Radioactive and The Decay Dystopian Super Boxset- A Dirty Bomb and Nuclear Blast Prepper Tale of Survival (14 page)

              When Samantha Kearny opened the door to her daughter’s room that morning, Annie was still as water. The only sign of motion from the 5-year-old’s bed was Jim’s cat Tigs, who looked at Samantha and meowed tiredly.

“Annie?” Samantha whispered. “It’s time to get up, hunny.”

              Annie didn’t move. Her open eyes stared into the corner of the room, avoiding her mother’s presence. Annie hadn’t spoken a word since she saw her father die three months ago. The doctors agreed it was shock and that the girl would speak again, but it would just take time. How long that time was though, the doctors couldn’t say. All they could tell her was to keep everything as normal as possible to allow Annie to get back into a routine of what her life used to be; a routine that no longer involved her father.

              General Locke had set them up in an apartment just north of San Francisco in a small town called Santa Rosa. It was his way of telling them how sorry he was for their loss. But the apartment didn’t help stop the pain. The apartment didn’t allow Annie to speak again. The apartment didn’t make them feel like they were home. They hadn’t even had a chance to bury Matt’s body yet because the government was still “examining” the remains.

              Samantha scooped Annie up in her arms and Tigs bounced off the bed, following them into the kitchen. She set Annie down at the table and fired up the skillet. “How about eggs and hash browns today?” It was Annie’s favorite dish, and lately she was trying anything to get her daughter to say something. Annie simply stared at the kitchen table while Tigs weaved in and out of her legs.

              Samantha cracked open the eggs into the skillet and they sizzled from the heat. She pulled the hash browns out of the freezer and piled a plate of them into the microwave. The microwave beeped and Samantha grabbed the plate of piping hot hash browns and scraped some of them onto a plate next to a pile of scrambled eggs. She set the plate right in front of Annie and made herself one, too.

              Annie picked up her fork and poked at the eggs. She ate nothing.

              “Eat, sweetheart,” Samantha urged.

              Tigs jumped up on the chair and then onto the table. The cat plopped down next to Annie’s plate of food and stared at the girl.

              “You better hurry before Tigs gets it,” Samantha said as the cat gave a meow.

              The little animal then nudged the girl’s arm. Annie picked up the fork and put a small piece of hash brown into her mouth. Samantha smiled. Tigs purred while Annie slowly picked away at the food in front of her.

              When the doorbell rang, Samantha almost dropped the fork in her hand. She and Annie hadn’t had any visitors since moving in. The only person that knew where she lived was the military personnel aid that helped them move in and handled the apartment complex’s paperwork.

              Samantha looked through the peephole and saw a small, balding man, no taller than five feet. He wore a black suit and tie. Samantha’s eye dropped from the peephole. She ran towards her bedroom quietly.
              Jim had given her a 9mm pistol before she left the military base a few months ago. Samantha entered her room and opened her dresser drawer. She pushed aside socks and underwear until she pulled out a black box. She flipped the two latches that held it closed and grabbed the pistol. She loaded a magazine, racked the chamber, and tucked the gun in the waistband of her jeans under her shirt. Samantha cracked the door open, making sure she kept the chain lock attached to the doorframe. “Can I help you?”

              “Mrs. Kearny, I apologize for showing up unannounced,” the man started.

              “How do you know who I am?” she demanded.

              The man patted his jacket, looking for something. When he reached inside his coat, Samantha drew the pistol out in the crack of the door and the man’s hands shot up in the air.

              “Don’t move,” she whispered.

              “Mrs. Kearny, again, my apologies. I’m not here to do you any harm. I was simply looking for my card,” he said.

              “Who are you?” Samantha asked, the gun still pointed at him.

              “My name is Kevin Mears,” he said, giving a small bow.

              Kevin slowly reached into his pocket, pulling out his card and handing it to Samantha while forcing a nervous smile.

              Samantha closed the door to examine the card. It had Kevin’s name on it along with the name of the firm he was with: Woolen, Woolen, and Mears. She flipped the card over in her hands as she weighed her options of what to do. She knew that Jim would want her to contact the military before anything happened, but she couldn’t help but feel that if somebody wanted to hurt her, they would have sent someone bigger.

              Kevin jumped when Samantha opened the door again and kept the pistol aimed at him.

              “How’d you know we were here?” Samantha asked.

              “G-general Locke’s assistant gave me your information,” said Kevin.

Samantha lowered her weapon and tucked it back under her shirt but left the door chained. “What do you want?”

              “I was hoping to go over a few things left to you in accordance with your husband’s will.”

              Samantha shook her head. “That was done months ago.”

              “Yes, perhaps his personal will, but I’m here in regards to what he left you with his PamTech properties,” he explained.

              She looked the man over and after a slight pause she closed the door, un-hooked the chain, and let him in. Kevin bowed gratefully and stepped inside. He took off his jacket as she guided him past the kitchen where Annie sat chewing on her breakfast, and into the living room. Samantha sat on the couch, and Kevin plopped himself onto a chair across from her.

              “First off,” Kevin began, “I must say I’m very sorry for your loss, Mrs. Kearny.” He spoke as though Samantha hadn’t pulled a gun on him less than sixty seconds ago. “Now, in regards to the will your husband left with us, I have a few documents here that he was very adamant you receive if something should happen to him.”

              Kevin rummaged through his briefcase and pulled out a thin manila folder. He handed it to Samantha and continued searching through his briefcase.

              When she opened the file, she saw pages and pages of programming code. Samantha shook her head as she thumbed through it. “No, there must be some mistake.”
              Kevin’s stumpy fingers were skimming through documents. He didn’t look up at her. “No mistake, Mrs. Kearny. That document was left for you and your eyes only.”

              “This is nothing but code for programmers. I can’t read this,” Samantha said.

              “Ah, here it is,” said Kevin. He pulled out another piece of paper and extended it to Samantha. “For you to sign, Mrs. Kearny.”

              “But what am I supposed to do with this?” she said shaking the sheets of code in her hand.

              “I’m very sorry, Mrs. Kearny, but my instructions were to simply deliver the document to you. I’m not well-versed in programming code either, so I would be just as lost as you if I attempted to decipher it.”

              Kevin thrust a pen out with his other free hand and Samantha took both. She signed and dated the paper. Kevin snatched the pen and paper back, placed it in his briefcase, rose from his chair, and gave a small bow.

              The sound of the door opening caused Samantha to look back up and see that Kevin was gone. She jumped up to try and catch him before he left. “Wait! Was there anything else? Anything that went along with whatever this is?”

              “I’m afraid not, Mrs. Kearny. Best of luck to you and your daughter. Goodbye.”

              Samantha stood in the doorway with the files hanging limply in her hand. Lines of letters, numbers, phrases, and symbols dotted the pages. She had no idea what they said, why Matt would have sent them to her, or what she was supposed to do with them. She set the pages down on the coffee table in the living room and walked back into her room.

              The magazine from the gun slid out, and a single bullet popped up as she cleared the chamber. Samantha placed the gun and magazine into the lockbox and covered it back up with socks and underwear in her drawer.

              When she returned to the living room, she saw Annie trying to read the pieces of paper she’d left on the coffee table. “Careful with that, sweetheart,” Samantha said from the kitchen, cleaning the breakfast plates.

              “Daddy left this for us?” Annie asked.

              The plate crashed and broke into pieces at the bottom of the sink. The sound of Annie’s voice rang through Samantha’s ears. She spun around and watched as Annie sat fixated on the papers in her hands. She left the mess in the kitchen and rushed over to her daughter. “Yes, he did.” Her eyes started to water.

              “Why?” Annie asked, finally looking up from the paper to her mother.

              Samantha’s hands cupped Annie’s face, then she ran her fingers through her daughter’s hair while she knelt on the floor. “I don’t know, hunny,” she replied.

              Tigs jumped up on the couch next to Annie and climbed in her lap. The cat started to purr while Annie ran her small hands down Tigs’ back. “I miss him.” She threw her little arms around the cat and squeezed.

              Samantha sat beside her daughter on the couch and engulfed the two of them in her arms. Her cheek rested on top of her daughter’s head as she slowly rocked the three of them back and forth. “Me too, baby. Me too.”

              Jim stared at the clock on the wall, watching its hands crawl forward. He’d been staring at it for the past fifteen minutes while the therapist in the chair across the room drummed his fingers nervously on his notepad.

              “Is there anything you wanted to talk about, Jim?” asked the therapist.

              Jim leaned forward, clasping his hands together. He rested his elbows on his legs and looked down at his boots, retreating into himself.

              “General Locke thinks that it’s best to-”

              “Locke doesn’t know shit,” Jim said, cutting him off.

              The therapist let out a sigh and leaned back in his chair, placing the notepad on the wooden floorboards next to him. “Jim, what you went through was an incredibly traumatic experience. It’s something you should talk about.”

              Jim shook his head. “I did five combat tours for the Navy when I was enlisted. Five. I never came back with any sort of PTSD or mental issues. I was fine then. I’m fine now.”

              “What happened on your combat tours is completely different than what you went through in Phoenix,” said the therapist.

              “I’ve killed men before,” Jim replied.

              “Except those men weren’t your sister’s husband,” the therapist retorted.

              Pissed, Jim made a beeline straight for the door, slamming it behind him.

              Sweat formed on the shirts of the men in the regiment marching across the parking lot. Jim didn’t notice them. The hot afternoon sun beat down while the steady rhythm of their boots on the pavement kept time with Jim’s own feet.

              Jim headed towards the parking lot where Coyle sat leaned back in the driver’s seat of the jeep he had dropped him off in. Coyle had his sunglasses on with his head tilted back against the headrest, sleeping. He jumped awake when Jim the passenger door open. “Aren’t you supposed to be in there for another forty minutes?”

              “He let me out early for exceptional cooperation,” Jim replied.

              “You know, the whole rebel persona is supposed to be my thing,” Coyle said, turning the engine over.  As the two men rode in the jeep, Jim kept ignoring Coyle’s glances. Finally, Coyle spoke up. “Jim, I don’t know what you’re going through. I don’t, but avoiding what happened won’t make it go away. Not talking about it won’t make it go away.”

              “There’s nothing to make go away,” Jim said.

              “No,” replied Coyle, “but it’ll start to make the pain have less control over you.”

              Jim turned to Coyle, shoving a finger in his face. His face was red and his breathing quickened. “It doesn’t control me!”

              “Clearly,” Coyle said.

              Jim felt his anger slowing along with the car as Coyle brought the jeep to a stop, letting a platoon pass in front of them. Coyle placed his hand on Jim’s shoulder and squeezed. “Jim, it takes two to tango. Matt put you in a bad spot with what he did. You acted how anyone would have acted…anyone.”

              Jim released a sigh, letting the tension escape him in one long breath. “Yeah.”

              “Now,” Coyle went on, “we have thirty-eight minutes to kill before we have to go back for Locke’s new mission briefing, so I say we grab some lunch. I’m starving.”

              “What do you feel like?” Jim asked.

              Coyle thought for a moment before replying. “Do you think we can get the interrogators to convince Kate to give up her lasagna recipe?”

***

              Later, Jim and Coyle arrived at Locke’s office, which was busier than usual. Office personnel were bustling around, examining different pieces of code on their screens. Jim saw Twink and Brett sitting in chairs in the hallway. “What’s going on?” Jim asked, approaching the men.

              Twink and Brett shrugged.

              Locke turned a corner down the hallway accompanied by his assistant, Chris. “Gentlemen, come with me.” Locke and Chris headed for the general’s private conference room. The men followed suit.

              Coyle kept his eyes on one of the female petty officers who just so happened to be bending over to pick up a file she dropped. Coyle started grabbing at Twink’s arm to get him to turn around and look. Twink smacked Coyle in the back of the head and pushed him forward, then turned around himself when no one was looking.

              When the last man had entered the conference room, Locke handed each of them a manila folder. Chris whispered something in Locke’s ear and exited.

              “What you have in your hands is a piece of intelligence we just received from Samantha Kearny a little less than an hour ago,” Locke said.

              Jim’s head popped up at the sound of her name. “How’d she get this?”

              Locke turned on the conference room screen. “Kevin Mears. He was Matt Kearny’s personal lawyer. As far as we know, his employer was unaware of Matt’s arrangement to have these files delivered to Samantha in the event of his death.”

              “You let someone go and visit her?” Jim’s voice tensed up as he stared Locke down.

              “He had a clean background with no ties to anyone we’ve apprehended, and we made sure we had agents in the area if anything were to happen,” Locke replied.

              Locke turned back to the screen. “What’s interesting about the code are the different layers. Our analysts believe that different coding languages were used to encrypt what the underlying code was programmed to do. We think it has to do with another attack, but we don’t know why it was sent to Samantha.”

              “You think Matt wasn’t working for the people we’re looking for then?” Twink asked.

              “No, I still believe that he had deep ties with the organization we’re hunting. I think the reason he decided to go behind the back of the organization was to help give his family leverage if something ever happened to him,” Locke said.

              “What kind of attack is it? Nuclear?” Brett asked.

              Locke grabbed a remote lying on the conference room table, pointed it at the projector, and clicked on a button, revealing the other layers of code. “The analysts have deciphered some references to chemical weapons being created.”.

              Coyle tried to follow along. “So…the bad guys are trying to use chemical warfare?”

              “Yes, we believe so,” Locke answered.

              Brett raised his hand. “So, why are we here? The only one of us that can code is Twink.”

              Lock clicked on another button on the remote. The screen went dark and retracted back into the ceiling. He set the remote down and looked at Jim. “We’re releasing Matt’s body back to Samantha tomorrow. You four will escort the remains to her for the funeral. The analysts think that the code will have reference markers to who’s in charge. Once they crack it, we want Samantha to bring them the code as a gesture of good faith.”

              As soon as the words left Locke’s mouth, Jim shot up from
his chair. “Are you fucking kidding me?”

              Coyle, Brett, and Twink kept silent and glanced around at each other. Then, all at once, they got up and left the room, shutting the door behind them.

              Jim and Locke stood off at opposite ends of the conference room table. Jim’s fists were ground into the wooden tabletop. Locke stood his ground. “Jim, I know that you thin-”

              “You have no fucking idea what I think about this,” Jim said.

              Locke lowered himself into the chair behind him and drummed his fingers on the conference room table. “Jim, it’s not your decision to make.”

              “Like hell it’s not!” Jim shouted. All though he knew Locke was right. Ultimately, it would be Samantha’s decision to make.

              “We haven’t had a solid opportunity like this in the past three months. It’s just a matter of time before whoever is behind all of this figures out where this code went and when they do, they’ll be the ones to negotiate the terms,” Locke said. “Let’s get this information to them on our terms while we can still get something out of it.”

              “That’s all we are to you?” Jim said. “Just opportunities to exploit. It was the same thing when you met me at that refugee camp outside of Phoenix. You were just using me and my family for your own ends.”

              “Everything I did was for the benefit of my country,” Locke said. “Whatever qualms you have aren’t because you’re upset with me. It’s because of what happened with Matt.”

              All the events set in motion after the Phoenix incident were coming to a boiling point. The missions…the hallucinations…everything that plagued Jim was cornering him.

              Locke walked over to Jim, shoving the mission file in Jim’s chest. “Your plane leaves at zero six hundred.” The men stood nose to nose. “You’re dismissed.”

              Coyle, Brett, and Twink were down the hall waiting for Jim when he left the conference room. The file landed in Brett’s hand as Jim sped by.

              “Get the gear ready,” Jim said, “We leave in the morning.”

***

              When Samantha got the call that evening, she wasn’t sure how to feel. The only emotion that she really had, and she felt terrible for having it, was relief. She immediately pushed it out of her mind. She shouldn’t feel that way. It made her a bad person. Samantha decided the best course of action was to just tell her daughter what was happening. The doctors had told her that this would be good for her. They said closure was important.

              Samantha leaned against the doorframe to her daughter’s room as she watched Annie pull a toy across the floor that Tigs chased. She was giggling as the cat ran around, batting it with her paws. Samantha didn’t want to lose this again. Seeing her daughter smiling and laughing again felt too good, but she knew putting it off would only make it worse. “Annie.”

              The girl looked up at her mother. The toy stopped moving and Tigs pounced on it, trapping it between his paws. Samantha walked into the room and sat on her bed, patting the spot next to her. Annie hopped up next to her mother. Samantha took both her daughter’s hands in hers. “You know how much your father loved you, right?”

              Annie looked down for a moment and then back at her mother with wide eyes. She nodded.

              “We’re going to his funeral tomorrow. Do you know what that is?” Samantha’s words were gentle, like they were walking on cracking ice and any moment they would plunge her daughter back into the icy cold, stealing her voice again.

              “Yes,” Annie said. “It’s where we get to say goodbye.”

              Tears started to well up in Samantha’s eyes, several leaking out onto her cheeks. Her lips quivered. “That’s right,” she said, her voice cracking. “We get to say goodbye.” Samantha wrapped her arms around her daughter while tears continued to roll down her face.

***

              Chase went over a blueprint of a new plant opening up on the East Coast with six new investors when his brother, Derrick, burst through the door. The look on Derrick’s face was like when he would burst into Chase’s room on Christmas morning. Chase excused himself from the investors, meeting Derrick in the hallway outside his office.

              “We’ve got something,” Derrick said, handing his brother a folder.

              Chase opened up the file, and a picture of Kevin Mears stared back at him. Chase grabbed the back of his brother’s neck and smiled. He pulled him close so that their foreheads were touching. “Good work, brother.”