Seduction (The Journal of the Wolves of Spruce Hollow) (21 page)

It was so maddening that he had such a hold over me, but there was absolutely I could do to help it. He was my mate and his blood flowed through my veins.
 

Sleeping or not, he still called to me on a cellular level. But I would fight it tonight. So, I screwed up my face and held my breath so I wouldn’t have to take his scent into my lungs.

Roan moved in the bed and suddenly his naked hip pushed up against me and touched the top of my bare leg.
He came to bed naked?
That untrustworthy jerk! He knew his nakedness would make it even more difficult for me to resist him.
 

My face was hot and flushed with both anger and desire. I was bristling with fight inside but something older and more potent was swaying my resolve .
 

Thankfully Roan was blissfully unaware of the struggle that waged inside of me. He hadn’t a clue and was irritatingly peaceful as he breathed softly beside me. So, rather than act on the lust filled images that filled my head, I just laid there and endured the bombardment of Roan’s pheromones.
 

God, I was horny.
Damn my traitorous body!

I desperately wanted Roan buried deep inside me while he whispered wicked things into my ear. But, I was still too angry at what he had done to me to wake him up and tell him that my body was on fire for him.
 

Instead, I decided the only way I was going to get any relief was by taking matters into my own hands and bringing myself to orgasm.
 

My fingers snaked up and started to play with my nipples, rolling and pulling them until they were hard and aching. Of course, it was not as good as being touched by Roan’s big hands, but it would have to do.
 

I cupped my breasts and rubbed my thumbs over the stiff, sensitive peaks until my desire slowly built. It didn’t take long before I was completely consumed by thoughts of Roan holding me down and plunging deeply into me.
 

My longing for him scented the room as I began to touch my aching pussy. It was absurdly gushing wet and more than ready for mating with Roan.
 

Moaning softly, I pushed my finger deep inside my slick pussy and then pulled it out. My clit was throbbing almost painfully as I started circling it around and around, spreading my juices around with my fingers.
 

It felt so good, yet I was still not satisfied. I needed Roan.
 

I knew deep down that only he could satisfy my hunger. God, I wanted to fuck him so badly that I nearly felt wild with need.
Oh god, I am in heat for cripes sake. Great timing body.

Fuck, I need you Roan. I need you inside me. My body called out to him through our blood bond, roaring out my need to him. But he slept on, ignorant of the struggle playing out inside me.
 

Roan’s scent drove me so crazy that it almost physically hurt. I could do nothing but moan softly and play with myself. I really did not want to wake him and beg for him to mate with me, so I continued circling my clit over and over and prayed that I would hurry up and come.

Oh God, please. I need you.
 

Clenching around the emptiness, I could feel my orgasm approaching but it would only stem the tide of intense desire temporarily. Only Roan could snuff out the fire that raged through my veins.

“Aspen, would you hurry up and come so I can go back to sleep for fuck sake. All I can hear in my head is you crying out, “Fuck me Roan, I need you.” I’m tired, so could you please hurry up and finish.”
 

Like wildfire, my face exploded in embarrassed heat that extended all the way down to my neck and chest. I quickly pulled my hand away from my hot centre and just laid there in mortified silence, unsure of what to do next.
 

“If you’re just going to lay there then let me help you with your little problem,” Roan said as he stripped off our blankets and quickly knelt between my legs before I could react.
 

He bent my legs at the knee and then spread them wide. My head was swimming in a sea of humiliation and hot sexual desire as he slowly pushed two fingers inside my slick wetness. I moaned as my hips bucked off the bed at the intrusion and I whimpered in pleasure as he expertly worked his fingers in and out of me. Part of me wanted to stop him and put up a fight due to him leaving me in the woods alone and nearly freezing to death. But the part that was inflamed with desire told that other part to go stuff a sock in it.
 

When he lowered his mouth and tasted me slowly, teasing me with his tongue, I nearly came.
Yes! This was exactly what I needed to satisfy me
.
 

My pussy was a wet, gushing mess as he licked the entire length of my slit, gently sucking and nibbling but completely ignoring the heat of my desire.
My clit.
 

“Oh please, oh please,” I panted into the darkness of our bedroom.
 

He looked up at me with a wolfish smile and said quietly:

“Please, what, little girl? What do you want Aspen? Tell me what you want me to do to you.” His voice was low and dangerous.
 

“I need you inside me. Oh god, I need your cock,” I whimpered.
 

“Is this what you want, little girl?” he said as he fisted his large, rock hard erection in his hand. He knew exactly what I needed and wanted from him as he stroked himself slowly. He was completely at ease with his sexuality and stared at me boldly as he pleasured himself.
 

“Yes. Oh God. Please Roan. My body is on fire.”

“Get on your hands and knees.
Now
.” he growled out.
 

Nearly salivating, I did as I was told without hesitation. He was dominant over my wolf, after all and an order was an order.

 
But mostly I did it because I liked this game we were playing, where Roan was the big, bad dominant Were and I was the defenseless little girl who liked to be handled roughly. Roan liked this game too and he grabbed a handful of my hair and shoved my head into the bed. He liked this position; it was his favorite because having my ass high in the air made my pelvis tilt up and gave him deeper penetration.
 

My body was shivering with anticipation as he spanked me several times, his big hand coming down on my ass in the dark. “You’re a naughty girl, Aspen, trying to pleasure yourself while I was asleep and waking me up with your moaning and whimpering. I’m going to fuck you like a dirty little girl that touches her pussy in the dark deserves,” he said thickly. His voice was black and erotic as he pushed so deep inside me that I couldn’t tell where we separated into two different people.
 

I could feel his cock pulsating deep inside me. It felt like I was going to be split apart, his throbbing shaft stretched me so wide.
 

Roan grabbed my hips and used them as an anchor to push and pull me closer as he thrust inside me and all coherent thought left my brain. It was just him and I in the darkness of our bedroom. There was no wooden platform. There were no scary woods. There were no thoughts of betrayal. There was just the two of us, our bodies tightly joined and straining towards orgasm.
 

The tempo Roan set was overwhelming, hard and fast. He pounded into my womb over and over again, like a man possessed by animal lust. I had no physical control and couldn’t even touch or see him with my face pushed into the mattress. This only enhanced the sensation of being utterly possessed by him.
 

I could only feel the point of our contact as his large cock pounded into my tight wetness. Roan was grunting, his voice rough with pleasure. I pushed into his head to hear his thoughts.
 

“Take it all, Aspen, take all of me inside you, baby. You make me so horny, my cock is throbbing so hard it hurts. I just want to be inside you. So deep inside you.”
 

I liked hearing Roan’s thoughts when we had sex, it was intimate and felt like he was filling me up, physically and mentally at the same time.
 

I was clenching him so tightly as he pushed into me that the sensation got away from me and without wanting to, my orgasm coiled tight and deep inside me.
 

“Are you going to come for me, dirty girl? Are you going to come on my big cock? You’re squeezing me awfully hard, aren’t you?” Roan whispered wickedly into the dark as he thrust deeply into my wet pussy.
 

I was going to explode around him, I couldn’t hold back even if I wanted to. Roan was in too deep and too hard.
 

“Come for me, baby,”
he said, his voice raspy and dark in my head.
 

Hearing those words was exactly what I needed to push me over the edge and I shattered into a million sharp pieces. It was so intense, like a white, hot heat shooting and clenching through me.
 

It was the most powerful and violent orgasm that I’d ever had and I screamed Roan’s name over and over again as I came with him inside.
 

He plunged deeply again and again and I kept coming around him until it felt like I was going to pass out.
 

Mercifully, he quickened his strokes, then pulled my hips tightly to him and exploded inside me, spilling his seed inside my womb and marking me as his.
 

Roan leaned forward as he came, pulling my body into his in an attempt to get closer to me.

With his arms on either side of me on the bed. I could feel his entire chest along the length of my back, he was sweaty and hot and felt wonderful against my skin.
 

“I love you so much, Aspen. I’m so sorry for what happened baby. It wasn’t supposed to be like that. God, I’m so fucking sorry,” he said as he kissed my back and tenderly rubbed his unshaven face against me. There was something about making love that always seemed to make Roan more sensitive and reveal his true feelings to me out loud.
 

It seemed to be the only time he ever did.
 

He grabbed me around the waist and pulled me down and we fell down onto the bed, spooned against one another. I immediately felt warm, sleepy and safe in his strong embrace and we fell asleep with his arm and leg thrown over me in a sign of possessiveness.

I guess I had forgiven him, for now at least. Besides, it was really difficult to stay mad at someone who’d just rocked your entire world.

Chapter 26

~Roan~

The sun was streaming in through the blinds in a single strip that flooded across the bedroom floor and ended up streaking across my face. Irritated and groggy, I shielded my eyes and looked down at my mate.

Was it morning already?
Aspen and I had been up way too late, pleasuring one another last night. God, she’d been so full of anger and recrimination when she’d finally come to and found herself naked in the tub. I had only left her side for a minute when I realized that I needed a few more towels. I didn’t want to get water all over the floor when I lifted her out.
 

To my complete surprise, she was awake when I returned and she was as pissed off as a shaved cat. I couldn’t help but smile as I thought about it because she tended to get pretty wild eyed when she was worked up.

Frankly, I was surprised that she’d even sought out our bed last night after the way she’d given me the silent treatment all evening. I’d waited her out for hours, sitting by the fire with her but she’d refused to budge and wouldn’t speak to me.
 

Honestly, after I got up and went upstairs to bed, I figured she’d sleep downstairs by the fire.
 

But she’d obviously changed her mind and I suspected that her sudden change of heart had quite a bit to do with the fact that she was in heat more than anything else. Aspen’s scent was overpowering and intense. Normally, her scent was intoxicating but now it was so potent, I could think of little else than mating with her repeatedly.
 

I’d smelled her the second that she’d entered the bedroom last night and as soon as she’d crawled into bed with me, I wanted to spread her legs and push myself deep inside her. It had made me shiver with anticipation and I desperately wanted to wrap myself around her and physically show her how I felt about her and her delicious scent.

Luckily everything seemed to change the moment she’d caught a sniff my scent and I could immediately sense her resolve falling apart around her. Aspen had wanted me inside her, just as much as I wanted to be inside her.
Which was badly
. Her thoughts were so loud, I could hear them as soon as I pushed into her head. Usually, I had to go poking around to hear her thoughts. Not this time, which meant that she was pretty worked up.
 

I knew she was still furious with me for leaving her in the woods. I understood. I was upset with myself too but I really didn’t have much of choice. This was how it had been done for centuries. Every single Were in our pack had been abandoned in that exact same spot in the woods to get in touch with their wolf, and Aspen could be no exception. Thankfully it had worked and her wolf had come though to her. Although, it made me wonder why it had taken so long.