Near Matfield Green, KansasâOctober 5, 1905
Jesse and Billy rode south from the road where they had stopped the stage, then turned west.
“Are we going to find a railroad?”
“We'll go on into Colorado and catch a train there,” Jesse said. “I've sort of got a hankerin' to see what has become of Wild Horse. Also, I'd like to visit your ma's grave.”
“Yeah,” Billy said. “Yeah, I think I'd like that, too.”
“We can ride for a while. We don't have any urgent need to be in California.”
“Pa,” Billy said. “If there's anybody still in Wild Horse, they'll know us.”
“Sure they will. They'll know us as neighbors who used to live there. Billy, I do want you to be careful, and watch what you do and what you say, but you can't go through the rest of your life being afraid of every shadow. If you do, it just isn't worth it.”
“All right,” Billy replied.
They rode on in silence for about another hour.
“Pa?”
“Yeah?”
“I'm hungry.”
“Well, what do you think we ought to do about it?”
Billy laughed. “That was part of my schoolin', wasn't it?”
“Yes, it was.”
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An hour later Jesse and Billy were stretched out on blankets near a fire. A rabbit, stretched across a circle of rocks, was browning in the flames.
“I wish we had some salt,” Billy said.
“We do. I never travel without it.”
Billy laughed. “You never taught me that before.”
“I thought that was something you could figure out yourself.”
Fifteen minutes later, Jesse reached over to move one of the rabbit's legs. “Oh, yeah,” he said. “It's done.”
It was another week before they reached Wild Horse. By now, even Dunnigan's Grocery Store was gone, and the structures that remained were boarded up. As they rode down the street the sound of the hoofbeats seemed louder than normal, echoing back from the front of the silent buildings.
“It seems kind of spooky, don't it, Pa?” Billy asked.
Jesse chuckled. “Maybe that's why they call them ghost towns.”
The only living creature they saw in the entire town was a coyote who stared at them from between two of the boarded-up buildings.
“There's where I went to school,” Billy said.
The windows of the schoolhouse had all been broken out, and the front door hung askew on a single hinge.
“Pa, can we look inside?”
“Ha!” Jesse said. “It was all I could do to keep you in school when you were young. Now you want to look inside?”
“Yeah.”
“All right.”
They angled their horses toward the small building, cut across the school yard, then tethered them to the railing that was still intact on the front porch. There was drift dirt on the floor inside, but all the desks, including the teacher's desk, were still there. The blackboard was there as well, and there was a chalk message faded, but still legible.
The record is not yet written of those who learned here.
Have we produced an artist, a writer, a doctor,
perhaps even a president?
I am a part of each of my students,
and each of them a part of me.
This school is gone, but it shall never be forgotten.
âPauline Foley, last day of the Wild Horse School,
June 12, 1903
Billy laughed. “Mrs. Foley was always putting little things like that on the blackboard. I wonder where she is now.”
“I'm sure she's teaching school somewhere,” Jesse said. “Everyone said she was a real good teacher.”
Billy looked around the school, then began pointing out desks, naming who sat at each of them.
“That's where Ann Woodward sat,” he said. “I sure pined over her, but she never would give me a second look.”
Billy was quiet for a moment, then he turned and started toward the door. “Let's go, Pa. I don't want to be in here anymore.”
From the school they rode out to the cemetery and were surprised to see it was remarkably well kept up. There was a sign erected at the edge of the cemetery.
S
TRANGER
,
pause here to take a reverent bow:
These graves you peruse in idle curiosity
Are of those who were once as you are now
And as is certain that someday, you will be!
Jesse and Billy walked over to look down at Molly's grave.
“Pa?”
“Yes?”
“When we was in Missouri, you put that flower on your first wife's grave. Do you miss Ma as much as you did her?”
“Billy, I was only married to Zee for eight years. I was married to Molly for nineteen years. If you want to know the truth, I miss your ma more than I miss Zee.”
“I'm glad,” Billy said. “I mean, I'm real sorry about your first wife, how it had to be and all. But I'm glad to know how you felt about Ma.”
“Let's go to California,” Jesse said, turning to leave the cemetery.
“How far is it to California?”
“I don't know; I've never been there. But all my life I've heard about how far it is. And how pretty it's supposed to be.”
“Are we going to ride horses all the way to California?”
“No, we'll sell our horses and tack in Mirage, then take the train. Only not right away.”
“Why not right away?”
“Damn, boy, you want to get on the train looking and smelling like we do now? They would more'n likely make us ride on the car with the horses. We'll get us a hotel room in Mirage, spend a few days there, get cleaned up, and maybe buy some new clothes.”
“You know what I want? I want me a hat like the one that was on the head of that little banker feller on the stage.”
Jesse laughed. “Yeah, you'll look real fine in that hat.”
They reached Mirage late that afternoon, checked in to a hotel, took a hot bath, and spent their first night in a bed for some time.
The next morning, Jesse inquired at the desk about some of his friends.
“Larry Wallace? Oh, yes, he's still here. He's a deputy sheriff. I imagine you'll find him down at the sheriff's office now; he mostly just stays there and watches over the place.”
Wallace was sitting behind a desk, reading the paper, when Jesse stepped into the office a few minutes later.
“I thought you weren't going to do law work anymore,” Jesse said.
Wallace looked up at the sound of a familiar voice. “Frank!” he said. “My, oh my. It's been a coon's age. How are you doing? What brings you here?”
“Billy and I are on our way to California, so we decided to stop by the cemetery and visit Molly. I was surprised at how well the cemetery is being kept up.”
“Yes, well, half the town of Mirage has folks buried there, so several of them go over there from time to time and work. I'm sure glad you stopped by. You said you and Billy. Where's young Frank?”
“He got himself married to the prettiest girl in Oklahoma,” Jesse said. “Or at least that's what he says, and you'd better not argue with him.”
“You know, folks are still talkin' about what a great job he did, speakin' those words over Molly's grave like he done. I'm sure glad you stopped by on your way.”
“What are you doing wearing a badge? I thought you had sworn off that.”
“Well, I guess I just got it in my blood. You know how it is, you sometimes get used to somethin', and you find that you just can't walk away from it as easy as you thought.”
“Yes, I know how it is,” Jesse said, thinking of his own return to the outlaw trail.
“Oh, by the way, we've got us a stagecoach robber to look out for now.”
“Where? Here in the county?”
“No, it was back in Kansas, but what with automobiles, and trains all over the place, and telephones, robberies aren't all local anymore. Although these two were ridin' horses. At least one of 'em was, 'n he brought the horse for the other robber, who had started out as one of the passengers. He stole a money shipment from a bank messenger, then took the other passenger hostage.”
“What happened to the hostage? Was he hurt?”
“No, he managed to escape from them when they weren't looking. Say, do you remember that time you rode on the posse with us and shot down all four of the bank robbers?”
“Yeah, I remember,” Jesse said. “But I don't like to dwell on it. Killin' those four men didn't sit all that well with me.”
Wallace shook his head. “No, I don't reckon it did. Killin' don't sit well with any decent man. So, you're going to California, are you? Well, how long are you going to be in town?”
“Not long, maybe a day or two to catch up with some friends. Gene Welch, Glen Dunnigan. Are they doing all right?”
“Yes, both of them are. Dunnigan's got hisself another store.”
“I'm glad.”
Wallace picked up the phone. “Let me call my wife. I'll have her round up the Dunnigans and the Welches. You and Billy will come for dinner tonight, won't you?”
“Sure, we'd be glad to.”
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“New York City is absolutely the biggest place you've ever seen in your life. I thought Kansas City, Saint Louis, and Chicago were big. But New York is so big I can't describe it,” Billy said at dinner that evening. “They've got trains that run by electricity on tracks that are so high they are halfway up the sides of the buildings. And they're as fast as greased lightning. And one of 'em we was in ran off the track and fell to the ground below.”
Billy also told about the St. Louis World's Fair, and all the “wonderments” they had seen.
“I don't see any need for you folks to go on to California,” Dunnigan said. “We can always use good neighbors right here in Mirage.”
“I appreciate the invitation, Glen,” Jesse replied. “But I've always wanted to see California, and you know what they say, I'm not getting any younger.”
“Oh, California is a pretty place, all right,” Dunnigan said. “I've been there a few times. But it can't compare with Colorado.”
“I've heard about San Francisco for nearly my whole life,” Jesse said. “That's where we're headed.”
San FranciscoâApril 18, 1906
Jesse and Billy had rented a row house on Steiner Street in the marina district of San Francisco. It was early in the morning and Jesse was still asleep, when suddenly his bed tilted, dumping him onto the floor. At first he thought Billy had done it, coming into the room to play some joke on him. But as he lay on the floor, still in a stupor, he realized that the entire house was shaking. From outside, he heard a loud roar.
The closest he had ever come to experiencing anything like this was being caught in an artillery barrage during the war, and for one irrational moment, he thought perhaps that was exactly what was happening. But no, that couldn't be. The shaking continued and seemed to get worse with each second. Suddenly one entire wall came crashing down, exposing the outside.
He was unable to get to his feet because of the violent tossing of the floor, then as suddenly as it had started, it stopped.
“Pa! Pa, are you all right?” Billy called from his room.
“Yes, I think so. Are you hurt?”
“No,” Billy said. “But I can't get the door open. I'm trapped in my room.”
“Let me see what I can do,” Jesse said.
Jesse didn't have the problem with his door that Billy did, because Jesse's door was off the hinges. When he stepped out into the hallway, he saw why Billy couldn't get his door open. A pile of bricks and board, shaken loose from the house, was stacked up in front of the door. Jesse worked on it for nearly half an hour, until he got enough of it moved aside to allow Billy to come through.
“Get dressed, gather up the money, and let's get out of here,” Jesse said.
Fifteen minutes later, they were dressed and outside, where they saw that the streets had cracked and opened, with chasms extending in all directions. Entire buildings had collapsed, and they saw dead people and animals, crushed under the debris. And though the sun had come up, the sky was black with smoke roiling up from hundreds, perhaps thousands, of fires.
“Pa, you think we can get back in the house?”
“Why would you want to go back in?”
“We left all our clothes in there.”
“We'll buy new clothes,” Jesse said. “We aren't like the others; they live here, they have to stay here. We don't. We're leaving.”
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