Reluctantly Famous (10 page)

I bring my hands up to cup her face, then
trail one down her neck until it rests between her breasts. She
throws her head back and groans when I follow my hand with my
mouth, biting and sucking a path down the soft skin of her
throat.

“
God, you feel so good.”
My hips buck up from the couch when she wraps her legs around my
waist and grinds down. Incoherent noises come from both of us as we
rut against each other in an attempt to get some much-needed
friction.

Allie stops moving, bringing her glazed eyes
to meet mine, and she whispers one word. “Bedroom.”

“
You’re sure?” My breaths
are coming fast and shallow, my cock straining for release against
the thick denim of my jeans, but I have to make sure this is
right.

“
Yes.”

Allie climbs off of my lap and holds out a
hand. I take it, letting her lead me to her bedroom. Once there,
she turns to look at me before reaching up to remove her dress with
shaky hands.

I close the distance quickly, taking her
hands in mine. “Let me.” She closes her eyes and relaxes, dropping
her arms to her sides in surrender. “Lift your arms.” Allie
immediately complies. I grasp the hem of her light summer dress,
pulling it over her head and throwing it aside.

I suck in a sharp breath. “Jesus, you’re
gorgeous.” She’s standing in front of me in a tiny pink lace bra
and panty set, her eyes still shut. I quickly remove my shirt and
jeans, letting them pile on the floor.

“
Look at me.” We’re inches
apart, so close I can feel the heat coming off of her skin. I can
smell the fruity scent of her shampoo mixed with the underlying
scent of her desire.

Allie opens her eyes. I watch as her pupils
dilate, leaving only a sliver of green around the edge. Her mouth
parts open just enough for her tongue to make a quick swipe of her
lower lip. Slowly, she lifts an arm and reaches out to touch me.
It’s light, only a quick brush of her fingers over my abs, but it’s
enough to break my resolve to go slow.

I grab her by the waist and walk her back
until she’s against the bed. My mouth finds hers, swallowing the
gasp that she makes just before our lips connect. Allie willingly
lies back when I push forward with my body as I plunge my tongue
into her mouth over and over. We only break apart to breathe.

“
Dex,” she whispers
against my neck, sucking and biting the tender skin
there.

“
Move back,” I pant,
struggling with my need to shove that thin strip of lace aside and
thrust my cock inside. Allie wiggles back until she’s completely on
the bed. She unhooks her bra and slides it down her arms, revealing
the most perfect breasts I’ve ever seen.

Allie lies back, watching me, her eyes full
of desire, but also trust. I’ve noticed that trust isn’t something
that she gives away easily. This is a gift she’s giving me, one I
don’t plan on abusing.

I climb up over her, lowering my body until
we line up perfectly. Desperate to taste her again, I shower her
with small kisses, on her mouth, her forehead, her neck… while I
tangle one hand in her thick hair.

“
Allie.” She turns her
unfocused eyes on me. “I don’t do meaningless fucks.” I have to
stop for a moment, my heart racing so fast it feels as if it may
fly out of my chest at any minute. “What I’m saying is, if that’s
what you want, just one night, tell me now. I don’t, I
can’t
do that anymore.”

She stays still, her eyes unblinking as I
wait for the axe to fall. What is she thinking? God, I hope I
didn’t just fuck this up with the best thing that’s happened to me
in years.

Then, I see the corner of her mouth quirk
up. Just a fraction, hardly enough to see if you aren’t looking at
her as intensely as I am. A single tear escapes her eye, leaving a
damp trail down her creamy skin.

“
What is it? Why are you
crying?”

Fuck, I made her cry.

“
I don’t do meaningless
fucks either, Dex.”

As I lay there, trying to comprehend her
words, her arms come around my back and she arches up into me,
rubbing her panty-clad heat against my trapped cock.

I finally put the pieces together, she
wouldn’t be here if this didn’t mean something to her. It sure as
shit means something to me. Nothing more needs to be said that we
can’t say with our bodies.

Our mouths connect again, this time Allie is
just as greedy as I am. Our tongues duel, twisting together in a
heated fight for dominance. Wanting more, I break away so I can
trail kisses down to one of her soft breasts.

When I capture one in my mouth, sucking then
teasing it to a hard point with my teeth, Allie groans beneath
me.

“
God Dex, I
need…”

I release her breast and swipe my tongue
over the bite and attack the other one. By the time I’ve given them
the proper amount of attention, Allie is writhing and crying for
more.

“
Dex!”

“
I know,” I whisper
against the expanse of skin just above the scrap of lace she
considers underwear. “I’m not finished tasting you.”

Allie groans and props herself up on her
elbows, gazing down at me as I take a quick bite of one hip, then
quickly swipe my tongue over it to soothe the sting. I continue to
trace a line across her abdomen, biting then licking until she has
tiny red marks from hip to hip, her whimpers making it difficult to
concentrate on my task.

“
So fucking sexy,” I
rasp.

Slowly, I grasp either side of her panties,
giving her a final chance to stop me. Allie’s eyes widen, then
return to their lustful stare. She licks her lips, and that’s all I
need to see to know she wants this, wants me.

Eyes locked together, I drag the scrap of
lace down her hips.

Allie – now

Dex touches me in a way I can’t describe
with words. It’s not even touching. It’s more like worshiping. His
mouth, his hands, his tongue… he
worships
me. And I fucking
love it.

He nips at the skin around my waist, waking
up every single nerve in my body. The quick stings that are
followed by a hot swipe of his tongue are so erotic I want to
watch. I lean up on my elbows so I can see that skilled tongue
dragging over my skin again and again.

Declan is by far the sexiest man I’ve ever
laid eyes on, even in his giant shirts. Besides, he’s the first man
to touch me like this, well, the first that I can remember. I flop
back down and squeeze my eyes shut. I refuse to think about that
asshole. Refuse to let him ruin this moment for me. For
seven
fucking years
I’ve kept my walls up, haven’t allowed any man to
get close. Trust didn’t exist in my world, everyone too willing to
use, discard, and move on.

Not Dex.

I feel his thumbs drag down my hips as he
removes the final bit of clothing separating our hot skin. I open
my eyes, wanting to watch the erotic scene play out. What I see
makes my heart just about stop. He’s kneeling between my legs,
staring at me,
all
of me.

I take him in, greedy to devour every inch
of his body and stamp it on my brain forever. Above his narrow
hips, his perfect abs, his gorgeous face, I find a look in his eyes
that takes my breath away.

Reverence? Admiration? Possibly love?

Whatever it is, I’m more than ready to let
it consume me. I get up on my knees, facing Declan, my hard nipples
grazing across his wide chest. I slide my hands down each cut of
his abs to let them rest on his waist.

“
Allie.” My name is a
whisper on his lips. Murmured right before he takes my mouth. It’s
even more urgent than before, hungrier, almost desperate. His hands
weave into my hair, gripping my head tight to keep it in place as
he ravages me.

“
Off,” is all I can manage
to say as I push his tight boxer briefs down his thick, muscled
thighs.

Suddenly, I’m on my back again. Dex has
wiggled out of his briefs and is laying on me, every part of my
body covered by a part of his. My mind floats away with the
glorious sensation of skin on skin. I wrap my legs around his hips,
reacting on pure instinct. There’s not a single thought in my head
that could be called rational. All I hear is ‘more, more,
more’.

“
Allie,” he says, trying
unsuccessfully to untangle himself from my hold.

“
Mmmmm.” When he pulls his
mouth away from mine, I devour the scorching hot skin along his
neck. It’s rough from the stubble that has grown in since his last
shave. The scent of him drives me crazy, especially the spot where
his pulse lies just underneath.

“
Allie, stop.” Dex gently
pushes my shoulders back until I finally relent, falling back on
the bed in a huff.

“
What? Don’t you like
it?”

Hell if I know what I’m doing. Shit. Maybe
he doesn’t like it.

“
No, what? Of course I
like it, I love it.” Dex looks confused.

“
What then?” Old
insecurities flood back, heating up my face and neck.

“
Al, no. It’s not this,”
he gestures at the two of us, wrapped around each other on the bed.
“I don’t have anything. You know, a condom. Do you?”

Shit.

“
No,” I croak.

Dex slumps down, pressing his forehead
against mine. “Shit.”

Hmph, my thoughts exactly.

I become braver than I’ve been in a very
long time.

“
I-I’m on the pill. And I
swear, I’m good. I haven’t…” God this is embarrassing. “I haven’t
been with anyone in a long time.”

Dex doesn’t even blink at my admitted
abstinence. He only smiles, dragging a finger down my cheek.

“
I haven’t either. Been
with anyone in a while. Like I said, I gave up that kind of sex. Do
you trust me that much? I’m clean, but we don’t have to do
this.”

That right there seals the deal for me. What
man is willing to get up off of a naked woman and walk away with
nothing? He’s giving me a choice, the option to say no, something I
didn’t get back in college.

“
I trust you, Dex. I
really do.”

He may not realize the depth of that
statement, but for me it’s a turning point in my life. It
represents the decision to forget about my shitty past and start
new. Here. With him.

“
Jesus, Al.”

He starts moving his hips against me,
rubbing everything in a way that sends sparks throughout my body.
Soon, the room is filled with the sounds of our heavy breathing, of
the moans we can’t hold back. Just when I think I’m going to go
crazy with want, Dex reaches between us and guides himself to my
opening.

“
Are you sure?”

I nod, biting my lip to stop from screaming
out demands for him to just fuck me already. With one snap of his
hips, his entire length is consumed by my body, buried deep inside
the slick channel.

His breath escapes as a slow, controlled
hiss. “Fuck, you feel so good. I’ve never gone bare before.” He
nibbles on my mouth, sucking and kissing his way to my ear. I’m
going to combust if he doesn’t start moving. Now.

I wiggle my hips beneath him, urging him to
do something, anything. When he remains still, I lose it.

“
God Dex,
move!”

His breath tickles my ear as he chuckles.
“You got it.”

Dex raises his upper body off of me, bracing
himself on his hands. He gives me a crooked smile, then begins to
show me exactly what he can do.

This brilliant man, who reads complicated
classics that even the most well read person would hesitate to
tackle, who graduated from an Ivy league university in only three
years, who hides his gorgeous body under oversized shirts, who is
kind and respectful and sweet… this man? He knows how to fuck.

Within minutes, I feel the pleasure build
deep inside my core. With every hard thrust of his hips, Dex sends
me closer and closer to falling over the edge. He leans down on one
elbow and hooks his free arm around my knee, pulling my leg back
towards my chest and that’s all it takes. The pleasure erupts from
deep inside of me, exploding out in a blinding flash of light
behind my eyelids.

“
Oh God, oh God, oh
God…”

“
Stay with me baby. Watch
me. I want to see you.”

His sultry words bring me back to the
present. My eyes snap open right as my entire body spasms, the
orgasm going on and on as Dex continues pounding into me. I stare
into his clear blue eyes, so icy yet so warm. A single drop of
sweat runs from his temple down to his neck. I want to lean up and
kiss it away, but am too overcome with pleasure to move.

“
Jesus, Al. Fuck. I’m
gonna… holy shit.” Dex never breaks eye contact with me, pinning me
down with those pale eyes. I watch, fascinated, as he thrusts into
me one last time, finally squeezing his eyes shut, shouting out a
string of expletives right before he collapses on top of me in a
sated, sweaty heap.

I gasp, struggling to catch my breath after
having unbelievable, life changing sex. Dex is still lying on top
of me, slicked skin heating against mine. He presses a gentle kiss
to my temple.

Then, I burst into tears.

Declan – now

I just experienced the best sex of my life,
with someone I actually care about, and her response is to start
crying?

“
Allie,” I shift off of
her, cupping her chin in my hand so I can tilt her head towards me.
“What’s wrong, baby? Did I hurt you?”