Silvermeadow (13 page)

‘You come up here do you?’ Kathy asked, looking at the benches for spectators along the gallery.

‘Sometimes, when we have a break at work.’

‘What, to check out the good-looking boys?’ Kathy suggested.

Lisa giggled and Naomi glowered disapprovingly at her.

‘What’s down there?’ Kathy asked. To the right she could see the shops of the main upper mall, but to the left the gallery continued across the end of the leisure centre, then narrowed to a set of glass doors.

‘That’s the gym and fitness centre,’ Naomi said, offhand.

‘Can we go in?’

‘If you want.’

Through the glass doors the public gallery continued as a narrower bridge, with a view on one side over squash courts, and on the other into a gymnasium full of machines. The floor of these rooms was only a few metres below the gallery level here, and the people working out below seemed almost close enough to touch. They stood for a while watching a couple of young women capably thrashing a ball around one of the squash courts, then turned to view a muscular male through the other window, pounding the leather arms of the machine in which he lay. He was almost directly below them, the beads of sweat visible on his body as he lifted and dropped, an expression of intense effort on his face as the column of weights behind his head rose and fell with every grunt.

He stopped abruptly, opened his eyes and sat up. Then, as if he could sense that he was being observed, he turned his head and looked up and gave Kathy and the girls a sly grin. She watched his eyes track down each of their bodies in turn, and she turned away from the glass and they walked back the way they had come. She noticed a red blush on Lisa’s cheek, and saw Naomi mutter something in her ear which made the other girl pull away with a complaining, ‘Naomi!’

‘So, where else do you go?’ Kathy asked.

‘That’s about all,’ Naomi replied. ‘Sometimes we go to the cinema down on the lower mall, just off the food court the other way. They have eight screens.’

‘Ten,’ Lisa corrected.

Naomi shrugged.

‘Are there any pubs, clubs?’

‘Yeah, down past the cinema, but we don’t go there.’

‘Never?’

They shook their heads.

‘Do fellers come into the food court from the pub? Having had too much to drink?’

‘The security are very hot on that. Mr Jackson.’

‘You know Mr Jackson, do you?’

‘He’s nice,’ Lisa said. ‘He gives us sweets, and vouchers for things on offer.’

Naomi rolled her eyes. Big deal.

‘What about the shop where Kerri got her bag?’

‘Oh yes, it’s on this level. We’ll take you there.’

Along the way they were stopped by a silver-haired woman wanting their signatures on a petition. Though small, she was formidable and not easily bypassed. Pinned to her cardigan was a printed identification which covered a significant portion of her chest on account of the length of its message and the size of the letters:
HARRIET RUTTER, PRESIDENT, SILVERMEADOW RESIDENTS’ ASSOCIATION
.

The woman beamed up at Kathy. ‘We are petitioning for significant improvements in the choice of music which is played here in the centre,’ she said briskly, with a piping Home Counties accent. ‘It is currently repetitious and bland, and we are pressing the management for a more enlightened choice, encompassing a mixture of classical and popular works, selected by a democratically elected committee.’

‘A residents’ association?’ Kathy said. ‘Do people actually live here?’

‘Aha, well, no, not exactly. We had a great deal of debate over that word. A
great
deal.’ Mrs Rutter raised an eyebrow and pursed her lips in a way that managed to suggest that there had been a great deal of foolishness spoken before her own view on the matter had prevailed. ‘You see, there’s really no appropriate word for what we are. We don’t
live
here, no, of course not. No one could
live
here.’ She looked about her with a smile at the absurdity of the idea. ‘We come from all around, many from miles away. On the other hand, we are not just
customers
or
consumers
or
users
or
stakeholder
s—such dreadful terms! We don’t come here just to buy things, you see. We toyed with the Friends of Silvermeadow, but that makes it sound like an orphanage, don’t you think, or a zoo. We’re simply concerned citizens, for whom Silvermeadow has become a kind of focus in our lives, and it occurred to us, after we’d bumped into each other in repeated encounters such as this, that we should form an association.’

‘I see,’ Kathy nodded, thinking that this might have its uses. ‘And you’re the president.’

‘Yes. Here, let me give you one of our leaflets. You may be interested in joining us. You’ll find our mission statement on the second page, and an application for membership section at the back. We’ve won a good many victories for improvements here over the past eighteen months, and enjoyed ourselves enormously in the process.’ She chuckled combatively and thrust a leaflet into Kathy’s hand. ‘And the petition?’

‘I’ll think about that,’ Kathy said. ‘I haven’t really formed a view about the music.’

‘We’ll sign,’ Naomi said. ‘The music’s crap.’

‘Oh.’ Mrs Rutter was startled, but only for a moment. ‘That’s nice, dear. Here you are.’

They moved on to the bag shop, in which they found one last remaining frog bag, identical, so the girls said, to the one Kerri had bought on her last birthday with money sent by her father. Kathy bought it and they went back out into the mall.

‘Okay,’ she said. ‘Now I’d like to take you to meet my boss, Detective Chief Inspector Brock.’

Their faces fell.

‘What’s the matter? You’ll like him.’

‘We’re not in trouble, are we?’ Naomi said.

‘No, it’s all right. I think he’ll understand why you did what Kerri asked. But he’ll want to hear it from you.’

‘He’s a big wheel, is he?’

‘Yes. He’s one of the top detectives in Scotland Yard, Naomi. If anyone’s going to find out what happened to Kerri, he will.’

‘I feel sick,’ Lisa said, and looked it.

‘She felt sick last night,’ Naomi said. ‘It was hearing about Kerri. She hasn’t eaten since. Neither of us has.’

‘Well look, why don’t you come with me to meet Mr Brock, and you can sit down there, and we’ll get you something nice to eat and drink, and you’ll feel a lot better.’

Phil, the action manager, was now firmly established at a desk just inside the front door, so that no one could come or go without being checked off on his spreadsheets and schedules. Kathy reported to him with the girls in tow, staring wide-eyed and intent at all the activity inside the shop unit. She sat them down beside Phil and got a paper cup of water for Lisa, then went through the unit to Brock’s table, now looking considerably more cluttered. He looked up from the papers he was reading and waved her to a seat.

‘Progress?’ she asked.

‘Six staff so far with records, one promising.’ He passed a fax across to her. ‘Eddie Testor, six months for assault and criminal damage two years ago. Road rage—he forced the other driver to pull in, then battered his car to a crumpled heap with a couple of five-pound hand-weights he happened to have with him. Offered steroid abuse in mitigation. He’s been working at the leisure centre as a lifeguard and swimming instructor, based on false references and credentials. Gavin Lowry’s interviewing him at Hornchurch Street now.’

‘Has he finished the search here?’

‘Pretty much. A few of them are still checking outside.’

‘That was quick.’

‘Yes, he doesn’t waste time. I’m on my way over to see how he’s getting on, but I’d like to talk to Kerri’s friends, see if she ever took swimming lessons from this character.’

‘I’ve just brought them in,’ Kathy said, ‘Naomi and Lisa.’

‘They’re here? You must have read my mind, Kathy.’

She told him about their change of story, showed him the green frog bag and mentioned Lisa’s physical similarity to Kerri. ‘I thought, if we wanted to stage a reconstruction . . .’

‘Yes, yes. Good idea.’ He thought for a moment. ‘I’ll talk to them.’

‘They’re a bit overwhelmed at present. I might organise some lunch for them.’

She led them over. Naomi shook Brock’s hand solemnly, but when he leant across the desk to take Lisa’s she began making little gulping noises, and with a sudden jerk of her head ejected a bolt of mushy material onto the middle of his desk. Cornflakes and toast, Kathy noted. So she had had breakfast.

‘Oooh . . .’ the girl wailed, and Brock, looking benignly unconcerned, as if this was always happening, murmured, ‘There, there. Don’t worry.’ He refrained from wiping the splashes off the front of his shirt and trousers while Kathy sat the girl down and gave her tissues.

‘Maybe we should take Lisa home,’ Kathy said.

5

K
athy was beginning to feel that she was condemned to repeat this journey backwards and forwards endlessly, between two worlds, Silvermeadow and Herbert Morrison, that couldn’t possibly coexist, like whoever it was, the god of thresholds, who looked both ways at once. Or the ferryman who took the dead across the river to Hades. Question was, which of them really was Hades, in this case?

She saw Lisa safely back to her flat, whose threshold mat proclaimed BASS, and looked very much as if it had been acquired from the local.

Then she went to Hornchurch Street to see how DS Lowry was making out with the hammer man. Gavin was taking a break from his exertions when she arrived, supping from a polystyrene cup of tea and looking introspective and thoughtful, especially when he caught sight of Kathy.

‘He’s a nutter,’ he observed without malice. ‘You don’t realise it at first. But then the signal lights start flashing: the repetitions, the forgetfulness, the displacements.’

‘Displacements?’

‘Yeah. Like, now he comes to think of it, there is this
other
guy he’s seen eyeing up the girls, this
other
body builder, this
other
steroid junkie. Not him of course.’

‘Ah. Well, Brock should be along shortly. He’s talking to one of the girl’s school friends. She may know something about this bloke.’

‘Hmm. And what about you? What’ve you been up to?’

‘Just that. The school friends. They admit now that Kerri was planning to run away to see her father.’

‘So how did she end up in the Silvermeadow compactor?’

‘Exactly.’

‘Anything else I should know about?’ he asked, and drained his tea slowly.

‘Don’t think so.’

He gave a weary sigh, crushed the cup in his fist and tossed the bits into a bin. ‘Oh well. Such is life.’ He turned and walked away.

Kathy shuttled back, along quiet Sunday streets, then the link road to the motorway, the motorway itself busy now with weekend traffic, and finally the Silvermeadow turnoff and the expanse of carpark getting fuller all the time, drawing life in from the highways. She went in by way of the service road ramp again and found the blue compactor reassembled and in use, the SOCO team having moved on to the orange machine deepest inside the basement.

They’d taken their overalls off and were sitting together on the edge of the loading dock, eating pizza, and the smell made Kathy feel hungry.

‘Pepperoni,’ Desai said. ‘Have some. We won’t finish this. If you don’t have it it’ll just end up in the compactor.’

He gave her a slice.

‘Any progress?’ she asked.

‘We’re getting the hang of it now. By the time we get to the third one we’ll be stripping it down in no time. But I don’t know if we’ve got anything useful. Dozens of samples, but who knows what of?’

He took her over to the compactor, its bright orange panels half-dismantled, and showed her where the deposits had gathered in the corners and seams of the compression chamber. ‘Oil, hydraulic fluid, fibres, gorgonzola cheese, who knows?’ He straightened and added, ‘What’s it like outside?’

‘Cool, dull.’

‘I wouldn’t mind some fresh air. You want a stroll?’

They walked back along the service road to the ramp, then up into the grey December afternoon and began to follow the pavement that skirted the perimeter of the building.

‘Getting on all right with DS Lowry, are you?’ he asked suddenly.

‘Not too bad. Why? Do you know him?’

‘Not personally. But the guys I’m working with do. I’ve been listening to them talking about him. He’s ambitious. Looks after number one. Maybe you should watch your back.’

Kathy looked at him sharply, wondering if he was having a dig at her. The question of trust.

‘Well,’ she said, ‘you know me. Trust nobody.’

He gave a wry smile. ‘I haven’t forgotten,’ he said softly.

‘I’ll bear it in mind. Thanks.’ They stepped aside for a couple pushing twins in a double stroller, then Kathy added, ‘I didn’t think you’d speak to me again, when I saw you down there this morning.’

He shrugged and gave a sigh that formed a small cloud of breath in the cool air. ‘Oh, look, that was months ago, and you know how it is when you’re lying in a hospital bed, feeling fragile and sorry for yourself . . . or maybe you don’t.’

‘You didn’t sound fragile, Leon. You sounded lucid and angry, and I deserved it. So thanks for talking to me again.’

They walked on in silence, thrusting their hands deeper into their pockets and hunching up their collars as they rounded a corner and met the north-east wind head on. The contours of the hill, carved up by the earthworks for the shopping centre, dropped sharply here to the lower half of the site. A derelict corner lay below them, a couple of deserted builders’ huts in a wire compound, weeds struggling up through raw clay, a battered sign announcing the next development phase.

Desai laughed softly.

‘What’s funny?’

‘I was just thinking, about that time. The thing that really pissed me off, lying there with tape over my eyes and mouth in that derelict flat with Sammy Starling and his gun, the thing that most bothered me . . . Well, no, the thing that most bothered me was that I might be sick and choke myself, like that bloke last year. But after that, the thing that annoyed me was the thought that you would go to my funeral thinking I was gay. You remember, the conversation in the pub?’