Saving Wishes (The Wishes Series) (43 page)

“Charli!” Mitchell called, rushing toward me. He lifted me entirely off my feet as he hugged me much too tightly. “I’m glad you’re home.”

I wondered if that was because his party was already out of hand and he needed me to tell them all off and send them home. It had happened before.

“Why are we having a party, Mitch?”

He slung his arm around my shoulder as we walked. “I only invited Zoe and Rose for a few drinks, but you know how word travels.”

I looked ahead to the house. He wasn’t kidding. All of our fellow cardboard villagers seemed to be there. A huge bonfire roared. The sun was setting, slipping behind the line where the ocean met the sky. The air was still and warm. It was the perfect night for a party.

Rose and Zoe sat on the front step talking to Melito and Vincent. Mitchell had nicknamed them the sleek Greeks because of their Casanova type personalities. They lived in the shack next to ours and were forever bringing us trays of pastries and other homemade treats.

“From our motherland,” Melito would proudly announce.

Mitchell would tease me, insisting that it was their way of trying to woo me. Mitchell missed the bigger picture. I was certain that middle-aged sleek Greeks had eyes only for each other.

The residents of number four were a Lebanese couple, Rashid and Sabah. Their English was poor so conversing with them was very difficult. Our friendship was based purely on smiles and hand gestures.

Bernie and William, two twenty-something Brits taking a year long sabbatical from their jobs in advertising found their way to Kaimte after reading a travel brochure at a bus stop in Tanzania.

Our new friends were the most eclectic bunch of people imaginable.

It was Vincent who called out to me first, raising his glass in my direction and speaking loudly. “Welcome, Charli!”

Before I’d even stepped up on to the porch, I had a glass of cheap wine in one hand and a plate of food in the other.

The last of our guests finally left at three in the morning, relocating next door to Melito and Vincent’s shack. Rose, Zoe, Bernie and William were lured over there by the promise of ouzo and Greek pastries.

I collared Mitchell at the door. The last thing he needed was more alcohol. “Stay here with me.”

I tugged on his shirt and he staggered back as if I’d tripped him. It was impossible to think I could save him if he’d fallen. All I could do was step aside to stop him squashing me on the way down. Somehow he remained upright by leaning his back against the wall for support. “You’re my best friend,” he slurred.

I smiled at him. “You’re my best friend too.”

“Leaving the Cove was a good decision. We have fun don’t we?”

Mitchell was very reflective when soused. It made a nice change. He wasn’t exactly renowned for deep conversation when sober.

“It was. Are you ready for bed?”

“That wouldn’t be a good idea for three reasons,” he said, holding four fingers in the air.

“What reasons?”

“One, I’m scared of your dad.” He took a heavy step toward me. “And two, I’m very afraid of your dad.”

I had to laugh. Alex was scary where Mitchell was concerned, even from half a world away.

Alex and Gabrielle packed up and left Pipers Cove a couple of months after us, arriving in Marseille in time to spend Christmas with her family. That was supposed to be their happy ever after. But through no fault of Alex’s, they ended up back in Piper’s Cove six weeks later, just in time for Gabrielle to resume her teaching position at beginning of the school term.
She
got homesick.

It turned out that small town gossip and her little cottage on the cliff trumped Marseillaise castles and baguettes. I doubt Alex tried too hard to talk her out of returning to the Cove, nor would he have needed to. He was never thrilled about leaving in the first place. He was, however, still thrilled by anything to do with the Parisienne.

Mitchell took another step forward; so unsteadily that it couldn’t possibly have been intentional. Both of my arms shot out in front of me. Luckily, he managed to steady himself.

“What’s the third reason?” I asked.

Mitchell turned around and staggered toward the beanbag. He fell into it so hard that I was worried it might explode. “The third reason doesn’t matter. Reasons one and two cancel out the need for reason three.”

“Tell me reason three,” I demanded.

He looked at me through lazy eyes, probably seeing little more than a blurred form in front of him. “Reason number three. Never sleep with a girl who’s in love with someone else.”

“Yeah, okay. You got me. I’m madly in love with Vincent.”

He groaned. “I’m not an idiot, Charli. It’s written all over your face…. and your diary. You still love Adam and no matter how far away you go, it’s not far enough.”

“You read my journal?” I was appalled and embarrassed.

It was the first diary I’d ever kept. I’d always maintained that pouring your heart out via pen and paper was asking for trouble and Mitchell’s snooping confirmed it. My journal had nothing to do with documenting our trip or my day-to-day life. Our trip was well documented by the thousands of pictures I’d taken. I wrote about things that were too hard to explain, and too private to tell anyone. Mainly, I wrote about
him
.

Even in my head, I referred to Adam as
him
.

I had travelled many thousands of miles from home but hadn’t moved an inch. A year apart had changed nothing. I loved him. I had always loved him. And my decision to end our relationship had grown in to the most painful regret of my life.

“I didn’t mean to read it,” he said, unconvincingly. “I didn’t even know you kept a diary.”

“You weren’t supposed to know,” I barked. “It was private.”

“I read the whole thing. Every word.”

“Ugh! Shut up!”

“It was actually pretty good. March was pretty dull but it picked up again in April.”

“Shut up, Mitchell!”

I wanted to clout him but it wouldn’t have been a fair fight. He was clearly disadvantaged by the alcohol he’d consumed. It was acting as a truth serum and for some reason he just couldn’t stop talking. “You should find a better hiding spot if you don’t want me to read it.” He shifted to the side, producing my journal from my not-so-great hiding spot under the beanbag. “Ta-daa!”

I snatched it from him. “There’s something seriously wrong with you.”

“I know,” he agreed. “But there’s nothing wrong with you.”

I shook my head, scowling at him. “What are you talking about?”

He made a half-hearted swipe for the book in my hands but was too uncoordinated to take it from me. “I read it. Have you ever read what you’ve written? If you did, you’d see that there’s nothing wrong with you. You’re just scared. You were scared when we left home and you’re scared now.”

He’d hit my rawest nerve, dead on. “And you’re drunk.”

“Of course I’m drunk. Do you think we’d be having this conversation otherwise? Get brave, Charli. Toughen up and go after what you want.”

Within days of leaving Australia I’d made my decision. I planned to spend a few weeks travelling with Mitchell before jumping on a plane to New York.

But time was my enemy.

After three amazing weeks of surfing in Mauritius we found our way to Madagascar. By the time we arrived in Johannesburg six weeks after that I was second-guessing my decision.

What if he’d moved on? What if he’d met someone else? Or worse, what if he’d forgotten all about me? The longer I spent without him, the more I’d convinced myself that Adam Décarie was doing just fine without me.

Writing down my fears had preserved my sanity. I was on the trip of a lifetime, visiting some of the most beautiful places on earth and yet I couldn’t shake the hopelessness of being completely in love with a boy I’d known for only two months – a very long time ago.

“It’s not that simple,” I mumbled.

The beans crunched beneath him as he struggled to lean forward. Grabbing his hand, I tried to help him to his feet. Once upright, he fell forward, pushing me backwards. I laid flat on the floor, struggling under his weight.

“It’s totally simple,” he said, ignoring the fact that I was gasping for breath beneath him. “What’s the worst that could happen?”

Answering him required air in my lungs. With both hands on his chest, I managed to heave him off me. “What if I go all the way to New York and he doesn’t want me?”

“Then you put it to bed. But at least you’ll know you’ve given it your best shot.”

I turned my head to look at him, marvelling at the fact that Mitchell Tate somehow managed to become smarter when intoxicated. “What would you do without me?”

He sighed. “I’d manage. I’ve matured a lot lately.” A huge burst of laughter escaped me but his tone remained serious. “It’s been a long time since I did anything dumb like try to cook popcorn in a frying pan.”

“Mitch, that happened a week ago,” I reminded, in between giggles.

He reached across for my hand. “I’d be fine, Charli. And you would be too.”

***

I dragged myself out of bed at ten the next morning. Mitchell was already up, sitting on the front veranda soaking up the morning sun, eating something that looked remarkably like one of Melito’s filo pastry creations from the night before.

“Is your stomach made of cast iron?” I asked, appalled.

He turned around to face me, grinned and stuffed the whole thing into his mouth.

We sat on the raised veranda, dangling our legs over the edge, gazing at the uninterrupted view of the ocean ahead. The veranda was the only redeeming feature of the shack. Some days, when the ocean was a millpond and we weren’t working, we’d waste the entire morning out there.

“You just missed Bernie and Will,” he said, grinning. “They were on their way home from the sleek Greeks. It turns out that the party got a whole lot rowdier once we left.”

“What did they have to say for themselves?”

He shrugged his shoulders. “Not much. They did mention that they’re thinking of heading up the coast next weekend. I wouldn’t mind a weekend up north. Too bad we’re broke and trapped like rats.”

He bumped my shoulder and I looked across at him. I couldn’t help smiling at his goofy expression. Mitchell was back to being carefree, content and sober. Nothing fazed him – even the prospect of being a broke, trapped, rat.

That’s where we differed. I was beginning to feel as though I was failing and it was starting to weigh me down. The whole purpose of this journey was to find my place in the world. We’d travelled thousands of miles. How far was I supposed to go for crying out loud?

I had to consider that I’d been wrong all along. What if happiness wasn’t a place? What if it was enough just to be with the person who made you happy? Surely then I’d be content wherever I was – even if it was New York City.

I looked at the bigger picture. There was a possibility that I had thrown away the best love I would ever know. And going through the daily grind of surfing, working and sleeping was doing nothing to get it back.

“Mitch, do you remember our conversation last night?” I quizzed.

A slow smile crept across his face. “Refresh my memory.”

I rolled my eyes. “We talked about me going to New York. I think I’m going to do it.”

“It’s about time,” he teased. “I was beginning to think I’d be stuck with you forever.”

I nudged his shoulder with mine, faking annoyance. “Don’t get too excited. It’s going to take months to save up.”

“Why don’t you just call Alex? He’d send you money if you needed it.”

The mere suggestion bordered on lunacy. As far as Alex knew, I was comfortably living on the proceeds from the sale of Adam’s boat. If he ever got wind that we were broke he’d have a coronary.

“I’m going to work it out for myself.”

“I’ll find extra work, Charli. I’ll do what I can.”

“You don’t need to do that. I only need one thing from you.”

“Name it.”

“Don’t let me talk myself out of going. No matter how long it takes.”

Mitchell reached out to me, slinging his arm around my shoulders. “You got it, sister.”

2. Crazy Brave

The midweek markets in Kaimte had to be seen to be believed. Vendors selling everything from local crafts to fresh fish and vegetables crowded in to a row of tin humpies lining the main street. I loved the atmosphere.

I roped Zoe and Rose into coming with me. I usually went with Mitchell but true to his word, he’d found extra work that week, labouring for a landscaper.

“It’s so grotty,” whispered Zoe, much too loudly.

Rose shushed her, grabbed her elbow and quickened her pace.

“It’s all really fresh,” I told her.

“Of course it is,” she scoffed. “It’s all still covered in dirt.”

Zoe was a mixed bag. I’d always suspected that backpacking was more Rose’s bliss than hers. She was a girly girl who liked her creature comforts far too much to be completely content living in the cardboard village.