Authors: Neal Shusterman
Gerritson kept a respectful distance now, but there was an honesty to his voice that made him feel much closer. “I'll defend your honor here, Maddy. And anyone who wants a piece of you is going to have to get past me. Even Bussard.”
She laughed out loud, not wanting or needing his protection.
“All of us were assigned here not just for our strengths, but because of our weaknesses as well,” Gerritson said. “That's how Bussard controls us. But here, within these walls, there's a way to fix things that are broken.”
He hesitated a moment, keeping a poker face. “I'm deaf,” he said, with deadpan seriousness. “All the members of Zero Team are. Part of the requirement.”
Her initial response was more laughter, believing that this was a joke at her expense. But Gerritson wasn't laughing.
“Last year I got too close to a land mine that wasn't even supposed to be armed. It was the concussive shock that did it.
But instead of a disability discharge, I got plucked up by Bussard for this assignment.”
Maddy found herself reviewing their conversations in her mind. There was no sign in any of them that his hearing was gone, or even diminished.
“If you're deaf, then how did you know what I was saying when I turned my back?”
Gerritson grinned. “Careful,” he said. “All information is on a need-to-know basis. And some things Bussard doesn't need to know.”
T
HE EVENTS OF THE
days that followed seared themselves into Maddy's mind no less powerfully than war itself. But this war was a small one, contained by the thick concrete walls of the dome.
It happened four days later, at lunchtime. Hers and Gerritson's paths had barely crossed over those four days, and when they had, Bussard was always within earshot, there was no conversation. Maddy had to admit she was in no hurry to speak with Gerritson again. In a couple of weeks maybe she'd force some perspective and take him on in another game of pool, but for now silence and solitude were her new best friends. If nothing else, there was the satisfaction of Bussard's dissatisfaction with her. Not with her job, but with her lack of contact and socialization with the rest of her submarine mates. To Bussard's chagrin, she became a source of tension, rather than its relief. It was a small victory, but a victory nonetheless.
Then came the day when the guard at Corridor A was not at his post. This was the path prescribed for Maddy when she entered the containment dome. She would wheel the tray from the cafeteria through the lower access way, then down Corridor A, where an armed guard would prevent her passage
until their Honored Guest had been spirited from the dome through another corridor by Gerritson and the rest of Zero Team. But today the corridor guard had left his post, and gone into the containment dome, leaving the door ajar. Beyond that door, Maddy could hear shouting in the dome. Leaving her cart, she pushed the door wide to see what was going on. It was Gerritson. Apparently, he had gone mad.
He had taken the other two members of Zero Team by surprise. One was already sprawled on the floor, and the other he hurled over something that looked like an armored wheelchair which sat at the threshold of the open vault. The chair was occupied: their Honored Guest.
The Corridor A guard was nextâGerritson used the guard's own momentum to slam his head into the edge of the open vault door, and he collapsed in a heap at the threshold.
Up above, one of the sharpshooters took aim.
Maddy ran toward Gerritson, scrolling through all the possible ways she could disable a battle-trained, adrenaline-pumped officer before a bullet could do the job first.
Seeing the gunman above, Gerritson rolled, and the bullet ricocheted off the vault door. Then in a second Gerritson was moving again. This time he was behind the wheelchair, his legs sprinting as he pushed the wheelchair in an erratic serpentine path toward Corridor A.
A second shot cratered the concrete beside him, but the third shot caught him in the shoulder. Still it did not slow his momentum, or dampen his determination.
“Stop! They'll kill you!” Maddy yelled, standing in his pathâbut as he approached, she realized it wasn't madness or rage in his eyes. It was peace. A calm transcendence funneled into action.
“Out of my way, Maddy! I know what I'm doing!” He knocked her out of his path with the strange wheelchair.
“Stop him!” She couldn't see Bussard, but recognized his voice. His footsteps clattered down a metal staircase on a catwalk up above.
The Corridor A guard, his head still bleeding, got up, then raised his pistol with the practiced calm he had been trained for, and fired. The bullet whizzed past, inches from Maddy's ear, and entered the base of Gerritson's skull, detonating the right side of his head. A spray of blood left a red arc across the mouth of the corridor, and splattered across Maddy's face.
He was dead before he hit the ground, and the wheelchair careened forward, smashing into the food cart before skidding to a halt.
Maddy reacted with a directed wrath that arrived too late to make a difference. As the corridor guard ran past her, she grabbed his arm and snapped it at the elbow, then jabbed her fist into his epiglottis, so he couldn't even scream from the pain of the broken armâonly gasp for air as he collapsed to the ground. Now that Maddy's own adrenaline had shot into the red, she would have gone on decimating the guard for what he had done, had not Bussard's voice begun to boom in the space around her.
“Stand down, Lieutenant!” He crossed the floor toward her. “I said
stand down
!”
Maddy forced her arms to her sides.
Damage control
, she thought. While Bussard did his, she would effect her own. Gerritson was dead. Nothing could be done to change that. Now she had to divorce her mind from the contextâbelay the emotional imperative, and talk her way out of a court martial. Damage control now. Assess later.
“Yes, sir. Protecting the guest, sir. The guard's aim could have been off andâ”
“Enough!” Bussard turned to one of the recovering members of Zero Team.
“McCall! Get Gerritson out of here. Take him to the loading dock for now. We'll deal with him after this situation is under control.”
“Yes, sir.” The officer turned briskly and ran off.
“Wait!” shouted Bussard. The officer halted, then turned hesitantly. “You
heard
my order, McCall?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Then carry it out.”
The exchange baffled Maddy, until she realized something.
He wasn't supposed to hear the order
. No one in Zero Team was. They had begun their jobs deaf.
“Haas, get the prisoner. Bring him back to his cell.”
“Don't you mean,
guest
, sir?”
“Just do it!”
She followed McCall, realizing with a swell of horror that she would have to step over Gerritson's body to get to the wheelchair. The cement floor was slick with blood and brain tissue. A gurgling sounded bubbled in Gerritson's throat. Maddy felt herself getting sick, and silently scolded herself. She stepped over the body. All at once Gerritson's hand shot out and coiled itself around her ankle. She turned to find there was life in his eyes, that seemed to be growing stronger, rather than weaker.
“W-w-wonderful,” bubbled Gerritson's voice through bloody lips.
“Jesus!” McCall turned to retch on the lunch cart.
Half of Gerritson's cranium was gone, and still he spoke. “Wonderful, Haas. Wonderful.” But didn't that gaping fissure above his right eye seem smaller than it had just a moment ago? Maddy thought. Wasn't his cortex now showing a maze of convolutions where there had been nothing but pulp? And didn't the blood seem to be soaking back into him, instead of spilling out?
Bussard grabbed her and turned away from the sight. “Secure the prisoner! Now!”
Following orders was suddenly the easiest, most appealing thing to do. Her military training bypassed her conscious mind, and before she knew what she was doing, she was back in the dome, pushing the heavy wheelchair toward the open door of the vault. On her way, she passed the corridor guard, who was flexing his arm absently, as if she had done little more than tweak his funny bone. But she had broken itâshe knew she had. Still there was no sign of the damage.
She crossed through the vault's threshold, into the cubic cell. Only once she was inside the claustrophobic chamber did she dare to look down at the mysterious guest.
The first thing she noticed was the true nature of his conveyance. It was less a wheelchair and more an Iron Maiden. Heavy steel bars came across his arms and legs. A plate molded to conform to his chest covered his whole upper body, and was welded to the chair. And yes, he did have a mask, but it was hardly iron. The alloy was a polished titanium composite, like the vault door. It covered his entire head, and the holes for his eyes, nose and mouth gave him the eerie semblance of a somber jack-o'-lantern. The entire apparatus had a fine seam right down the middle, as if it could be cranked open, but there was no sign of a release or keyhole anywhere. She thought she had never seen anyone quite so helpless.
And then he spoke.
“He was trying to free me,” the voice said, much younger, much gentler than she expected it to sound. “I'm sorry. He meant something to you, didn't he?”
“I . . . I barely knew him.”
Then she caught his eyes in the small sockets of the face plate. They were piercing gray, and seemed to float before
his hidden face, rather than reside within it.
“Don't torture yourself,”
he whispered.
“This isn't your pain to bear.”
The words reached right through her, and her reeling mind came clear. It was as if he had reached into her soul, removed the shrapnel and sutured up the wound left by the day's nightmare. And then, in a quiet twinkling of revelation, it occurred to her who he wasâwho he
had
to be! It was there in his eyes, and in the flush of
presence
that steeped the room. It was the same atmospheric charged described by those who had stood on the rim of Black Canyon, and watched as Dillon Cole stood on the canyon floor, and shattered the great dam with the mere force of his will. More than four hundred perished in the canyon before the Backwash began, carrying their bodies back up into Lake Meadâbut
his
body was never recovered. Now Maddy knew the reason why. And the reason for this fortress within a fortress.
“Is there anything I can do for you?” she asked.
Silence for a moment, and then a gentle response. “You could scratch my nose.”
And so she reached in through the small breathing hole, and did.
O
NCE
H
AAS WAS ESCORTED
out and the vault sealed, General Benjamin Bussard cleared the area of all other personnel. Then, standing alone in Corridor A, he fired a full clip of hollow-tipped bullets into Gerritson's face until he had no eyes to see, nor mouth to speak; until his body held neither memory nor a glimmer of life. And when he was done, Bussard stood there watching and waiting, to make sure his death took.
T
RANSCRIPTION EXCERPT, DAY 197. 19:25 HOURS
“I've been thinking about the way we fit together. The shards, I mean.”
“I thought you hated each other.”
“Sometimes we do, sometimes we don't. It's a complex relationship. There were things we learned at Hearst Castle, when we were doing all that healing. I could set broken bones, and break down tumors, but when there was someone suffering from a virusânothing. And then Toryâshe was better than antibiotics when it came to bacterial infections, but again, no luck on viruses. But when we were in a room together. When we touched someone at the same time, the virus washed clean.”
“And you think that means something?”
“I don't know. When you mix the colors of the spectrum, you get pure white, right?”
“Or mudâit depends on whether you're mixing light, or pigment.”
“So which are we?”
T
WO TIME ZONES AWAY,
Winston Pell dozed during an in-flight movie, into a dream that was no different at thirty-five thousand feet as it had been at sea level. He was sitting in a lavender lounge chair, floating in the air at a dizzying height, and gagging on the sickly sweet smell of some floral perfume. There was a building before him, and standing on the ledge were three figures. A man, woman, and child. They watched
impassively as Winston's floating chair lost buoyancy and he plunged to the earth below.
Winston awoke with a start, and got his bearings. The flight attendants were collecting trash, and final credits were rolling on the in-flight movie. He blinked, trying to clear his eyesâthe three figures in his dream had left an afterimage on his fovea. The dim spots in the center of his vision took a few moments to fade along with the residual sensation the dream left behind; the sensation that he needed to
do
something. The dream always brought with it a piercing call to action, and with no direction. He had no idea what he had to do, only that there was a burning need to do it. So he had hopped on a plane to pay his respects to Michael Lipranski's fatherâbecause if he had to do something, it was as good a thing as any.
Now he peered from his window to see nothing looming outside but unimpressive variations of normal as he descended into Orange County toward John Wayne Airport. The weather pattern in Southern California was back in control. Or out of control, depending on your point of view. There would be no hoarfrost at dawn on the sands of Newport Beach. No inexplicable downpours, or bubbles of sunshine defying the grim blanket of the marine layer. Outside Winston's plane, the clouds blew untethered, with no memory of Michael Lipranski, the boy who, for a time, had controlled them. His death had set the skies free.