Secret life: firsthand accounts of UFO abductions (22 page)

They look the same size all the way, just thin.

… Can you see normal-looking genitals?

No.

Can you see anything down there?

No.

Now she’s sitting there next to this woman.

I can’t see any bones in her.

You mean you don’t see a big bone structure?

Right.

Does she have knees? Can you see her knees?

No.

How about feet, toes?

Yeah, I can see her feet.

Does she have ankles, you know that little bone that sticks out at your ankle there?

No, everything’s straight.

What about toes, does she have toes on her feet?

Yes, they’re long.

How old do you think she might be, if you were to make a guess?

Eight.

Now, as you sort of look back up toward her head, can you tell if she has a nose?

A little nose.

And a mouth?

Yes.

How about lips?

No.

Can you describe her chin?

I don’t think she has one.

Now, when you look at the girl’s hair, is the girl’s hair just sort of groomed, or is it styled in any way?

I don’t think she has any.

Now, how do you know she’s a girl?

The man told me.

Now, the man wants you to play with her, and so what’s the first thing that you do then?

We take a couple of steps and then we sit down… on the floor.… I sat down cross-legged. I think she did too. We were sitting. And then the man and the woman were watching us. But I don’t think we did anything, we just sat there.

Do you communicate with her?

I think I asked her what she wanted to play.

And what does she say?

I don’t think she wanted to play.

Does she reply to you?

She might have said, “I don’t know.”… I started to say that I would think of a game. I think she said to “just sit there.”

Now what is she doing while you’re sitting there?

She’s just sitting there…. She’s looking right at me.

Is she looking at your body, or at your head and face, or eyes?

At first she’s looking at my eyes, and I can’t take my eyes off of her. She can move her eyes around and look at different things.

But your eyes are sort of riveted on her?

Right.

So basically you sit there and you face each other.

Right. I think that she’s looking at me because she has to. But that’s because I’m looking at her because I have to.

Why do you think that might be the case?

I don’t know, but it seems very important, and I can’t move my eyes away… . She doesn’t have any ears….

So now you’re sitting there with her, cross-legged, and what happens then, after you are through sort of observing each other?

I think we hug each other and I leave.

Do you stand up to do that or are you still sitting down?

We stand up.

Does she say something to you then? Communicate with you?

“It’s time to go.” I think she said, “It’s time to go now. Say ‘goodbye.’”

Do you hug each other then?

Mm-hmm.

Now when you put your arms around her, can you feel her bone structure when you do that?

She’s solid. I put my arms around her shoulders, and she puts her arms around my back.

Does she sort of hold you, you sort of hold her for a while, or is this a very quick thing?

It’s quick….

And what does she do when she pulls away?

Nothing. She stands back, and I walk toward the man….

(Janet Demerest, 9, 1964)

Andrew Garcia, who was an alcohol rehabilitation counselor, was referred to me by another abductee. We examined an abduction incident that happened to him just a few months before our hypnotic regression. After several Mindscan preparations in which he was told that he was about to be shown something, he was presented with a five-year-old girl.

There’s some little girl… she looks like, I call her Maria.

Have you seen her before, do you think, or is Maria somebody you know?

It’s not her, it’s not Maria.

Who is Maria then?

I thought it was my niece, but her eyes were different, so she wasn’t Maria, but I called her Maria.

Does she respond?

I look into her eyes and they are so peaceful, so unspoiled.

When you look into her eyes where is she?

She’s like right next to me, coming right up to me….

How close does she get to you?

Close, very close, and she looks right into my eyes and I’m calling her name and I’m so happy to see her. I’m really happy to see her.

Does she communicate with you at all?

No. I don’t get the sense that she is, but I get the sense that she is receiving everything that I’m saying in my head.

The communication is one-way then?

Uh-huh. As if all these emotions and thoughts are coming through.

What kind of emotions?

Excitement, anticipation, and love. I want to hold her. She comes closer. Her eyes are so watery.

Do you see any whites in her eyes?

No, they just seem watery, black as marble.

Does she have any hair?

She appeared to have some when I first saw her, she had this black hair, but when she came closer I was transfixed on her eyes.

Okay.

I can’t seem to focus on other things.

Is she still coming closer?

Yes. She’s like at my face.

I see.

I’m drawn into her….

Does she touch you at all?

Yes, she does.

How does that happen?

Very lightly, very careful, not like someone walking up and touching you.

Where does she touch you?

On my cheek, like a little poke. Did you ever watch a kid that wants to touch something and just pokes it?

Right.

There’s a sense of joining, yeah, and it’s not long.

What’s happening now?

She’s like pulling back. I’m like screaming in my head.

Screaming for her?

Not to leave. I’m like upset, I’m calling her. I’m very upset.

Does she respond to that?

They don’t understand why I’m upset. No sense of compassion, or no real understanding of the separation. I’m very upset,
crying. The one [Taller Being] comes up to me, the one at my side, he stares at me.

Does he communicate to you at that time?

Yes. I have a sense of calming down. “This is how it has to be.” I asked him if she will be back. He says, “Yes, another time.”

(Andrew Garcia, 34, 1989)

Once in a while an older child is brought out. This Being appears to be an adolescent. Here again the central purpose of this encounter is for the abductee to hug the child. The aliens once asked Karen Morgan to embrace an adolescent female. When she refused, the aliens put the girl next to her, placed Karen’s arms around her, and the adolescent embraced Karen. When Karen attempted to put her arms down, the aliens immediately wrapped her arms around the teenager again, and held them there with their hands. The girl offspring remained motionless, hugging Karen, for a long time. Then when she was finished, Karen’s arms were let go and the adolescent, now a little more active than before, turned to Karen and silently said, “Thank you.”

Abductees almost never encounter adult offspring in a controlled physical contact situation as with the younger ones, but some abductees have reported that they have seen what might be adolescent and adult offspring helping the aliens in their procedures, especially sperm collection. But the purpose of the production of offspring remains one of the great mysteries of abduction research.

“YOU MUST NOW BREED.”

Some of the more sensational material in abduction accounts, including a variety of specifically sexual activities, comes out of the abductee’s ancillary experiences. These specialized procedures performed by aliens may recur many times to an individual abductee although other abductees may never experience them. The reasons for their existence remain obscure. Yet their compatibility with the overall structure of abductions strongly suggests that they are an integral part of the abduction experience and not just anomalies.

The ancillary experiences usually come after the primary experiences, but it is not necessary for secondary experiences to have taken place beforehand.

In one common ancillary procedure, the aliens bring the abductee into a room with a large tank or even a small “swimming pool” in it. The aliens tell her to get into the tank. The liquid is clear and at first glance looks like water, but it is not water. The abductee is told to submerge herself in the liquid and stay there. She may be scared that she will drown, but the aliens reassure her that she will be all right. She gets in over her head and then is told to breathe. She finds that she is able to breathe normally even though her head is under “water.” After a short time she is told to get out. Sometimes the aliens dry her off, but most of the time they do not. The purpose of the pool procedure is unknown.

James Austino had a breathing pool procedure in 1988. During his hypnotic regression he described seeing an adolescent offspring wearing a white smock and helping the aliens. James found himself looking at a large, oval pool of water, and the adolescent urged him to get into it.

It’s like, “We’ve got to go in the water.” I’m like, “No, no, no….” She says, “It’s not so bad,” that’s the impression I get. And then she gets in. The water’s green.

Green?

Yeah, it’s almost like it’s luminescent. When I look at her, you can see the silhouette of her body. She’s just standing in it.
In the water?

And she says, “Come on, it’s not so bad.” Okay. Does she just jump in herself first?

She just kind of eases herself in.

When she says, “We have to go into the water,” does she use specifically that word?

No, but that’s the impression I’m getting.

So now you see her in there, is her hair getting wet?

No, she’s standing in it. That’s why she’s not sinking.

Oh, I see. How far into the water is she?

About up to her chest.

Is her dress straight down, or is it sort of floating out?

It’s kind of floating a little bit, but not straight out. And I just jump in.

And then you just go straight down past her?

Mm-mmm.

Oh, you don’t.

I’m in and I look at her, like, “Okay, I’m in.” And I look back, and the five or so things look pleased.

Okay.

And then she comes over to me and says, “Just lay back, and just relax.” That’s when I sit back down. That’s when I feel like I’m going down.

But you’re not being supported by anything, then?

Mm-mmm. I just sink down to the bottom, and I start to breathe.

How far is it down to the bottom?

About four, five feet.

So it’s not a very deep tank, then?

No, it’s about four feet. And I start to breathe, that’s the neat thing.

Now, when you look at the sides of this thing, can you see the walls? Is it transparent?

It’s just walls. It’s pretty big, though. I see her getting out, because I see her legs leaving.

How does she get out? Does she go over to the side and pull herself out?

She pulls herself out. That’s when I start to feel blacking out and stuff.

Did you taste the stuff?

No. It makes you numb, though. It feels body-temperature, too.

Okay. So you go down, you’re about four or five feet down.

Mm-hmm.

You feel numb, and then you’re sort of blacking out a little bit.

But I’m breathing, which is really strange.