Authors: Freya North
She fell. She wasn't sure why. It didn't matter why. But her shoulder bore the brunt and she took a knock to the side of her face too. It hurt, of course it hurt. But more significant than the pain was the shock. She felt frightened and that appalled her.
Mrs Biggins, damn you and your day off! Lydia stayed still for a few minutes. Was anything broken? She'd fractured various bones in hunting accidents over the years â no, she didn't think so. Still, she felt most unsure about picking herself up. Her cheekbone was throbbing and her fingers were numb.
Hullo? Is anyone home? What a stupid question â why would there be? Mrs Biggins was probably in Bishop's Stortford with her daughter. Mercifully, the door was indeed unlocked and Lydia finally made her way shakily inside. She checked her reflection and noted a red mark on the apple of her cheek, growing darker. Frozen peas, she thought, going into the kitchen. And then the lights flickered. Oh dear God, no. Just wait until I have the wretched peas, would you! Flickered again. And then off.
Once again, something somewhere had fused. Even without the fall, Lydia wouldn't go feeling and fumbling her way to the panel down in the basement. More uneven stone steps. And an ancient and hostile fuseboard in what really was a dank dungeon. Silly old cheek â it was horribly sore. Lydia clasped her way along the kitchen wall to the dresser and located a box of matches after various things fell to the floor, one of which made the undeniable sound of something thick spilling. Lighting match after match, she managed to illuminate the safest passage to the cupboard under the sink where she knew there'd be a torch. Whether or not it had a battery in it would be another matter. Luckily, it did and its soft orange beam directed her to the freezer where she retrieved the peas and placed them in a tea towel against her cheek. Really, she should phone someone â Art or Clarence. But she didn't want to. She really didn't. Instead, she sat in the dark in the drawing room for a while, trying to read
Country Life
by the waning light of the torch until she told herself she wanted an early night anyway and didn't care for whatever it was that Mrs Biggins would have left her for her supper all the way back in the kitchen.
The longest thing about Long Dansbury village was the high street, with all other streets branching off it in short runs like the veins on a horse chestnut leaf. The high street itself, whilst not a cut-through to anywhere from anywhere, was still relatively busy in terms of traffic because along its length lay the church, the primary school, two good pubs, a Spar general store which also sold newspapers and stamps, and Michael Lazarus's ironmongery â which was more of a museum than a shop, if the number of people who ventured into the Dickensian interior simply to look rather than to buy, was anything to go by. The houses along the high street were defined as being either at Top End or else at Back End, though in fact from the centre, which was marked by the gates and long, snaking driveway to Longbridge Hall, the high street sloped upwards to either end. But Top End had always been known as such because here the finer, larger houses sat spruce and proud, like dapper Georgian gentlemen keeping an eye on things. In comparison, like a scatter of peasant children, were the cottages which defined the Back End; some standing on their own like shy sheep, some in a chatter of four or five in short terraces. What made the high street so pretty was that all the buildings, whatever their size, had frontage. Even in winter, flowers and well-tended shrubs proudly sang forth.
Beyond the cottages, a thatch of woodland bristled to either side of the road, after which the new houses stood in an embarrassed huddle. These were, in fact, pre-war and far more sensible family homes than the old cramped cottages. But they would always be known as the New Houses in a gently dismissive way. Even the people who lived there gave their address with a slightly resigned tone.
Pride of place, not just in the village but in the wider locale itself, was Longbridge Hall, seat of the Fortescue family, the Earls of Barbary, for eight generations. It was as if Longbridge Hall had sat down so firmly, so emphatically, directly at the centre of the village, that the road to either side had been pushed upwards; rather like a portly old uncle settling himself right in the middle of a sagging sofa. The house itself was not actually visible from the high street; set some way back, its presence was nonetheless felt â the wrought-iron gates with handsome stone supports and the parade of lime trees lining the imposing driveway and heralding something undeniably grand beyond.
When Stella arrived on the Saturday morning, to meet Mrs Benton at number four Tidy Row Cottages, she couldn't believe that, as a Hertfordshire girl, she'd never once been to Long Dansbury. Parking her car, as she'd been instructed, in the gravel rectangle opposite the Spar, she was glad to be early and she walked slowly, taking in the surroundings. In fact, she was so enthralled by the houses, she wasn't actually looking where she was going. And Xander was so busy checking his pedometer as he ran, estimating he'd need to sprint up Back End, that he saw the woman only at the last minute.
The runner clipped Stella's shoulder hard, sending her Elmfield Estates folder flying.
âOi!' she turned and glowered, rubbing her arm indignantly.
He ran on the spot for a step or two, held his hands up in mock surrender and panted, âSorry!'
âHonestly!' Stella muttered as she chased the scatter of sheets. âYou could at least help.'
He jogged in an exasperated arc back to her and gathered some of the papers, thrusting a scrunch of them at her, before belting off.
As she sifted and sorted, somewhat flustered, a passer-by stopped to help.
âDon't mind Xander,' the good Samaritan said. âHe's in training.'
âHe's a public liability,' Stella muttered. âJoggers â like caravans and big lorries â should only be allowed out after hours.'
The other woman picked up the Elmfield Estates terms and conditions and thought how Xander would have something to say about being called a jogger. âDo you know where you're going?'
âEr, Tidy Row Cottages. Number four.'
âMercy,' the woman muttered and for a moment Stella wondered if there was something she should know before she remembered the appointment was with a Mrs M. Benton.
âMrs Benton,' Stella said.
âFancy that,' said the woman, looking Stella up and down. âJohn Denby won't be pleased.' John Denby's For Sale sign had been outside Mercy Benton's cottage for quite some time. Houses in Long Dansbury were only ever sold by John Denby. Fancy that. Wonder if they knew! She'd call Margaret as soon as she was home. See if she'd heard anything.
âWell, thank you for your help,' said Stella, sensing slight resistance when she tried to take the Elmfield forms from the lady.
Mercy Benton's cottage was compact and immaculate and though the kitchen was old it could be modernized with minimal fuss. Stella walked around with the owner, genuinely charmed by the features and also by the owner's furniture and trinkets. It reminded her of her late grandmother's place. A porcelain ornament of a Shire horse and foal. A cut-glass lidded bowl full of stripy humbugs. Antimacassars on an olive-green velvet sofa and armchair. Photographs of family on top of the telly.
âI love it!' Stella told her.
âI do too,' said Mrs Benton. âBut it's time to go.'
âAnd you've found an apartment at Summerhill Place?'
âOh, it's lovely. It really is.'
âSo I've heard,' said Stella.
âYou know it was once a country mansion? How grand that I'll be living there! They've done a lovely job. It's all self-contained apartments now â but with tea served in a smashing room downstairs for residents every afternoon. And a cleaner once a week. And bridge on Tuesdays. Bingo on Thursdays. Recitals and the like on Saturdays. And an emergency call button. All sorts going on. Such lovely grounds â ever so grand. Beryl went there a year ago. Loves it. We were at school together, you know.'
Stella nodded. âWas Beryl from Long Dansbury too?'
Mercy Benton laughed. âOf course!' She paused. âSilly bugger.'
âSorry?'
âThat fast-talking chappy from John Denby.' Mercy thought about it quietly. He'd expressed no interest in her home â only in the house. He couldn't see the intrinsic difference. He hadn't even asked a thing about Summerhill Place. That's why, twelve weeks later and with only a dribble of viewings, Mercy had decided to invite Elmfield Estates to cast an eye. She liked this young woman. Look at her now, peering at the face on the toby jug as if it was someone she recognized; running her fingers lightly back and forth across the tasselled edging of the tapestry cushion. She had gazed and gazed at the view of the garden from the back bedroom. She'd asked Mercy what flowered out there. Made notes on her pad of all Mercy told her.
âWould you be considering Elmfield as joint agents? Alongside Denby?'
âWhat do you suggest, dear?'
âBetween you and me, Mrs Benton, if you haven't had an offer in three months, they are showing the wrong people around. Off the top of my head, I have two clients on my list â this beautiful home would suit either of them down to the ground. Also, if you give Elmfield a crack as sole agents, the commission you pay is much less.'
âWill it be you?'
âI wish I could afford it. I'd love to live here.'
âNo, dear â I mean, will it be you who does all of the everything?'
â
All of the everything
,' Stella smiled. âYes, it'll be me. I assure you. Everything. Phone calls, visits, negotiations. The lot. Just me, Mrs Benton.'
âCall me Mercy.'
âWell, Mercy, I'll need a couple of days to organize the particulars, photographs and red tape â and hopefully, by midweek at the latest, I'll be back, with my clients.'
âWould you like a humbug?'
âI'd love one. Thank you! And Mercy â when I bring people to view, offer them a humbug too, or a cuppa. It helps.'
That brash young man from Denby's had recommended she go out when he brought anyone to her home. âThank you, dear.'
âThank
you
.'
Despite the sprint home, Xander wasn't particularly happy with his time. And he couldn't really blame the young woman who'd all but floored him. She hadn't really slowed him down more than a few seconds. He'd rest tomorrow. Possibly the next day too. His legs felt heavy. He was heading towards the
run less run faster
period in his training which, though he knew it was sensible, today still seemed like a contradiction.
He looked in his wardrobe. Tea with Lydia. He chose a white Oxford shirt with button-down collar and looked from his choice of ties to his one good jacket. It would be one or the other. He couldn't bear both at the same time, he'd feel trussed up
and
garrotted. Ultimately, he went for the tie. It was vivid blue with a pale lemon stripe. He couldn't remember when last he'd worn it.
The afternoon was bright and the morning's breeze had subsided â a brisk walk to Longbridge in shirtsleeves would be fine, but home again later, he knew the air would have chilled considerably. He grabbed his North Face jacket and set off with it slung over his shoulder, strolling down from the Back End along the high street to the gates to Longbridge. He could have gone the back way â walked uphill to the end of his lane and along the footpath, over two fields and through the side gate hidden in the yew hedge after the farmyard. But the track could be muddy this time of year. And it was lambing season. He waved to Mercy Benton, her headscarf tied neatly under her chin, pulling her old tartan shopping trolley as if it was a reluctant, aged dog. He spoke to the Pickards, out for a stroll, and he told the Pittman kid who lived at Wisteria House to pick up the crisp packet and put it in the bin. They were dreadful, that family â money, but no manners.
Up the driveway to Longbridge, a force of habit compelled Xander to try and count each of the two hundred and fifty-two panes of glass in the twenty-one sash windows by the time the avenue of limes had ended and the formal box hedging had begun. The approach to Longbridge was an exception to the rule of distances seeming shorter, places seeming smaller, than childhood memories decreed. Though he knew the house well â even down to the one missing stone support on the balustrade parapet high up where the brick walls ended and the hipped slate roof began, or which of the window panes were new glass and not the beautiful shimmering original â familiarity had not compromised the pleasure of the sight of this grand old building. He still felt awestruck by its sedate, imposing grandeur. He never climbed the broad stone entrance steps without patting one of the stone lions that stood guarding it, he never rang the clanking great doorbell to the side of the mahogany double doors without looking up and marvelling at the fanlight â vast yet as delicate as lacework.
He waited, wondered whether he should ring again or give the doors a polite rap. But he didn't want to be given short shrift â he'd been on the receiving end of that, once before, when he was a teenager and he'd seen Lydia a little way ahead of him along the high street. Yoo hoo! he'd called that day. Yoo hoo! The public dressing-down she'd exacted had been mortifying.
No. He'd wait. Up until a couple of years ago, Barnaby the black Labrador would have retaliated at the doorbell with a cacophony of howls â but he was deaf now. And it had been a long while since there'd been an excitable posse of Jack Russells at Longbridge bred, it seemed, precisely for the purpose of nipping the ankles of any visitor.
âXander!'
But the door hadn't opened.
He turned to find Lydia standing at the bottom of the steps, swamped by an ancient waxed jacket, a headscarf neatly under her chin, a walking stick used so naturally, so deftly, that it was more like an extension of her arm than a crutch of any sort. She climbed the stairs slowly, not taking her eyes off him.