Read Simon Thorn and the Wolf's Den Online
Authors: Aimée Carter
“I don't care how crazy you are, Psycho,” he said. “If you think you can humiliate me in front of everyone and get away with itâ”
Another snarl echoed through the park, louder and more vicious than the first. It sounded like nothing Simon had ever heard before. All four boys started, and Bryan paused, distracted.
A massive dog stepped out from behind a tree, gnashing its teeth. It wasn't like any pet Simon had ever seen. With its gray fur and sharp fangs, it looked almost like a wolf.
No, Simon realized. Not
almost
like a wolf. It
was
a wolf.
Without thinking, Simon made what was possibly the stupidest move in his life: he kneed Bryan in the stomach. Hard. And as Bryan doubled over, Simon pushed him to the ground, grabbed his backpack, and made a run for it.
The eighth graders shouted, but a howl cut them off. Simon tore down the path. His hair whipped around his face, and his backpack hung off the crook of his elbow and banged against his knees, but he didn't stop, not even when he bolted out of Central Park. His lungs burned, and several pedestrians swore as he shoved past them, but he reached his building in record time.
He ran up the stairs, stopping only when he got to his apartment. As he struggled to catch his breath, he listened for any sign of someone following him, but the building was
quiet.
Exhausted, he dropped his backpack and groped around for the key. What was he going to tell Darryl? Nothing about the eagle or the wolf, that was for sure. Had the vice principal called about Bryan andâ
“Simon?”
Suddenly the door opened. Instead of his uncle, however, a woman stood inside, wearing jeans and combat boots and brandishing Darryl's baseball bat. Simon froze, dumbfounded.
“Mom?”
Simon's mother dropped the baseball bat and caught him in her arms. She was warm and smelled like fallen leaves, and her blond braid pressed against his cheek, but Simon was too dazed to notice much more than that. After everything that had happened today, part of him wondered if Bryan Barker had knocked him out and this was all a dream.
It wasn't a dream though. She was real, and she was finally home. He hugged her fiercely. “Missed you.”
She ran her fingers through his shaggy hair. “I missed you, too. Look at you. Look how tall you are.”
“I'm not tall. You're just short.” The last time he'd seen her, he hadn't even come up to her shoulders. Now he was
nearly
eye level with her. His insides pinched as he realized how much time they'd lost. “Why are you here?”
“Would you rather I not be?” she asked as she ushered him inside.
“No, I just . . .” He trailed off. His mother glanced up and down the hallway before she closed the door, almost as if she was expecting someone. “You only ever come on holidays or my birthday.”
“I don't need a special occasion to see you, Simon,” said his mother, but her smile looked more like a grimace. Something was wrong. Simon pulled off his jacket, and she hung it up for him before he could do it himself.
“What's going on?” he said, and she hesitated.
“Your vice principal called. He said you were in a fight.”
Simon's heart sank. The only thing he hated more than Darryl's disappointment was his mother's. “You came home because I got in a fight? How did he even find you?” Not even Simon could reach her when he needed her.
“I was already here when he called,” she said.
“Butâyou've been here all day and you didn't come and get me?” She only ever stayed for a few hours at a time. “Where have you been, Mom?”
She frowned. “I'm sorry, sweetheart. Work's been so busyâ”
“For a whole year? You didn't take a single day off?”
“Iâ” his mother began, but the door burst open before she could say anything else.
Darryl,
windswept and red-faced, stormed into the apartment and slammed the door shut. “What were you doing in the park?” he said, rounding on Simon. “I went to pick you up after school, but I saw you there instead. You
know
you're not supposed toâ”
“Darryl, he knows,” said his mother, sliding her arm around Simon's shoulders. “Calm down.”
His uncle didn't look the least bit surprised to see his mother there. “Why did you skip school, Simon?”
Simon faltered. “IâI got sent to the vice principal.”
“Why? What happened?”
“He got in a fight. Another student,” his mother added quickly at the look on Darryl's face.
“I want to hear this from Simon,” said Darryl, but when Simon tried to explain, his mother cut him off.
“Kitchen, Darryl.
Now
.”
Darryl glowered at her, but at last he rumbled into the tiny kitchen. Simon shrugged his mother's arm off. Her brow furrowed, and for a split second guilt stabbed through him. He should have been happy to see her, and part of him wasâbut another part of him, the part that had waited a year to see her again, was fuming. She was the one who had left him, not the other way around.
“I need to talk to your uncle,” she said gently. “Alone.”
The burning knot in Simon's chest returned, swallowing his reply. Instead he trudged off to his room, lugging his backpack behind him. It wasn't fair. She didn't show up
for
an entire year, and now that she was here, she would be gone by morning, just like every other time. As Simon headed down the hall, each footstep grew heavier than the last. How long would it be before she didn't bother to visit at all?
Simon closed his bedroom door and dropped his bag. Sitting down on the edge of his bed, he stared up at the wall of postcards and tried to imagine what his life would have been like if his mother had left him with Darryl and never come back. Easier, maybe. He wouldn't constantly feel like he was waiting for something that almost never happened. He loved his mother, but there were times she made him feel lonelier than Bryan Barker ever could.
“I see you survived.” Felix slipped out from underneath his desk.
“Barely,” said Simon. “I think Bryan Barker is going to murder me tomorrow.”
Felix scurried up Simon's jeans and sweater to perch on his shoulder. “He'll have to get through me first. I'm coming with you.”
He started to tell the mouse noâmostly because he had already come up with a dozen different excuses to skip school tomorrowâbut someone knocked. Felix leaped behind the curtain to hide.
“Simon?” said his mother as she opened the door. “Who were you talking to?”
“
No one. I was justâreading to myself.” Snatching a book off his nightstand, he held it up for her to see. “Is Darryl going to yell at me?”
“No, no, I talked him down.” She sat on the bed beside him. “How are you?”
Simon shrugged. “Fine.”
“You don't sound fine. It hasn't been easy lately, has it?”
He shook his head reluctantly. It felt like he was admitting some sort of horrible defect, and he stared at the wall of postcards.
“Do you want to talk about it?”
He shook his head again. Usually Colin would have been there to commiserate, but that wasn't going to happen anymore. He would just have to get used to dealing with things on his own.
His mother hesitated, and after a moment she fished a wrapped parcel out of her pocket and handed it to him. “This is for you.”
“What is it?” he said.
“Open it and see.”
Simon ripped through the wrapping paper, revealing a plain black box. When he lifted the lid, he found an ornate silver pocket watch inside. It was attached to a long, thin chain, and the back was engraved with a crest. Simon frowned as he examined it. In the center was an oddly shaped star, and surrounding it were five animals: a wolf, an eagle, a spider, a dolphin, and a snake.
“
It was your father's,” said his mother. “He would've wanted you to have it.”
“Really?” Simon's fatherâDarryl's younger brotherâhad died before Simon had been born. Darryl never talked about him, and the few times Simon had asked questions, he could tell how much it hurt Darryl to think about him. Eventually Simon had stopped.
“Really,” said his mother. “I was going to wait until your sixteenth birthday, but with all you've been going through, I thought it would mean more to you now.”
Simon opened the pocket watch. It was stuck at 8:25 and fourteen seconds.
“It's very old,” she admitted. “It might never work again. But I want you to promise me you'll take care of it, all right? Keep it on you always, especially when I can't be there with you, and never forget how much I love you.”
Simon closed the watch and slid it into his pocket. The weight felt right somehow, and he hooked the chain around his belt loop. “I will, if you take me with you.”
His mother wilted. “Oh, sweetheart. You know I would if I could.”
“But you can,” he said, his voice cracking. “I won't get in the way. You can do your job, and I'll stay in the hotel and studyâ”
“Sweetheart . . .” She tried to hug him, but Simon slipped out of her embrace. “Simon. Please. Don't make this any harder for me than it already is.”
“
Harder for
you
?” The words stuck in his throat, and he had to force them out. “I'm the one who gets left behind. All you ever do is send me postcards and visit when you feel like it, which is practically never. I know you love your job more than you love me, butâ”
“I love you more than anything in the world. If there was any way I could be here and spend every single day with you, I would. You must know that, sweetheart.”
Simon faltered. He did know it, but sometimes it felt like a lie his mother told him so he wouldn't be angry. “If you love me more, then let me go with you.”
“Actually,” said Darryl as he nudged open the bedroom door, his body taking up the whole frame, “I don't think that's such a bad idea.”
Simon looked at him, stunned. “You mean it?” he said, and Darryl nodded.
“Might do you some good to get away from here for a while. Both of you.” Darryl gave his mother a look Simon didn't understand.
“You're really going to do this now?” she said.
“And you aren't?”
She stood and gave Simon a quick kiss on the forehead. “I need to talk to your crazy uncle again.” When Simon started to object, she cut him off. “Please.”
His uncle gave him a slight nod, and Simon sank back onto his mattress, pretending to return to his book. But once they stepped out of the bedroom, Simon counted to
ten
and opened the door again. Darryl and his mother argued in low voices that filtered in from the kitchen, and Simon crept down the hallway, avoiding the squeaky floorboard.
“. . . can't stay here,” said Darryl. “Orion already found himâ”
“You can't know that for sure,” said his mother. “It's been years.”
“I wouldn't have called you back if I wasn't positive.”
Simon flattened himself against the wall. Who was Orion?
“We can't just uproot him like this,” said his mother. “It's dangerous out there.”
“It's more dangerous here. We don't have a choice anymore, Isabel. You wanted to wait, so we waited. Now it's been too long. If Orion's found us, then that means they've both found us.”
“You're
absolutely
sure?”
His uncle swore. “I already told youâ”
“Simon?”
The squeak near his ear startled him, and Simon jumped backward into the bookcase, upsetting a picture frame. Felix sat on the top shelf, rubbing his paws together nervously. Horrified, Simon gestured for him to leave before someone else heard him, but it was too late.
Darryl stepped out of the kitchen. “Simon, what are youâ” He spotted Felix, and cold fear washed over Simon.
The
mouse scrambled behind several books, but he had nowhere else to go.
“What are you and Mom talking about?” said Simon quickly, stepping between his uncle and the bookcase. Darryl advanced anyway, brandishing a spoon like a sword. “Who's Orion?”
“Get out of my way, Simon,” growled Darryl. One good swing, and he could smash the bookcase into splinters. Felix squeaked again, and Simon's mother appeared in the doorway.
“Darryl, what'sâoh, for heaven's sake.” She sidestepped both of them and, reaching behind the books, expertly snatched Felix by the tail.
“Mom, no!” Simon tried to grab Felix, but his mother dangled him just out of reach.
“Who sent you?” she said, and at first Simon thought she was talking to him. A heartbeat later, he realized she meant Felix.
He felt like Bryan Barker had knocked the air out of him all over again. “Youâyou can talk to mice?”
She ignored him. “Tell me who sent you, or you won't have this tail much longer. Then it'll be your whiskers. Then your ears. Then your paws, and thenâ”
“Stop it!” said Simon. “He's my friend. Let him go.”
“Your
friend
?” his mother and Darryl said at the same time, but at least she dropped Felix into Simon's waiting hands.
“
You know you're supposed to stay in my room,” he said, painfully aware of Darryl and his mother watching him.
“But there are rats outside,” said Felix, trembling. “Hundreds.”
Darryl swore again. “Simon, pack a bag. Looks like we're going with your mother after all.”
Simon stood in the living room, looking back and forth between Darryl and his mother. He'd come to expect this from his uncle whenever animals were concerned, but the panic-stricken look on his mother's face told him that for once, Darryl wasn't being paranoid.