Secrets of Yden (36 page)

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“The field wasn't that bad, Trey. Why exactly are we in here today?” Cole asked, spreading his arms wide toward the whole gym. Trey glanced at him briefly, and then searched the room again.
There she is
. Scout was sitting on the floor, folded in half with her head on her right knee, her long, honey-brown hair pulled into a messy bun on top of her head. “Oh. That'd be why.” Cole grunted in disgust and shoved Trey in the shoulder, but Trey's eyes never left Scout.

“Dude, you have a girlfriend, remember? And it isn't that one.” Kasen said, nodding toward Scout with his chin.

Trey shook his head. No, he'd lost Scout. Now she hated him and he had to resort to sneaky plans and extensive plotting to even see her anymore. Which was saying a lot, since he lived only three houses down from her. And he deserved it. Every ounce of hate she threw at him, he deserved it.

“You do this very often, and she'll rearrange her schedule again so she doesn't have to see you.” Cole said quietly. Cole was Trey's best friend, and had been since he'd moved into the neighborhood eight years ago. He was shorter than Trey by several inches, and black, but Trey felt like he was more of a brother than Trey's actual brothers were. He was also powerful and fast and when he had the ball, no one could stop him. He'd already had several college scouts by to watch him play and they were only a couple months into their senior year. Although the season ended in less than a month, unless they made it to state…

“Trey. Ya in there?” Kasen asked, waving his hand in front of Trey's face.

“Yeah. Sorry. Thinking about State.” Trey glanced at him quickly before his gaze jumped back to Scout, watching her stretch, wondering if it hurt as she moved, knowing it was his fault. She hid her pain well, but he guessed by the close watch Kamille kept on her, that it was still a major issue. He swallowed the guilt threatening to choke him. “Anyway, I thought we should practice in here because of that weird disease everyone keeps talking about. They think you get it from being outside,” he finished lamely, but neither of his friends believed him. He didn't believe him, either.

“Hanlin! Davis! Slater!” The football coach bellowed, startling them all. Scout raised her head, watching them jog across the gigantic room, and Trey felt his cheeks burn. Of course he would get her attention
now
, when he didn't want it. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw her smirk before switching legs and going back to her stretch.

He tried to focus on his sprints, he really did. When he'd told Coach Cavenaugh that they needed to work inside today, it hadn't
just
been so he could see Scout. They needed a good workout, and the fields really were muddy. But the music started and the drill team started practicing, and Coach Cavenaugh pretty much ceased to exist — not just for Trey, either.

Scout was good. She danced like she'd been born for it, and she'd won all kinds of awards. But that was before the accident.
Before you ruined her life
. Now, even as he sneakily watched her, he could see the stiffness in her movements, the fear and the pain. Still beautiful, but not as free. And it was all his fault.

Trey swallowed hard, again, at the guilt eating away at him. “Hanlin! Pay attention!” Cavenaugh snapped. Trey hit the floor, throwing himself into his push ups.

Three interminable hours later, Cavenaugh finally relented. “Clean up, guys. You were all terrible today. Extra reps on the weights for all of you,” he grumbled, waving them toward the locker room. “Great idea, Trey. Remind me to listen to you next time you suggest working inside,” he said as Trey jogged past him.

“Sorry, Coach. I really thought it'd be a good idea.”

“I'll bet you did,” Cavenaugh shook his head, and Trey followed his gaze to where Scout was working. Even the coach knew Trey's ulterior motives? Awesome. That wasn't embarrassing at all.

He waited for her after practice, knowing she finished up about the same time as he did. While he waited he leaned against the wall, counting tiles on the ceiling, watching the sun sink lower in the sky, anything but staring in hopeful terror at the locker room door. “Man, she's hiding in there waiting for you to leave.” Cole said with a half-disgusted shake of his head as he walked by, heading for the parking lot.

Trey waited.

He was on the verge of believing Cole was right when she came out of the locker room, digging through her messenger bag for her keys. Her messy bun had fallen into an even messier tangle of curls, only half-held by her elastic band. She carried her gym bag and still wore her dance clothes. His heart thudded painfully in his chest as he fought to memorize every detail. “Hey Scout.”

Her feet froze as she raised her head slowly, glaring before her eyes even reached his face. “What, Trey?”

He pushed away from the wall where he'd been leaning for the last several minutes. The extra reps had about done him in. His biceps had never been in so much pain. “When do you want to get started on our project?” He kept his voice mild and tried not to meet her eyes, like he planned on doing if he ever came face-to-face with an angry mountain lion.

“I'm not working with you, Trey,” she said, her voice dripping icicles.

“But our project—” he objected.

She folded her arms across her chest. “I don't care.”

He sighed, rubbing his neck. “Scout, we both know you do care. You've got all kinds of scholarships lined up, and you need this project.” He tipped his head, waiting until she met his eyes. “When do you want to get started?”

She stared at him for several minutes until her eyes softened just a bit and she nodded. “Tomorrow night? We'll both have easier practices since the game is on Friday, so we should be able to get started earlier.”

“Sounds good. Six at my house? My mom makes spaghetti on Thursdays.” Trey sounded breathless, even to his own ears.

A hint of a smile crossed Scout's face. “I know. I remember.” And then the smile was gone and her eyes hardened again. “I'll eat before I come. See you at six thirty.” She spun on her heel and walked away, leaving him alone in the hall.

“How'd it go?” Cole asked as Trey walked up to the truck. Cole leaned against it patiently, and Trey felt bad making him wait so long.

“Sorry, forgot it was my turn to drive today.” He unlocked the truck so Cole could climb in. “She hates me as much as ever.”

“Yeah. I don't think that's gonna get any better, Trey.” Cole said as he slid into the passenger seat, fastening his seatbelt.

“No, I don't think it will.” When Trey tried to sleep at night, he still saw the flashing red and blue lights. He could still hear the sirens. And every time he drove past that stoplight, he saw the whole thing again, heard Scout scream as he spun the wheel, trying to avoid the semi, and then the echoing silence as her scream was cut short.

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“Hi Scout. How was school?” Lil Bit met Scout at the door and Scout planted a kiss on the top of her head.

“Long. How bout you?”

“Not long enough.” Lil Bit frowned. Scout's sister was eleven, looked like she was eight, and was treated like she was six. It drove the little girl nuts. Scout refused to do it, which might be why Lil Bit loved her the most.

“They made you take a short day again?” Scout asked, hanging her bags and jacket on the hook in the mudroom.

“Yep. I thought I saw…” Lil Bit froze, her hand clapped over her mouth.

“Hey.” Scout squatted down so they were face to face, peeling Lil Bit's hand away from her face. “You can tell me. I'm safe, remember?”

Lil Bit peered through the doorway and looked over her shoulder, comically making sure they were alone, although Scout was pretty sure she wasn't being comical on purpose. “I thought I saw soul stealers.”

Scout sat back on her heels, her eyes widening. Soul stealers were new. She'd never heard Lil Bit talk about them before. Unicorns, yes. All the time. “What are soul stealers?”

Lil Bit's face paled, making her big brown eyes look like pits of terror in her face. “They're monsters.”

Scout cracked a smile. “I assumed that, kiddo. What kind of monsters? Where did you see them?”

Lil Bit had been ‘seeing' things since she was tiny. Their parents put her in a special school and had taken her to all kinds of doctors. For a while, she had quit talking completely. It hadn't been until Scout spent three months in the hospital that Lil Bit had finally opened up — and that was only because she thought Scout was unconscious and couldn't hear her.

“I saw them on TV, on the news. But they're coming here. They're coming everywhere,” Lil Bit whispered.

Who let her watch the news?
Scout wondered furiously, but she didn't say it. “What do they look like?”

“Like… like black skeleton ghosts. All hunched up. With long claw-y fingers that they use to steal souls.”

“Good grief.” Scout pulled her into a hug, wrapping her arms around Lil Bit, trying to block out all the scary things that assaulted her on a daily basis. “I'm so sorry.”

She stroked Lil Bit's black silky hair until Lil Bit pushed her away with a grin. “You talked to Trey today.” Lil Bit had been amazing Scout with the things she
knew
for years, but it
still surprised her every time.

“How'd you know?”

Lil Bit had loved Trey. His abandonment hurt her as much as it hurt Scout, almost. But her hurt hadn't turned to hatred. She still waved every time she saw him outside. Lil Bit turned and skipped from the room. “I just did. What'd he want?”

Scout rose to her feet, groaning as her back shrieked in protest. Right after the accident, the doctors had told her she'd never walk again. She'd proven them wrong, but her back still liked to remind her constantly that the pain was in charge, not her.

Lil Bit paused in the living room, looking back at Scout expectantly. “We are stuck together on a science project,” Scout said as she followed her in, collapsing on the couch to pull off her shoes. Lil Bit said nothing, just continued to stare at her with those big eyes, so Scout continued, “I don't want to work with him. I don't want anything to do with him.” It was amazing how one could be simultaneously in love with someone and hate him at the exact same time. Only Lil Bit knew the truth, and she wouldn't tell.

“Scout? Is that you?” Scout's mom, Laila, called from the office. She worked from home as an office manager, which meant she could be a workaholic and an active, participating-in-their-lives kind of mom at the same time.

“Yeah Mom. Hi.” Scout waved as Laila's head popped around the corner, still wearing the headset.

“Dad's making chicken noodle soup,” Lil Bit whispered, and clapped her hands, bouncing on her toes. “We won't have to eat Mom's cooking!”

Scout laughed out loud at that one. Laila tried, she really did, but kitchen fires were more easily produced than actual food when it was her turn to cook.

“Come eat!” Travis yelled, his voice carrying through the entire house, and maybe two houses down. He peered through the doorway, motioning them with his oven mitt. Lil Bit looked just like him — silky black hair and big, round dark eyes. Scout looked like Laila, with the long, honey-brown hair, and sea-foam-green eyes. Those eyes had the ability to make Laila look deceptively mild. Scout was for-real mild, so her eyes fit her personality much better than her mom's.

Lil Bit grabbed Scout's hand, dragging her off the couch as she raced for the kitchen, bypassing the dining room that they only used when Grandma and Grandpa came for dinner. Travis was just setting the steaming bowls of deliciousness on the table as Scout slid into her chair.

“How was practice?” Laila asked, sitting next to her.

“Hurt quite a bit. Kamille found some stretches she's hoping will help.” Scout said, pausing to blow on her soup before she shoved a spoonful into her mouth.
Oh so good.

“You remember you have a physical therapy appointment next week, right? You'll have to miss practice on Tuesday,” Laila said, and Scout could see the gears in her mom's brain working as she scanned some internal calendar.

“Yep, I remember. I… have to work on a science project with Trey tomorrow at 6:30. Is that okay?” She hesitated, because both her parents disliked Trey, almost more than she did. It wasn't the accident that upset them so much, but the way he had hurt her after. They had never forgiven him. Her family definitely knew how to hold a good grudge. Except Lil Bit. Scout smiled fondly at her across the table. Lil Bit didn't hold a grudge. She rarely got angry even.
If only we were all like you,
Scout thought, and Lil Bit met her eyes across the table, breaking into a smile. Somehow, she had heard Scout. Somehow, she had always been able to.

Scout had to wait until after dinner to be able to talk to her mom alone. “Who let Lil Bit watch the news?” Scout asked, her voice low so that her sister wouldn't hear her from the TV room.

Laila handed her another dish to dry, her hand shaking slightly. “It was on in the teachers' lounge. She saw it through the doorway.” Clearly, Laila was upset, but Scout wasn't sure if it was because of the incident at Lil Bit's school, or if it was because they had to worry about incidents like this in the first place.

Lil Bit, also known as Veronica to mostly no one, was their golden child. Scout had been a surprise, coming along before Laila and Travis had even decided to get married. Oh yeah, of course they would have gotten married anyway. Or so they said.

Then they had tried for six years to get pregnant again. Doctors said it wasn't possible. They had done all the fertility treatments, all the procedures. And when they had given up, Lil Bit finally decided to come along. So, knowing that Lil Bit was “special”, as Scout's parents called it, upset them quite a bit. It upset Scout, too, but not for the same reason. She hated to see how being different hurt her adorable little sister. Lil Bit didn't understand. She only knew whatever she was it was the wrong thing to be. Scout was determined to chase that thought away for good.

Scout went to bed after dinner. She was too tired and in too much pain to do her homework — the thought of sitting in her office chair made her back scream in horror. She was mostly on the sleeping side of asleep when she heard the door creak and seconds later the shuffle of rapid steps across the carpet. She forced an eye open, trying to read the clock in the darkness. It was just after midnight. She felt her bed sag and then bounce. “Are you awake?” Lil Bit asked in a tiny, frightened whisper that made Scout's heart ache worse than her back ever could.

“Yep.” She tried not to sound like she'd been sleeping.

“Can I sleep with you?”

“Of course. Snuggle on over here, Lil Bit. But keep your cold toes to yourself.” Scout mumbled, rubbing sleep from her eyes. Lil Bit, finally taking shape in the darkness, burrowed into Scout's side, taking care not to nudge Scout's back in the process. Scout pulled the covers up to Lil Bit's chin, tucking them tight. “I've got you now. Sleep, little one.” Scout murmured. She knew with Lil Bit in her bed that there would be no more sleeping for
her
, because she couldn't lie so still for so long without her back acting up. But Lil Bit had stopped shaking, and Scout liked to believe that the terror was gone from those huge brown eyes. It was worth it.

Lil Bit escaped back to her room when Scout's alarm went off. Scout dragged herself to her feet and headed for the shower, stopping to tuck Lil Bit back into her own bed on the way. Her parents, thankfully, didn't get up until Scout was almost ready to leave, so they didn't know about Lil Bit's late night visits.

She was half-through with her shower before it finally warmed up. Her teeth were still chattering when she got out, and her pick broke trying to comb through her baby fine curls.

It was going to be a long day.