Sidelined: A Sports Romance (36 page)

“That’s ok.” Skye forced a smile.

“Uh-oh, I really did upset you.” Faith sat across from her. “Deployments are hard. You’re going through the roughest part right now. I’ve been there.”

Skye straightened her shoulders. Nothing she had experienced could compare to Faith’s loss. Suddenly, she felt like an idiot. “I’m fine. Really. See?” She pointed to her mouth as the corners turned into a smile.

Faith giggled. “Take it from me, doubt is your worst enemy during deployments.”

“What do you mean?”

“He’s over there. You’re over here, And you have all of this empty time to yourself. You start wondering if he’s thinking and feeling the same things you are. You wonder if you made up the whole relationship in your head. If things were really as connected and as serious as you thought they were before he left. Because I know, right before a deployment things are intense. You connect on every level and can’t imagine breathing without him.”

“You are reading my mind right now.” Skye reached for the wine bottle and topped off her glass. She tucked her feet behind her. “When he was here I knew exactly what we had. I had no doubts. But now that he’s gone I’m questioning everything.”

“And I just made it ten times worse by that stupid comment. I’m sorry. Don’t let what I said take away from Ben’s feelings for you. It definitely is real. He wouldn’t have wanted me to call you and invite you over if he wasn’t worried and thinking about you.”

“He did that?” Skye assumed the call was Faith’s idea.

“Mmm…hmm. He called me a few days ago worried that you would spend all your time working at your office if I didn’t intervene.” She winked. “Trust me. He is thinking about you too.”

Skye felt her shoulders slide down her back. Wine with Faith was exactly what she needed. “Thanks, I do feel better.”

“Good. Just remember any time you start to doubt it you can call me. I’m happy to remind you how crazy he is about you.”

“Thank you, I’m afraid I might have to take you up on it.” Skye wondered how much harder the deployment would be. She was barely surviving the first week. She didn’t have time to think through it. Ben threw it at her. She had two choices: either end everything with him and let him go to Japan, knowing she wouldn’t be there when he got home or follow what her body and soul were telling her. Body and soul won.

“Anytime.” Faith’s expression turned playful. “You know I have a feeling you might end up with a ring on your finger.”

“What?” Skye clutched at her wine glass.

“I just know these things. You’re crazy in love with him right?”

Skye didn’t think that even came close to capturing how she felt about Ben. There weren’t enough sonnets or love songs to describe how her heart soared when he looked at her. Everything faded to a blurry haze and all she could see were his eyes. Eyes that she wanted to wake up to everyday. Eyes that told her she had found home with him. Eyes that said he loved her. Skye knew it sounded insane to say that after knowing him only a month she wanted a future with him, but it felt so natural and right to be with him. This moment, these months ahead of them, felt as unnatural as anything. They weren’t supposed to be apart.

“Yes. I’m one hundred percent in love with him.” She hung her head. “But I was afraid to tell him before he left. I should have told him. Everything happened so quickly. It was like all of a sudden we found each other and then I had a week to say goodbye.”

“You can still tell him. It’s never too late to say ‘I love you’.”

“It’s not, is it?” Skye started imagining all the ways she could tell Ben how she was feeling.

“Never too late. Now let’s go eat.” Faith wrapped her in a hug before they headed inside.

Skye knew she had a friend in Faith like no other.

* * *

O
ne Month Later

“
H
ave
any packages arrived from me yet?” Ben sounded excited on the other end of the phone.

“You sent me something?”

“Yes, want to know what it is?”

“No, I want it to be a surprise.” Skye hugged her knees to her chest. With the time difference they didn’t talk nearly as often as she wanted.

“I love your kind of surprises. Especially ones with black lace and—”

“I hope no one can hear you right now.” Skye giggled. What she wouldn’t do to slip on that naughty piece of lingerie and parade around in front of him. She’d even throw in a can of whipped cream.

“There’s something I’ve been wanting to ask you.”

Skye sat forward. His voice had changed from playful to serious. “What is it?”

“I didn’t know how all of this would work out until I got here, that’s why I haven’t mentioned it before.” He paused. “But, a lot of the guys over here are putting in for their two weeks of leave. We can take time off during the deployment. So, I was thinking I could spend my two weeks with you.”

Skye wanted to leap off the bed. Her hands started shaking.

“Skye, you still there?”

“Yes, yes I’m here. I’m just surprised.”

He laughed. “Well, I was worried it couldn’t happen so I was afraid to mention it before. I didn’t want to get your hopes up and then have to disappoint you. So, here are your choices: Japan, Australia, Alaska, Hawaii, or…”

“Wait, you want me to meet you somewhere?”

“Yes, baby. I’ll fly you almost anywhere in the world. Where do you want to go for two weeks? I’ll cover the entire trip.”

“I can’t let you do that. It’s too much. I can afford it.”

“Skye,” his voice darkened. “I know you can afford it. I know you make tons of money, and you’re a successful businesswoman. I want do this
for
you. Let me.”

“Ok. In that case, where do you want to go?” She couldn’t believe he was on the phone asking her to meet him on the other side of the world. The butterflies were in rocket mode in her stomach.

“With you? I don’t give a damn. Two weeks with you in a prison would be awesome. You pick. Every place over here is beautiful.”

“When can you take leave? What are you thinking?” Skye would pack tonight if she could fly to him tomorrow.

“I need to put in for my leave about a month ahead of time, so sometime in June. How does that sound?”

Another month without his strong hands and rock-hard chest was going to be tough to bear, but it was better than five more months. Seeing each other during the summer would break up the deployment. This was the best gift he could ever give her.

“Maui. I’ve always wanted to go to Maui.” Secretly, it’s where she always wanted to have her honeymoon, but she wasn’t about to spill that tidbit.

“Done. I’ll work on the tickets this week. Better start buying lots of bikinis and more of that lingerie I like.”

Skye imagined if she could see his face he would wink at her.

“You got it.” She suppressed a squeal. “I can’t believe it.”

“I have to go, but I’ll call you in a few days. Bye, baby.”

“Bye.” She sighed as she tossed the phone on the bed. She hopped to her feet and started jumping on the mattress until all the pillows on her bed had been jostled to the floor. “I’m going to Maui. I’m going to Maui.” She started a hula dance and fell in a heap of giggles on the bed.

B
olt tried not
to clutch the lei made of orchids in his fist, but he was so damn nervous. It had been over two months since he had seen Skye. Talking on the phone and emails weren’t enough. He thought about her when he was running, when he was in the shower, when he was flying. She had crept into every part of his life. He had to tell her what he was feeling. The only problem was that he was terrified.

He waited next to baggage claim. He had taken a commercial flight the day before, wanting to make sure he was there to greet her when she stepped off the plane. The shells that were looped around his neck were starting to itch, but he didn’t want to take them off. He thought Skye would want the entire Hawaiian experience.

It seemed like every couple that passed him was in Hawaii on their honeymoon. He recognized the look they were wearing. It was the same one he saw on Skye’s face when they woke up together, when they sipped coffee together, or bet on baseball games. It was pure, devoted love.

He straightened his shoulders. The baggage carousel lights started to flash. Skye’s plane had arrived.

A line of passengers walked toward him. He dodged the newlyweds, searching the crowd for Skye. Then he saw her. Her raven hair, flowing around her shoulders. A white halter was tied around her neck, showing off her bronzed shoulders. Bolt couldn’t stand it. Humility be damned. He ran toward her, scooping her in his arms. She hopped forward, wrapping her legs around him.

“Hey, you.” She smiled before his mouth claimed hers.

She tasted like cinnamon and smelled like vanilla. He inhaled every part of her, his hands tangling through her hair. His chest surged with an aching that was eased as her fingers clasped around his neck.

“I missed you, baby.” He whispered in her neck.

“Me too.” She planted her feet on the airport floor. “I can’t believe I’m here. That you’re here.”

“Damn it,” he mumbled.

“What’s wrong?”

He held up the lei, some of the orchids were bent. “I had this whole ‘aloha’ thing planned, but when I saw you, I couldn’t think of anything else.”

Skye giggled. “It was the best aloha a girl could ask for.” She pointed toward the revolving carousel. “There’s my bag. The flowered one.”

Bolt wedged himself between another set of newlyweds and grabbed her bag, pulling it to the floor so they could wheel it out of the airport.

“Did you pack all my special requests?” He winked.

“I guess you’ll just have to wait and see if I have any surprises for you.” He couldn’t keep his lips off of her. He stole a kiss along her neck as they walked into the warm Hawaiian sun.

“I have a rental car in the visitor lot.” He led her across the lanes of baggage claim pickup.

“This is cute.” Skye admired the red two-door convertible.

“I figured we’re on a Hawaiian vacation. I have to do this right.” He tossed her luggage in the trunk and rushed to open the passenger door for her.

“Thanks.” She lingered long enough for him to kiss her again.

He couldn’t wait to get back to the resort. He had champagne, Hawaiian music, the whole thing ready to go. Now that she was here, they could finally get started.

* * *

B
olt held
a cup of pineapple toward Skye. “Want some?”

“Sure.” She leaned across the lounge and he slipped a piece of the white fruit in her mouth. It was the third day in a row they had rented a cabana on the beach.

Skye returned to her book, her skin glistening in the sun. Neither one of them had adjusted to the time difference. Bolt was still trying to get over Japanese time, and Skye was off a few hours from her California schedule. They had no problem agreeing the best way to remedy it was to spend as much time in bed as humanly possible.

“Did you know that you can only eat this kind of pineapple in Hawaii?” Bolt pointed to the cup. “It’s delicious.”

Skye pulled her shades to the edge of her nose. “No, I didn’t know that.” She turned another page.

“What do you think about snorkeling? Do you want to try it?” He sat in his chair, watching a few of the swimmers bob up and down with their flippers helping them stay buoyant.

“Why don’t you go?” Skye rested the book next to her. “I think I’ll read some more, but you should try it.”

He looked skeptical. “You sure?” He didn’t like the idea of leaving her on the beach, but he was ready to get some exercise.

“Yes, have fun.” She pulled the book back to her nose.

“Ok, but I’ll be right over there if need me.” He nodded to the low area of coral along the beach.

Bolt stood from the chaise and walked to the rental stand on the boardwalk.

“Aloha. How is your stay in Maui so far?” A round man with sunscreen all over his face smiled.

“Aloha. It’s going great.” Bolt glanced back at Skye in the chair.

“What did you want to rent today? Paddle board? Surfboard?”

“Just a snorkel set.” Bolt noticed they were already packaged in mesh bags.

“Do you need one for your wife?”

A confused look must have appeared on his face. The clerk corrected himself. “That pretty girl isn’t your wife?”

Bolt struggled with the words. “No, she isn’t.”

The man handed him a blue set. “I don’t know why not. You two look like a perfect match.”

Bolt handed him a twenty-dollar bill and took the bag. “Thanks, man.” He turned to see if Skye was watching him. He threw the snorkel set over his shoulder, but he didn’t head for the waves, instead he took a right turn into Whaler’s Village and headed straight to the Cartier store.

* * *

“
B
en
, this is incredible.” Skye gushed over the private dining table he had reserved.

They were the only ones on the beach. Gas torches flickered inside their tent, and the table was filled with orchids. Bright fucia and purple petals were scattered along the sand. Bolt admitted he wasn’t much for flowers unless he was giving them as a gift, but there was something about the Hawaiian blooms that were stunning. They grew in the courtyards, donned all parts of the resort, and the staff handed them out like candy.

Their first night in the suite Bolt laid Skye down on a bed sprinkled with white orchids. His entire perspective on the flowers changed after that night.

“When did you make this reservation?” She inhaled the flower arrangement. He loved that she tucked one behind her ear.

“This afternoon. When you were reading on the beach.”

She looked skeptical. “It’s a great surprise.” She slid into her seat.

Bolt sat next to her. He was nervous. He kicked back the glass of wine their private server had just poured. He needed every ounce of magic in that glass.

The sun began to sink behind the clouds on the horizon. The sky around them glowed pink and orange.

“I can’t believe you planned all this and didn’t tell me.” She grinned.

“You’re not the only one with surprises.” He held the glass for the waiter to refill. He wasn’t going to get drunk, but the wine had a way of calming the queasiness he was dealing with.

Skye looked on the horizon. “Are we celebrating something tonight?”

“Why do you say that?” He shifted in his seat. The rock was burning a hole in his pocket.

“I don’t know. The sunset dinner like Coronado, the wine, the flowers, it’s all so surreal.”

Bolt realized then that this wasn’t as original as he thought. It was beautiful, but it wasn’t special enough. Someone like Skye deserved all the ‘sweep her off her feet’ moments he could muster. He curbed the speech he had prepared.

“I wanted to do something for you, that’s all. We’re on vacation. I say we enjoy every second of it.” He held his glass toward her.

“I can toast to that.” Skye’s wine glass clinked against his. “Now let’s see what this private chef has prepared for us.”

* * *

B
olt tucked
the picnic basket in the backseat, securing it with one of the seatbelts. It would be disastrous if their entire lunch, including the bottle of champagne spilled while they took the sharp curves of the Hawaiian island.

Today they were taking the road to Hana. Bolt asked the concierge about what activities she recommended for two people who had never been to Maui. Other than a luau, the first thing she uttered was, “You have to take the road to Hana.”

She promised scenic waterfalls, beautiful landscapes, and an adventure that they would never forget. The hotel even provided picnic baskets for the trip. They made planning romance that much easier.

Skye laughed as she tossed a beach bag on the floor. “I have sunscreen, a blanket, and towels. Do you think that’s enough?”

“I think that’s plenty.” He tapped his shorts pocket for the tenth time that morning. He had managed to conceal the ring last night when they got back from dinner, but there was no way he could continue living in the same room with Skye keeping that kind of secret. Today was the day.

“You ready?” He was excited enough to jump over the side of the convertible and into the driver’s seat, but instead he opened the door and slid behind the wheel.

“You bet. I can’t wait to do this.” Skye pulled out a map from her purse. “I grabbed this from the front desk. It shows where all the waterfalls are along the way.”

He eyed her tan legs as she slipped into the seat next to him. In the few days they had been in Maui, her olive skin had been sun kissed to a deep bronze. She looked more gorgeous than he ever remembered seeing her.

“Waterfalls it is.” He threw the car in drive and peeled out of the resort drive. The top was down, Hawaiian music was on the radio, and the woman he loved was next to him. It was going to be the best day of his life.

The first stop they made was an hour into the trip. Skye squealed at the first waterfall marker.

“I know there are a hundred of these on the way, but can we stop at this one?”

Bolt pulled over on the mulch shoulder and they walked through thick brush. On the other side of the path was a trickling stream and waterfall.

“Ok, take my picture. It’s the first one.” She handed him her phone.

He laughed. He had never seen her this excited. “Ok. Got it. Let’s keep driving towards the big ones.” He wrapped his hand around her waist and led her back up the path.

Two hours later Bolt pulled off the main road and rolled along a gravel path.

“Where are we going? This isn’t on my map.” Skye pulled her sunglasses down to study the blue triangles on the foldout in her lap.

“Secret.” He grinned.

They passed fields of sugar cane and a few cottages tucked under tropical foliage. The farther they went off the path, the more worried Bolt became that he had his directions all wrong. He wanted privacy, but he didn’t want to drive off a cliff.

They emerged in a clearing and he parked near a banyan tree. This was the place. It was the perfect spot. With the engine quiet, they could hear the roar and splash of a nearby waterfall. This wasn’t a little trickle of water. This was a powerful surge of water tumbling into clear blue-green pools.

“Ben, this is amazing.” Skye pulled the beach bag over her shoulder while he unclipped the picnic basket from its safe seat.