Seeing Forever (11 page)

“Would you be honest with me?” she asked him.

“Of course.”

“How many women have you slept with?”

He didn’t want to tell her because it would make her
more uneasy about being a beginner. But most of all he didn’t want it to sound
like he was bragging.

“A few.”

“Luc, I said be truthful.”

“Probably around fifteen.”

“And never a virgin like me?”

“Nope, but I know lots of guys who would kill to be
in my position right now.”

“You’re just saying that.”

“No way.”

“You have condoms?” asked
Katey
.
He liked that she was thinking of safe sex.

“Sure, bedside table, bottom drawer. And you’ll
probably have to help me put it on my dick until I get more practice in.”

He heard her opening the drawer and then the sound
of the box going on the top of the table.

He took his t-shirt off. “You want to take my pants
and boxers off and I’ll give you your first lesson.”

****

Katey’s
hands shook as she lowered the fly on his jeans. She wanted to do this more
than anything else she could ever remember. Not so much the getting rid of her
virginity thing, but having a man like Luc, who she was attracted to, make love
to her. She reached behind his back and slipped her hands inside the pants and
brought them down over his legs and thighs.
 
He stepped out of them and kicked them away from his feet.

Now the only thing left was his boxers. She reached
up to their waistband and tugged it, before easing them over his cock. It sprang
up as the material brushed by it.

She swallowed. She’d seen one boyfriend’s cock when
they were messing around one night, but it had been nothing like Luc’s. His was
long and so beautiful.

“You okay?” he asked.

She was blushing.

“You touched a man before?”

She had a little but not in the way she knew Luc
wanted and needed to be touched.
 
She shook
her head but then realized Luc couldn’t see her gesture.

“No, well, only quickly when I was messing around
with a guy in high school.”

“Here, give me your hand.”

Katey
slipped it into his opened palm. He turned it over and placed it around his
cock. It was hot and smooth as he took her fingers and curled each of them
around his shaft’s circumference. He moved it slowly up and down until they got
into a steady rhythm.

“Like this and grip it just a bit tighter,” he said.

It pulsed against her palm and grew harder with each
pass of her hand.

“Stand up and kiss me,” said Luc.

She let her hand slip slowly over his dick as she
rose to her feet and leaned in to kiss him. He held her tight and then ran his
hands up and down her back.

He pulled at her t-shirt until she lifted her arms
and then he raised it off her shoulders and head. Luc fingered her bra, tracing
each piece of the lace with the very tip of his pinkie. Easing his hands behind
her back, he unclasped her bra and then felt along her shoulders for the strap
and pulled it from her body.

Katey
drew
in her breath when his hand passed over her left breast. She closed her eyes as
he rolled its nipple between his thumb and index finger. He leaned in and
kissed her neck as he gently massaged them, lifting each one, which caused her
panties to grow wetter by the second.

Luc slid his hand down her belly making her heart
beat double time. He snapped open the button on her jeans, and without any
problem, lowered the zip.

“Let’s get you out of these and also your panties so
I can get to work on you.”

Those words suddenly scared her. She wasn’t
dreaming. She was really going to make love for the very first time. Rumor was
it hurt like hell. What if she cried out or screamed, not because she had an
orgasm, but because she was in pain? What if she hated sex? That was possible,
right? Some women dreaded it.

She’d been deep in thought and hadn’t realized that
her jeans and panties were already sitting atop her feet. She clung to Luc as
she balanced on one foot and freed herself of the last of the clothing that
stood between her and this handsome man.

Luc kissed her before running his hand over the
front of her left thigh and then into her pubic hair. He buried his finger deep
in the curls.

“Open your legs for me?”

His voice sounded deep and sexy and it made her more
nervous that maybe he’d regret taking on a newbie. She trembled while sliding
her right leg away from the left one.

“On second thoughts, maybe we should lie on the bed.
I’m going to have to touch you a lot so I can picture in my mind what your body
looks like.”

She lowered herself onto the bed and held Luc’s hand
as he joined her.

He patted her body until her found her mound and
then burrowed his finger through her curls again.

“Are you pink and pretty down here?” he whispered in
her ear.

She knew the answer because a couple of times she’d
taken the mirror and looked, all the time wondering when she was going to do
the deed, and who would be the guy who’d take her virginity.

Now she was looking straight at him.

“Pink, but I don’t know about pretty.”

He traced her folds with his fingertip.

“Feels very pretty to me.
 
And hot and very wet.”

Yeah, she could feel herself burning and sensed a
steady stream of moisture escaping from her slit.

“Just try and relax,
Katey
.”

She was trying, she really was, but when he slid his
finger inside her, panic set in.

What if she didn’t come? She’d masturbated no end of
times but nothing had really happened, no bursts of lightening, no sense of euphoria
like other girls had said they experienced when they had sex.

Well, maybe having sex was different to self-pleasuring.
At least she hoped it was.

“You sure you want to do this?”

“Yes…it’s going to hurt, isn’t it?”

Shit, she was sounding like a big baby, and Luc, the
army hero, deserved a real woman.

“I don’t know, but I’ll try my best to be gentle.”

He flopped onto his back. Without being asked or
instructed, she stroked his cock.

“You want to get one of those condoms and help me
put it on?”

Her hand shook as she took one from the box and
ripped open the top.
 
She dropped it
twice onto the bed.

“Okay, just ease it over my dick.”

She pushed it on the tip and pushed upwards.

“Hey, hey, more gently, your nails are digging into
my cock.”

“Sorry.”

Not a good start. He must have felt her hands
shaking because he put his on top of hers and together they rolled it up his
shaft.

“Okay, you’re going to have to guide me now. Lie on
your back and spread your legs wide.”

Katey
turned
over. This was it, no turning back.

****

Luc raised himself up and gently slid his leg over
what he knew to be
Katey’s
thigh.

“You’re going to have to guide me to your pussy
opening.”

He didn’t want to hurt her, didn’t want to put her
off having sex ever again, but for the last five minutes both his anticipation
and libido had been like a pressure cooker whose contents were about to burst
forth. He wanted to be inside her so much, and not just because she was a
virgin. When he’d fingered her channel she’d been tight and hot, which had
almost made him lose it there and then.

Her hand circled his cock and gently she pulled it.
He felt the tip of it hit her entrance and took that as his cue to wiggle his
hips and ease inside her. He’d never done this so slowly before and as he couldn’t
see her face and gauge any discomfort she might be having, he listened
carefully for any sign that he was causing her pain.
 
Not hearing any sound, he pushed some more.

“You okay?” he asked her.

“I think I am.”

“You want me to stop?”

“No, I want you to make love to me.”

Luc started out with tiny thrusts, once again
listening for any indication that would tell him to stop.

He leaned over her body and felt her shoulders close
to his hands.
 
He could hear her
breathing and then as he picked up intensity he heard her draw in her breath.
She squeezed his arm. Luc wanted nothing else but to give her an off the charts
orgasm, start her out with something that she’d never forget, but with each
thrust that was getting more unlikely. He was getting pretty close to finding
his own release, and in record time.

Damn
.

Luc squeezed his eyes together, trying to imagine
what
Katey’s
gorgeous body looked like underneath his.
She was curvy and her skin so soft. He probably should have taken things more
slowly and kissed every inch of it. But if she allowed him to, he was going to
make love to her again and again so he’d have another chance at doing just
that.

He thrust harder and was sorry that maybe he was
hurting her, but he was so close and when he came he stayed inside her and then
leaned over, hoping he was in the right vicinity for her mouth. He planted a
kiss on her lips and sensed her shaking underneath him.

Luc pulled out of her and rolled onto his back close
to her.

“You okay,
Katey
?”

“Yes, I’m fine.”

“You didn’t have an orgasm, did you?”

“No, but it’s not your fault. I mean, it was my
first time.”

He reached out for her hand, which she put into his.

“You want to stay the night?”

“Can I take a rain check, because I have to go home
and get some things done?”

“Sure, but I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Yes, same time as yesterday.”

She leaned over and kissed him and then he felt the
bed move and knew that she was gone.

He wiped his face. He was pretty sure that when
she’d leaned over to kiss him she was crying. Luc heard the front door closing.
He ran both his hands over his face. He turned over and picked up the voice-activated
phone Josie had purchased and programmed for him.

“Call Jake,” he said into the mouthpiece.

He listened as the number rang and then heard Jake’s
voice answer.

“Hi Jake,
it’s
Luc and I
think I’ve just done something really stupid.”

Chapter
Twelve

Katey
rested her head on the back of the bath. The warm water felt so good and her
muscles started to relax. She closed her eyes feeling awful that she’d left Luc
like she had, but she felt like an amateur at the whole post-sex thing, and
she’d fled. She’d rushed to her car, forgetting that it was out of gas, but
surprisingly it had started and the tank had registered full once again.

She driven away and half the way home, regretted the
cowardly thing she’d done. It would have been bad enough if she’d treated any
man that way, but Luc being without his sight, had made it more of a crime.

The whole thing with losing her virginity had been
so intense, the emotion she’d felt and yes, it had been physically
uncomfortable too. A tear ran down her cheek. She hadn’t had an orgasm and
she’d looked forward to experiencing one for so many years, especially when
she’d overheard other women’s conversations about them.

Maybe she was frigid or had a physical problem. If
only her mom was still alive she could chat to her about what had happened tonight.
Luckily Ruth and her dad had gone out to the movies so she had the house and
bathroom all to herself.

She topped up the hot water and leaned back again.
Katey
put her hand under the water and fingered her
opening. It was sore and ached but she wanted Luc to make love to her again.
After the cold way she’d acted, she doubted that would happen.

She couldn’t hold it back any longer, and burst into
tears. She wanted Luc but guessed she’d never have him.

****

Luc paced up and down in his living room. He was
sure that poor Willow was as confused as hell wondering if he needed to escort
his master in the living room, out of the room, or what. He fingered the watch
the nurse had given him. It was past eleven. The time
Katey
said she’d be here.