Authors: Laura Anne Gilman
Tags: #Sylvan Investigations, #novella, #fantasy
“What is it?” Ellen’s voice was still worried, but I could tell she was fascinated by the feather, too. It was small, maybe six inches long, max, and could, if you weren’t thinking about it, be mistaken for, well something ordinary, fallen from a dove’s wing, maybe. But that particular shade of silver, the deep red of the shaft, clearly visible? That came from only one place.
“That’s a gryphon feather,” I told her, my mouth dry, but going for my best teacher-tone, rather than the flipped-out awe I was feeling. “The only fatae with silver feathers are gryphons. They’re generally solitary, more than a little cranky, and pretty damned rare.”
“So why was one so interested in our missing human? I mean, other than the missing child, there’s nothing particularly unique or odd about Alfred. Why would a gryphon be interested in a cross-breed child that wasn’t one of theirs?”
“I don’t know.” But even if Ellen didn’t have any precog, my spidey senses were tingling.
They’d ended up at the edge of a park, after the last house was another no-go, the owner there an older woman who seemed to have no idea at all what Alfred was talking about. The fatae claimed it was following a trail, but Alfred wasn’t sure he believed that any more. The child had been in all of these places? How long ago, and for how long, and why did they keep moving her? None of this made sense.
It was late afternoon, the park was deserted except for a couple at the far end, snuggling on a bench. He wanted, suddenly, to sit down, even on a cold bench, and just not move. He was beyond tired; he was weary. His core, never all that strong to begin with, was near-depleted, and the thought of reaching out to restock made his bones turn to ash. There was only so far a human could push himself, and he was nearly there.
The creature reached for him, clearly intending to hoist him into the sky and off to another house and another dead end. Alfred stepped back. “No. No more. Not again.” He’d reached the end of his rope. “I can’t do this anymore. It’s insane, we’re not getting anywhere, and I don’t think you’re right about where the infant is, anyway, because there’s no way they can be shifting her like this, even with the best translocation skills ever. So no, no more.”
“You must. You owe a life.”
“I don’t owe jack-shit. I don’t even know for certain this child’s mine, only just what you’ve told me. What happened to Kerrieon? Where is she? Why did she abandon the child like that? Why didn’t she call me?”
“I didn’t know.”
That was the first actual answer he’d gotten from the creature. The problem was, that wasn’t actually an answer at all.
“What the hell do you mean, you don’t know? You knew to find me, so you must know something.” He’d been on this insane hunt for three days, which was two days longer than he’d thought it would take, when the fatae landed on the roof and told him he was needed. Three days without decent sleep, without a bath, without a decent cup of coffee. He wasn’t thinking straight any more, and he wanted it done.
“The child must be found.”
“You keep saying that but you won’t tell me why. Fuck that. Take me home.” He was pissed, but not so pissed off that he forgot he was, effectively, stranded here in this town, and calling his wife to pick him up.
Screw it. He could deal with her yelling at him all the way home, so long as he got home. Turning on his heel with near-military precision, he walked away. Or tried to, anyway. The fatae’s claws had been nearly gentle as they held him in flight, keeping him safe so far above ground, but now those talons dug into his flesh, the jacket and shirt no barrier.
“You owe a life.”
Alfred stared across the park, seeing freedom out of reach. “What the hell is your problem? You haven’t shown me any proof that she’s in danger! That was the only reason I came with you, the only reason I went looking, because I thought she was in danger. But so far - nothing. If she’s in one of these houses, which I doubt, they’re well-off enough to give her a proper life. But if you don’t know
where
she is, how do you know she needs me?”
He couldn’t shake off that claw, so he turned into it, uncomfortably close to that fierce beak, and the deep golden eyes glaring over it. “Unless you can tell me, right here and now, that you know for a fact that she needs my help, that she’s in danger, and not being perfectly well cared for by whoever took her home from the hospital, then this. Is. Over.”
“The child is not in danger. The child
is
danger.” Those golden eyes were too wide, the pupils too small and black. Alfred felt he was in danger of falling forward, falling into them and never getting out.
“What?”
“The child. It is an abomination. It must not be allowed. Only humans thought it could be saved, should be saved. It should have never happened, should have been allowed to die.”
“What?” Alfred knew he sounded like an idiot. He felt like one, too. “You’re insane. Never mind about taking me home. I’ll call Christie and deal with the fallout the way I should have two days ago.”
Just saying it made him feel better, a little stronger. Yeah. He should have told Christie at the start. She was a clear thinker, she might have figured out a way to find the baby - or understood that it wasn’t their matter to meddle in at all, that the baby was already with good parents and this crazy fatae was only trying to stir up trouble. He’d go home and tell her everything, and he could finish fixing the roof before winter hit.
“No.”
“Yes.” He stared at the fatae, his own eyes narrowed. “Enough. Whatever you think needs to be done, whatever you’re planning to do, I’m out.” If the creature needed him to find the baby, walking away was the best thing he could do, for both of them. Even if the kid wasn’t his.
There was no warning, only the clack of the thing’s beak, before a talon hit him across the face. Then again, the blow of one feathered arm against the chest, and another blow to the side of his head. None of them were made with any sort of precision, but the sheer force behind them made that less important, and Alfred went to his knees, his head ringing and his vision already starting to haze over.
He hoped the kid was his. He’d like to think his last act had been protecting his own.
Ellen was sitting on her desk, legs crossed under her, the gryphon feather in her hands. Or rather, hovering just above her hands, the quill’s tip balanced pointing down onto her palm but not actually resting on the flesh. Little sparks of current flickered around it, which made me think that there was a hell of a lot more current actually in use, if I was able to see that much.
Fatae couldn’t use magic, any more than a Null human could. But it ran in our bodies, according to all the reading I’d done, making us more attuned to it than non-Talent humans. I always - almost always - knew when it was being used around me, and it would take a skilled Talent to use it against me.
Damnable thing was, I seemed to know a lot of skilled Talent. Even when I was back on the force, it seemed like half the guys I knew on the street were high res. Just lucky, I guess.
“Anything?”
She shook her head, letting the feather come to rest. “No. I mean, there’s a sense of it there, the guy himself, and definitely a guy, but… I don’t know if its because I’m not strong enough, or because I don’t know enough about gryphons. When Genevieve taught me this, we used a strand of PB’s fur, and a drop of Sergei’s blood, and I was able to identify them right away, but…”
“But you know them both. All right, get yourself settled down, and come back into the office.”
Any current-use she did, she did out here. It would be easier to replace another coffee maker and a mini-fridge than it would my laptop, safe-lined drawer or no. But it would take her a little while to shake down her current and smooth it out, or whatever it was they did. I went into the inner office and closed the door behind me, taking a moment.
Ellen had been right: this case was shaking me a little. It wasn’t the baby-in-jeopardy part; I knew my weaknesses and was used to dealing with them. Kids in jeopardy hit all my buttons, yeah. But it wasn’t that, and it wasn’t that this was a cross-breed, either. I didn’t think that was it, anyway.
I sat down at my desk and pulled the laptop out of its drawer, booting it up at the same time and checking email. The formal reports from Rashada, confirming what she’d told Ellen. A note from Fagan at the precinct, confirming that no known female fatae bodies had shown up anywhere without clear I.D. Now that I knew what breed she’d been I could guarantee that she would be a Jane Doe: Lilin who ended up in bad places generally didn’t have soft landings.
“Boss?” Ellen came in just as my cell phone rang. I held up a hand for her to stay where she was, just in case. Static was a natural by-product of Talent.
“Hendrickson. Yeah, I got it.” I waited. “Really? All right.” I didn’t insult Fagan by asking if she was sure: she wouldn’t have called me if he wasn’t. “Yeah, I should be able to confirm. Can you send - all right, thanks. Yeah, take care.”
I hung up the phone and gestured for Ellen to come all the way in even as I was checking to see if the promised email had come in.
“They found our missing man. He’s at Mother of Mercy.”
“Hospital, not morgue. He’s alive?”
“Only just. No ID, but they’re pretty sure it’s our guy.”
“So what happened to him?”
“That’s the question, isn’t it? I’ve got a file coming in…now.” I paid extra for high-speed internet. I would have been better off spending the money on beer and pissing it away. But eventually the file downloaded.
I clicked on the attachments, and grunted.
“What?” Ellen came all the way into the office, leaning over my shoulder to see better. I could feel the gentle static hum of her core for a moment, like standing next to a portable generator, then it was locked down, still and cool.
I touched my hand to the screen, tapping one area of the photograph. “Those look like claw marks?”
“Yeah,” she agreed. “There, and…there.” She didn’t touch the screen, but I saw what she was looking at. “The bruising - he was beaten?”
“By someone, or something with a very heavy hand.” Or wings. “McConnell’s in no position to answer questions; they’re not sure he’s going to remember anything when he wakes up, assuming he does wake up. We need to find that gryphon.”
There was a heavy weight of silence over my shoulder, and I could tell she was thinking. Technically, the case was over. We’d been hired to find the missing man, and we’d done that, more or less. But there were questions that needed to be answered – a missing child to be found – and nobody else was going to do it, if I didn’t. If
we
didn’t.
“Boss, you’re awesome at finding people, solving puzzles, that overt, detail-oriented stuff. Given time, you could learn where a gryphon hangs out. But getting it? I mean, laying hands on it? If you need something retrieved…”
“As a Retriever. I know.” I shut the lid of the laptop, and stared at the matte black surface. “You’re injuring my professional pride, Shadow.” She wasn’t wrong, though. I could find the gryphon, but it would take time, and odds were I’d never get anywhere near it. But Wren… the Wren could.
“Call your mentor. Let’s see how well she plays with others.”
oOo
I’d barely had time to put the order in for two large pizzas - Talent ate like horses when they were using a lot of current - before I heard voices in the outer office. Wren must have Translocated, which meant no Sergei. I was outnumbered.
“Hi.” I stood in the doorway and looked at the two women standing there. If you didn’t know, you’d think Ellen was the more impressive one, tall and broad-shouldered, with glossy dark skin and hair, while the woman next to her was slighter, mousy-brown and seemingly insignificant. The emphasis would be on “seemingly.” Retrievers, by their very nature, deferred the eye and muddled memories. Had Wren chosen to become an assassin…. Fortunately, she was at heart a kleptomaniac, not a killer.
“I hear you’ve got a job that needs my delicate touch.”
“We getting the mentor discount?” Sergei wasn’t just her partner, he was her business manager, too. He’d have a suitably pithy comment about her working for free.
“I’ll call in a favor at a later date,” she said, and I nodded, agreeing. As much as I hadn’t wanted to call her in, she’d be at death’s door before she asked me for help, and at that point I’d have given it anyway. We were just saving face, here.
“I have a feather from the gryphon’s wing, I think.” Ellen said. “I already used it to try to trace him, but I wasn’t able to get anything.”
“Underwing,” I said. “From the size, probably close to the claws.”
“Nothing else?”
“Photos of his victim. The guy’s in the hospital now; if you needed to be in contact with him…”
“Huh.” She considered that. “No. Let’s try without, first. I’d be able to slip in unseen but it would take some time, and it might not be needed.” She held out her hand, and Ellen placed the feather down on her palm.
“Yo, wait.” I went back into my office and shut the laptop down completely and put it in the shielded drawer, and then turned off my cell phone and put it in the drawer as well. I’d heard stories about what happened to electronics around Wren, and my replacement budget was already stretched to its limit. Then I unlocked the drawer below it, and took out my service pistol, and loaded it.
“All right. Do you need anything?”
“For you to shut up and stay out of the way?” Wren’s voice was low, sweet, and utterly focused on the feather in her hand.
“I can do that.”
This was the first time I’d seen Ellen interact with her mentor. My Shadow wasn’t a Retriever, that wasn’t her skillset. But she was a Seer, and I was guessing that they were going to use that to tie into Wren’s own skills. Magic - current - was beyond my pay grade. I leaned against the wall and, as per orders, shut up and stayed out of the way.
“I have the feather. I’ll be able to work a seeking cantrip, I think. It’s the same thing I use when I’m scoping out a site, doing a little advance research. You’ve seen me do it.”
Ellen nodded, intent on her mentor’s words. “I should follow along?”
“No. I want you to go into your core and open up. See what I stir up.”
She said “see” but even I knew she meant See.
“All the way open,” Wren said, glancing up from the feather to look at Ellen directly. “I’m here, and this place is as grounded as anywhere in the city. It’s an old building, solid foundations, built on bedrock. You can ground all the way down, brace yourself that way. And goat-boy over there will watch over us physically, right?”
I hefted the pistol in my hand. “Anything that comes in, deals with me, first.”
“Try not to shoot us while you’re doing it.”
“If I yell duck, don’t quack.”
Pre-fight nerves, even though there wasn’t a fight brewing. Ellen was looking back and forth between us, then down again at the feather, and I wanted to do something say something to bolster her courage. I didn’t. This wasn’t my place; Wren was her mentor. I was just her boss.
“Breathe, ground and center.” Wren’s voice was soft, steady, and Ellen exhaled and then drew a fresh breath, her shoulders softening, her hands resting against her thighs.
The feather rose off Wren’s palm, hovering in the air between them, dancing slightly as though tugged by a thread. The air was thick and electric, and I could practically hear the new coffee maker shorting out. I hoped Ellen had thought to unplug it, but I wasn’t going to interrupt to check.
“Feather, fly
Return to the bone
But remain”
I hadn’t expected spellcasting to be quite so…poetic. The sense of static in the air increased, and the feather spun around frantically, turning quill-side up and then pointing back down again.
“Let me See.” Ellen’s incantation or whatever they called it, was simple, but heartfelt. She reached up a hand and closed her fingers around the feather, stopping its movement. Her entire hand, underneath the skin, was alive with a pulsing yellow-green neon, like… like nothing. I felt a little ill, watching, so I looked away. Wren’s hands were blue-green. The feather was sparkling with a paler silver glitter, turning faster and faster within Ellen’s grasp.
“He’s dying. He’s hurt so bad inside, and he was so tired, he’s dying.”
My first impulse was to grab my notebook and write down her words, but that would have required putting down the gun. I listened as hard as I could, trying to remember.
“Feather, fly,” Wren repeated. “Return to the bone, to the bone.”
The feather quivered again, and Ellen cried out as though the quills had suddenly got hot, but she didn’t let go. I kept my grip loose on the grip of my handgun, and breathed out, trying for my own form of grounding, the way we’d been taught to do before a raid or during a standoff.
“In a building, an old building. It’s built a nest but I can’t see where it is, can’t…oh.”
This was the first time I’d seen her try for a Seeing, rather than having one come on her, and as far as I knew, the first time she’d consciously tried to scry for someone we knew was still alive. The only difference I could see was the play of current-light under her skin; that was new. She was facing away from me so I couldn’t tell if the glazed look in her eyes was the same. The shiver in my horns and the back of my neck was less for what was happening in front of me than the potential even I could feel, working beneath the surface.
When I’d first met Ellen, I knew that others were wary of her. I’d understood why, intellectually - but now I
knew
why, bone-deep. A Storm Seer wasn’t just a high-res Talent. Ellen was a perfect conduit, a lightning rod that could
use
the lightning that hit her. If she was trained.
That was why Wren was her mentor. And some day, maybe, the student would be more powerful than the teacher.
I was, weirdly, calm about that. I knew Ellen. She was a good kid. Careful, cautious, and maybe a little too cautious, yeah, after the family life she’d had, but that was no bad thing, either. Power corrupts, but only so far as we let it.
“I have the nest,” Wren said, her voice thin but steady. I’d known her for years, but never seen her when she was working. I realized I was holding my breath. “An abandoned building, yes. Not a warehouse; maybe an old school? Further west… Trenton, maybe, one of the older, smaller cities. Smart, to stay the hell out of Madame’s territory.”
Gryphons were fierce, but you didn’t fuck with a centuries-old Great Wyrm who claimed Manhattan for her own, no.
“I think I’ve got him,” the Retriever said, finally. “Nice lead, Ellen. We can-“
“There’s something else,” Ellen said. Her face had lifted toward the ceiling, and I half-expected a bolt of current-lightning to come through the roof and hit the tip of her nose. Maybe it did; this Null couldn’t see it. “There’s a connection.” She held the feather again, this time so tightly the edges were crushed. “The man and the gryphon…blood.”
“Spilled blood, from the fight?”
Wren glared at me, like I should shut up. I glared back.
“No.” Ellen shook her head, and her hand shook, too. “Contained. Shaped, formed….”
Wren lifted her hand as though to touch Ellen’s hand and the feather, but stopped. Yeah, I didn’t think that would be a good idea right now, either.
“New form. New life. Three swirls of blood, swirling together.”