Queen of the Trailer Park (Rosie Maldonne's World Book 1)
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Authors: Alice Quinn
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, organizations, places, events, and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
Text copyright © 2013 Alice Quinn
Translation copyright © 2015 Alexandra Maldwyn-Davies, from Pimienta.com
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Previously published as
Un palace en enfer (Au pays de Rosie Maldonne t. 1)
by the author via the Kindle Direct Publishing Platform in France in 2013. Translated from French by Alexandra Maldwyn-Davies, from Pimienta.com. First published in English by AmazonCrossing in 2015.
Published by AmazonCrossing, Seattle
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ISBN-13: 9781477827567
ISBN-10: 1477827560
Cover design by Marc Cohen
Cover illustration by Aurélie Khalidi
Library of Congress Control Number: 2014921446
To my wonderful children, Bettina and Josselin
Contents
Tuesday: A Cop Who’s Too Cute for His Own Good
Thursday: Fairy Tales Really Do Exist
Friday: Outward Signs of Madness
Sunday: A Seagull from Europe or Africa?
Wednesday: A Gift from Mickey D’s
Thursday: You Live Here Alone?
Monday: My Home Sweet Home
1
My name is Rose. Rosie Maldonne. 37-26-35. That’s not my cell number. No, those are my measurements. Apparently, I’m a total knockout from head to toe. I couldn’t tell you, though. I don’t have a full-length mirror.
Being called Rose is about as lame as it gets, but it’s the only thing my mother left me. That’s why I can’t handle it when people call me Rose.
She’s
the only one who ever had the right to do that. I have people call me Cricri instead. That sucks even more, I know. It’s nothing like Rose. But I always liked Jiminy Cricket, and at least it doesn’t start me off crying. Because, you see, my mother died almost nine years ago, when I was sixteen. I’ve missed her ever since.
The two of us were as thick as thieves. She taught me everything. Like how to fill out a welfare application (they called it “aid” back then). How to berate the guys down at the job office (a.k.a. “the unemployment line”) when the paperwork was taking too long. How to dump a guy who steals your money and fools around with other women. How to wax using heated sugar, and how to color your hair with henna. How to look your best in a push-up bra, preferably red.
That Sunday, the day this whole thing started, I’d decided to call my friend, Mimi (short for Émilie), to see if I could borrow some money, seeing as the kiddos and I had nothing to eat. Mimi was rich because she worked full-time, which wasn’t the case for me. She was the only one I could ask for a loan.
It broke my heart to see my kids go without. I loved them so much. I had a litany of nicknames for them that I was always blurting out: chickadees, rug rats, crib lizards. I loved to crack them up.
The phone rang for a while and Mimi finally picked up. But as soon as I spoke, she cut me off, accusing me of not knowing how to manage my budget and, above all, of still not having paid back the last money I owed her.
“Listen Mimi,” I started. “You’re right—the last time I wasn’t all that careful when I did my groceries, and I bought a load of shit I didn’t need, but this time it’s different because school’s back and everything, and they’re late with my check. It’ll only be for a couple of days, that’s all. Come on, Mimi, don’t make me beg . . .
Yes, sweetie, I saw! You finished your poopie! Wow! It’s beautiful, my little trickster . . .
No, Mimi, I’m not talking to you, I was talking to Emma. She was on her potty . . . No, there’s nothing crazy about it. I have to praise her sometimes, right?
Wait, no, wait, honey, no! It’s not paint, Emma!
She just decided to go paint the couch with . . . Yes, I know you’re not all that interested and you can’t stand kids . . . OK, right, so this cash, can you come through or not?
Emma! Stop! No! NO! Emma, are you listening to me?
. . . Yeah, sorry, hmmm? You really can’t? OK, I have to go now. I’ll call you back, OK?”
I hung up and screamed, “She’s so goddamn mean! Such a stuck-up cow! That dumb bitch!”
“Mommy, you jutht curthed!” cried my five-year-old, Sabrina. Her lisp was ridiculously cute, even when she was being her stickler self and chastising me for bad language.
I ignored her and continued to rant. “I know good and well she has at least six hundred in her account, and she says she can’t lend me any money? Emma! Come over here and stop spreading that on the cat. And your face. Come on, let’s get you in the shower.”
Mimi blows all her money on threads. She’s single. It’s cool. She gives me her clothes when she’s done with them, and she’s often done with them. That’s why I look so great and somehow manage to fool everyone. When I visit the social worker, I can tell she drools over these castoffs. Red leather miniskirts, orange satin corsets, fluorescent-pink wedges. The jealousy kills her. Which often doesn’t help with getting things done.
I left Sabrina with a coloring book so I could throw the twins in the shower stall. They’re not really twins and they couldn’t look more different—Lisa so pale and blonde and Emma with her dark complexion. I just call them that because they’re the same age—two years old at that time. That’s when I realized we had no hot water. Something must have busted somewhere.
And to top it all off, Pastis (my cat) was complaining because I’d given him only a saucer of sour milk with three crusts of bread.
See, I don’t tend to have much luck. My surname is pretty apt: Maldonne literally means “misdeal.” It’s my father’s name. He married my mother when they found out she was pregnant. A month before she gave birth, he ran out on her and went off to Canada. But I couldn’t care less. I never knew him.
Maldonne. It’s a term used in card games. If someone doesn’t deal the cards right, they call it a misdeal. And that’s exactly what happened to me. When I started out in life, I was dealt a bad hand.
Names mean something. If my name had been Madonna, for example, things might have been quite different. Maybe I’d have turned out to be a pop star too. Who knows? Right then, on that dreary Sunday, I felt like my name should be Rosie Misfortune.
Take, for example, the fact that I’d never
found
anything. I’d met tons of people who told me all about the stuff they’d found. The perfect couch, a box full of groceries when they were homeless, the right address for the Social Security office, or even their very own knight in shining armor. But not me. I never understood why. Fate? Chance? Luck? Did it all come down to one thing? And if I looked for it, would I ever find it? Doubtful.
Even so, I liked when there was a reason for everything, even if I never found the reason. Just like I never found anything else. It wasn’t for lack of trying. I’d spent my whole life trying, and I always ended up with the same result.
NOTHING.
Another of my particular skills: I never
won
anything either. You could take any bet you liked with me. I always lost.
But life’s full of surprises, right?
I was headed for a two-in-one. I was going to find something
and
win something.
I had a hunch that maybe my luck was finally changing. Just like on
Wheel of Fortune
when a contestant gets on a roll. Spin . . . and narrowly miss the Bankrupt to win the Prize Puzzle.
I should have had my doubts.
2
Lying in bed the night before, I could hear my mother’s voice singing the Beatles song “Money (That’s What I Want).”
I couldn’t tell whether I was dreaming or not. I tossed and turned when I was supposed to be getting a good night’s sleep. Of course, early the next morning, I couldn’t get up. And I couldn’t get the lyrics out of my brain. The singer says that, yes, there are many beautiful free things in life, like sprawling landscapes and love, but what he really needs is money.
It was exactly what I was going through.
One thing was for sure, my mother loved that song. She used to sing Beatles songs a lot—and just then, I felt I could hear her singing to me.
That’s how I knew my mother was with me.
She sends me songs. It’s our way of communicating. Usually, the message is clear and I know how to decode it. But not always.
Since getting pregnant the first time, when I was nineteen, I’ve tried to get by as best I can. But I was beginning to feel old. I was almost twenty-five and I had three kids. All they wanted to do was grow up. Two had come out of me. The third arrived by way of life’s unpredictable circumstances. And I’m not talking about a man-child who ended up staying for God knew how long.
The kids were making a terrible racket. I resisted with everything I had, putting my head under the pillow. I dreamed I was already up, so I didn’t have to go ahead and actually do it.
Finally, when they’d shrieked too much and jumped all over me, I had to surrender and admit I wasn’t asleep anymore.
I just couldn’t face what the day had in store for me. I knew there was nothing left to eat in the house. I know it sounds melodramatic to say that in twenty-first-century France, but it was the truth.
As for using the word
house
, well . . . we didn’t actually live in a
house
. We lived in a trailer. A 1985 Caravelair. It was pitched next to the abandoned railway station, in the middle of a vacant lot. But it could actually be pretty nice there. It’s full of poppies in summertime, daisies in spring, and sometimes blueberries. The rest of the year, though, it’s full of muck. I had put planks along the ground so we could get home without ending up covered in it. My monkeys love this place.
Despite my chronic bad luck, I’m sometimes able to summon my inner optimist. I opened the cupboard, full of hope. But there was nothing much. I opted for a few crackers.
The song carried on in my head. Maybe if I keep singing about money, it’ll come to me
.
I couldn’t help but think that the day before school beginning had already started out pretty badly. This year, the first week of school started on Tuesday, September 4. You have to wonder why a Tuesday. The school isn’t even open on Wednesdays!
I wished we had croissants for breakfast, for the kids—though to be honest, it was I who wanted a hot croissant with a strong cup of coffee. Without coffee, I need to be handled with kid gloves. Without my morning coffee beans, I start getting palpitations. Anxiety attacks.
But I toasted the crackers instead, and we had them with what was left at the bottom of the jam jar, and the imps were happy. I managed to fool them again.
Ahmed, the jackass at the store, won’t give me any more credit. He says I’ve racked up too much debt. We won’t even bother talking about the other local stores; they wouldn’t trust me as far as they could throw me.
The words of the song ran through my head, telling me that all the love in the world would not pay for my food.
Yes, I know, Mom! Thank you!
Apart from my not having any money, everything was going pretty well.
And if it weren’t for the whole lack-of-food problem, I’d be ready to face the day with a spring in my step.
I decided to extend the weekend some and not take the little ones to daycare (which children here attend until preschool begins at age three). Sabrina was headed back to preschool tomorrow, so we would enjoy the last of our time off. The schools are on opposite ends of the city, so the following day, the cavalcade would begin again!
When things are going wrong, I try to sleep in as much as possible, because I know once I get up, I’m going to have to put on a good show the rest of the day. Although my kiddos are hilarious, having three of them isn’t always easy. However, they’re the only area of my life where I
am
lucky. When I see the awful kids whacking the hell out of each other at school and the dumbass mothers who come to collect them, each one more unbearable than the next—well, next to that bunch, mine are incredible. I know I sound biased, but I swear it’s the truth. Pure and simple.
And then there’s my cat. He’s the other area where I’m lucky. If I believed in reincarnation, I’d say he was definitely Einstein. But I’ll stop there. I know how annoying it can be when people go on about their pets. It’s even worse than people telling you all about their dreams. Well, maybe not that. There’s
nothing
worse than people telling you about their dreams.
So, today’s goal was to come into some cash. But knowing my terrible luck, I was fighting a losing battle.