Authors: Neal Shusterman
“It's not too late,” was all he could offer her at first, and of course she laughed.
“It was too late the moment I was born,” she told him. “That is, if you believe in fate, and I know you do.”
“Do you remember,” asked Dillon, “when we first met? I mean
really
met? It was right after you had killed your parasite. You were still fat, but losing pounds by the minute.”
“What's your point?”
“I had just helped my parasite of destruction kill thousands of people. In the end, it tricked me into killing Deanna. I thought I'd die from the weightâthat there was no redemption for meâbut I was wrong. I made it back. So can you.”
She was silent for a moment, mulling the memory.
“These creatures are going to destroy everything human,” Dillon said. “You know that, don't you?”
“Name me one thing human worth preserving.”
“That's not you speaking, Lourdes. You think they've turned you into some kind of demon, but it's not true. It's just another lie.”
The frown on her mouth twisted. “I've killed people for pleasureânot because I was tormented by a parasite, but because I chose to. I've even helped the vectors devour souls.”
“Did you let them feed you?”
Lourdes faltered. “What?”
“Did you let them feed you on souls?”
Lourdes turned away, and hurled another log on the fire. “What difference does that make?”
“You didn't, did you? Because you're not like them. You'll never be. You're still one of us, and we want you back.”
Lourdes looked to Michael and Tory. “I think they can tell you how likely that is.”
Michael shook his head. “It's no use.”
“Then why did you set them free?”
Lourdes shrugged, as if it were nothing. “I'd rather see you all die fighting. More interesting that way.”
“When the vectors find out you released them, they'll kill you.”
“They need me to help herd and process the world's masses.” But Dillon could hear doubt in her voice; doubt that they would truly need her and perhaps a deeper doubt of her own capacity to stomach such a terrible mission. Dillon focused his thoughts on this minute crack in her facade, searching for a seed to sow in that fine fault of doubt. He took a step closer. “Will you watch?” he asked. “When we make our stand, will you at least be a witness to what we tried to do?”
“It's SRO,” she said, “But I plan to have a front-row seat.” She waved her hand, and her circle parted to the left and right, revealing two miles of empty shoreline. This part of the bay, all the way to the arch on the cliff, was under her stringent control. No one was coming ashore without the captain's leave.
Michael and Tory struggled to their feet, helping each other up, gaining strength from each other as they touched. Lourdes watched them, disgusted. “Go before I change my mind and have you torn to pieces instead.”
Dillon concentrated for just an instant more, and finally he found the words he needed to plant.
“I'm not surprised this is what you've become,” he told her in a precise, matter-of-fact tone that bordered on pity. “You always were the weakest of us.”
It appeared to have no effect; she was as recalcitrant as when Dillon arrived.
“Don't slam the door on your way out.”
Dillon turned from her and left with Michael and Tory. The mob closed the gap once they were outside of Lourdes's little world.
Dawn was already hinting on the horizon. Dillon had told Winston an hour, but how long had it been? It had taken at least that long to cross the bay. He looked at the uneven shoreline. It would be slow going, but the powerboat would be even slower, winding through the crowded bay. “There's an arch on a hillside a few miles away. That's where we have to go, and we have to move.”
“And what do we do when we get there?” Tory asked. “Look for this âinfection'?”
“I don't think we'll need to look for it,” Dillon told her, “It'll be about as easy to miss as a hydrogen bomb.”
A cold and unforgiving breeze began to blow, pulled by Michael's fear. Michael gripped his arms. “I can already feel the nuclear winter.”
But Dillon was shivering even before he felt the wind.
W
INSTON KEPT LOW AS
he made his way through the shrubs around the stone arch. This close, he could feel the scar slicing through it, filling him with a discordant energy that felt like ants crawling through the hollow of his spine. Feeling the vectors so close did not give him a sense of their weaknessesâonly their imperviousness.
Something lay in the dust a dozen yards away and with no sign of the vectors he stepped out into the open to take a closer look. It was a twisted body in the dust, left in complete disregard.
He turned to leave, but then a voice spoke out.
“Winston Pell.” It was a child's voice, with a slight Latin accent. “Lourdes has told us so much about you.”
He turned to see two figures step out of a doorway of a small church. He turned to run, but a third one stepped out from behind the arch.
“You give people back their lost arms and legs,” the boy said. “For you, things grow; people grow in any way you want. But not today. You see, nothing grows in this rocky soil.”
The largest of the three vectors rushed him, tackled him, and effortlessly wrenched him into a choke hold as if he had been trained to do just that. Although Winston couldn't see his face, there was a smellâa stringent and musky cologne. He knew that smell. Why did he know that smell? Then it struck him that this same aroma had been aboard Tessic's plane that had first brought him to Poland. It had been aboard the helicopter that spirited them to Majdanek and Auschwitz. How could that be?
The vector pushed Winston through the door of the church, and as Winston finally made the connection, he discovered that the sickly sweet aroma wasn't the only thing that had been dragged here from Poland. The vectors had brought a prisoner.
I
T HAD TAKEN MANY
deaths to transport the temporal vector to Poland. The first had been the Old Man. Once freed from that host body, the vector had leapt from the boat to the Italian mainland, where he covered as much distance as he could before inhabiting a woman, who slept while he devoured her soul. He quickly realized that traveling within a physical body would not grant him the speed he needed, but neither could he travel discorporate for more than a few miles at a time. His solution, he felt, was most inventive. He forced this new body to drown itself, and it freed him for another leap. He found his range to be about twenty miles as a discorporate spirit, before having to take another host, which he immediately forced to take its own life. In this way he hopscotched across Europe, leaving a trail of death behind him, until reaching northern
Poland just as Dillon and Winston stepped into Birkenau.
In the body of Ari, Tessic's pilot, he tried to lure them, but was obstructed by Maddy Haasâa woman who, by the memory of the pilot, wielded some power over Dillon Cole's heart.
Before he could bypass her, Dillon was already skyborne for Greeceâbut he had an alternate plan. He already knew what it would take to render Dillon impotent. He had a secret weaponâan insurance policy now. He brought it with him all the way from Poland. Beating her into submission had been some heavy task, as she was well-trained in defensive artsâbut then so was his host's body. She was almost his match. Almost. And for Maddy Haas, almost was the difference between freedom and being bound and gagged in the pulpit of a small Thiran chapel.
W
INSTON COULDN'T LOOK
M
ADDY
in the eyeâcouldn't bear to see the woman who had meant so much to Dillon so brutally subdued. Her face was bruised and her mouth gagged, but her eyes were alert and more furious than frightened.
“What did you do to Tessic?” Winston asked the vectors.
“He served us no purpose,” answered the ugly woman. Did that mean they killed him or left him alone? Winston wondered. They were just as likely to have done either.
The chapel was in a state of disrepair, windows broken, weeds growing between the earthen tiles. Ari brought Winston down the aisle and forced him down on the altar. The child just stood by and watched, but Winston could see in this child's eyes that there was nothing childlike about him. He thought back to the days when he was growing backwardâwhen he had “the stunt” on him, as his mother had called it. Fifteen, but trapped in a body of a seven-year-old, growing younger day by day. Did he look like this child looked now?
Winston now noticed that the woman held a steel pole in her hand.
“These bodiesâthey feel so many interesting things,” the boy said. “Pain is something we are just starting to explore.”
The woman brought the pole down across the middle of Winston's spine. He felt the pain shoot out from his solar plexus to his brain like his soul exploding within him. He screamed.
“Why do humans scream?” the boy asked. “Doesn't it just make the pain worse?”
The boy told Ari to let him go. Winston wasn't going anywhere now. “Take the girl to a place where Dillon can see her,” the boy said. “I want to play with Winston some more.” And so the pilot left, dragging Maddy struggling through the door.
Once they were gone, the woman brought the pole down again on Winston's back, a bit higher, and twice as hard. Winston heard it whistle through the air before making contact, and this time he not only felt the fracturing of bone, but felt his spinal column sever like a sheared cable. In an instant he could feel nothing beneath his waist. She swung again, his shoulder blades taking the blow, but the next blow came at his neck. The pain exploded in his neck, but went no lower. Now he felt nothing below the neck, and he opened and closed his mouth like a fish gasping for air, unable to work his lungs.
The woman stopped and watched.
“Does it hurt real bad?” the boy askedânot out of malice but curiosity, which was worse. Then the boy giggled. “Most things on earth have no backboneâI learned that in school. Now neither do you.”
They were silent for a moment, waiting.
Then Winston felt the pain come back along his spine, first to his shoulder, then to his mid back, then exploding again
through the small of his back, to his legs and feet which he could feel once more. He lost containmentâhis power spread forth from his soul. The weeds between the tiles grew denser.
The boy pressed his finger against Winston's spine, prodding the broken vertebrae. “You can regrow your nerves, but you can't fix the bones,” he said. “You need Dillon for that,
verdad
?”
Winston's answer was another wail. His own body was the enemy now, forcing him to feel every ounce of pain, long after any other nervous system would have been rendered useless. He had never longed for death before through all he had experienced, but now he cared about nothing but ending the pain.
“We can't leave him like this,” the boy said.
The woman agreed. “Dillon could still repair him. Even if he dies, Dillon could bring him back.”
The boy got closer to Winston, looking into his eyes. “Cut off his head, and take it with us,” the boy said. “Dillon can't do a thing if we take
that
away.” And then the boy bounded out, playtime over.
The woman produced a stubby dagger that would make the job slow and sloppy.
As he watched her approach, Winston wanted the pain to end, and if death was the only way to end it he would accept thatâbut he would not let himself die at their hands. And so, as the woman approached with the blade, Winston reached out and gathered his power, narrowing it and focusing it on a single greening crack between the floor tiles.
M
ADDY
H
AAS, BEATEN AND
bruised but still full of fight, struggled against Ari all the way to the Thiran Gateâher struggles were enough to pull her legs free from the ropes but not her hands.
It was maddening to not know why she was taken or what this was all aboutâonly to know that she was some key variable in whatever equation these creatures were working. The first thing she saw as he brought her to the gate was the stunning mass of boats in the bay, and the crowds on the shore that kept their distance. She felt a strange force in the air pressing on her, trying to usurp her will, force her to be still. Perhaps she might have caved into it had she not felt so amped up, and had the source of that power not been so distant. Below, three people crested the rocks of the next cove. Even in the dim dawn, she recognized them right away. It was Dillon, Michael, and Tory.
Ari ripped the tape off her mouth. “Call to him,” he demanded, but Maddy would not help him in any way, and so in the end, it was Ari who called out.
“Dillon!”
Dillon looked up, then stopped dead in his tracks. She could only imagine what he felt when he saw her there.
“We saved her soul for breakfast,” Ari yelled. “Shall I eat it now?”
She struggled, but his grip only grew tighter.
Did he say soul?
“She's not a part of this!” Dillon screamed. “Let her go!”
“You come to me now. You come to me and I leave her soul where it is. We make good trade. We trade you, for her soul.”
Dillon hesitated, but only for a moment. He bounded toward the base of the stairs. Tory grabbed for him, but he shook her off, and pushed Michael out of his way.
“That's right, you come to me now.”
“No, Dillon!” Maddy shouted. Dillon was filled with rage, and it blinded him. He would lose this fight. Ari would kill him.
Ari then put his lips against her ear. “You the lucky one,”
he said, planting a kiss on her neck. “He dies, you keep your soul. For an hour at least. Not bad.”
She would not accept this. All her life was not going to come down to her being a bargaining chip. She would not be the reason that Dillon failedâshe could not allow it!