Sanctuary (31 page)

She studied him in silence a moment. He hadn't bothered to shave that morning, and his hair was in need of a trim. But the just a bit unkempt style suited him, as did the gold the island sun was teasing out of his thick brown hair.

“You don't have to go to all this trouble,” she told him. “I'm thinking about sleeping with you.”

“Well, that's a load off my mind.”

She took a bite of a strawberry, and the taste was so sweet and unexpectedly bright, she smiled. “I guess I'm a little out of sorts this morning.”

“Are you?” He gripped her toes, worked them gently back and forth. “I hadn't noticed.”

“Which is your sly Yankee way of saying I'm always bitchy.”

“Not always. And I think the word I'd have chosen would have been ‘troubled.' ”

“A Hathaway legacy.” Because the strawberries had stirred an appetite, she picked up a slice of bacon and bit in. “We had a family brawl last night, which was why Lexy was in bed with her head under the covers and I was waiting tables.”

“Do you always pick up the slack?”

Surprised, she shook her head. “No, I wouldn't say I pick up much of anything. I'm rarely here.”

“And when you are, you're waiting tables, changing linen, scrubbing toilets.”

“How did you hear about that?”

Her voice had gone sharp, puzzling him. “You told me. You were on housecleaning detail here at the inn.”

“Oh, that.” Feeling foolish, she reached for the biscuit, broke it in half.

“What else?”

“Nothing.” She jerked a shoulder. “Just some kids playing a prank a couple of days ago. They locked me in the men's showers over at the campground. I got a little freaked.”

“That's not funny.”

“No, at the time I didn't find it amusing.”

“Did you catch them?”

“No, they were long gone by the time my father came along and got me out. It wasn't a big deal, just annoying.”

“So we can add cleaning the men's showers to the list of slack you don't pick up. And in between all that, you're putting a photography book together and finding time to work on new pictures. What about fun?”

“Photography is fun for me.” When he only lifted a brow, she sampled another strawberry. “I went to the bonfire.”

“And stayed till nearly midnight. You wild woman.”

The line formed between her brows. “I'm not much on parties.”

“What are you much on besides photography? Books, movies, art, music? This is called the science of getting to know each other,” he told her when she said nothing. “It's very handy, especially when one person is thinking about sleeping with the other.” He leaned forward, amused when she edged back. “Are you going to share any of those strawberries?”

Jo ordered her pulse to level, and because he was still rubbing her feet, fed him a berry.

He caught the tips of her fingers in his teeth, sucked them in as well. Smiling slowly, he released them. “That's subliminal sensory stimulation. Or what's more commonly known as I'm coming on to you.”

“I think I got that.”

“Good. Now, movies?”

She tried to think if there was another man who had ever disconcerted her so easily or so often. The answer was a solid no. “I lean to the old black-and-white, especially film noir. The cinematography, the light and shadows are so incredible.”

“
The Maltese Falcon
?”

“The best of the best.”

“Look at that.” He patted her foot. “Common ground. What about contemporary stuff?”

“There I head for straight action. Art films rarely grab me. I'd rather see Schwarzenegger mow down fifty bad guys than listen to a handful of people expressing their angst in a foreign language.”

“This is a big relief for me. We could never have settled down to raise five children and golden retrievers if I'd had to face art films.”

It made her laugh, a low, smoky sound he found ridiculously arousing. “If those are my choices, I may reconsider subtitles.”

“Your favorite city, anywhere.”

“Florence,” she said before she'd known it was true. “That bright wash of sunlight, the colors.”

“The buildings. The age and grandeur of them. The Pitti Palace, the Palazzo Vecchio.”

“I have a wonderful shot of the Pitti, just before sunset.”

“I'd love to see it.”

“I didn't bring it with me,” she said absently, remembering the moment, the slant of light, the quick whoosh of air and noise as a flock of pigeons rose in a wave. “It's back in Charlotte.”

“I can wait.” Before she had a chance to react, he squeezed her foot. “So, when you've finished breakfast, how about taking me on a real tour of the island?”

“It's Sunday.”

“Yeah, I heard a rumor about that.”

“No, I mean that's turnover day. Most of the cottages turn over on Sunday. They have to be cleaned and resupplied for incoming guests by three.”

“More housekeeping. What the hell did they do when you weren't here?”

“Kate lost the two girls she had on cottage duty the week before I got here. They took jobs on the mainland. And since I'm here, and so's Lexy, she hasn't bothered to replace them yet.”

“How many are on your list?”

“Six.”

He considered, nodded, rose. “Well, then, we'd better get started.”

“We?”

“Sure. I can handle a vacuum cleaner and a mop. And this way you'll get done faster and we'll have time to find the least occupied spot on the beach and neck for a while.”

She shifted, slid her feet—her incredibly happy feet, she had to admit—into her shoes. “Maybe I know a couple of spots—if you're as handy with a vacuum cleaner as you are with reflexology.”

“Jo Ellen.” He put his hands on her hips in a gesture she found shockingly intimate. “There's something you should know.”

He was still married. He was under federal indictment. He preferred bondage to straight sex. She let out a little breath, amazed at herself. She hadn't been aware she possessed that much imagination. “What is it?”

“I'm thinking about sleeping with you too.”

She snorted a laugh, backed up. “Nathan, that's been a load
on
my mind since you found your way back to Desire.”

 

 

HE was so happy to be back, to be so close to her. Just watching her brought him that quick zing of anticipation for what was to come. In his own good time.

He thought he might prolong it. After all, he'd planned carefully and money was no problem. He had all the time in the world. It would be even more satisfying to lull her into complacency, to watch her relax, bit by bit. Then he would yank her back, a brisk tug on the chain she wasn't aware linked them.

She'd be afraid. She'd be confused. She would be all the more vulnerable because of the calm he'd provided before he rearranged the composition.

Yes, he could wait. He could enjoy the sun and the surf and before long he would know every minute of her routine. Just the way he'd known her habits in Charlotte.

He would let her drift along, maybe even fall in love a little. And what delicious irony that was.

All the while she would have no idea that he was there to control her fate, to grasp his own destiny. And to take her life.

“
I
DON'T see why you can't take one day off, just one, and spend some time with me.”

Giff put his nail gun down, sat back on his heels, and studied Lexy's sulky face. It was one of those wicked whims of nature, he supposed, that made that pouty look so damned appealing to a man. “Honey, I told you this was going to be a busy week for me. And it's only Tuesday.”

“What difference does it make what day it is?” She threw her hands up in the air. “Every day around here is the same as the other.”

“Well, I'll tell you what difference it makes to me.” He skimmed a hand over the edge of the decking he'd completed. “I told Miss Kate that I'd have this porch addition finished and screened in by Saturday.”

“So you'll have it done by Sunday.”

“I told her Saturday.” That, to Giff, said everything. But since it was Lexy he was talking to, he worked up the patience to spell out the rest. “The cottage is booked for next week. Since she needs Colin at the campground full-time right now, and Jed's got this week of school to finish before the summer break, I've got to see to it on my own.”

She didn't care about the damn porch. The floor was nearly finished anyway. How long could it take to put a silly roof on it and screen it in? “Just a day, Giff.” She crouched down next to him, letting all her charm slide into her voice as she kissed his cheek. “Just a few hours. We can take your boat over to the mainland. Have a nice lunch in Savannah.”

“Lex, I just can't spare the time. Now if I can get this done, we can go next Saturday. I can juggle some things around, and we can take the whole weekend if you want.”

“I don't want to go Saturday.” Her voice lost its purr and edged toward mulish. “I want to go now.”

Giff had a five-year-old cousin who was just as insistent on having her way and having it now. But he didn't think Lexy would appreciate the comparison. “I can't go now,” he said patiently. “You can take the boat if you're so antsy to get gone. Go do some shopping.”

“By myself?”

“Take your sister, take a friend.”

“I can't think of anyone I less want to spend the day with than Jo. And I don't have any friends. Ginny's gone.”

He didn't need to see the tears flood her eyes to know that was the root of the problem and the greatest source of her newest discontent. There was nothing he could do about it, just as there was nothing he could do about the raw spot in his own heart since Ginny's disappearance.

“If you want me to go, you have to wait till Saturday. I'll get the weekend clear. We can book a hotel room, and I'll take you out for a fancy dinner.”

“You don't understand anything!” She thumped a fist on his shoulder as she sprang to her feet. “Saturday's not today, and I'll go crazy if I don't get away from here. Why won't you make time for me? Why won't you just make time?”

“I'm doing my best.” Even his patience could wear thin. Giff picked up the nail gun and shot a bolt home.

“You can't even stop work and pay attention for five minutes. You just shuffle me in between jobs. And now a stupid porch is more important than being with me.”

“I gave my word on the porch.” He rose and, hefting a new board, laid it across the sawhorse to measure. “I keep my word, Lexy. You still want to go to Savannah on the weekend, I'll take you. That's the best I can do.”

“It's not good enough.” She jerked her chin up. “And I'm sure I won't have any trouble finding someone who'd be happy to take me today.”

He scraped his pencil over the board to make his mark, then looked up at her with cool, narrowed eyes. He recognized the threat, and the very real possibility that she'd make good on it. “No, you won't,” he said in calm, measured tones. “And that will be up to you.”

It was like a slap. She'd expected him to rage, to have a jealous fit and tell her exactly what he'd do if she looked at another man. Then they could have had a loud, satisfying fight before she'd let him drag her into the empty house for make-up sex.

Then she would have convinced him to take her to Savannah.

The scene she'd already staged in her head dissolved. Because she wanted to cry, she tossed her head and turned away. “Fine then, you go right on and build your porch and I'll do what I have to do.”

Giff said nothing as she stalked down the temporary steps. He had to wait until his vision cleared of blind rage before he picked up the skill saw. Temper could cost dearly, he knew, and he didn't want it to cost him a finger. He was going to need all of them, he thought, if she followed through.

It would take four fingers to make the fist he was going to plow into some guy's face.

Lexy heard the saw buzz and gritted her teeth. Selfish bastard, that's all he was. He certainly didn't care about her. She walked fast across the sand, her eyes stinging, her breath short. No one cared about her. No one understood her. Even Ginny ...

She had to stop a moment as the muscles in her stomach seized. Ginny had left. Just gone away. Everyone she let herself care about left her, one way or another. She never mattered enough to make them stay.

At first she'd been sure something terrible had happened to Ginny. She'd gotten herself kidnapped, or she'd stumbled half drunk into a pond and been eaten by a gator.

That was ridiculous, of course. It had taken her days, but Lexy had resigned herself to the fact that she'd been left behind again. Because no one stayed, no matter how much you needed them to.

But this time ... She shot a defiant look over her shoulder at the cottage where Giff was working. This time she'd do the leaving first.

She headed for the line of trees. The sun was too hot on her skin, the sand too gritty in her sandals. At that moment she hated Desire and everything on it with a wild and vicious passion. She hated the people who came and expected her to serve them and clean up after them. She hated her family for thinking of her as an irresponsible dreamer. She hated the beach with its blinding white sun and endless lapping waves. And the forest with its pockets of dim shadows and screaming silence.

And most of all she hated Giff because she'd been thinking about falling in love with him.