Promise Me (4 page)

The next morning Marc got up, kissed me on the cheek, rolled out of bed and was gone. About an hour later I pulled on my robe, then went to check on Charlotte. She was still sleeping. I opened her blinds halfway, then sat on the bed next to her. “Charlotte,” I said.

She groaned as she rolled over. She put her hand on her head and started to cry.

“Do you still hurt?”

“My head hurts,” she said. I put my cheek on her forehead but she was cool.

“How's your tummy?”

“It hurts too.”

I rubbed her back. “Is it better or worse than yesterday?”

“It's more bad,” she said.

I leaned over and kissed her head. “You go back to sleep, okay?” I pulled the covers back up to her chin, shut her blinds, then went to get ready for the day. I called our pediatrician, Dr. Benton, and made an appointment for a quarter to noon. Then I called Roxanne.

“Hey, girl, I can't come in this morning. Charlotte's still really sick.”

Roxanne grunted. “You know that nasty flu bug is going around. Yesterday, Jan stayed home from school with it.”

“I don't think it's the flu. She doesn't have a temperature. I'm taking her in to the doctor's this morning.”

“Let me know what he says. I'll ask Teresa if she can come in early.”

“Thanks. Marc says he'll be home this afternoon, so if you want I can come in around two or so and work the evening shift.”

“That's better. I'm sure Teresa would love to switch shifts. She's young and still has a night life.”

Around ten-thirty I carried Charlotte into the kitchen and made her some breakfast—oatmeal with brown sugar. She didn't want to eat, so I laid her on the couch, where she could watch
Sesame Street
while I got ready for the day. A little before noon I took Charlotte to our pediatrician, Dr. Dave Benton. We had been seeing Dr. Benton since Charlotte was only six weeks old and colicky, so we had a pretty good patient-doctor thing going.

The clinic was packed. When the inversion settles into the valley, there's always a lot of sickness, and the waiting room was as crowded as a Macy's on Black Friday. It took us more than an hour to see the doctor, for which he was apologetic.

“I'm sorry, Beth,” he said, looking a little run-down himself. “It's like Grand Central Station around here. It seems
like half the valley is sick, and the other half has a cough. So what's up with our princess?”

“She came home early from school yesterday with a headache and stomach pains. She's thrown up three times.”

He smiled at Charlotte as he reached out to feel her neck. “Well, let's see if we can find out what's going on.”

“My dad says it's because I eat too many bananas,” Charlotte said. “He says I'm a monkey.”

He smiled. “You're not as hairy as most of the monkeys I've seen, but I'll keep that in mind. Charlotte, could you take off your glasses for me so I can check your eyes?”

Charlotte took off her pink-rimmed glasses and opened her eyes wide as the doctor shone a light into one, then the other. He then ran through the usual examination of her vitals.

“Huh,” he said, rubbing his chin. “No cough, no swelling and no fever. I don't know what to tell you, Beth. She's dropped a couple pounds since her last visit, and her face looks a little puffy, like she's been retaining water. But other than that and how she feels, everything seems to be fine.” He looked at Charlotte. “Does your head still hurt?”

She nodded.

He turned back to me. “Does she have any allergies?”

“Not that I've noticed.”

“It could be a little virus. For now, I'd give her some children's Tylenol for her headache and keep her home. If she's not doing any better in a few days, you might have to take her up to Primary Children's Medical Center for some additional testing.”

I didn't like the sound of that. “All right. Thanks.”

“I wish I could tell you more.”

“Maybe it's nothing.” I looked down at Charlotte. She looked exhausted. “Ready to go, honey?”

“Yes.”

I took her in my arms. “Thanks again, Doctor.”

“You're welcome. Keep us informed.”

As I drove home, a subtle dread settled over me. I'm not a hypochondriac—for me or my family—but something was wrong. I could feel it. Sometimes a mother just has a sense about these things. I honked as I pulled into our driveway. Marc met me at the front door and took Charlotte from me. She clung to him, burying her head in his neck.

“What did the doctor say?” he asked.

“He doesn't know what's wrong. He said if she's still sick in a few days we should take her to the hospital for tests.”

“The hospital?”

“Just for tests. But we'll wait until Saturday.”

“Saturday is Valentine's Day,” Marc said.

I looked at him blankly. In seven years of marriage we'd never done anything on Valentine's Day. Frankly, Marc was about as romantic as a tennis shoe, and called Valentine's Day “a conspiracy by florists and candy makers to fatten their wallets.”

“I made us dinner reservations at the Five Alls.”

“How did you get us reservations on Valentine's Day?”

“I made them three months ago.”

The Five Alls was my favorite restaurant. It's also where Marc and I got engaged.

“Should I cancel the reservation?”

I rubbed Charlotte's back. “Let's see how she's doing. When do you leave town next?”

“I'm in Scottsdale next Tuesday. There's a medical conference at the Phoenician resort. Want to come?”

“I have a sick six-year-old and a job. In what fictional world would that be possible?”

He grinned. “I know. Sometimes it's just nice to be asked. So are you off to work now?”

“Yes. I've missed too many days lately. I hope Arthur doesn't decide to fire me.”

“He can't live without you.”

“Yeah, right. He can't even get my name right. Half the time he calls me Betty. I better go. See you.” I kissed him, then Charlotte. “See you, honey.”

“Bye, Mommy.”

As I stepped off the porch, Marc said, “Oh, would you mind taking in my laundry and dry cleaning? Everything's in the back seat of my car. It's unlocked.”

“Sure.”

“And tell Phil he used so much starch on my shirts last time I could slice bread with my sleeve.”

“Phil doesn't do the shirts,” I said. “I'll tell the girls to back off a little. See you tonight.”

“I'll order some pizza. We can have a quiet night at home.”

“I don't think Charlotte's stomach can handle pizza.”

“I want pizza,” she said.

I shook my head. “Of course you do.”

“Sorry,” Marc said. “See you.”

Marc carried Charlotte inside. I grabbed his laundry out of his car, threw it on my back seat, then drove into work.

Prompt Dry Cleaners was housed in a cinder-block-walled, box-shaped yellow building off Highland Drive in Holladay, next to a Baskin-Robbins. It was a small, family-owned business established in 1944 by the Huish family, but the only Huish that still worked there—and I use the word ‘work' loosely—was Arthur, the general manager, who looked like he was eighty or ninety and rarely came around the cleaners because in his words, the chemical smells made his sinuses “coagulate.”

There were six employees in all—the serfs, we called ourselves—me, Roxanne, Teresa, Jillyn, Emily and Phil, the lone male, who ran the dry-cleaning machine. Our positions, with the exception of Phil's, were interchangeable, though I usually worked the buck steam press in back, which gave me a little more flexibility with my hours.

Roxanne was acting manager when Arthur wasn't around, which was nearly always, so I considered her my boss. She was working the front counter when I walked in, my arms overflowing with Marc's laundry.

“You're new here, aren't you?” she said sardonically. “May I help you?”

“I'm beyond help,” I said.

“You got that right, sister. How's my Char-baby?”

“Still sick. Marc has her.” I dropped the laundry on the counter. “Thanks again for filling in.”

“No
problem-o
.”

I filled out a laundry slip then, as usual, started going through the pockets of Marc's clothes, looking for pens and secretly hoping for money.

“I'll get it,” Roxanne said. “We're a little backed up on the pressing, if you don't mind.”

“No
problem-o
,” I replied. “I'm on it.” I walked on back to the press.

The back of the cleaners was as austere as a car wash—windowless, with painted cinder-block walls—and just as noisy; a symphony of steam and pneumatic blasts in a jungle of pipe and rails. (If you close your eyes, the noise of the presses resembles that of an amusement park ride.) We always kept a fan going in the back, even in winter, because the smell of perchloroethylene, the cleaning fluid used in the dry-cleaning machine, saturated the air. It took me a few weeks to get used to it, but after a while I began to like it.

Phil had an ancient radio and as usual it was blaring country music. (We joked with him that his radio was so old it only got fifties music.) The steam press I usually operated was near the dry-cleaning machine where Phil was working. He turned down the music and waved at me. “How's it goin', Beth?”

“Good. How are you, Phil?”

“Can't complain. Well, I could, but it wouldn't do no good, would it?” He laughed.

I smiled. “Probably not.”

I liked Phil. He was a balding, soft-spoken, middle-aged man, and a Vietnam vet. My first day on the job Roxanne told me that he had been a POW for the last five months of the war, before Nixon negotiated the prisoners' release. He was a hard worker and friendly, but kept very much to himself. I wondered what he was like before the war. He was always kind to me, and always had a Tootsie Pop for Charlotte whenever I brought her in. Every morning he welcomed me with the same greeting and laughed just as hard afterward as he had the first time he said it. I'd miss it if he didn't.

“Have a good day,” he said, disappearing back into the labyrinth of clothing.

“You too, Phil,” I said.

There were three full racks of suit coats and trousers at my station waiting to be pressed. I had pulled a rack close to the press and started pressing when Roxanne came toward me. She was walking quickly, shaking her head. “Honey, it's not good,” she said as she neared, “not good.”

I looked at her quizzically. “What's not good?”

“I found this in Marc's suit.” She handed me a piece of paper—a handwritten note. The penmanship was light and feminine.

Hey, Gorgeous Man
,

I missed you while you were gone. It's cold in Utah without you. Brrrr! You need to come warm me up!
Thank you for the Valentine's gift, you know we girls are like birds, we just love shiny things. Can't wait to thank you properly in sunny Scottsdale. I'll bring something tiny to wear just for you.