Right?
“Grace!” Natalie let out an enthusiastic shriek and darted down the dirt path that wound from the bunks to the mess hall. Pandemonium ensued, campers hollering, hugging, and clapping one another on the back, commenting on haircuts, wardrobes, highlights from the school year past. 3C had kept a blog online over the course of the year where they could post shout-outs and updates to one another, but there was nothing like some good old-fashioned face time. The Internet, Natalie mused, would never really substitute for actual human interaction. Though she and her friends were lucky to have it when they couldn't see one another in person.
“Hey!” Grace called out, jogging over from where her own bunk was congregated. “Did you say hi to everyone else?”
Natalie shook her head. “Just got down here. Bummer that we're split up,” she said.
“Seriously.” Grace put the back of her hand to her forehead like a heroine from an old movie. “No, seriously,” she said, straightening up. “It's totally annoying.”
Natalie smiled sympathetically, then lowered her voice to a whisper: “How is it with Gaby?”
“Oh, whatever. I think it's going to be the way it always was with Chelsea. You knowâgrin and make the best of it.”
Natalie giggled. “Shh,” she warned. “Don't want her to hear you. We have to get off on the right foot. New summer, fresh start, etc. . . .”
“Good point,” Grace said, saluting and making one of her “Grace-faces.” She turned toward her bunkmates and beckoned them to her. Soon Natalie, Alyssa, and Jenna were reunited with their old friends.
“So who's new in 4C?” Jenna asked.
“Tiernan and Abby,” Alex said authoritatively. Alex loved nothing more than a chance to be authoritative.
Most of the time it's cute,
Natalie thought.
Most of the time.
“And Priya from last year,” Alex continued.
Priya had been at Lakeview the previous summer, but she'd been in bunk 3B, and so neither Nat nor any of her friends had gotten to know her very well. Natalie remembered being very impressed by Priya's skin, which was always clear and rosy. Too bad that she was such a tomboy that she didn't fully appreciate her good fortune. Priya was notable for being BFF with a
boy.
His name was Jordan and they did everything together, though they swore they were
just friends.
“What about your counselors?” Jenna asked.
“Oh, we've got Becky, and then Sophie is our CIT,” Alex said. Becky was a longtime counselor who was a favorite among the campers, and Sophie had been a camper herself in the oldest division the summer before. “They're really cool.”
“Awesome,” Natalie said. “We've got Andie and Mia. They're both new.”
“You know what that means,” Jenna cackled, rubbing her hands together with glee.
“You promised you would behave,” Natalie reminded her friend. “No more repeats of horrible pranks gone awry, like last year.”
“Spoil my fun, why don't you,” Jenna said, pouting. “Fine.” She folded her arms across her chest.
“We've got some cool new girls in our bunk, too,” Natalie said. “You have to meet Tori. She's from L.A.âvery Hollywood.”
“Really? How much Hollywood can one camp have?” Brynn teased, tossing her head and fluffing her bright red hair in the breeze. Like Grace, Brynn loved drama and could always be counted on to be very over-the-top. “Wait, I take that back. Maybe it's my chance to be discovered. The more Hollywood, the better! Bring her on!”
Natalie laughed. “Definitely.” She craned her neck, trying to pick Tori out of the crush of campers. “I have no idea where she went. Ohâthere!” she said, spotting her friend. “Toriâcome up and meet the 4C-ers!”
Tori looked up from where she stood and, catching Natalie's eye, smiled and ran toward the girls. “Hey,” she said, grinning warmly at the others. “I'm Tori.”
Natalie introduced her friends quickly. “Don't worry, there won't be, like, a quiz or anything later,” she joked.
“I'm good with names,” Tori assured her. “I have a great memory. It's a little weird.”
“So where'd you disappear to?” Nat asked. “I turned around andâpoofâyou were gone!”
“Oh, well, I had a little situation,” Tori said, lowering her voice.
“Uh-oh, what happened?” Jenna asked, looking worried.
Tori chuckled. “Nothing like that,” she said. “It was, like, a big-time Hottie Alert. I felt it was my duty to scope out the situation.”
“How big of you,” Alyssa said drily.
Natalie shoved her friend lightly. “I, for one, appreciate the gravity of the Hottie Alert,” she said, very serious. The twinkle in her eye gave her away, however. “Show me!” she squealed, grabbing on to Tori's arm.
“Oh, yeah, you'll need a full visual,” Tori said. “I don't think mere words could do him justice.” She scanned the crowd again. “He was just standing over by the pagoda, sort of by himself. If he's still there, it's the perfect opportunity to go over and say hi. He was, like, thin, with these awesome blue eyes. Light brown hair. You know . . . your basic hottie.”
A suspicious feeling settled into the pit of Natalie's stomach. She knew a certain blue-eyed someone who loved to hang out by the pagoda, often by himself. But then, what were the odds . . .
there must a ton of blue-eyed boys here at Lakeview.
“That's him! Couldn't you just
die
?” Tori shrieked, waking Nat from her little internal monologue.
Natalie whipped her head around. All at once, her worst instincts were confirmed. Never again would she brush aside that twinge of suspicion in her gut. She hated to believe it, but the truth was right there, in front of her face. She was looking directly at Tori's new crush.
She was looking directly at
Simon
!
chapter
THREE
“It's, like, a travesty, right?” Tori said, squeezing Natalie's arm so hard, Nat thought she'd lose circulation. “Such adorableness should not be standing there all by himself.”
Perfect,
Natalie thought.
This girl is checking out
my
maybe-boyfriend, and meanwhile I'm the one losing blood supply to my outer limbs.
She gently extricated herself from Tori's death-grip of love, wondering what the best, most graceful way would be to handle the situation. How to break the news to Tori that, in fact, the hottie she was scoping out was spoken for? Sort of. Maybe.
“Oh, that's
perfect.
”
Somehow, Chelsea had crept up behind the girls and witnessed this completely awkward moment. She was grinning at Nat and Tori like the cat that had eaten the canary. “I guess there just aren't enough boys to go around. What a shame,” she said, widening her eyes innocently before slinking off.
“What is she talking abâoh, no,” Tori said, realization dawning. She clapped one hand over her mouth. “Tell me I'm checking out your guy,” she said sheepishly.
Natalie shrugged. “Sort of. I mean, it's okay. He
is
cute,” she added, trying to be gracious.
I mean, assuming he's still my guy and all.
Tori squealed againâthis time out of embarrassment. “Oh, my godâI am
so
sorry! That is totally uncool. And you've been so great, showing me around and stuff. I hope you're not mad.”
“How could I be?” Nat asked, realizing as she said it that it was true. Tori clearly hadn't meant any harm, and she could hardly be blamed for thinking that Simon was cute.
I mean, he is,
Nat thought.
No doubt about it.
Just looking at him sent her into fluttery spasms. She hadn't seen him since the reunion. Talking on the phone and sending e-mails just wasn't the same thing. But was it going to be, like, weird now? She had no idea. Suddenly her cheeks were buzzing, her tongue felt dry, and her hands were clammy and cold. It wasn't as though she was
so
terribly socially awkwardâback home, she and Kyle Taylor had enjoyed a brief flirtation that had basically fizzled. But Nat's feelings for Simon were much stronger than any she'd ever had for Kyle Taylor, or anyone else.
“Go talk to him,” Tori urged, pressing her index finger into Natalie's ribs. “He's staring at you.”
Nat looked up. Simon, in fact,
did
seem to be staring at her. His eyes were practically boring holes into her forehead.
Get it together, Nat
, she willed herself.
“Go. Say. Hi.” It was Alyssa, stage-whispering through clenched teeth. Thankfully, she knew Natalie all too well. Natalie took a quick glance over her shoulder and was relieved to see the full alliance of the two bunksâher friends from 4A and 4C alikeâall with fingers surreptitiously crossed and well-wishing her as she step-shuffled the endless ten feet toward the pagoda.
Embarrassing as the scene with Tori had been, Nat could be grateful for the fact that Simon hadn't witnessed any of it. Thank goodness for his laid-back, easygoing attitude; he was sitting in the pagoda staring off into space, lost in his own thoughts.
“Hey,” Natalie said tentatively, creeping up next to him.
Startled, Simon jumped. When he realized it was only Natalie, he relaxed and smiled. “Sorry,” he said. “Very cool, right?”
“Hey, it's okay,” Natalie joked, laughing. She appreciated that he wasn't the type to take himself too seriously. “It's my fault for sneaking up on you.”
“That's true,” he agreed. He stood and dusted off the back of his shorts. Natalie was struck by how tall he wasâhad a grown an extra three feet over the school year? Now she had to truly tilt her head up if she wanted to look into his eyes. Which she did. She really, really did.
Now that they were both standing, what had been a mild self-consciousness was unfolding into a massive, full-body nervous tic. Nat had no idea what to do with her hands, her fingers, her hair. She settled on tucking a stray lock of her dark hair behind one ear, crossing her arms across her chest and, finally, abandoning the stiff posture for a calculatedly breezy one-hand-on-hip, one-hand-hooked-into-back pocket pose. It seemed to work; once her arms were accounted for, she felt her body go slack as some of the tension ran off in great waves.
“Soâ” they both said at the same time. Nat giggled again. “You first.”
“How was the rest of your year?”
Nat made a face. “Sixth grade. Homework. Fun,” she said sarcastically. “But, um, my bunkmates and I kept a reading group going online. I liked that. We read some cool stuff.
The Pinballs.
Um . . . other books . . .” she finished lamely, drawing a total blank as a result of her extreme nerves.
“Oh, yeah?” Simon asked, sounding genuinely curious. “I got really into Ray Bradbury this year. I love sci-fi.”
If it didn't happen in Episode III, Nat didn't know sci-fi. She was sort of limited in that genre. She smiled at Simon weakly, wondering how interested she was supposed to pretend to be. She was still fairly new at the whole dating thing. “What bunk are you in?” she asked, casually changing the subject.
“4D,” Simon said. “Just across the field from you guys, right?”
“Right,” she said, pleasantly surprised that he had taken the time to check out her bunk. That was definitely a good sign, shared love of sci-fi or no.
“Right,” he said, glancing downward and kicking a little circle in the dust with his sneaker. Nat suddenly panickedâwhat if she was losing his interest?
Quick, say something
, she commanded herself. To no availâany interesting anecdote that had happened to her within the past six months flew out of her brain, as if by magic. It was amazing, really. She couldn't think of one tiny comment to make.
My homeroom teacher would
not
believe this,
Natalie thought wryly. She was considered the class chatterbox, and small talk wasn't something that usually came difficult to her.
Maybe the awkward tension was all in her mind?
“So,” Simon said, coughing slightly. “I'm going to . . .” He trailed off, gesturing mildly to where a group of boysâhis bunkmates, likelyâwere congregated, involved in some sort of complicated spitting contest. Natalie willed herself not to shudder.
Obviously, the awkward tension was
not
all in her mind. Drat.
“Yeah, I have toâ” Nat jerked her head back to where her friends stood, all furiously spying on the duo, though fervently pretending that they weren't.
“So, I'll um . . . see you later?” Simon asked, as if he wasn't sure at all that he would.
“You know where to find me,” Natalie replied, instantly wondering why she had decided to be so flip. This was Simon, for Pete's sakeâthe boy who had held her hand and never lost his cool when they'd gotten lost last summer on a camping trip. Simon, who had e-mailed her and called her and kissed her cheek at the camp reunion.
Simon.
They were friends. Maybe more.