Authors: Nora Roberts
“I will understand.” He took her face in his hands. “If you'll let me.”
She let out a long, shuddering breath. “I never belonged anywhere, to anyone. Ever. It makes you afraid to trust. I always told myself that there'd be a day when I'd have my own things, my own placeâI wouldn't have to share them, I wouldn't have to ask. It was something I promised myself because I couldn't have survived without that one hope. I forgot to let go of that when I didn't need it anymore.”
“Maybe.” He stroked a thumb over her cheek. “Or maybe you had without realizing it. Back there, you called it
our
home.”
“Parks.” She reached up to place her hands on him. “I don't care if the house is gone, if everything in it's gone. I have everything I need, everything I love, right here in my hands.”
They were wet, filthy, exhausted. Alive. Parks looked at her blackened face and matted hair, the red-rimmed eyes. She'd never looked more beautiful to him. Throats raw from smoke, eyes stinging, he reached for her. Together, they fell to the grass.
Brooke was laughing and weeping as he kissed her. Her face was streaked with soot and tears, but his lips raced wildly over it. Passion met passion. Bruises were unfelt as they touched each other while a need, as volatile as the fire they had challenged, raged through them. When the tatters of her robe were gone, his sodden clothes joined it, they lay tangled, naked on the grass. Again and again, their mouths clung, drawing the strength and victory of the moment from each other, climbing beyond the smoke and stench of the fire left behind to a clean, bright world.
She knew she had never been so aware, so stunningly alive. Her body seemed to hum from a thousand pulses that grew more erratic as he touched her. With her arms tight around him, his body pressed against hers, she felt the sensation of absolute trust. He would protect, she would defend, against any outside forces that threatened. During the fire, they had ceased to be a man and a woman. They had become a unit. Somewhere beneath the swirling passion, Brooke felt peace. She had found her own.
They made love while the smoke broke into mists above their heads. And when they were spent, they clung still, unwilling to break the unity so newly discovered.
“You've hurt yourself,” Parks murmured, touching a bruise on her shoulder.
“I don't feel hurt.” She buried her lips at his throat and knew she would never forget the smell of smoke and ash and loving. “I hit you.”
“Yeah, I noticed.”
Hearing the grin in his voice, she closed her eyes. “You were only thinking of me. I'm sorry.”
“Now you're thinking of us.” He pressed his lips to her temple. “I'm glad.”
“We won,” she whispered.
Parks lifted his head to look down at her. Taking his thumb, he rubbed a streak of soot from her skin. It was the color of her eyes, he thought, seeing it on his own flesh. “We won, Brooke.”
“Everything.”
His lips curved before he brought them down to hers. “Everything.”
She cradled his head on her shoulder, gently stroking his hair. Tiny pieces of ash continued to float above her like memories. “I said once I didn't want anything to change. . . . I was afraid to let it change. I was wrong.” Closing her eyes, she let herself absorb his closeness. “It's not quite the same now.”
“Better,” he murmured. “It makes a difference. It'll always make a difference.”
She sighed, knowing the contentment she had always searched for was irrevocably bound up in one man, one love. “But we'll still play the game, won't we?”
This time when he lifted his head, he grinned. Brooke's lips curved in response. “By our own rules.”
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CALCULATED IN DEATH
Available February 2013 in hardcover from G.P. Putnam's Sons
A killer wind hurled bitter November air, toothy little knives to gnaw at the bones. She'd forgotten her gloves, but that was just as well as she'd have ruined yet another overpriced pair once she'd sealed up.
For now, Lieutenant Eve Dallas stuck her frozen hands in the warm pockets of her coat and looked down at death.
The woman lay at the bottom of the short stairway leading down to what appeared to be a lower-level apartment. From the angle of the head, Eve didn't need the medical examiner to tell her the neck was broken.
Eve judged her as middle forties. Not wearing a coat, Eve mused, though the vicious wind wouldn't trouble her now. Dressed for businessâsuit jacket, turtleneck, pants, good boots with low heels. Probably fashionable, but Eve would leave that call to her partner when Detective Peabody arrived on scene.
No jewelry, at least not visible. Not even a wrist unit.
No handbag, no briefcase or file bag.
No litter, no graffiti in the stairwell. Nothing but the body, slumped against the wall.
At length she turned to the uniformed officer who'd responded to the 911. “What's the story?”
“The call came in at two-twelve. My partner and I were only two blocks away, hitting a twenty-four/seven. We arrived at two-fourteen. The owner of the unit, Bradley Whitestone, and an Alva Moonie were on the sidewalk. Whitestone stated they hadn't entered the unit, which is being rehabbedâand is unoccupied. They found the body when he brought Moonie to see the apartment.”
“At two in the morning.”
“Yes, sir. They stated they'd been out this evening, dinner, then a bar. They'd had a few, Lieutenant.”
“Okay.”
“My partner has them in the car.”
“I'll talk to them later.”
“We determined the victim was deceased. No ID on her. No bag, no jewelry, no coat. Pretty clear her neck's broken. Visually, there's some other marks on herâbruised cheek, split lip. Looks like a mugging gone south. But . . .” The uniform flushed slightly. “It doesn't feel like it.”
Interested, Eve gave a go-ahead nod. “Because?”
“It sure wasn't a snatch and run, figuring the coat. That takes a little time. And if she fell or got pushed down the stairs, why is she over against the side there instead of at the bottom of the steps? Out of sight from the sidewalk. It feels more like a dump. Sir.”
“Are you angling for a slot in Homicide, Officer Turney?”
“No disrespect intended, Lieutenant.”
“None taken. She could've taken a bad fall down the steps, landed wrong, broke her neck. Mugger goes down after her, hauls her over out of sight, takes the coat, and the rest.”
“Yes, sir.”
“It doesn't feel like it. But we need more than how it feels. Stand by, Officer. Detective Peabody's on route.” As she spoke, Eve opened her field kit, took out her Seal-It.
She coated her hands, her boots as she surveyed the area.
This sector of New York's East Side held quietâat least at this hour. Most apartment windows and storefronts were dark, businesses closed, even the bars. There would be some after-hours establishments still rolling, but not close enough for witnesses.
They'd do a canvass, but odds were slim someone would pop out who'd seen what happened here. Add in the bitter cold, as 2060 seemed determined to go out clinging with its icy fingers, and most people would be tucked up inside, in the warm.
Just as she'd been, curled up against Roarke, before the call.
That's what you get for being a cop, she thought, or in Roarke's case, for marrying one.
Sealed, she went down the stairs, studied the door to the unit first, then moved in to crouch beside the body.
Yeah, middle forties, light brown hair clipped back from her face. A little bruising on the right cheekbone, some dried blood on the split lip. Both ears pierced, so if she'd been wearing earrings, the killer had taken the time to remove them rather than rip them off.
Lifting the hand, Eve noted abraded flesh on the heel. Like a rug burn, she mused before she pressed the right thumb to her ID pad.
Dickenson, Marta, she read. Mixed-race female, age forty-six. Married Dickenson, Denzel, two offspring, and an Upper East Side address. Employed: Brewer, Kyle and Martini, an accounting firm with an office eight blocks away.
As she took out her gauges, her short brown hair fluttered in the wind. She hadn't thought to yank on a hat. Her eyes, nearly the same gilded brown as her hair, remained cool and flat. She didn't think about the husband, the kids, the friends, the familyânot yet. She thought of the body, the position, the area, the time of deathâtwenty-two-fifty.
What were you doing, Marta, blocks from work, from home on a frigid November night?
She shined her light over the pants, noted traces of blue fiber on the black cloth. Carefully, she tweezed off two, bagged them, marked the pants for the sweepers.
She heard Peabody's voice over her head, and the uniform's answer. Eve straightened. Her leather coat billowed at the hem around her long, lean frame as she turned to watch Peabodyâor what she could see of her partnerâclomp down the steps.
Peabody had thought of a hat, had remembered her gloves. The pinkâJesus, pinkâski hat with its sassy little pom-pom covered her dark hair and the top of her face right down to the eyes. A multicolored scarf wound around and around just above the plum-colored puffy coat. The hat matched the pink cowboy boots Eve had begun to suspect Peabody wore even in bed.
“How can you walk with all that on?”
“I hiked to the subway, then from the subway, but I stayed warm. Jeez.” One quick gleam of sympathy flicked across Peabody's face. “She doesn't even have a coat.”
“She's not complaining. Marta Dickenson,” Eve began, and gave Peabody the salients.
“It's a ways from her office and her place. Maybe she was walking from one to the other, but why wouldn't she take the subway, especially on a night like this?”
“That's a question. This unit's being rehabbed. It's empty. That's handy, isn't it? The way she's in the corner there? She shouldn't have been spotted until morning.”
“Why would a mugger care when?”
“That's another question. Following that would be, if he did, how'd he know this unit's unoccupied?”
“Lives in the area? Is part of the rehab crew?”
“Maybe. I want a look inside, but we'll talk to the nine-one-one callers first. Go ahead and notify the ME.”
“The sweepers?”
“Not yet.”
Eve climbed the stairs, walked to the black-and-white. Even as she signaled to the cop inside, a man pushed out of the back.
“Are you in charge?” Words tumbled over each other in a rush of nerves.
“Lieutenant Dallas. Mr. Whitestone?”
“Yes, Iâ”
“You notified the police.”
“Yes. Yes, as soon as we found theâher. She was . . . we wereâ”
“You own this unit?”
“Yes.” A sharply attractive man in his early thirties, he took a long breath, expelling it in a chilly fog. When he spoke again, his voice leveled, his words slowed. “Actually, my partners and I own the building. There are eight unitsâthird and fourth floors.” His gaze tracked up. No hat for him either, Eve mused, but a wool topcoat in city black and a black and red striped scarf.
“I own the lower unit outright,” he continued. “We're rehabbing so we can move our business here first and second floors.”
“Which is what? Your business?”
“We're financial consultants. The WIN Group. Whitestone, Ingersol, and Newton. W-I-N.”
“Got it.”
“I'll live in the downstairs unit, or that was the plan. I don'tâ”
“Why don't you run me through your evening,” Eve suggested.
“Brad?”
“Stay in the car where it's warm, Alva.”
“I can't sit anymore.” The woman who slid out was blonde and sleek and tucked into some kind of animal fur and thigh-high leather boots with high skinny heels. She hooked her arm through Whitestone's arm.
They looked like a set, Eve thought. Both pretty, well-dressed, and showing signs of shock.
“Lieutenant Dallas.” Alva held out a hand. “You don't remember me?”
“No.”
“We met for five seconds at the Big Apple Gala last spring. I'm one of the committee chairs. Doesn't matter,” she said with a shake of her head as the wind streamed through her yard of hair. “This is horrible. That poor woman. They even took her coat. I don't know why that bothers me so much, but it seems cruel.”
“Did either of you touch the body?”
“No.” Whitestone took over. “We had dinner, then we went for drinks. At the Key Club, just a couple blocks down. I was telling Alva what we've been doing here, and she was interested, so we walked over so I could give her a tour. My place is nearly done, so . . . I was getting out my key, about to plug in the code when Alva screamed. I didn't even see her, Lieutenant, the woman. I didn't even see her, not until Alva screamed.”
“She was back in the corner,” Alva said. “At first, even when I screamed I thought she was a sidewalk sleeper. I didn't realize . . . then I did. We did.”
She leaned into Whitestone when he put an arm around her waist. “We didn't touch her,” Whitestone said. “I stepped over, closer, but I could see . . . I could tell she was dead.”
“Brad wanted me to go inside, where it's warm, but I couldn't. I couldn't wait inside knowing she was out there, in the cold. The police came so fast.”
“Mr. Whitestone, I'm going to want a list of your partners, and of the people working on the building.”
“Of course.”
“If you'd give that and your contact information to my partner, you can go home. We'll be in touch.”
“We can go?” Alva asked her.
“For now. I'd like your permission to go inside the unit, the building.”
“Sure. Anything you need. I have keys and codes,” he began.
“I've got a master. If there's any trouble, I'll let you know.”
“Lieutenant?” Alva called her again as Eve turned to go. “When I met you, before, I thought what you did was glamorous. In a way. Like the Icove case, and how it's going to be a major vid. It seemed exciting. But it's not.” Alva's gaze swept back toward the stairs. “It's hard and it's sad.”
“It's the job,” Eve said simply, and walked back toward the steps. “We'll wait to canvass until morning,” she told Officer Turney. “Nobody's going to tell us much if we wake them up at this hour. The building's vacant, not just the unit. See that the wits get where they need to go. What's your house, Turney?”
“We're out of the one-three-six.”
“And your CO?”
“Sergeant Gonzales, sir.”
“If you want in on the canvass, I'll clear it with your CO. Be here at oh-seven-thirty.”
“Yes, sir!” She all but snapped a salute.
Mildly amused, Eve walked down the stairs, cleared the locks and codes and entered the lower unit.
“Lights on full,” she ordered, pleased when they flashed on.
The living areaâshe assumed as it wasn't yet furnishedâprovided a generous space. The wallsâwhat was paintedâglowed like freshly toasted bread, and the floorsâwhat wasn't covered with tarpsâgleamed in a rich dark finish. Materials, supplies, all stacked neatly in corners, provided evidence of ongoing work.
Tidy, and efficient, probably down to the final details.
So why was one tarp bunched, unlike the others, exposing a wide area of that gleaming floor?
“Like someone slipped on it, or wrestled on it,” she said as she walked over, let her recorder scan the width, the length before she bent to straighten it.
“Lots of paint splatters, but . . .”
She crouched, took out her flashlight and shined it over the tarp. “That sure looks like blood to me. Just a few drops.”
She opened her kit, took a small sample before marking the spot for the sweepers.
She moved away, into a wide galley-style kitchen, more gleaming and glowing under protective tarps and seals.
By the time she'd done the first pass-throughâmaster bedroom and bath, second bedroom or office and bathâPeabody came in.
“I started runs on the wits,” Peabody began. “The woman's loaded. Not Roarke loaded, but she can afford that coat and those really mag boots.”
“Yeah, it showed.”
“He's doing just fine, too. Second-generation money, but he's earning his own. He's got a D&D, but it's ten years back. Her deal is speeding. She's got a shitload of speeding tickets, mostly to and from her place in the Hamptons.”
“You know how it is when you want to get to the Hamptons. What do you see, Peabody?”
“Really good work, attention to detail, money well spent, and deep enough pockets to be able to spend it on really good work and attention to detail. And . . .” Unwinding a couple feet of her mile of scarf, Peabody stepped over to Eve's marker. “What might be blood on this tarp.”
“The tarp was bunched up, like a rug when you take a skid on it. All the others are laid out fairly smoothly.”
“Accidents happen in construction. Blood gets spilled. But.”
“Yeah, but. Blood on a tarp and a body outside the door. Her lip's split, and there's dried blood on it. Not a lot of blood, so somebody might not even notice any dripped on the tarp, especially when the tarp bunched up.”
“They brought her in here?” Forehead furrowed, Peabody looked back at the door. “I didn't see any signs of forced entry, but I'll check again.”
“They didn't force it. Maybe picked it, but that takes time. More likely they had the code, or a damn good reader.”
“Putting all that into the mix, it's not a simple mugging gone bad.”
“No. He's not smart. The killer. If he's strong enough to break her neck, why smack her? She's got a bruise on the right cheek and that split lip.”