Quiet Country (Satan's Sinners M.C. Book 2) (26 page)

"Okay, let's find out. I brought a sonogram machine with me so you can see the baby. I believe you’re close enough to find out what you are having, too."

As she sets up the machine, I grab Cub, putting him in the play pen we have setup. I go sit on the edge of the bed, taking Lil Mama's hand. The machine is ready to go, and her shirt’s pulled up, pants pulled down a little bit. Dr. Greene puts the gel on her stomach and places the wand on the gel, moving it around. "Bear, can you go turn the light off?"

"Yeah." I turn the light off, and look at the screen, seeing our baby.

"The heartbeat looks great, everything looks normal. Here's the head, legs, and arms,” she says as she points to each of them.

"Do you want to find out the sex?" I look over and Lil Mama's looking at me. We nod at the same time, smiling and looking back at the doctor. “Okay, it looks like she’s being cooperative. Congratulations!”

"It's a girl? We’re having a fuckin’ girl?" I ask. I start sweating, nerves kicking in.

"Yep, you sure are."

"Lil Mama, we're having a fuckin' girl!"

Laughing, she says, "Yeah Bear, I know, I heard her."

"So everything is good with her and the baby?"

Dr. Greene confirms, "Yes everything’s great."

"Thank you so much, Doctor.”

"Bear, please call me Sierra."

Smiling, I say, "Okay, Sierra.”

Turning to Lil Mama, "I'm gonna walk her out, I'll be right back." She nods and I give her a kiss before walking out. We leave the room, heading back into the bar. Hacker’s gone so she gets to leave with no problems. I go back to the room, asking if Jacey if she’s ready to go home.

Later that night after Cub is in bed, I lay down next to her. “Bear, did you call the vet? How's Karma doing?”

“She's fine, baby. Don't work about her, she’s a tough little shit. So were you, babe. I was so fuckin' scared today. I've only ever been scared one time, until the moment I thought I’d never see the two of you again,” I tell her.

"I know. I was scared too. He said he wouldn't hurt me unless I tried to run, but I didn't trust that,” she says.

"Yeah. You don't know how fuckin' happy I was to get your text."

"I didn't even know for sure if you got it. It said sent, but then my phone died."

"Enough about all of that bad shit. So, we’re having a girl. How do you feel about it?" I ask.

"I'm so happy! I promise I won't fuck her or Cub up like my mom did me."

"Baby, I know you won't. You're an amazing mom, definitely not like your cunt of a mother. You love Cub so much and you will our daughter too."

"I love you too, you know?” she says, smiling,

"Oh, I know, and I'm about to show you just how much I love you."

"Oh really?" she questions as she tilts her neck so I can nuzzle in it.

Uh huh
is the last thing I said until I pushed inside of her bringing myself home. I made love to her for the first time, slowly, passionately, never rushing or picking up speed, telling each other how much we loved one another until we came together, calling out each other's names. Every single time is incredible and amazing with my Ol' Lady, but tonight, what we shared between the two of us is something I never thought I would get to experience. I started my life in the Sinners hating life, love, just about everything, but in the end, I have what my parents always had, a love I'll never find twice. I have a life full of love with my club family and this woman. I have just about everything I could ever want or need, and it'll be complete when my little girl gets here. I fought hard to get what I wanted and this moment right here made every single second of it worth fighting for.

Jacey

6 months later

I went back to work in the studio a couple of weeks after the kidnapping. The Betrayed got their manager, which Dawson doesn't look happy about. He's dealing with it though and they’re amazing, just like I knew they would be, and soon the world will know it. I had to take some time off when I had Kelcey. Bear kept an eye on the studio for me, making sure everyone was working. I had to show him how to work the equipment and the guys knew a little as well, so that helped.

When Bear held our beautiful daughter in his arms for the first time, he had the same look when we had Cub, face full of wonder and pride, but this time he let the tears fall. The only other time I've ever seen tears from him was when Ripper died.

Bear had a surprise for me, too, and let me tell you, I have the absolute best husband ever. Do you remember that argument we had about the Prince Albert? Well, he went way beyond that! Since I couldn't have sex for six weeks, he went and got the Jacob's Ladder piercing. As soon as my six weeks were up, I was on him, finding out what all the fuss is about. Holy shit, I thought his cock felt good inside me before, but feeling those piercings going in and out of me at the same time as his massive cock took me to a whole new level of ecstasy.

I think over the last two years about how far we’ve come. In our family, that's including the guys at the club, we’ve lost some and gained some. There have been weddings and babies, deaths and funerals. People finding love and losing it, some getting a second chance with their first.

Speaking of which, my dad and Victoria got married after the first day of seeing each other. They were inseparable, so it's not really a surprise. They loved each other all that time and because of a misunderstanding, plus my bitch of a mother, they couldn't be together. It was a beautiful ceremony in the back of the Cobras' clubhouse, and both clubs got along great. Crazy Girl and I helped decorate everything, and of course, we were the bridesmaids.

Ava and Harper were the flower girls and Cub was the ring bearer. Hanger walked her down the aisle, giving her away to my dad. It was perfect, really, and now they’re both so happy. I love her and she’s great with the kids. I think Hanger has gotten over all of his issues with her, thanks to Zoey. She was elated when they got married because it meant Hanger and I are step brother and sister, making her my sister in law, which didn't feel new. She was really like a sister to me anyway, and this just made it official.

Not too long after the wedding, my father was shot again. It was worse this time, he lost so much blood and ended up needing a transfusion, so everyone got their blood checked and one of us was a match. I’ve asked what happened, but all I ever hear is that it's club business.

Hanger and Zoey had a little boy named Damien, and soon they’ll be getting married. I think she keeps holding off, hoping Chatty and Ever will come back. Ever is really busy in New York, so who knows? I haven't talked to Chatty, but from what Zoey says, she has no plans of coming back. All of us miss both of them, and Gunner too.

Bear and I have had a lot of ups and down in our journey, but we made it. We fought, we loved, and we won in the end. Through it all, I found out I never really wanted to be a doctor. My whole plan went to shit, but I found a new one, a better one, One where I decide what happens in my life and one that has made me happier than I ever thought possible.

I hope you all loved our story and if you want more, Night Sky will be next. It's coming soon and it's the story of Ever and Writer.

First and foremost I gotta give a shout out to Jana Whaley. You have been there from the beginning with me on this crazy ride. I'm looking forward to many more with you. You are my insight and half my brain when it is needed.

Michelle Slagan thank you for taking me on as my PA. You have helped me so much in this book world.

My betas you ladies are amazing and thank you for taking the time to read my books. You have become more than just my betas you have become my friends and that I cherish. You are always there for me giving me input and your opinions when I need it.

To everyone else that has helped me and been a part to make Jacey and Bear's book the amazing story it is I want to say thank you.

When I am not working or taking care of my kids I spend my free time writing. I love to travel, but I haven't been able to do much of it lately so hopefully next year I will get to meet some of you at a signing. I'm so excited for 2016 because you will be seeing more than just MC from me and great things are to come. I love to talk to my readers so feel friend to find me on Facebook.

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Love, Colbie Kay

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