Shade's Fall (28 page)

“How did you do that without getting burned?”

“They’re not my memories, Lily. They can’t hurt me, only you.”

“I want to get out of here.” She whimpered, “Can you help me?”

“Yes, but you have to lead the way, Lily. I don’t know where we are.”

“Then we’re both lost. I want to go home.” Lily started crying again.

“Listen to me. There is only one path home and that’s through the flames. You have to be brave enough to take those steps, Lily.”

“I can’t go through there!” Lily screamed.

“Then you’re going to stay lost. You can do this, Lily.”

“No, I can’t!”

“Lily, your memories have broken free. There is no locking them away anymore. The only way to avoid it is to stay lost. You have to go through the flames.”

“They’ll hurt me again!”

“No one is ever going to hurt you again. Didn’t The Last Riders save you tonight? They’re not going to let anyone hurt you again. You know that deep in your heart.” Rachel turned her to face the flames.

“I can’t,” Lily sobbed.

“Not alone, but together we can. I’m beside you. I won’t let you go. Shade is here and so are Beth and Razer.” As Rachael spoke the words, Lily felt Shade standing behind her, and Beth and Razer each taking a hand, holding tight. “We’re all here for you, Lily. Lead us home.”

Lily cried, taking a hesitant step forward, one after the other, each of them holding her, not letting go.

Lily’s tortured scream filled the dark-filled silence as she stepped into the flames, the pain consuming her.

“The pain will lessen as you go through the flames. You’ll leave the pain behind, Lily, because they can’t hurt you anymore. Keep walking.”

Rachel was right. The flames were reuniting her with long-lost memories. The pain was there, but it wasn’t devouring; stinging but not burning.

Lily walked through the hell she had barely survived once, enduring it now for a second time to find her only way home. She emerged on the other side, unscathed and free at last of the monsters she had been hiding from for so very long.

“You can open your eyes now, Lily. You’re home.”

Chapter 24

Lily opened her eyes. She was lying on a soft bed in another strange room. She turned her head on the plush pillow at a slight sound to discover Beth sitting on a chair by the window. Shade’s room didn’t have a window, so they must be in one of the bedrooms upstairs.

“You’re awake.”

“How long was I out for this time?” Her voice was hoarse and her throat felt raw.

“Just a few hours, actually,” Beth said, getting up from the chair and coming to sit next to her on the mattress, taking her hand in hers.

“There was a fire last night.” Lily looked down at herself and saw she was wearing a white nightgown.

“Yes. Thank God for Viper’s security system. If not…” Beth broke down crying, laying her head down on Lily’s chest. Her hand reached out to smooth down her sister’s silky hair as she wept.

“I remember, Beth,” Lily said softly. Beth raised her head, looking into her eyes. “I remember,” Lily whispered, turning her face away from her sister’s searching gaze.

“Did you know?” Lily asked.

“During your worst panic attacks, you would let a few things slip past your guard. Over the years, I pieced together what happened.”

Lily turned back to her sister. “Did you…” Lily licked her dry lips. “Did you tell Razer?”

“No, Lily. I swear I didn’t tell anyone. No one.” Lily saw the truth in her eyes. “But Razer and Shade have both been around you a couple of times during your panic attacks and I think they’ve guessed some, if not all, of it.”

Lily squeezed her eyes tightly closed to prevent herself from crying. She refused to cry anymore. Tears were useless and weak like she had been.

She sat up in bed, leaning back against the headboard.

“I laid some clothes out for you. Yours all smell like smoke.”

“How bad is the basement?”

“The front part is gutted, but because we live so far out of town, Viper had several water hoses and the factory had fire extinguishers. If they hadn’t been so prepared, you and Shade would have been trapped.”

“That’s twice I’ve almost died in a fire,” Lily said softly.

“Do you want to talk about it? Your doctor came out and checked on you last night and I called your therapist. I can take you to her today if you want,” Beth offered.

“No.”

“Okay.” Beth stared back at her.

“Beth, I want you to know I couldn’t have asked for a better sister. I love you.”

“I love you, too.” The sisters hugged, thankful they were able to do so. The night before could have easily separated them forever.

“Now, I’m going to get dressed. You go take care of what you need to. I’ll be fine.”

“I just need to do a few patients then I’ll be back. If you need anything, there’s a cell phone on the nightstand.”

Lily nodded her head as Beth got up from the bed, going for the door.

“I was supposed to help Rachel in the store this morning, could you…?”

“I’ll give her a call,” Beth promised.

“Thanks.”

Lily got up from the bed, pulling on a pair of jeans and a bright pink sweatshirt that fit well, if not for being too short. A pair of sneakers was there, also. They were tight but not painful.

A shopping trip would definitely be on the agenda now with her clothes damaged. She didn’t think it would be easy to get the smoke smell out of them and most of them were old enough that it wouldn’t be worth the bother.

Going downstairs, she found the house was eerily quiet. She was beginning to think she was the only one home until she went into the kitchen.

The women members were sitting around the kitchen drinking coffee. There were none of the usual smells of cooking food, though.

When Lily walked through the doorway, they went silent and everyone’s eyes turned toward her.

Lily hated being the center of attention. She wiped her sweaty palms against the side of her pants and said, “I was going to get a cup of coffee.”

Jewell and Evie both turned toward the coffee pot. Raci started to get up, but sat back down when she saw the other two women doing it. Bliss got up from her chair, motioning for Lily to take a seat.

“That’s okay. I…” Seeing the crushed look on Bliss’s face, Lily took the seat. “Thanks, Bliss.”

“No problem.”

Jewell sat the coffee down in front of her.

“Thanks.” Lily took a sip.

“Well, that was some party. I think I’ll give next year’s a pass,” Lily joked, trying to lighten the atmosphere.

The women chuckled, but Lily heard several sobs mixed in. Looking up, she knew they had all witnessed much more than the fire. Lily’s eyes watered and she clenched her hands so tightly that her nails dug into her palms.

“Where are the men?” Lily asked, determined to lighten the atmosphere.

“Downstairs ripping out the damaged wood. They took pictures of it before they did anything. Knox came out early this morning,” Evie informed her.

“Knox?” Lily questioned.

The women stared at each other before Evie replied, “Someone deliberately set the fire.”

Lily absorbed the shock of someone trying to kill a whole houseful of people.

“Do they know who yet?”

“Knox and Shade are looking into it.”

At that, the men came through the basement door, carrying with them the smell of smoke. They were covered in soot and grime, so Evie ordered them upstairs to shower before eating lunch.

Lily looked around the kitchen at the mention of food. “We ordered pizzas,” Raci answered her unspoken question.

As if on cue, the front door opened and closed, and Shade and Knox came in carrying pizza boxes. Shade glanced at her before setting the pizzas on the counter, quickly coming to her side.

“Hungry?”

“I could eat,” Lily admitted, getting up from the table while avoiding his concerned gaze. Getting in line, she took a slice of pizza before resuming her seat. Shade, on the other hand, filled his plate before sitting down next to her.

“Evie said someone deliberately set the fire,” Lily told him.

“Yes. Knox came out this morning and took the evidence he needed. Whoever it was slipped into the party last night with a hanger-on. We have a description. It’s only a matter of time before we find her.”

“Her?” Lily repeated, shocked.

“Yes,” Shade answered.

“Why?”

“We think it was another attempt on your life,” Shade told her.

Knox sat down at the table and she asked, “Why does someone want me dead? I don’t understand.” Lily looked for answers from the two men.

“We don’t know yet, but when we find who started the fire, we will.”

She shivered at the cold look of purpose on both men’s faces. She almost felt sorry for the person who’d set the fire. Only the knowledge of how many could have been killed had Lily keeping her mouth closed.

Everyone finished eating then Viper organized them all into one team as a cleanup crew and another to put up new drywall. Lily got up to go downstairs.

“No. You stay up here and start dinner for everyone.” She didn’t argue with Viper. She hadn’t looked forward to going downstairs and seeing the destruction while everyone was present.

Shade hung back once the other members had left. “You need anything?”

“No. Shade, maybe it would be better if I left. I don’t want to endanger anyone.” Lily didn’t want anyone hurt because of her.

“You’re not going anywhere,” he said, pulling her to him. “It’s because you were here with all the security we had that it wasn’t much worse. We slipped up because we didn’t think someone was brave enough to actually make a move on you in the house. We won’t make that mistake twice.”

Lily bet they wouldn’t. Anger had poured off the men in waves. They wouldn’t make a deadly mistake twice.

“Beth will be back soon. Go shopping, get out of the house for a while. Razer will go with you two.”

“That sounds good. I’m ready to get out for a while.”

Shade touched his mouth to hers briefly before going downstairs.

Lily texted Beth with the plans then quickly threw together two crockpots full of stew to simmer while she and Beth were gone. She had just finished when Beth returned to get changed out of her uniform.

“Give me a minute while I get changed.”

It didn’t take long and then they drove into town with Razer following behind on his bike.

Treepoint wasn’t large, but it had two sizable stores that Lily should have no problem finding a new wardrobe of clothes from.

She tried on several dresses at their first stop; however, nothing was making her happy. She left disappointed. A few doors down, they went into the second department store. After they had been looking around for a while, Beth stopped.

“You go on ahead. I have a call I need to make.”

Thinking she needed to check in with her patients, Lily continued to go through the women’s department, searching through the racks. She picked out several dresses that she thought could work and a new pair of jeans before going to the fitting room.

Beth showed up as she was about to enter. “Those are very pretty. I’ll wait out here while you try them on.”

Lily tried one on after the other, unsatisfied with any of them. She pulled off the pair of jeans, the last item she’d had to try, and folded them back up. Giving the clothes to the attendant, she went out to Beth empty-handed.

“No success?”

“No. I don’t know what’s wrong. I’ll just go to the discount store and pick up a few things until I find something else,” Lily was explaining when several women stared through the aisle at the convoy of women entering the department store.

Lily turned to Beth with a suspicious look. Beth merely grinned back, not trying to hide the fact she had called in reinforcements.

“I thought we could use a little help,” Beth admitted.

No sooner had she said those words than Sex Piston and her crew stopped in front of them. “Well, I’m glad someone finally had the sense to ask me for my fashion advice.”

Lily stared at the obviously pregnant biker woman dressed in leather leggings and a bright red top with a metallic Harley studded on the front. Her baby bump was emphasized by the tightness of the red shirt that should have clashed with her red hair; instead it only highlighted the deep, rich tones of it.

Killyama pulled out one of the dresses from a nearby rack, shuddering before hastily putting it back. “No wonder the bitch couldn’t find anything. My mom wouldn’t buy anything here and she’s stoned out of her fucking mind.”

Lily heard the saleswoman a few feet away gasp at the insult.

“Let’s get out of here,” Sex Piston said, leaving without waiting for any objections.

Lily and Beth followed the women down two blocks to a newer store that had opened recently. Sex Piston flung the door open, strutting inside as if she was the one who owned it.

Lily watched as the women spread throughout the store, searching for clothes for her. She could only stare helplessly at her sister who was going through the racks, ignoring her incriminating glances. Lily decided she had better get busy going through the racks or she would be talked into buying clothes that she would never dream of wearing.

After she had searched fruitlessly, finding nothing that she considered would do, Fat Louise came and led her to the dressing room where everyone was waiting. Each woman handed her clothes to try on, despite the saleswoman’s protests that only a certain number of clothes were allowed.

“Get lost. We’ll take care of her.” Killyama’s threatening glare had the woman retreating back to the cash register just as Sex Piston barged into the dressing room, pulling a chair up outside her changing room door.

“If you don’t come out and show me, then I’ll come in there,” she threatened. Lily nodded half-heartedly.

She tried on several items but was too embarrassed to open the door.

“Are you crying?” Sex Piston asked, astounded.

“No.” Lily’s voice wobbled when she answered.

“Open the fucking door and let me see.”

Lily slowly opened the door. “I’m not crying.” She wasn’t. She had kept her promise to herself; she was just having a hard time keeping it.