RICHARD (A BAD BOY ROMANCE) (45 page)

“I’m not going to argue with you
about this.
Maddy
deserves…” I began, but he cut me
off again, his voice raising to an octave I’d only heard when he was truly
angry.

“It’s not about what people
deserve, son,” my dad said, his body visibly working to keep his rage contained
as he pulled a cigar box out of one of his desk drawers. “It’s about giving
them just enough to keep them from revolting. I thought I taught you better
than that.”

I shook my head, standing up. “I
don’t think this is going to work out,” I said. “Not unless
Maddy
gets a fair shake in all this. I mean, if I’m going to take on more
responsibilities, I’m going to need a personal assistant. Why demote her and
hire someone else when we could just transfer her position to the tower? You
want to pay her less, fine. I can cover the difference out of my own salary.
I’m not cutting her pay, and that’s not up for negotiation.”

My father waved his hand as he lit the end of
his imported cigar. “We’re not having a negotiation. Perhaps you’ve forgotten
which name is on the building? I already took care of everything.
Maddy
is out, and your personal assistant position has been
filled.”

I blinked, unable to form a better response
than two simple words that escaped my lips. “By who?”

He sucked in a long draw before he answered,
blowing a smoke ring as he said the word I somehow knew would bring me yet
another dose of pain.

“Jane.”

I couldn’t believe my ears. “Jane?” I echoed.
“You’re trying to get rid of the best assistant I’ve ever had, and now you tell
me you hired Jane on as my new PA after I
personally
fired her? What the hell, Dad?”

“She does good work,” he said with a shrug.
“And she keeps you on track. You’ve softened up since you hired on Madison, and
I know damn well Jane can fix that.”

“You’re insane,” I hissed, clenching my hands
into fists at my sides. “
Maddy
was on my staff when I
fixed that deal with Harold Verger. I haven’t gone soft at all.”

“Oh is that so? You’d blow that deal to
smithereens in an instant, if it meant pleasing sweet precious
Maddy
. I saw the way you looked at her over dinner as the
little bitch dressed me down in my own house,” my father said, his piercing
gaze meeting mine. “Wouldn’t you, Preston? I’d bet you’re already considering
it. I can see the wheels turning in that head of yours. You’re angry, aren’t
you? That’s good. I want you angry. That’s the fire you need burning if you’re
going to carry this company into the future, son.”

I stared. I wasn’t sure how to answer him,
but he didn’t give me time.

“And besides, you can’t keep fucking your
stepsister, Preston.”

I watched as his lips curled into a crooked
smile, my breath catching as my heart skipped a beat. “Maybe she’s not family
yet, but she will be, and then this little dalliance will have to stop. And
when it does, it’ll all go bad, Preston. Believe me, I’ve seen what Madison’s
mother is like. She’ll go after you and your money faster than you can pull out
of her tight little cunt. Maybe she’ll say you raped her, or that you
threatened her job if she didn’t go along with your twisted little fucking
games. Now, maybe accusations like that don’t hold a hell of a lot of weight
between men like us, but fucking your stepsister? Now that’s just plain
unacceptable.”

He stood up, his bones creaking as he made
his way to my side. He blew a puff of smoke in my face as he said, “You’ll be a
pariah, Preston. And so will I. They’ll be wagging this story up and down the
news stations and dragging our stock value through the mud. Is that what you
want?”

My vision was tunneling. I could feel heat
prickling my face. How the hell did he know about
Maddy
and me? How the hell
could
he know?

“You’re sick,” I said, a feeble attempt to
refute his claims, however true they were. My words sounded weak even to my
ears. “Jesus, Dad. That’s…”

“You’re going to get rid of her,” he said.
“The sooner, the better. Because one day, you’re going to need an heir just
like I did, and it’s damn sure not going to be something you can do with
Maddy
.
You’re going to need someone cutthroat
to help balance out whatever weakness your mother managed to impart in you.
Jane should do quite nicely.”

I knew my father had always approved of Jane,
but I’d never considered it had anything to do with breeding. I felt sick. I
felt like my world was tilting, and I was doing my best to keep holding on as
my thoughts careened through my head.

“No,” I said, my lips feeling numb. “I don’t
take orders from you. Not from a man who cheated on my mom, and not from a man
who…” I trailed off. What had he done, exactly—had he put cameras in my
bedroom? I settled for, “…accuses me of sleeping with my own stepsister.”

“We all make sacrifices,” my father said. The
heat of his stare was almost hotter than the blood pooling in my cheeks. “All
of us, Preston. This will be yours. But the rewards are so much greater.”

“I don’t want to be like you,” I said,
backing away from him and turning into the hall. “I don’t want to be anything
like you!”

When I stormed into the parlor to get
Maddy
, she couldn’t have looked more relieved to see me.
But that relief soon turned to confusion, and then to concern as I took her by
the arm and pulled her from her seat.

“Come on,” I said. “We’re
leaving.”

I held her hand on the way out the door, and
there was no shame.

“There’s
something I need to tell you,”
Preston said once we were back in the car.

Despite his anger, he was taking his time
getting us back to the office. In fact, I didn’t recognize any of the roads
were traveling down. Whatever he wanted to talk about, it was obviously going
to be a lengthy conversation.

“Is this about the shelter?” I asked.
“Because if it’s some rambling justification about survival of the fittest
straight out of your father’s mouth, then I don’t want to hear it.”

“It’s not,” he answered. The moonlight made
his sun-kissed face look ashen. “It’s about my father, and what’s next for us.”

I leaned back in my seat. Something about his
tone put me on edge, and I felt my pulse begin to quicken and my mouth run dry.
I had the feeling this wasn’t going to be a fun conversation.

“Okay,” I told him. “I’m
listening.”

Preston took a deep breath before beginning.
“When my parents divorced, I was still pretty young. I didn’t really understand
what was going on. My mom tried to explain it to me, but it didn’t make a lot
of sense. What kid can wrap his head around his parents splitting up?” He shook
his head. “I know now that my father was cheating on her, and she couldn’t take
it anymore. But back then, she didn’t explain that to me. I guess she didn’t
want to tarnish my image of my father, even though for a long time, it
tarnished my image of her.”

I listened quietly, hands in my lap as
Preston continued. The corners of his eyes were pinched and his mouth had
turned into a pained grimace. I felt a pang of sadness for him. Maybe I
couldn’t relate—my mother had never felt the need to hold back when badmouthing
my father—but the hurt it was causing him was plain on his face.

“That must have been hard for you,” I said. I
knew those words were stupid and meaningless, but I felt like I ought to say
something.

“It was,” he replied. “To make matters worse,
she’d signed a pre-
nup
before she and my dad got
married. So she wasn’t entitled to a dime of his money when they divorced, and
my father used his considerable wealth to ensure that she’d walk away with
absolutely nothing—including me.”

I had wondered why Preston stayed with his
father. I had assumed that it was because a boy might want to stay with his
dad, but I’d always heard that courts were more likely to award custody to
children’s mothers.

I asked him, “How?”

He said, “My father sought full custody. My
mom had never intended to take me away from him. She’d wanted to split my time
between them so that we could all still be some kind of family. But my dad was
vindictive, and as I learned later in life, family courts only side with the
mom when fathers
don’t
seek custody.
When they do, either joint or sole, they get it over seventy percent of the
time. It didn’t hurt that Dad paid off the judge, either. When you have the
money to hire the very best lawyers around, not to mention provide an
‘excellent standard of care’ for your child, odds are that the other parent is
going to get screwed.”

When he spoke again, his voice shuddered. “My
mom walked out of that courtroom with nothing. She was penniless. She’d lost
her only child. And not long after that, there was an accident.”

My lips parted. I felt my stomach plummet to
my feet. A chill seized me, and I shook my head in utter disbelief. “Oh my God,
Preston. I had no idea. I’m so sorry…”

He nodded slowly. “Me too. We didn’t even go
to her funeral.”

Preston was quiet for a long while, and I
didn’t dare disturb him. That revelation weighed heavily on the two of us. I
couldn’t imagine what it must have been like for him to lose his mother at that
age, and for his father to act like she’d never even mattered.

Miles passed, and finally I mustered the
courage to ask him, “Do you know why your dad handled it like that? It couldn’t
have been just to get back at her…”

“No, it wasn’t just that,” he said. He was
gripping the steering wheel so hard that his knuckles had turned white. “I was
valuable to him. Not because I was his child, but because I was his heir. I was
eleven at the time, and by that point, he’d already invested quite a bit of
time and effort into me. He wasn’t just going to let me go.”

“But surely joint custody…”

“He had to prove a point,” Preston said flatly,
wringing the leather in his hands. “In his eyes, my mother had committed the
ultimate sin. She’d shattered the perfect image of the Harvey family. What he
did with that other woman was discreet. A divorce was public.”

So, this was the man my mother was marrying.
Part of me immediately felt like she deserved him. They both treated their
children like shit, and maybe it was time for her to get a taste of her own
medicine for a change.

But I couldn’t hold onto that feeling for
long. My mother was already a deeply miserable woman. The last thing she needed
to experience was even more pain and suffering.

“Should I warn my mother off him?” I asked.
“Is that why you’re telling me all this?”

“That’s one reason,” he said, his eyes
distant. “Another is that I’m certain that he’s doing it again. He’s cheating
on your mother,
Maddy
.” Finally, a bit of anger shone
through. “Goddamn him. I’m so sorry.”

I closed my eyes. So, it was even worse than
I thought. There wasn’t just a looming threat of infidelity now—it was already
here. My mother was just another trophy to Mr. Harvey, a woman he could bring
to company functions and let hang on his arm in front of all the other
businessmen and their wives. He could hardly do that with his mistress, could
he? The wealthy head of a company certainly couldn’t be seen in public with
some young slut.

The way men like Mr. Harvey treated women
made me sick to my stomach, and my nausea only grew worse as Preston dropped
the final bombshell.

“There’s one other thing,” he said. We
stopped at an intersection and he looked into my eyes. “
Maddy
…
he
knows.
”

I wished I’d had doubts. I wished that I’d
been able to express some confusion as to what Preston could possibly mean. But
I couldn’t. I knew exactly what he was talking about. His father knew about our
tryst, and everything in my body grew suddenly cold.

“Fuck,” I whispered. “How?”

“I don’t know,” he admitted. As he moved past
the stop sign, he added, “But somehow he does. And I don’t feel safe staying at
my office anymore. Do you?”

Slowly, I shook my head. I was beginning to
feel numb all over, the side-effect of shock, I was sure. Would Preston’s dad
tell my mother? Had he done so already? No, he couldn’t have. If he did, she
would have been sure to bring it up when we were in the parlor.

I could almost see the smugness in her beady
eyes as she feigned horror.
Your own
stepbrother, Madison. How low will you stoop?

“Is that what he told you in his office?” I
asked him, my voice quavering as much as my hands were. “Is that why we left in
such a hurry?”

“Yes,” Preston said. “And because he wants me
to start taking a more… active role in Harvey Enterprises. Apparently, the way
I handled the Verger account impressed him, or something...” He snorted in
disgust. “He wants me to shut down my office and fire you.”

Great. So not only was my new stepfather
going to hold this secret over my head for the rest of my life, but as
punishment, I’d end up destitute again. My head was reeling and I fumbled for
the control on the side of my seat, leaning it all the way back as I tried my
hardest not to faint.

“Fuck,” I muttered, closing my eyes as
everything began to spin. “Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck…”

The car stopped. Preston reached
over. He took my hands.

“
Maddy
,
look at me.”

I gave the slightest shake of my head. I
needed a moment to breathe. I could feel my chest tightening, and there was a
steadily growing ache in my jaw. I realized I was grinding my teeth.

“
Maddy
,” he said
again. This time, his voice was far more commanding. “Look at me.”

Trembling, I did as I was told. All the
tension in my body faded away as I stared into my stepbrother’s glittering blue
eyes.

“I’m not going to let anything bad happen to
you,” he whispered, stroking my knuckles with his thumb. “I made a choice
tonight. I never realized how worthless my father’s approval was until I had
it, or what it meant until tonight. The man has no soul,
Maddy
.
He ruins the lives of everyone he surrounds himself with. I thought being like
him would make me untouchable, but all it’s done is make me just as empty and
miserable as he is.”

I remained silent, staring up at him as he
grasped my hands tighter. His palms were so warm. I could feel his pulse
radiating through them as he said, “I never would have realized any of that
without you. The idea of losing you terrifies me. For the first time in my
life, I’m…
feeling
something, not
just playing a part. Whatever we have between us, however wrong it is—it’s
real.
”

He lifted one of his hands from mine and
brought it to my face, lightly sweeping his fingers against my cheek. I leaned
into his touch, savoring the comfort it brought. How had I gone from despising
my soon-to-be stepbrother to feeling safe with him in just a few short weeks?
How had I opened my heart to him despite knowing that it could never, ever
work?

“Come upstairs with me,” he said gently.
“Stay at my place tonight. I don’t want to be alone.”

I blinked up at him slowly. “But I thought
you didn’t trust being in your office anymore?”

“I don’t,” Preston answered. He reached over
and fiddled with my seat controls, adjusting them until I was sitting up. “I
want you to stay with me in my home.”

I looked up past the gate at the villa
beyond. It was absolutely breathtaking. More than that, it looked like a
fortress—someplace we could both rest and hide away from the rest of the world
until we were ready to face it again.

“Yes,” I told him, unable to tear my eyes
away from his beautiful home. “I’ll stay.”

“Good,” he said, finally pulling up to the
wrought iron gate. As it opened, he added, “We have a lot to figure out.”

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