Soul Bound (45 page)

“The transformation takes time.” Cal’s expression was one of encouragement and calm reassurance. “Every Hybrid turns at his or her own pace. The process can’t be hastened along.”

On a conscious level, Jace recognized the soundness of Cal’s words, but the need to see Lia open her eyes ate away at the soul she’d gifted him. Now that he carried her inside him, his connection to her had grown even more powerful, as had his love for her. “She won’t remember me, will she?”

“Probably not.”

Jace ignored the stab of disappointment in his gut. “She’s alive. That’s what counts.” It was for the best. Amnesia would be a welcome relief after everything Lia had gone through.

“I could be wrong,” Cal added. “This situation—” He shook his head. “It’s uncommon, to put it mildly. Anything is possible, especially with her lost soul living under the same roof, a twin soul, no less.”

“And what about this soul?” Jace asked. “How does this thing work, exactly? What am I? A Hybrid, a Watcher, a nameless freak?”

Cal’s mouth quirked at the corners. “All of the above. You are
unique
, there’s no question about that. Similar to the Watchers’ bond, this soul will center you, fuel you, empower you.” He indicated Lia with a shake of his head. “When her transformation is complete, it will do the same for her.”

“So it makes no difference who the soul resides in. As long as it lives, we both reap the benefits.”

“Precisely. You share a very powerful connection. A connection that will only grow stronger with time, especially if she agrees to take the blood vow.”

Jace tightened his grip on her hand. “That’s up to her.” Though the thought of Lia being bound to him forever, sharing one purpose, one home, held definite appeal. The vow of chastity was a problem, one he had every intention of finding his way around. Assuming she survived the transformation process.

“You’re sure it’s normal for her to be unconscious this long?”

Cal displayed a tired grin. “Hasn’t anyone ever told you that patience is a virtue?”

“Yeah, well, I’ve never been the virtuous type.” He shot his new leader a sideways glance. “So, now that your son is dead, who are you going to obsess over for the next millennium or two?”

A myriad of conflicting emotions skittered across Cal’s pale face—grief, regret, relief. “Athanatos may be dead, but our job is far from over. There are many Kleptopsychs who will be more than happy to fill his shoes. Then there are the Rogues to contend with. They feared Athanatos and his army, and that kept them in check. Now it will look like open season to them.” Cal fell silent, lapsing into deep thought. Finally, his gaze rose to capture Jace’s. “You can’t tell anyone what you uncovered in the catacombs. The Watchers cannot know who I am, or more importantly,
what
I am.”

“Why?”

“Because I can’t afford mutiny. Especially now. As long as they believe I’m one of them, they trust me implicitly. If that trust is shaken, their loyalty may falter.”

“And you believe lying to them is the best way to secure that trust?”

Cal didn’t answer, and Jace didn’t push him to. “So I’m guessing you’ve been in this from the get-go, one of the original Grigori.”

A faraway look glazed the angel’s eyes. “I was their leader,” he confessed. “The first to fall and the reason they all lost their way.” Absentmindedly, he twisted the ancient silver band on his ring finger.

“Who was she? The woman who did you in?”

Cal quickly released the ring. The vacant expression vanished, replaced by a shrewdness earned over innumerable lifetimes. “You know far too much already. How can I be sure you can keep a confidence?”

“Don’t worry. I’ll keep your little secret. But you need to promise me something in return.” Lia began to stir, and Jace’s next words died on his lips. “I think she’s coming to.” He leaned over her, his shoulders stiff, his back tight with nervous anticipation. With his free hand, he bracketed one side of her face. “Come on, Lia. Come back to me.”

Slowly her eyes fluttered open, and in their depths confusion shone. She scanned the room, studied Cal for a few seconds, then fixed her gaze on Jace. “Where am I?”

“The Watchers’ complex.” Jace stroked her cheek, offered her a comforting smile. “It’s over. Athanatos is dead.”

Lia squinted to shield her eyes from the bright, fluorescent lights overhead. “Who’s Athanatos?” she rasped. “And who the hell are you?”

She didn’t remember anything, not even her own name, but the guy sitting next to her insisted on calling her Lia. He hadn’t left her side since she’d awakened in this sterile place. The bed was hard, the stark, white walls chipped, and the air smelled funny—like paint peppered with a hint of mold. Nausea curdled in her stomach.

Instinctively, she felt her head for a sign of trauma, found nothing to suggest a concussion. “Was I in some kind of accident?”

A shadow passed behind the brown-haired man’s eyes. The blond guy had left a few minutes ago in a not-so-subtle attempt to give them some privacy. “You could say that.”

He looked sad, yet relieved at the same time. His feelings swamped her, filled her chest until she felt smothered by them. He secured a lock of her hair behind her ear, and his touch awakened a maelstrom of sensations within her. The emptiness beneath her ribs receded, replaced by an odd sense of recognition.

“Do I know you?”

Affection made his spring-colored gaze glitter. “You used to. And you will again. Something inside you recognizes me, recognizes the part of yourself you lost. In time, the memories will return. They’ll feel like snapshots of a different life, and there will be gaps, but you’ll grasp enough to understand who you were.”

For some reason, she felt compelled to touch him. She raised her hand, traced the curve of his jaw, the hard jut of his cheekbone, the soft skin at his temple. Her heart took off at a sprint. Images flashed through her mind—a gold locket, a fevered kiss in the grass, a grand piano. A shiver raced through her, even as heat crawled across her skin. She lowered her fingers to his mouth, ran the pad of her thumb over it. She knew exactly how his lips would taste, knew how they’d feel pressed against hers. How was that possible, when she didn’t even know his name?

“It’s Jace,” he told her. “My name is Jace.”

He hooked his hand behind her neck, pulled her to him and kissed her until thought melted away. The past was nothing more than a faded dream, the future only a distant promise. But this moment was real. It was the only reality she needed.

For now.

Epilogue

Lia’s past remained a blur for many months after her transformation. As Jace had said, discordant images sometimes popped into her head when she least expected them, especially when she touched him. If she pieced these images together, she got a sense of the life she’d led before this one. She knew she was a doctor and that she’d had a sister who’d fallen victim to the same war that had cost Lia her soul. The memories she had of Cassie were fuzzy and few, but her name always elicited a soft throb in her heart.

What limited memories Lia did have suddenly made sense in light of what she’d discovered about herself—her persistent loneliness and isolation, her mother’s inability to sustain a relationship, Cassie’s resentment and self-destructive tendencies. Despite the brightness of the soul Lia had once possessed, the darkness crouching within her had slowly corrupted those closest to her, ultimately costing her the family she’d loved beyond measure.

The past was a shadow now, a washed-out image, but it still had the power to fill her with sadness and regret, even as she struggled to forge new relationships and find her place within this new family that had adopted her.

Over the past three months, the Watchers had schooled her in the ways of Kleptopsychs, Hybrids and Rogues. She’d learned she was a Hybrid, had even come to accept it. Last night, she’d finally agreed to take the blood vow. Now a thin white scar graced the inside of her wrist, and the trickle of memories had morphed to a flood.

The Watchers’ complex had been refurbished. Cots had been replaced by real beds, and given how small their ranks were now, each Watcher had been granted his or her own room, which made it much easier for Jace to visit her late at night while the others slept.

Everyone was aware that he’d long ago broken his vow of celibacy and that she had every intention of breaking hers. Putting them under the same roof and expecting them not to touch was like asking fire not to ignite when in the presence of gasoline. Impossible. As long as she and Jace took care not to conceive a child, the Watchers could pretend their secret affair didn’t exist.

Even Cal turned a blind eye, and she couldn’t for the life of her understand why. She suspected Jace had struck some kind of agreement with him, but she wasn’t sure what that was. For the most part, she could read his thoughts, but certain areas were off limits to her. He’d figured out a way to shut her out at will, and it bugged the hell out of her.

“I can hear you sulking all the way across the hall.” Jace’s voice distracted her from her quiet grumblings. She turned toward the door, where he stood, propped against the frame, one ankle crossed over the other. As always, the sight of him sent a hot wave of affection lapping through her. Her body instantly responded, grew warm and molten.

“You’re late,” she told him, her lips curling into a warm smile. She’d expected him over an hour ago.

“I was conferring with Cal and Marcus. Rogue activity appears to be on the rise. Even worse, Cal suspects that Kyros survived the cave-in. Word is he’s trying to reassemble his father’s army.”

“How many of Athanatos’s followers survived?” she asked.

“There’s no way to know. But Cal’s concerned. He thinks a war is coming.” He swept into her room, gathered her in his arms.

Bracing herself against his chest, she stopped his fevered attempt to assail her mouth. “Aren’t you worried?”

“Not really. This is Cal we’re talking about. Every time the weather shifts, the guy cries Armageddon.”

“What if he’s right this time?”

He cupped her head, pulled her close. His mouth grazed hers, his breath caressing her lips in silent promise. “Then we have to make every second count.”

When he kissed her, the outside world vanished. Sensation swept in to evaporate thought, and there was no more room for the doubt and worry that normally plagued her. All that mattered was feeling his hands upon her, bringing her to life, body and soul. The only time she forgot she was no longer human was when she found herself in Jace’s arms.

His mouth drank from hers, warm and moist and eager. Her heart spun and crashed as heat erupted to consume her. Every inch of her resonated with an energy born of darkness and light. They were one being split in two, two halves of a whole that only found completion when reunited.

“I can never get enough of your mouth.” He grunted. “Sometimes I wish I could breathe you in.”

She feathered kisses over his neck, his cheek, the tender spot beneath his ear. “You already did,” she whispered.

Then he whisked her off her feet and carried her to the bed, where he stripped her of her clothing and stood over her, watching her for the longest time. Watching her until she grew uncomfortable beneath the burning scrutiny of his gaze.

“What are you looking at?” she asked.

“Perfection.” He lowered himself onto the mattress beside her, ran his hands over her body in a way that made her skin flush and her heart gallop. “You’re perfect,” he said, his voice thick with emotion. “And you belong to me, your soul bound to mine, forever.”

About the Author

Anne Hope is the author of emotionally intense romances with a twist—a twist of humor, a twist of suspense, a twist of magic. All her stories, however, have a common thread. Whether they make you laugh or cry or push you to the edge of your seat, they all feature the redeeming power of love and the heart’s incredible ability to heal.

Anne’s passion for writing began at the age of eight. After penning countless stories about enchanted houses, alien girls with supernatural powers and children constantly getting lost in the woods, she decided to try her hand at romance. She lives in Montreal, Canada, with her husband, her two inexhaustible kids, a lazy cat and a rambunctious Australian Kelpie.

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