So Much for Democracy
SO MUCH
FOR
DEMOCRACY
KARI JONES
ORCA BOOK PUBLISHERS
Text copyright © 2014 Kari Jones
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Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication
Jones, Kari, 1966-, author
So much for democracy / Kari Jones.
Issued in print and electronic formats.
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978-1-4598-0481-4 (pbk.).--
ISBN
978-1-45980-760-0 (bound)
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978-1-4598-0482-1 (pdf).--
ISBN
978-1-4598-0483-8 (epub)
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First published in the United States, 2014
Library of Congress Control Number
: 2013954146
Summary
: The political upheaval in Ghana in 1979 puts Astrid and the rest of her Canadian family at risk.
Orca Book Publishers gratefully acknowledges the support for its publishing programs provided by the following agencies: the Government of Canada through the Canada Book Fund and the Canada Council for the Arts, and the Province of British Columbia through the BC Arts Council and the Book Publishing Tax Credit.
Cover design by Chantal Gabriell
Cover artwork by Janice Kun
Author photo courtesy of Camosun College
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To Dawn and Terry and Bruce,
for the Ghana years.
Contents
“Astrid, are you listening to me?” asks Mom.
I nod, but I'm not, because she tells me exactly the same things every morning.
Don't talk to anyone you don't
know, don't eat anything unless it's made in our kitchen,
don't drink anything unless it's from a sealed bottle, don't
touch anything and, most of all, don't go anywhere without
asking
. Those are the rules.
“I know, Mom,” I say as I pull my school uniform on over my head and check myself in the mirror. “I'm twelve. I can remember the rules.”
She stands behind me and smooths the neck of my uniform until I twist away and say, “Mom, you'd better get Piper up or we'll be late for school.”
She tucks a strand of hair behind my ear and says, “Go have some breakfast. We'll be right down.”
I pull the hair out from behind my ear and adjust the neck of my uniform, then slip my feet into my sandals. I take one last look at myself in the mirror, inhale deeply and then exhale.
It's not easy living with my mom these days. She's getting so overprotective.
I'm not hungry, so I go outside to wait for Mom to drive us to school. My little brother, Gordo, and Thomas, the gardener, are already there, peering at something dangling from one of the hibiscus bushes. It's some kind of spider, possibly deadly.
“What is it?” I ask Thomas, since there's no point talking to Gordo when he's watching any kind of creature. Gordo's only ten, but he knows more about nature than most adults, and when he's focused on something he finds interesting, it's like he forgets anyone else is even there.
“It's a weaver,” says Thomas.
“Is it poisonous?” I ask.
Thomas leans on his shovel and says, “Now Asteroid, do you think I'd let Gordo get that close to a poisonous spider?” Thomas smiles when he calls me Asteroid, which is a play on my name. I like that we share a private joke.
Thomas knows everything there is to know about our garden and the plants and animals in it. Most of them he points out to Gordo, but I did catch him once placing some cobra eggs in a bucket to take away before Gordo found them.
I shouldn't have worried about the spider being poisonous.
The wind rattles the hibiscus bushes, and sand blows into my eyes. Thomas calls this wind the Harmattan and says it comes all the way across West Africa from the Sahara. When he first told us that, I didn't know whether to believe him, since Accra's on the ocean and nowhere near the desert, but I looked it up in the encyclopedia, and he was right. Ever since we got here, three months ago in the middle of January, sand's been making our food crunchy and getting into our eyes. The rains are supposed to start soon, though, which will be a relief.
Thomas points to the spider and says, “Make sure to keep Piper away. It's not poisonous, but it still hurts if it bites.”
“I will,” I say.
Piper is two and has hair like a chick's down. In Accra, having white skin and blond hair is like wearing a sign that says
stare at me
. Even my own sandy-blond hair makes people gape. Strangers cluck at Piper when we walk down the street. Kids skip across lanes of traffic and try to stroke her cheek. I give them an ice-queen stare because Mom says we shouldn't let people we don't know touch her. But Piper smiles right at them, and they smile back.
When Mom comes out to take us to school, Gordo looks up and starts to tell her what he's found, but I interrupt him. “Thomas says the mangoes will be ripe soon.” I nudge Gordo as I speak, and he sighs but steps away from the bush. Thomas nods and smiles at Mom.
We're all getting good at hiding things from her.
Mom thinks there's danger lurking everywhere. At home in Canada, she's not like this. At home, she even let Gordo have an insect collection in his room. She's changed. There's something going on with her, and I don't know what it is. She makes us brush our teeth with boiled water and won't let us go outside in bare feet. In the evenings we have to wear long sleeves because of the mosquitoes, even though it's still ninety degrees outside. She thinks the soldiers standing at the roadblocks are pointing their guns at us. She's convinced that insects will burrow into our toes and our guts and our bloodstreams, and we'll all get sleeping sickness or malaria or dengue fever, or the soldiers will shoot us.
Any kind of spider would be just another danger to her.
Honestly, I think Mom's in way over her head, and she figures the sooner Dad's done his work helping with the elections, the sooner she'll be able to get us all out of here.
There's no freedom for me and Gordo here at all. At home, we walked to school and biked around the neighborhood with our friends. If it was warm, we went to Dairy Queen. In winter, we hung out in each other's rec rooms and listened to Bee Gees records. On weekends we rode the bus across town to see the latest movies, like
Star Wars
. I bet when
The Empire Strikes Back
comes out, the whole gang will go.
Here, Mom insists we're picked up and dropped off everywhere we go. Honestly, sometimes I feel like I'm a five-year-old on an endless play date. There's no way I'm giving Mom any more reasons to be paranoid by telling her about the spider.
I glare at Gordo as we settle into the car. “Don't say anything,” I mouth. He nods and leans back into the seat.
I'd be in grade seven at home, but here they call it Form One. Gordo's in Class Five. He thinks it's funny that his class has a higher number than mine. Before we came here, I was worried we'd have to go to a school where everything was in a language we didn't know, but Dad explained that because there are so many languages in Ghana, the schools mostly use English. Lucky for me.
When we get to school, I run to my classroom, slide in beside my friend Thema and sit down. Bassam sits behind me and pulls on my ponytail. I keep forgetting to put my hair in a bun so he can't yank it. I want to turn around and slap him, but I don't dare. Sister Mary gives the scariest evil eye I've ever seen, and I've felt the sting of her anger before. I'm determined not to let it happen again.
Sister Mary hasn't liked me since the first day I came to class and she asked me to show everyone where I come from. She rolled down one of the wall maps until it reached almost to the floor. It was a map of the United States, with a sliver of Canada showing across the top. Sister Mary asked me to put a yellow sticker on my hometown, but the map was blank where Victoria should be, like it didn't exist.
“Place your sticker on Vancouver or Seattle, then,” she said.
“I'm not from Vancouver or Seattle,” I said.
“How about Toronto?” She pointed to Toronto, half a continent away.
“I'm not from Toronto either.”
“At least it's in the same country,” she said.
All the other maps were covered in stickers. Most were clustered in Ghana, but there were some in Nigeria and Togo, one in Upper Volta and one in Japan. Everyone else got to put a sticker on their home.
“Maybe we can get a map with Canada on it,” I said.
Sister Mary's nostrils flared. “Are you refusing to put your sticker on the map, Astrid?” she asked.
I felt my palms prick. This wasn't fair. In a small voice I said, “Yes, Sister Mary.” It was such a little thing, a sticker on a map. But it was my right to claim my home.
Sister Mary snapped the map shut.
Oh, good, Astrid
, I thought.
You've been in school for half a day and already
the teacher hates you
. I sat back down and stared at the floor. I tried not to catch Sister Mary's eye for the rest of the day. Or any day since.
Today, I'm determined to stay on Sister Mary's good side, even if it means ignoring Bassam as he pulls my hair, so I lean forward out of his reach and sit still.
“Good morning, Sister Mary,” the class chants when she walks into the room.
She smiles and says, “Hello, everyone. I hope you had a good weekend.”
“Yes, Sister Mary.”
We rise and sing the school song and the Ghanaian national anthem.
We have gym today, so we all go to the bathrooms and change into our shorts and T-shirts and sneakers and head outside to the fields. Our feet scuff the packed red earth up into our eyes as we walk. There's a smell of burning grass in the air. I hate gym, and it's way too hot to feel like doing anything, so Thema and I lag behind until Sister Mary says, “Girls, catch up.”
She hands out long loops of elastic to the girls and soccer balls to the boys. The boys run to set up the goalposts, and the girls sort through the elastics. I'd never heard of playing elastics before I came here, but all the girls play it, and since it's pretty much like skipping rope, it didn't take me long to learn the game.
“Sister Mary, may I please watch the soccer? It's too hot to jump elastics,” I say.
The girls stare, their eyes moving from me to Sister Mary.
“No, you may not,” she says, and I know for sure by the tone of her voice that if I say one more thing about it, I'll find myself cleaning chalkboard dust off the erasers all morning, and I certainly won't be on Sister Mary's good side. I turn away from her and choose an elastic.
Thema and I wrap the elastic around our ankles while Harpreet jumps. She gets as high as our thighs before she trips and it's Thema's turn. Harpreet and I put the elastic back down at our ankles, and Thema jumps in. Thema's the best jumper, and she gets as high as our hips before she trips and it's my turn. I start off okay, but I'm not paying enough attention, so I only get as high as their knees before I miss the pattern and am out.
“What's the matter with you?” Harpreet asks as I trade places with her and she goes again, this time with a longer pattern.
I shrug. “I'm hot.”
“Me too,” says Thema.
“Let's sit down,” says Harpreet. She gathers up the elastic and wraps it around her wrist.
“We're not allowed,” says Thema.
“We are if we're faint,” says Harpreet, and she puffs up her cheeks so they look bloated and blinks her eyes quickly until they start to water.