Skirmish: A House War Novel (71 page)

But he knew when the fear that shadowed her was fear not of the unknown, but of herself. It wasn’t the pendant—or the dress—she doubted here; it was her own ability to carry them well. Angel didn’t have the doubt that she could never discard except in rage.

“Angel?”

He glanced at the trees that were so familiar to anyone who’d lived in the lee of the Common and its gates, its guards, its very loud merchants. As if the trees could hear, as if they could speak, a pale ivory creature now stepped out of the shadows that the sun hadn’t cast, and made his way up the stairs of the terrace. His tines gleamed in the early morning light, as did his coat; his breath came out in mist as he knelt before her. Angel knew the Winter King could speak to Jay.

It wasn’t to the King that she looked; it was to him. He felt both grateful and embarrassed at the gratitude. He wanted to be able to give her what she was silently asking for, but he couldn’t. He hated this jacket, with its narrow, useless pockets; he hated the pants, and the boots. The only thing he’d insisted be left alone was his hair—and even that, he’d spent an hour and a half cleaning and binding.

“Jay,” he said, and saw her flinch before he’d even said the words. He turned to face not the Winter King, but the grounds behind him. “Things are changing.”

“The Terafin is—”

“It’s not about The Terafin, anymore. It’s about the House, about what you want to make of it—and above all, about how you’ll protect it. We don’t even understand the whole of the threat. Rymark? Haerrad? We understand those. We understood men like them when we were scrounging for change to stave off starvation.” He turned, then, toward the waiting great stag. “We don’t understand the trees. We know them,” he added, gazing at the creature who clearly intended to bear her. Who had borne Angel up the side of a demonic tree at Jay’s behest. “But we don’t understand them. You called them,” he added, putting into words what she’d avoided saying, even in the kitchen. “And they grew.”

“I didn’t—”

He waited, but she couldn’t bring herself to say the words—not to Angel. “You don’t know what the pendant does, but Snow thinks its safe, or he wouldn’t have brought it. Right?”

Snow’s gaze slid neatly off Angel’s face, and also bypassed Jay’s. He hissed, his wings flattening.

“Avandar thinks it’s safe.”

Avandar was not Snow; he said nothing.

“Or rather, Avandar thinks the alternative is less safe.”

“The alternative being I don’t wear it?” she demanded. “Because I’m not wearing it now, and I’ve never worn it before—and I’m still here.”

“You never moved trees before, either.”

“She didn’t
move
them,” Snow interjected.

“You think I should wear it.”

“I think you should try. Because the forest is ancient, and the gods were afraid. Something big is coming. I think it’s yours,” he added. “I don’t know if it’ll help; I don’t think it’ll hinder. What does the Winter King say?”

Jay shook her head.

Avandar held the pendant out—to Angel. Angel took it; the links were surprisingly warm. He held it, waiting, and she finally exhaled a few inches of height and bowed her head. He surprised himself by disliking her hair, it was so tightly wound. Like his hair, hers was an inseparable part of her character; unlike his, she couldn’t demand that it remain untouched.
She had come from the South and the summer of its perpetual desert; the auburn highlights were bright and red.

The platinum was cold; it looked like sword steel. Unlike silver, it took no tarnish; time wouldn’t mellow it. Time clearly hadn’t. Angel lifted it; it wasn’t particularly heavy. It didn’t seem to bear the weight of history that Avandar ascribed to it. He cupped the pendant in his hand for just a moment; it, like the chains that held it, was warm. He thought the light at its core shifted, but he couldn’t say how; he didn’t try.

Instead, he let its weight once again fall, and he placed the chains around her exposed neck.

She froze for an instant, as if expecting the magic she alone could see to manifest itself in some unpleasant way. Nothing happened. The pendant lay against her chest, almost blending into the fabric of the dress itself.

“It’s warm,” she said.

Angel nodded.

She glanced at the Winter King; he waited. “He said I should wear it,” she told Angel. “And that I should ride.”

“Riding won’t damage you now,” Angel replied. “You’re already wearing that dress, and you can get rid of rats and roaches more easily than you can get rid of that cat.”

Snow hissed and turned, raising his wings in outrage.

Jay, however, laughed. She then climbed up the back of the Winter King, and he almost leaped to his feet again, as if afraid she’d change her mind. She sat with both legs dangling off one of his sides; the dress didn’t allow for anything more practical. But it wasn’t required either: the Winter King was willing to carry her.

Avandar walked behind Jay, and Torvan and Arrendas walked in front; a very white, very winged cat walked by her side. Behind them, the rest of the den walked, and Angel reluctantly fell back, making room for Arann; Arann had the sword and the armor of the Chosen.

A fourth guard joined the three. The Winter King stepped down the stairs that led to the heart of the gardens. He stopped for a moment, as Jay took a deep breath. She wore a cape—a white cape—but no jacket. The magi had been at work in the garden, erecting a shield that might keep out the worst of the wind for the service, but the air was still chill. Most of the House Council members were already present, as were their various adjutants.

Rymark ATerafin was there, and of the four, he looked the most regal.
Angel wouldn’t have dared in his position, because Duvari was also present, and Duvari’s Astari were no doubt scattered among the robed and suited men and women who waited. Some of the magi were also in the gardens, but they weren’t here—yet—as guests. The only Terafin servants present were the Master Gardener’s groundskeepers; they worked, rather than mingling.

Haerrad wore a suit that implied martial prowess, although he wasn’t technically part of the Kings’ armies. He had half a dozen House Guards with him at all times, and at least two Council advisers. Where Rymark looked like he was holding Court, Haerrad looked like he was expecting battle.

Between these two, in groups of similar composition, were Elonne ATerafin and Marrick ATerafin. They were, in fact, exchanging cool pleasantries. Angel couldn’t see Gabriel among them yet. He could see other members of the House Council on the grounds. The servants moved among them, but offered no food or refreshments; nor would they until after the first day rites had been completed.

People gathered in such numbers, no matter how politic—or perhaps because of how political all such gatherings had now become—made noise. They spoke, they moved, they listened and conversed. Any discussions about House affairs would, of course, be superficial, but they would occur only now; when the guests arrived, no House matters would be discussed at all. But although the guests had not arrived, silence spread through the grounds as Jay at last came into view of the gathering. This unexpected hush leaped from one interrupted sentence to the next, until all but a handful of those gathered here—mostly gardeners—stared, mouths half open.

How could they not?

She rode into their midst like a Queen. No, he thought, not like a Queen; the Queens would walk, attended by members of their Courts—men and women of power and sophistication in their own right. They would have servants, yes, and
Astari
; they would be accorded the respect due their rank. But they would not ride a great, white stag; they wouldn’t be attended by a snow-winged cat; nor would they—and he saw this clearly as she approached—be served by a preternaturally beautiful man who claimed not to be mortal. Lord Celleriant waited.

She stiffened as all eyes fell on her; she never liked to be the center of attention unless there was an emergency and she needed people to listen.
Here, however, she had no choice; all her choices had been made in the past few days, and she now had to live with them. Her hands tightened in her lap, and she forced her expression into something that mimed neutrality, lifting her chin and straightening her shoulders as she did.

The Winter King didn’t stop at the boundary implied by the gathered men and women. Because he didn’t, none of them did: Not the Chosen, not Avandar, not the stupid cat, and not any member of the den. It was easier for them than for her; they knew that no one would be watching them yet. No one would be speaking to them either; they had eyes for Jay. Judging from her expression, Jay wasn’t the one who chose her eventual destination either.

The Winter King walked to the place that had once contained the oldest—and tallest—tree on the grounds. A tree stood there now, but it was in no way the same one; it was one of the new trees—trees that had been birthed, ancient, into the Terafin grounds. It was, however, the tallest of the trees that now grew here, and its leaves weren’t in bud, but in bloom. Even in the Common, bloom would have to wait for a few weeks; buds would start soon as the worst of winter gave way to Advent, and to spring.

To the trees here, time and its seasons apparently had no meaning. They grew, and as she reached the trunk of the tree, Lord Celleriant came to kneel—in full view of the current assembly—at her feet. It was not a perfunctory gesture, and it stopped just short of the full obeisance offered the Exalted or the Kings. He carried a sword, and the light the blade reflected was the azure of a winter sky.

He wore armor that was entirely at odds with the Chosen; where they wore plate, he wore chain, although the mesh at this distance was fine enough it might have been shimmering, heavy cloth. He wore no helm, no tabard; his boots were supple and fine. He did wear a cape of midnight blue, with a pale edge that appeared to be solid white at a distance, but resolved itself into very fine, very complex embroidery as they approached. His hair was unbound, as it always was, and it fell in a perfect drape down his back, defying movement and breeze.

The Winter King knelt. Jay slid off his back and stood before Lord Celleriant, straightening the fall of her skirts. It was a nervous gesture; the skirts themselves fell smoothly, without obvious wrinkle, and whatever else the Winter King did, he didn’t shed. Her hands fell to her sides. She didn’t ask Celleriant what in the Hells he was doing; instead, after a long
pause, she bid him rise. He unfolded in as graceful a manner as he had knelt, and he joined her Chosen, although it was clear he’d never be part of them.

Neither would Angel, but he felt at home among the Chosen; he felt ill at ease in Celleriant’s shadow. It was a shadow he accepted because Jay did; he accepted it the way he’d accepted Duster. Funny, to think of her now, here.

“Are the grounds secured?” she asked Celleriant.

He didn’t answer.

She closed her eyes and drew a deeper breath.

“ATerafin,” he said, and she opened them. “What do you wear?”

“Do you recognize it?” Her eyes widened, but she narrowed them before surprise was stuck like a signboard across her expression.

“No. But I recognize that it is…unusual. In this city, in these lands, it is worthy of remark.”

She was silent for another beat. “Just how insecure are the grounds?” She strove for casual, and mostly achieved it. For Jay.

“None of our enemies linger within them now, but they will come.”

She glanced at Avandar. Avandar inclined his head. “That is my suspicion as well. I, however, believe that some of them will use the front gates and doors; Lord Celleriant’s concerns are other. As, ATerafin, are yours.” He stepped back as she turned to face the gathered House Council and all of its tertiary support.

In the morning light of these transformed grounds, in a dress that was too perfect for someone as fragile as she felt, she stood in silence. Angel was almost afraid, but he couldn’t decide which way the fear should fall: be afraid for her, or of her. He couldn’t stand beside her here, and fell back, indicating that Teller and Finch should join her; they were also members of the House Council, although they had been so for a very short while.

Rymark ATerafin was the first to collect himself. His entourage was still staring, but words had breached the silence, and as they began to spread, movement and sound returned to the carefully arranged clearing. He didn’t look pleased—at either their words or Jewel’s presence—but she couldn’t blame him. She therefore didn’t cringe when he began to walk toward her. Two of the members of his entourage followed after a pause, surprised but determined not to show it.

The quality of their surprise was different from Rymark’s, although
Jewel couldn’t quite pinpoint how. It didn’t matter; she was about to get a face full of Rymark, and that was enough of a worry. He stopped less than a yard from Torvan and Arrendas. “Captains,” he said, with the barest patina of respect. They ignored him. Technically this was correct behavior, but Rymark had never been all that fond of correct when it didn’t suit him.

It didn’t suit him now. The Chosen stood between them.

“Jewel,” he finally said, as if they didn’t exist—which was also correct behavior. “I am pleased to see that you are so well prepared for the funeral rites.”

“I held The Terafin in the highest of regard. I owe her my life, and inasmuch as I have it, my freedom from service to the Lord of the Compact. Whatever I could do to show my respect for Amarais Handernesse ATerafin, I have done.” She spoke clearly, and without much concern for eavesdroppers; she meant the entire assembly to hear her.

“It is seldom that exotic animals are brought as a gesture of respect.”

Snow began to growl. The cats rarely growled, but it wasn’t a good sign. Jewel dropped her hand to the top of his head and pressed her palm firmly between his ears. She’d prepared for this. “It is not the first time unusual servants have attended significant members of either the patriciate or the Crowns, and if it is a rare occurrence, I believe it can be forgiven.”

“Indeed, indeed,” Marrick said, joining them. He was smiling broadly, and the worst thing about that damn smile was that it looked so genuinely friendly. Jewel wanted to dislike him. She certainly
knew
she couldn’t trust him. But there was something about him that all but demanded trust. “As long as they aren’t killing or eating our guests, I see no reason for complaint. They are,” he added, looking directly at Snow, “magnificent.”