Authors: Virginia Kantra
Tags: #Fiction, #Romance, #Paranormal, #Suspense, #General
Something else to deal with, Caleb thought. Tomorrow. Tonight he
just wanted to eat, to sleep, to breathe, to be. To be with Maggie.
After he showered, he would drive to his sister’s to find her.
And take the pelt with you
? a voice whispered in the back of his
mind.
He ignored it. He’d deal with the pelt tomorrow, too.
He unlocked the door and stopped, struck by a smell. Coffee?
Freshly brewed coffee in his empty house. A pair of sandals lay in the
middle of the living room rug. A breeze blew from an open window in
the kitchen.
His heart hammered.
“Maggie?” His voice was hoarse. Hopeful.
She uncurled like a cat from the cushions of the couch, her dark hair
soft and loose on her shoulders, wearing a blue dress that flowed over her
curves like water. Bare feet. Webbed toes.
The sight of her punched him in the gut.
“There you are,” she greeted him. “Are you hungry?”
He was stunned. “You don’t have to cook for me.”
“I didn’t.” She tilted her head to smile into his eyes. “I brought
dinner home from the restaurant.”
Home.
His throat tightened. “That sounds good.”
He ran one finger down her warm cheek, as if to assure himself that
she was real. Then he did what he had wanted to do eight hours ago on
the dock and every second since.
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He kissed her.
Her mouth was soft and welcoming. She tasted of coffee and sugar
and, impossibly, of the sea. Had she been crying? But he had never seen
her cry.
She stood on tiptoe to deepen the kiss, her hand touching the bare
skin at the back of his neck, and Caleb stopped thinking, stopped
questioning, let himself be totally in the present, in this moment, with her
here and eager in his arms. It was enough. It was everything.
When he raised his head, his split lip throbbed softly and Maggie
was trembling along the length of his body.
“Dinner can wait,” he said.
“It could. I cannot.” Her slow smile teased him. “I want to hear
about your day.”
He cleared his throat. “Now?”
She tugged his hand. “While you eat.”
He let her lead him to the kitchen. The scent of the salt wood flowed
through the open window. The evidence of her presence was
everywhere—a bright towel hung haphazardly on the back of a chair, an
empty mug in the sink, a dusting of sugar on the kitchen table. She was
here. She was back. A weight rolled from Caleb’s shoulders.
She’d lit the emergency candles he kept in case of power failure and
laid out a pair of wineglasses left from his first marriage. The trappings of
romance? Or simply the way Regina had taught her to set a table?
But Antonia’s didn’t use candles.
“Sit.” Maggie tugged at him again. “Tell me what happened. That
woman, the square one—”
“Evelyn Hall.”
“She would not let me in to see you.”
He watched her open the wine with graceful, practiced movements.
“In an investigation, you want to keep the witnesses apart.” And the
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suspects, he thought but did not say. “So they can’t make up or change
their stories.”
Maggie bristled. “You were shot. Do they think you made that up?”
Her fierce defense made him smile. “No, they could see that. One of
the techs dug a bullet out of the dock they’ll be able to match to
Whittaker’s gun. But Reynolds knows— suspects—I’m not telling him
everything.”
The white take-out bag rustled. “What did you tell him?”
Caleb leaned back in his chair. “That Whittaker was afraid you had
remembered him. That he came after you to stop you from identifying
him as your attacker. Based on that, I suggested they had probable cause
to search his house in connection with the other woman.”
Maggie tilted her head. “And did they?”
“Yep.”
She set a plate in front of him. With a shock of pleasure, Caleb
recognized the lobster rolls and tortellini salad he’d served her at their
first picnic on the beach. Did she remember?
Of course she did.
She sat opposite him, leaning across the table. “What did they find?”
He set down his fork. “You sure you want to talk about this now?”
“Why not?”
“It’s not very”—Caleb paused as the specter of his ex-wife rose to
scold him—“pleasant for you to have to deal with.”
Maggie’s eyes flashed. “Gwyneth’s murder was not
pleasant
. Seeing
you possessed by a demon chained on the bottom of the ocean was not
pleasant. This is what is. You have been fighting my battles all day. The
least I can do is listen.”
Caleb regarded her with wry appreciation. He would never compare
her to Sherilee again.
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Baldly, briefly, he described what the evidence team had found:
tools they believed matched the marks of torture on Gwyneth’s body;
traces of blood in the floorboards and drains.
“So.” Maggie drew a long breath. “It is done, then? This explanation
satisfies them? You are not a . . . person of interest any longer?”
“It will take days—weeks—for the crime lab to process all the
evidence. But Reynolds told me his lieutenant is already pulling
detectives from the case.”
Maggie reached across the table and touched the back of his wrist.
He turned his hand over, linking his fingers with hers. They sat quietly,
holding hands among the dishes. Caleb’s chest expanded. His throat
ached with a mingled sense of peace and loss. This was what he wanted,
what he’d dreamed of. Someone to share the end of the day. Maggie, in
his house and in his life.
Her grip tightened on his fingers. She smiled her siren’s smile into
his eyes. “You are tired. Come to bed.”
He was exhausted. And sore.
But not, he discovered when she turned to him under the covers, too
tired to love her.
They lay on their sides, facing each other, her leg over his thigh, her
breasts brushing his chest. Her eyes were dark and heavy with desire.
Caleb threaded his fingers through her hair, stroking it back from the
half-healed scar on her forehead. She cupped his battered jaw, her thumb
grazing the puffiness under his eye, and kissed his shoulder above the
bandages.
His body responded, thickening, swelling.
“Maggie, I don’t know—I’ve lost a lot of blood,” he said
awkwardly.
She smiled, feathering a kiss on his broken lip. “It will be all right,”
she promised.
And it was.
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They came together in small, incremental movements, with soft,
open-mouthed kisses and quiet, indrawn breaths. He slipped inside her—soft, hot, wet—holding still as she pulsed around him. Tenderness welled.
Spilled.
If this was the last time . . .
But he wouldn’t let himself think that.
To be in this moment, to be with Maggie . . . It was enough. He would
make it be enough.
They rocked together, wrapped in each other, lapped in pleasure,
until the gathering storm within them broke in ripples and murmurs, soft
and welcome as rain. He felt her crest, the sweet contractions milking
him, drawing out his own release.
She sighed against his throat.
He exhaled into her hair. “Maggie.”
“Love.” She rested her palm against his chest. “My love.”
He twined his fingers with hers; raised their clasped hands to his lips
and then to his heart.
Joined, at peace, they drifted into sleep.
Margred awoke to a great sense of well-being and the sun tickling
her eyelids. Something warm and heavy lay on top of the bed covers. She
smiled and stretched out her foot.
Not Caleb.
She opened her eyes.
He sat fully dressed on the edge of the mattress. And bundled in
front of him was the brindled bulk of Gwyneth’s pelt.
Margred felt a chill that had nothing to do with the open window.
“What is this?”
“It’s yours.”
Margred sat up. “No, it’s not.”
“Gwyneth is dead,” Caleb said quietly. “You said you could take her
pelt if it came to you. As a gift.”
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“Yes, but—”
“So I’m giving it to you.” Caleb’s eyes remained steady on hers.
Only his hands clenched in the fur to hide their trembling. “Take it.”
Margred regarded him in disbelief. Lovely, noble, exasperating man.
“I don’t want it. Caleb, when I saw you under the water . . .”
Drifting in
his chains, his strength gone, his air gone, his skin like wax . . .
“I thought
you had died.” Her voice broke, and tears pricked her eyes, hard, real,
human tears. She blinked them back impatiently. “I knew then I did not
want to live without you.”
The grim line of his mouth relaxed. “You don’t have to. I’ll always
be here. I’ll love you as long as I live. As long as you’ll let me.”
She searched his gaze. “And that would be enough for you?”
He inhaled audibly. “It has to be. I’m not my father, Maggie. I don’t
want to change you. I love you for who and what you are.”
Her hands reached over the fur to clasp his.
“Then we have a problem,” she said. “I am not . . . what I was.”
“Beautiful? Gutsy? Caring? Smart?”
She was pleased he saw her as all those things. But she was not
casting for compliments. She needed to make him understand.
“I am not selkie. I do not have my powers any longer.” Caleb’s eyes
narrowed. “But you bound Tan.”
She blinked. “I . . . Yes.”
“And you called the dolphins.”
She smiled, remembering. “I did, didn’t I?”
“Being selkie—it isn’t about your skin. It’s something deeper.
Something inside you. You’re different, Maggie. Amazing. Magic.” His
gaze, his hands, were warm and steady on hers. “You’re . . . you.”
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Margred stared at her hands, linked with his. Her human hands that
had learned to wash dishes and set a table and soothe her lover’s hurts.
Her selkie hands that had summoned the rain and bound a demon.
Was Caleb right?
She was not what she once was.
Maybe she was more.
“Maybe I am not changed,” she acknowledged. “But I have grown.”
Like a child learning to stand on its own two sturdy legs, like a bride
leaving her mother’s house, she was ready to leave the cradle and bosom
of the sea and walk on solid ground.
“I don’t want to visit you to take my pleasure,” she continued. “I
want a real life with you, to sleep with you and talk with you. To grow
old with you. To have children with you.”
And she would never leave them, she vowed. She would never leave
him
. She could live on land and still be of the sea.
“How about dying with me?” Caleb challenged her.
She nodded. “I told you. I would not want to live without you.”
“Maggie . . .” His eyes were gray and troubled as the northern sea.
“I’m not a religious guy. But . . . only humans have souls, you said. Is one
life with me enough for you? Is it worth giving up eternity?”
Only humans asked so many questions.
Only humans had such doubts.
And such faith.
Margred smiled. “I love you,” she said. “I believe you love me. I do
not believe the God of love would let such a thing happen if our love was
meant to die with these bodies. ”
“God help us both, then,” Caleb said. “Because I’d go to Hell to get
you back.”
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* * * *
They stood on a hilltop overlooking the sea, the sweep of horizon
sharp and curved as a line drawn by pencil. Below, the boundary between
land and sea blurred with every wave that rushed and retreated over the
rocks.
Margred shook out her hair, the taste of brine on her lips, her bare
feet planted on the sun-warmed soil among the buttercups and blowing
grass. In the distance, strings of lobster pots crossed the water like lines
of bright embroidery stitches, but no boats, no swimmers, no kayakers
broke the far, wide, wrinkled surface of the ocean.
“Maggie.” She loved the way he spoke her name. Caleb stood
behind her, upright and strong as a lighthouse on the headland. “Are you
sure?”
She had never been more certain of anything. “I lived in the ocean
for seven hundred years. The sea is in my blood, always. But you are my
heart.”
She held the sealskin in her arms, the coarse, rippling fur, the warm,
sleek weight of it. And when the surf rushed in again, she dropped it into
the sea.
A harbor seal popped its bullet-shaped head from the water to watch
as the waves plucked and dragged at the bundled pelt, carrying it, rolling
and unfolding, out to sea.
Margred sighed. Smiled.
And turned to find Caleb waiting for her, a look in his eyes that