Private affairs : a novel (44 page)

"No. Falworth wants too much for it."

"Then I'll ask it again. What would you have done if he'd called your bluff?"

"I'd have dealt with it when it happened."

Rourke's smile returned. "You had no specific plan?"

"I knew I didn't need one."

"By God." He began to laugh. "Pure faith. That's what gets you through. There's a kind of innocence to you, Matt, but you're not afraid to use power. No wonder you get what you want; no one knows what to expect from you. Or is it innocence? If it's an act, you should be giving lessons to all of us."

Matt's lips tightened. "I don't put on acts, and I don't think innocence is the right word. I knew what I was doing."

"I'm sure you did." Rourke paused, and then a new note crept into his voice. "But I would have liked to be in at the beginning, Matt. Approaching Falworth was a brilliant idea, but it was a gamble that could have cost us more than a strike at the Call. And when you plan something like that, I like to be kept informed."

"It was a contingency; I might not have used it."

"I realize that. I'm making a simple request for future situations."

There was a small silence. Matt saw the three of them, frozen for a moment: round-eyed Chet in a cautious dark suit and somber tie, Rourke in lightweight gray wool as sleek and elegant as his silver hair and manicured nails, Matt himself in identical lightweight gray, but feeling less than elegant, thinking he needed a haircut and never had had a manicure in his life, knowing he was thinking about them only because they were symbols of Rourke's dominance.

You have power, Matt Nicole's voice lingered in his memory. But in

this office, though Matthew LovelTs name was on the door, only one man had real power and could expect to be kept informed.

Matt nodded. "I'll remember," he said to Rourke. He picked up a piece of paper from his desk. "I'll send you a report on the rest of my trip. If we've finished with Tucson, I'd like to talk about your memo on the New Mexico senate race."

Rourke turned to Chet. "We won't need you anymore this morning. You'll find a list on my desk of items I'd like taken care of."

Instantly, Chet put down his cup and went to the door. His hand on the knob, he hesitated, then said tightly, "Matt, I agree with Mr. Rourke. That was a fine job you did in Tucson. Fine job. I hope you'll call on me again, whenever you need me. I want to help as much as I can." He nodded to both of them and then he was gone.

"Now, what about the election?" Rourke asked, returning to the couch.

"I don't understand why you want to support Greene. He's a tired old man who's not even interested in New Mexico anymore; he spends most of his time in Florida or telling amusing stories at your dinner table. I've talked to some business people around the state; there's a lot of interest in a congressman from Albuquerque—Dan Heller, young, agressive, very sharp. I've read up on him; I like his politics; I like his ideas on land use; and he's got some key people behind him. I brought a file on him; when you've read it, I'd like to give our editors the go-ahead to start supporting him for November."

"You're going a little fast for me, Matt. Is there anything wrong with Greene's voting record on land use?"

"There's nothing wrong with Greene except age and fatigue. But why support him if there's someone better?"

"You're sure this congressman is better."

"I think so. Read his file; I think you will, too."

"A file only gives the public side of a man."

"You mean I should send Chet to dig into his sex life."

"Eventually we may want that. But not this year. If he's as young and sharp as you say, he'll know enough to wait until the right time. Andy Greene has worked for every piece of legislation I've been interested in; he's pushed for exploration rights and development of public lands and private recreation areas; he's worked behind the scenes for highways and roads. He's also a personal friend, Matt, and I've already promised him our support."

Matt paced to the center of the room, then to the windows, looking across the city to the downtown skyscrapers where other meetings were

being held, determining the shapes of campaigns, companies, jobs, lives . . . "You didn't consult me about that."

"I should have. I apologize. Andy and I were playing tennis a while back and it came up. He wants one more term; that's all. Then he'll retire. I have his word on that. And I gave him mine. I can't go back on it."

Still looking out the window, Matt said, "Will you get his word he'll endorse our candidate when he retires?"

"I have his word on that, too."

It was said too quickly. Matt turned. "You have someone lined up for six years from now?"

"There are always a few people on the horizon. We'll take a good look at Congressman Heller when the time comes. No one could promise more than that, this far ahead. By the way, since we're talking about New Mexico, make a note, would you, on a man named Tom Ortiz? He's running for re-election to the state legislature. He's been in it so long he's practically a fixture; never had any real opposition; but this year some Hispanic woman crawled out of the woodwork to run against him, and I hear she broke all the records on signatures on her petitions. Tom did me a favor once; I'd like to help him out by having the Chieftain support him. A light touch on his opponent, of course—a woman and Hispanic; she's practically untouchable. Except on experience—she hasn't any, and that's the direction Milgrim should take. He'll know how to handle it." He paused, then looked closely at Matt. "Is something wrong?"

"I hope not. Since when is the Chieftain part of Rourke Enterprises?"

"Contractually it's not," Rourke said easily. "But I think of it as part of your chain; when we discussed our coverage of New Mexico, didn't you include the Chieftain and the Sun?"

"If I did, I made a mistake. Those papers are independent. Editorial decisions are made by my wife and Saul."

"That doesn't mean they wouldn't favor a suggestion from you."

"They might. I've never tried to find out."

"Milgrim's done a couple of stories opposing development of wilderness areas. You've seen them, of course."

"No. I'm behind in my reading. I trust Saul more than my other editors, so the Chieftain gets shoved to the bottom of the pile. I'll look into those stories, but they have nothing to do with the election. If Saul and Elizabeth decide to support this woman—do you know her name?"

"I did; I've forgotten it. Matt, it's too small an issue to quarrel over."

"I'd like to keep it small by dropping it."

Rourke stood and looked at his watch. "I'm due at a meeting down-

town. I'm sorry we can't agree on this; I'd like you to give it some more thought."

"I will, but I don't see a reason to change my mind." "Peace and harmony," Rourke said with a smile. "If it's good enough for Tucson, it's good enough for Rourke Enterprises. Congratulations again on that job, Matt; I'm proud of you. Come to dinner on Saturday; a couple of governors are in town; it might be an interesting evening. Bring Nicole; then if it turns out to be dull, you won't be bored." He put his hand lightly on Matt's shoulder, one of those gestures he made with no one else, setting Matt apart as a kind of favored son. Matt felt the familiar pleasure it always gave him. But this time it occurred to him that there was more than warmth in Rourke's touch: there was also pressure.

The jazz was soft and slow at Birdwatcher's, curling around their table as Nicole's hand rested briefly on Matt's. "Feeling better?"

"Much. I'm already forgetting the kind of week it was. You couldn't have picked a better place." Idly, he pulled the flickering candle closer to them, looking at her in its light. "Or looked more beautiful. What have you done to your hair?"

"Rearranged it. The dress required something dramatic."

The dress was black; in the dim light it seemed to Matt to be made of floating layers. Luminous against it, a single strand of pearls wound once around Nicole's neck, then hung to her waist. Her hair was pulled back and coiled at the back of her head. Amused, Matt said, "When are you less than dramatic?"

"When I wake up," she replied. "Drama requires an alert mind and in the mornings I am languid and slow. All feeling; no thought."

In his mind Matt saw the image of Nicole in bed, long legs and slender arms stretching lazily between smooth sheets. Languid, slow, all feeling. A wave of desire swept him. And Nicole knew it. Looking up, her eyes caught his before he could look away, and she smiled. "You have a wonderful face, Matt; so much more alive than most men's. Don't you ever pretend? Haven't you even once tried to look like the stalwart ship's captain, stern and undaunted, single-handedly bringing your passengers safely through a fierce and terrible storm?"

Matt laughed. "Not once. And neither has anyone else I know."

"Oh, I'd wager they have. You don't see it because they only put on their masks for women—to impress us and pique our curiosity. Who can resist the challenge of finding out what a man is really thinking behind that stern look of perfect control?"

"You don't sound impressed by it."

She tilted her head and studied him. "No," she said. "Masks bore me, and the fearful men who wear them bore me even more. I prefer a revealing face."

"But there's no challenge to it," he said.

"Oh, indeed there is."

He waited.

Nicole shook her head. "Not now. Ask me again. If it's the right time, I'll tell you what it is."

The musicians finished their set and casually accepted the applause of the crowd before putting down their instruments and leaving the small stage. The room filled with conversation, the clink of ice in glasses, the scraping of chairs. Matt finished his vodka and looked at Nicole's glass. "Do you want to stay?"

"If you don't mind. Let's hear at least one more set. I like to feel it build."

He ordered two more drinks and sat back, wondering what it was that Nicole liked to feel building: sexual desire or the intensity of jazz. She was still setting the pace, controlling their times together, choosing where they went, what they did, what they talked about, and he went along because she was undemanding and intriguing, and because she never judged or competed with him.

But tonight she'd done more than set the pace. Tonight she had aroused him, then made him laugh, then engaged him in conversation that kept his desire under control. / like to feel it build. And so do I, Matt thought. After weeks at the center of Rourke Enterprises where he could not let down his guard, it was a luxury to let something build gradually, to savor anticipation. For the first time it was as exciting to slow down as to speed ahead.

Clever woman; to make herself as unpredictable and desirable as any dream I might pursue.

The musicians returned; once more the music coiled about them; and Nicole plucked a conversation from an hour earlier, continuing it as if nothing had intervened. "Do you truly think you and Keegan disagree on important things?"

"I don't know," Matt said shortly, unwilling to talk about work.

"I wondered how much it might change your feelings about him, and working here, if you do find you disagree."

"Not much. I admire him; I think he admires me. ..."

"He does. You know he does."

"Then we can get along. Two people can't work together without occa-

sional disagreements; I don't mind giving in when it's important to him if he does the same for me. We'll work it out."

"Keegan has very definite ideas," Nicole said thoughtfully. "But frequently he doesn't make them clear. He likes to do things in roundabout ways. It pleases him to keep people at a distance; make them guess what he's up to."

A memory caught at Matt. A long time ago—in Aspen?—Elizabeth had described Rourke in almost identical words. "Maybe that's the mask he puts on for women," Matt said. "I don't see him that way."

"Oh, my dear," said Nicole. "Keegan is a man who wears masks for everyone, men and women alike. Though not for me, which is why he doesn't bore me. But, Matt"—she put her hand on his—"don't change your mind about him. Even when you discover things you don't like, stay with him; let him open doors for you. I know you could do it on your own; you're as brilliant as he is; you could go as far on your own as he has, and equal his power and wealth, but if he can make it easier and faster, do let him. He had help, you know: all those oil wells that sprouted like weeds on his father's land."

She saw Matt's quick frown. "No one ever told you that? His father bought hundreds of thousands of acres all over the South in the early 1900s, at absolutely bargain prices. He was building a house somewhere in Arkansas and got terribly annoyed because when he tried to pump underground water into his new swimming pool it kept streaking with filthy black oil. He spent thousands to get a nice clear swimming pool. Poor man; he died before he knew what he had. Keegan knew. And he built an empire from it. You would have done the same, Matt."

Her hand had been lying lightly on his as she talked. She sat back and picked up her glass. "Now that's enough of Keegan for one night. I know I brought him up, but now I'm banishing him. We don't need him at our table."

"We don't need anyone. You have a way of making everyone else seem unnecessary."

The clarinet reached a high note and drew it out, long and sweet. Nicole caught her breath. "May I propose a toast to a most wonderful companion?"

"We'll drink to each other. And to Maine."

"Why Maine?" she asked curiously.

"Because it relinquished you. No lobstermen came to drag you to your island when you decided to spend the summer in Houston—even though, as we know, no one does."

She laughed softly. "I believe in experiencing everything, at least once.

I do thank the Lord daily for air conditioning, but otherwise I seem to have struggled through to mid-August in fairly good shape."

"Fairly good," he repeated gravely.

Her laughter rippled again. "Thanks to you. You're the only person who could keep me here, and in good shape at that. I'm grateful for you, Matt." Her amber eyes held his; her voice curled around him like the long notes of the clarinet; and Matt wanted her with a force that stopped his breath. The room blurred behind her; the music reached a high syncopated pitch that worked its way into his blood. He pushed back his chair. "But I have a favor to ask," she said suddenly, breaking the mood. "I want to choose the evening's entertainment."