Not sure why considering ten minutes ago we were kissing. Maybe it was because he came to me this time and not the other way around.
I opened the door wide. “Yes?”
“Can I come in?”
“Depends. Is this business related?”
“Don’t do that. Let me in. Please.”
Please? I liked the sound of the word please coming from his lips. “You didn’t answer my question.”
“No, it’s not.”
“I’m sorry then you’ll have to leave.” I started to shut the door, but his arm stretched out and stopped its movement. Quirking my eyebrow in a silent question, I knocked his arm down and pushed the door closed. He started banging on it. “Kasi, let me in. I want to talk.”
And like a teenager fighting with her boyfriend, I yelled back. “You know the rules. Now leave.”
That time instead of hearing Radek, Rob’s voice came through. Of course. “Kasi, are you okay?”
Radek responded to him. “Shut up, dude, she’s fine.”
“You shut up. You’re the one out here banging on her fucking door. Go back to your room.”
“No, she needs to open the door.”
“Well if she wanted to let you in, you’d be in. Now go.”
“Don’t tell me what to do.”
Here I was again, refereeing those assholes. I threw the door open and said, “Hey, douchebags, knock it off. If you two are going to fight, go into one of your rooms to do it.”
Radek turned to me with pleading eyes, a look I hadn’t seen on him yet. My anger started to dissipate. “Come in. Rob, go back to your room. I’m seriously tired of separating you two. We leave tomorrow and you both better get along for the flight home. My life will be in your hands.”
That statement earned wide-eyed looks from both of them. What was that? Oh yes, that was reality giving you a kick in the balls. Rob nodded and turned to go up the hall. Radek walked toward me, shutting the door behind him. I could see the heat building in his eyes and knew he was serious, but why the change of heart?
“What’s going on? Why did you come here?” I asked him and backed up while doing so. He was walking toward me and I knew if I got under his spell I’d be lost.
“I kicked myself for letting you leave. You said that we would be done, business only. I don’t like that option. As much as I want to deny you, I find that I can’t any longer. There is one thing I need you to be sure of. With me comes the bad reputation. The reputation for ruining a marriage. Are you sure you can handle that? Once we start this I know I won’t be able to stop.”
Me giving him an ultimatum and following through with it was the final straw? Get the hell out. I didn’t even go into it with the intent of him running after me. I said that in hopes that he would stop me. After all of my persuasion what I really needed to do was just walk away from him to get his attention. For good. “I already told you. I’m sure.”
“Then I’m in this with you, but I don’t want a fling. I feel too possessive of you. If you’re with me, then I’m the only one. Deal?”
His body tensed like he was about to pounce on me. Did I want him to possess me? I knew I wanted to fuck him, my body craved his, but I was independent. “I will be yours in the bedroom and I will never cheat on you, but my mind is my own. I call the shots in my life. No one else. If you can agree to that then we have a deal.”
He nodded. My breathing picked up and my body felt like it was on fire. He walked to stand within inches of me, in my space without touching me. I couldn’t continue the game, I needed him.
Wasting no time, I reached for his leather belt and quickly undid it along with his pants. I sunk to my knees and released his cock from its confines. I knew he would be big, not only in length, but girth as well. Before touching him I looked up into his eyes and saw him intently staring at me.
“There’s one more thing you should know before I take you into my mouth. I will possess you just as you will me. Your dick, mouth and body are mine. No other woman is to lay a hand on you.”
Groaning, he said, “Agreed. Now wrap those luscious lips of yours around me. The sight of you on your knees is driving me wild.”
Looking back to his length, I could see it moving slightly as a drop of pre-cum formed at the tip. Using my finger, I collected it. Very slowly I brought my finger to my lips and sucked the drop off, relishing in the taste.
I gripped his thighs and took him into my mouth. My tongue flattened on the underside of his cock as my cheeks hollowed with suction. I took him all the way into the back of my throat. He moaned loudly and threaded his fingers into my hair. He rocked himself in and out of my mouth and I let him.
My panties were soaked, I was beyond turned on at that point. I reached down to try and alleviate some of my need, but he pulled away from me before I did so. He reached down and helped me to my feet. My body was picked up by muscular arms like I weighed nothing and gently placed on the bed.
He stripped me of my clothes faster than I could have done it myself. Before I knew it, his mouth found my pussy causing me to cry out. My pilot knew what he was doing. He licked, nibbled, sucked, and pulled on me. My clit became his main focus. I begged him to stop, wanting him to fuck me, but he refused.
His expert tongue brought me to an intense orgasm. My fingers gripped the sheets and my hips arched off of the bed. He only let up when I started to relax. Standing, he took off his clothes and climbed over me. His mouth slanted over mine. I could taste myself on him and it started to build the fire in my body again. Unable to wait any longer, I reached for his dick, guiding him to my entrance.
He paused, “Wait, I have to grab a condom.”
“No, no condom. I want to feel you inside of me. I’m clean and on the pill. Please, Radek.”
“I’m clean, too. I’ve never slept with anyone without one. Are you sure?”
I nodded and he took over, burying himself in me as far as he could go. My walls stretched to accommodate the size of him.
“Damn, baby, you feel so fucking good.” He started to move slowly, but I didn’t want slow. Right then I wanted him to take me fast and hard.
“Move faster.”
Gripping my legs, he brought them up so they were against his chest, my calves over his shoulders. He moved his hands to my hips and held me still while he pounded into me. My breasts bounced with every thrust. I took one into each hand, gripping them hard to increase my pleasure.
He was ruthless. I asked him to fuck me faster and he delivered. My body was building quickly toward release, but at the same time I didn’t want it to end. I loved the delicious build-up right before an orgasm.
“Kasi, I can’t hold back much longer.”
One of my hands moved to my pussy and I began to rub my clit. Within a minute I was soaring. My body trembled and I screamed out his name. His body tensed, about to come. A few more thrusts and he slammed into me one final time, his seed releasing inside of me.
I loved that we didn’t use a condom. Like him, I’d never not used one, but was glad he went without. I could feel his cock jerking inside of me and I gripped him with my inner muscles, pulsating them around him. In return he groaned loudly.
He moved my legs back down to the bed, but didn’t pull out. Slowly lowering his body onto mine, he kissed me lazily. His tongue swept along the inside of my mouth, my own stroking his.
I didn’t understand my instant attraction to him and I didn’t want to. There were some decisions in life where you needed to take a step back and evaluate if the risk was worth the reward. In the case of having and keeping Radek in my life, the reward far outweighed any risk.
Rolling us to our sides, he brushed my hair out of my face and began to kiss a trail down my neck. When he reached the swell of my breasts my stomach rumbled loudly. How embarrassing. He looked up and reached for the phone next to the bed.
“What’s your pleasure?”
My filter became non-existent. “You. I want you in the shower, on the floor, and on the couch. I want you to fuck me up against the wall and that’s only tonight. Tomorrow morning I want to wake up with your cock inside of me as you take me from behind.”
His mouth lifted in a lopsided smile. Holy hell I could stare at him all day. He was the epitome of what a man should look like. “I meant food, but will be happy to fill all of your other needs as well.”
Shit, if I didn’t eat there was no way I would have the stamina to go all night. Food was needed. “I’ll take the prime rib, medium well, baked potato with butter, and mixed steamed vegetables.”
“Anything else?” he asked laughing.
“No! Don’t laugh. I like to eat and if I’m going to be fucked all night I need sustenance.”
He bowed his head slightly. “As you wish.” That ass made me feel like I was ordering a lot of food, but then he ordered the same damn thing. I shook my head at him in exasperation.
We continued to explore one another until the food arrived. Later when our appetite for food was sated, we moved on to our appetite for each other.
The morning came all too fast and Radek woke me just how I asked. We had breakfast and each went our separate ways to pack. Rob and Maria were waiting for us when we went down to the lobby. Our SUV was waiting out back to take us to the airport.
Only a few paparazzi remained in front of the hotel, trying to snap pictures of us leaving. I would never understand why anyone would give a shit about stupid things like me leaving a hotel. I get the gossip about who I’m dating, but the stupid every day stuff, no. Didn’t make any sense to me. Then again, I wasn’t one to read tabloids.
Rob and Maria got into the far back of the SUV while Radek and I sat in the middle. I decided to call her by her name since I won and got the man. She didn’t like it though and gave me the stink eye from the back seat. Whatever. Maybe she could leech onto Rob and I could kill two birds with one stone.
The flight home was uneventful. Maria asked me a couple of times if I needed anything and I politely declined. I decided to stay up front instead of in my bedroom just in case Radek left the cockpit for one reason or another. He didn’t of course, so I had to deal with more of Maria’s stares. At least that time she wasn’t as obvious about her distaste of me. I made a mental note to never have her on my service again.
My thoughts drifted on the way back to Pennsylvania. For one thing, I didn’t even know where Radek lived. I assumed somewhere close to the airport since he was recommended to me and available so quickly. If we were going to have a relationship there were a lot of details I needed to know. We were so wrapped up in sex that nothing else had been discussed.
We landed smoothly and I began to collect my belongings when Radek and Rob emerged from the front of the plane. I didn’t miss the tension between them or the way Rob looked utterly defeated when he saw Radek embrace me in a hug.
On the tarmac, I saw the Town Car waiting for me. The crew members would have driven their own vehicles. I thanked Rob and Maria for their services. Rob hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear, “Be careful, Kasi. If you need me, you know my number.” I nodded against him. While I didn’t like his advances or his temper, he was still a good friend who only had my best interests at heart.
My pilot was not happy about Rob hugging me. I saw the scowl on his face, but he refrained from saying or doing anything about it. After everyone had left, Radek and I stood alone, staring at one another in an awkward silence.
“I realized on the flight home that I didn’t even know where you lived.”
He chuckled. “Yeah, I guess there is a lot we don’t know about each other. I live in an apartment, five minutes away. I only moved here recently.”
“Why don’t you go home and pack a bag?” I grabbed his hand and laced my fingers with his. “Come stay with me for a few nights. I’m not ready to let go of you so soon.”
“Who said you had to let go?”
“No one, but I don’t know what other priorities you have or jobs you need to do.”
“I have to fly a couple to a family gathering in a few days. I could stay with you until then.”
“Are you sure you want to?” Shit, I just assumed he would want to spend more time with me. What if he didn’t? Insecurity and I didn’t get along well. I hated self-doubt.
He cupped my cheek in his warm hand and said, “There is no other place I’d rather be.”
I gave him my address and he said he would see me in a couple of hours. With a kiss we parted. The drive home was quiet. I checked for any urgent messages on my phone, but nothing new had come up. Well, except for my publicist still hounding me about Radek. I didn’t feel the need to have the conversation with her in front of the driver, so as soon as I got home I dialed her number.
“Kasi! Why haven’t you been returning my calls or texts? Holy hell, girl, there is a shit storm brewing and you go MIA.”
“I’ve been busy, Kara. You knew I went to Kansas for a meeting. I had stuff to deal with.” Yeah, the K name wasn’t lost on me. I couldn’t seem to escape it.
“No excuse. I always answer the phone when you call.”
“You’re my publicist, I hope you would. I don’t want to argue with you. The past two days have been a whirlwind to say the least.”
“Ya think? Now explain it all to me.”
So I did. She couldn’t fight off the masses if she didn’t know what she was dealing with. I trusted her wholeheartedly. She’d been with me from the start. I was also sure that if she lived closer we would become the best of friends, but she was in New York City. She did drive out on occasion for a day or two.