Authors: Diane Gaston
How he’d gently undressed her on their marriage night. How his hands had felt on her skin that night in Bath. The sensations that had erupted—
She bit her lip to keep it from trembling. She’d promised herself never to think of the nights she’d spent with him.
Never.
He’d thought her wealthy then.
How like a gamester. When holding Aces and Kings all full of bonhomie, but if the hand contained twos and threes…
She would show him she was more than a widow hand, the hand dealt but left on the table for no one to play. She would be in the game at last and she would win.
The widow hand would win.
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This book is dedicated to my mother-in-law, Marie Grady. Unlike the mother-in-law in this story, Marie embraced her son’s wife as if she were her own daughter. She has always showered me with her love and support, especially when I needed it most, when my own mother passed away. Marie, this one is for you!
September 1816, Scotland
G
uy Keating straightened his spine and glanced about the blacksmith shop that he’d wager had never seen a forge. The voice of the anvil priest rang throughout the room. ‘Repeat after me…I, Guy Keating, take thee, Emily Duprey, to be my wedded wife…’
Barely able to make his mouth work, he finally responded, ‘I, Guy Keating…’ His words sounded like a funeral dirge.
What the devil was he doing in this place, speaking these words? The final vow nearly caught in his throat.
‘…’til death do us part.’
The priest, who Guy would hazard was neither priest nor blacksmith, turned to the young woman dressed in a plain brown travelling garment, standing on the other side of the never-used anvil. ‘Repeat after me,’ the anvil priest said. ‘I, Emily Duprey…’
The young woman answered in a soft, but clear tone, ‘I, Emily Duprey…’
Guy tried to give her a smile, this woman whose appearance was as unremarkable as her personality. She was
neither short nor tall, thin nor stout. Her hair, worn with curls framing her face, was in the popular fashion, though its colour was the same bland brown as her dress. He could never quite recall the colour of her eyes, but whatever they were, her eyes did not enliven her always-composed face.
She gazed at him, almost a question in her expression, but not quite that animated. He ought to be flogged for bringing her nearly four hundred miles, to court scandal for them both at Gretna Green. Oh, he might tell himself she was better off wed to him than having her fortune gambled away by her wastrel father or plundered by one of the rakes who had lately been courting her. Guy had a much better use for her money. Did that not make him less reprehensible than those gentlemen ready to exploit her for their own gain? Certainly less reprehensible than her father, Baron Duprey, who was as addicted to the roll of dice as Guy’s own father had been.
She continued the vows in modulated tones. ‘I take these folks to witness that I declare and acknowledge Guy Keating to be my guideman.’
Guideman, indeed. Pretender, perhaps. Deceiver?
Rogue.
The anvil priest, who looked more like a prosperous merchant, come to think of it, took both their hands and clasped them together. ‘Weel, the deed is done. Y’re husband and wife.’ The man laughed, jiggling his considerable girth. ‘Kiss the bride, mon.’
Guy jerked up his chin. He’d forgotten about this part of the ritual. He had kissed her once, upon proposing, because it seemed what he ought to have done, but he’d not thought of kissing her since.
She coloured and glanced shyly at him through her lashes. He leaned down and placed his lips on hers.
God help him if her lips did not seem expectant, as though she anticipated more than this sham of a marriage could deliver. She deserved more, after all.
‘Now shall we go on to the inn, then?’ The anvil priest raised his brows. The inn was another of his enterprises, no doubt.
Guy swallowed. He had not forgotten they were required to consummate the marriage. Would she be as hopeful on that score as with the kiss? First they would have a leisurely supper and then… He offered her his arm. ‘Shall we go, my dear?’ What he meant to say was
I’m sorry
.
He escorted her around the puddles left in the street from the afternoon’s rains. What sunlight there had been that day waned in the sky, slipping as low as his confidence. He’d once thought this the wisest course, but now he felt like the veriest blackguard.
A wide puddle of water blocked the entrance to the inn, not a problem for his boots, but deep enough to dampen the hem of her skirt. He scooped her up and carried her over the threshold. Her face remained subdued, but she trustingly settled in his arms, feeling to him almost as a wife ought.
He made a vow more genuine than the ones he’d repeated after the anvil priest. He vowed to be a good husband to her. He vowed she would never know the truth of why he’d married her.
Their meal was a stilted affair, the two of them confined together in a private parlour. He tried his best to be as solicitous as a new husband ought.
‘Would you like some fish, my dear?’ he asked.
‘Do you care for another piece of tart?’
‘Shall I pour you another glass of wine?
She responded with similar politeness and managed to dredge up conversation, mainly about the food.
‘This tart is delicious, do you not think?…The pastry flakes wonderfully…The raspberries are sweet, are they not?’
And he responded as he ought. ‘Very delicious…very sweet.’ In truth, he could not taste the food at all, and he’d availed himself of the innkeeper’s whisky far more than was prudent. Surely all their future meals together would not be so excruciatingly dull.
After they finished the last course, no other choice remained but to climb the stairs to the bedchamber the anvil priest/innkeeper had promised them.
Guy’s boots beat like a drum against the worn wood of the staircase, matching the loud tattoo of his heart. He’d bedded his share of women. Any man in regimentals was bound to, after all, but those simple exchanges were honest ones. How could he bed Miss Duprey—his wife, he meant—when he’d kept the truth from her? He’d feared she would not marry him if he had been totally honest about needing her fortune, though many a
ton
marriage took place for that very reason.
The innkeeper led them down a hallway to the bedchamber where a cheerful fire flickered in the hearth. The oak floor was covered with a figured rug, and a large bed, its linens turned down, dominated the room. A bottle of wine and two glasses sat on the small table next to it, and a branch of candles further illuminated the charming scene.
Miss Duprey—his wife—wandered over to the window and stood peeking through the gap in the curtains. She still held her hat and gloves as if not certain of staying.
‘I weel leave y’, good sir.’ The innkeeper gave Guy a broad wink and grinned wide enough to expose the gap
between his teeth that had not been visible during the brief wedding ceremony.
The thud of the closing door broke the silence, while Guy’s disordered emotions continued to rage inside him. Miss Duprey—his wife, dammit! he
must
recall—turned at the sound.
Her eyes were wide, but her countenance composed. She clutched at her hat, crushing its ribbons.
He tried to smile. ‘Do you care for some wine, my dear?’
‘Thank you,’ she said.
He poured two glasses, wishing it were the good Scottish whisky instead. She glanced around and finally found a bureau upon which to place her hat and gloves. With hands clasped like a schoolgirl, she walked over to the bedside table. He handed her a glass and took one himself, almost raising it to his lips before he caught himself. He ought to make a toast.
His mind raced to think of something, hoping he did not appear as witless as he felt. Her expression conveyed no hint that she guessed his thoughts.
‘To our future…’ he managed, clinking his glass with hers.
‘Yes,’ she replied in a whisper.
Their wine consumed, he stared awkwardly. She made no move. He supposed it was his responsibility to decide how to go on.
‘Do you desire me to call a maid to assist you?’ he asked. ‘I could step downstairs to allow you some privacy.’ And consume how many whiskys while she readied herself for her wedding night?
She shook her head.
A wave of panic rushed through him, the latest of many on this day. Would he be able to perform his husbandly
duty? How ironic. If he could not perform, he would provide her the means to have the marriage annulled. One could almost laugh at the thought.
She was a well-enough appearing female. There was nothing to object to in her. So why could he not dredge up some modicum of desire?
Guilt prevented him, of course. Lying to her, telling her that her father had refused permission when, in truth, he’d never approached the man. Guy had tricked her into this flight to Gretna Green, leading her to believe there was no other way for them to wed.
He tried to conceal his emotions. ‘We do not have to…to consummate our vows this night, if you do not wish to,’ he said. ‘There is no one to know but ourselves.’
The hint of concern flitted through her eyes. ‘The bed sheets?’
Ah, the bed sheets. Some chambermaid or another would be changing the linens and might notice the lack of evidence. Would that create any difficulty? He failed to see why any of these people would care. They’d been well paid. What’s more, she could easily be a widow or something. He shrugged. He’d come too far to take a risk now.
‘I could contrive something.’ Blood was a ready commodity, as any soldier knew. He might pierce his arm above his sleeve, bleed on the sheets and no one would be the wiser.
‘I am willing to proceed,’ she replied.
How was she able to keep her tone so temperate? She might as well be conversing with afternoon callers, but he, on the other hand, felt his voice might crack and fail him at any moment.
Her expression remained equally as mild as her fingers reached for the buttons of her spencer. He watched her
free each button and pull off the garment. Placing it neatly on a chest at the end of the bed, she reached behind her back and struggled with her laces. He closed the distance between them.
Feeling as if he were perched on the ceiling observing himself, he undid her laces and slipped the dress off her shoulders. She remained as still as a statue as it slid to the floor. His fingers trembled when he set about removing her corset, but he soon had her free of that garment as well.
She turned to face him dressed only in her shift.
Perhaps if she conveyed some emotion, he might be more easy in this moment, but she was as colourless as she ever had been. He held his breath, watching her take the pins out of her hair and wondering how the devil he was going to be able to perform.
She ought to have a husband who greeted this moment with joy instead of obligation. She ought to run from him now and deny there had ever been a wedding. Bribe the avaricious anvil priest to destroy the marks in the register and hire the fastest post chaise back to Bath.
Such spirit, he would not blame—he might even admire it—but her compliance made him feel like a cad.
Taking a deep breath, he sat down on the bed to remove his boots.
Emily stood by, watching her husband as she smoothed her hair neatly behind her shoulders. She could not recall ever seeing a man remove his boots, even her father and brother, but certainly they would not have done so with the same masculine grace as Guy Keating.
Her heart fluttered at this intimate sight of him. He was by no means the tallest of gentlemen, only perhaps five or six inches above her own height, but there was such
an air of compact energy about him that he seemed to take up more space.
That first glimpse of him came back to mind, in the Pump Room, her eyes drawn to him almost of their own accord. He had been leaning down to speak to two elderly ladies whom she now knew were his mother’s aunts, an expression of acute tenderness on his face. That look alone had disarmed her. When he’d picked up one lady’s shawl and wrapped it lovingly around her shoulders, Emily had thought she would weep for the sweetness of the sight.
Later that week at the Assembly he had walked up to her at her brother’s side, having begged an introduction.
To her.
Emily still marvelled at it. She watched him now pulling at his other boot, his dark hair curling around his head, his blue eyes shadowed by dark lashes any woman would covet. Why this good man had sought her out for attention, she still could not countenance. Nor could she explain why he had offered for her, when for three London Seasons no other man had fixed his interest on her.
She’d feared he must be mad or playing some cruel trick, but her brother assured her Guy Keating was top o’ the trees, come into a handsome property, as game as he could go.
She’d also asked her brother why such a man would be interested in her, for it seemed so mystifying that he should be, when no other man had been.
Robert had said, ‘Wager you ten to one his mama and those old crones of hers gave him a wigging for not setting up his nursery. His brother never did, y’know. Never fell in parson’s mousetrap, never got an heir. One or two by-blows, but that is of no consequence. Shot himself,
y’know. Lost at hazard. Lucky for Keating. Inherited the title.’
She had not asked her brother to speculate further, but, once begun, Robert tended to chatter on in his affected way of speaking. He added that the new Viscount had still been wearing black during the last Season. Robert suspected Keating, with his elderly charges in tow, had come to Bath to find a wife.
Still, there had been other eligible young ladies in Bath; why had Keating fixed his interest upon her?
It had been every bit as mysterious when Keating told her that her father refused his suit. Keating was so perfectly respectable. He was a viscount, after all.
Perhaps her father had been exacting revenge, because she had ruined his deranged scheme to trap the wealthy brother of a marquess into marrying her. She suspected her father had also set the town’s unpleasant rakes upon her as well, showing her what sort of men were left to her, since she’d refused his plans. What other explanation could there be for the false flatterers to suddenly court her and pay her their absurd compliments? Such men preferred women with some looks or fortune, so it could have been nothing else but a trick.
Keating had been her only respectable suitor.
She must have been mad to agree to this Scottish elopement with him! But, what if she had not dared to sneak off? She might never have had another chance to marry a decent man.
So now she stood next to an unmade bed, dressed only in her shift, watching him remove his coat, waistcoat and shirt.
She hoped she was not gaping like the silliest of maids. She had tried so diligently to be correct. She wanted noth
ing more than to do everything correctly, though she had only the vaguest of notions of what was to come.