Steam Guardians 01 - A Lady Can Never Be Too Curious (10 page)

If Janette fell into helping the Helikeians, it would be his duty to kill her before she helped shift the balance of power in favor of the Helikeians.

He stood and took the whiskey. He swallowed it before moving toward his bed for the night. Duty had never disturbed his sleep so much.

Neither had a kiss.

***

Morning light wasn’t kind.

Janette rubbed her eyes, and memory rushed in to remind her of what she’d done over the last few days. Her life had altered drastically, yet she didn’t feel exposed.

Or
sullied…

She’d kissed Darius Lawley and enjoyed it. She refused to feel any shame—absolutely refused—and that was the end of it.

But that didn’t keep her from lowering her eyes later when she discovered Darius at the kitchen table. The scent of coffee teased her nose, as did the smell of sweet rolls baking.

“Best eat while you can. The day will be long.”

“Will it?” She slid into a chair and reached for the coffeepot, but Darius lifted it before she did and filled her cup.

“Dr. Nerval will no doubt be looking for you, and legally, your father is your guardian. He can have you returned to treatment if your presence here is discovered.”

Horror shot through her like a bolt of lightning. She reached for the coffee too quickly, turning the delicate china cup over onto its side.

“Oh my…” Coffee went spilling across the table as she stood to avoid it running into her lap. “I’m sorry.”

Hector appeared with a large length of towel to soak up the coffee. Janette turned to flee, her appetite gone. A hand landed on her shoulder before she made it very far.

“Did you think it was over?”

Darius wasn’t gloating. He turned her to face him, but his expression was far from reassuring.

“I tried to warn you, Janette, because there are men who will kill to obtain you. Your natural talent is rarer than gold.”

She peered out the front window, fearing the sight of blue-coated constables, which ignited her temper.

“I’ve had a bellyful of fear. That clinic reeked of it.” She wished her voice sounded more confident, but she couldn’t keep the desperation from ringing through.

“It’s my duty to keep you out of the hands of the Helikeians, but they never would have learned of you if you hadn’t trespassed.”

“I can’t lament that.” She pointed at the road outside the window. A carriage went by, no horses pulling it. The rooftops weren’t dusted with soot, and the air was clear. “For I never would have seen the wonders of this place. So I’ll hide anywhere I can until I can take that exam—besides, apparently I belong among the Illuminists. Kindly stop warning me away. I intend to challenge the exam.”

“Thank God for that.” His voice was rough with relief. An odd little grin lifted his lips as he witnessed her confusion. “It’s against the law for me to suggest or encourage any member of society to join our Order. I believe Professor Yulric was as close to breaking that law as I’ve ever seen the man when I told him he had to let you walk out of our Solitary Chamber. But
you
have to ask.”

“Well…” She shut her mouth, cutting off the tart retort she’d been about to make. The man was frustrating indeed, but she realized his dedication to upholding the law was something she admired. It made him noble, in spite of how much he vexed her. “That’s why you were tapping your lapel pin before tossing me out.”

He nodded, and she felt her cheeks burning because she’d failed so completely to take the hint.

“Becoming an Illuminist won’t change the law. Your father is still considered your guardian unless he disowns you.”

“He will. If I become an Illuminist, he will never speak my name again.” Unlike the day before, she felt no pain over the parting. Maybe it was because her father had never been happy with her, and now she knew it was her very blood he detested.

“He can just as easily send you back to the clinic. I have no doubt Dr. Nerval is already at his door demanding to have you returned.”

Janette looked at him. “Why did you rescue me if you are so sure I can’t escape my father’s authority?”

“Because Dr. Nerval told you the truth. You are a Pure Spirit, which means your bloodline allows you to handle and hear Deep Earth Crystals. Among Illuminists and Helikeians alike, you are a coveted thing.”

“Helikeians…as in the fabled enemy of the Atlanteans?” she asked.

Approval shone in Darius’s eyes. “You might have a chance against that exam after all if you know where the Helikeians come from.”

“But…Helikeians—”

“Have long wanted to use the crystals to power weapons that will make them invincible. It’s something the Illuminists oppose them over.”

“It’s why your Order is so secretive.” The knowledge stunned her. All the wonders about the house hadn’t made her think about what other uses such a power source might have.

“You have a unique ability, one we can’t afford to have used by the Helikeians.”

His tone had turned hard, and a shiver went down her spine. “So…that’s why you rescued me? In the hope I’ll decide to work on your side? But that doesn’t explain why you’re trying to scare me now with the facts about the law.”

His dark eyes narrowed. “I’m trying to make sure you understand how important it is for you to stay with me and not run off out of some worry your virtue is in danger.”

It
was
in
danger
because
she
had
no
defense
against
him…

Heat churned in her belly, and her lips tingled. She just couldn’t seem to separate the man in front of her from the one who had kissed her. The bright light of day should have made it simple, and still she felt excitement tightening all her muscles.

“Yes, I understand.” But suspicion tingled along her nerves.

He made a low sound and reached out to cup her chin. He raised her face so their eyes locked.

“I believe you think you do, Janette. But I assure you, you don’t understand everything that is happening between us. Do the wise thing and reject it.”

She stepped back so she could choose whether to keep her eyes locked with his.

“More warnings, Darius. You’re being repetitive, and truthfully, you sound like the one most worried about virtue.”

He tried to find fault with her comment, but he lost the battle and chuckled. His lips curved, and his expression softened. She glimpsed the boy he must have been once sparkling in his eyes.

“And you’re too daring for the attraction between us.” He stepped close once more and smoothed his fingers over her cheek. “Of course, we could simply plan to marry if you are discovered here.” Hunger flashed in his eyes. “That would certainly solve more than one problem.”

“Marry?” A woman came from the kitchen, her voice raised to gain their attention. Darius spun around, shielding Janette with his body.

“Now, see here. There will be no talk of marriage,” she insisted.

The woman didn’t seem concerned about the way Darius was glaring at her or the fact that Hector was wringing his hands behind her. She was dressed head to toe in a traveling suit and radiated confidence. Her tone wasn’t hard, but that didn’t seem to lessen the impact of her words.

“Who are you?” Darius demanded.

She flipped her lapel over, revealing the gold pin of the Illuminist Order. “I am Galene.” Her voice was sultry and low. “I am Janette’s grandmother.”

There was no way to deny it. Janette stared at the woman and saw her mother’s face, but with less strain and unhappiness. Why had she never noticed how unhappy her mother was?

“What happened to my mother?” Janette demanded. Her throat had closed up, feeling as dry as a dirt road in summer.

“I would enjoy knowing the answer to that myself.”

Galene sent a coquettish look toward Darius before walking right past him and presenting him with only her back. “In my day…”

She peered back at him while slowly drawing a hatpin out of her straw bonnet. “Even a rogue asked a lady to join him at the table before demanding personal details.” She lifted the hat off her head and stuck the foot-long steel pin into it with a zeal that wasn’t lost on her company. There was as much warning in her eyes as Darius was so fond of employing. Janette fought the urge to laugh.

Galene extended the hat, and Hector took it from her instantly. She rewarded him with a flutter of eyelashes and a soft smile. The butler left the kitchen with reddened cheeks.

“Did you also enter homes without invitation?” Darius inquired while extending his hand toward the forgotten breakfast service.

“I have done many things that shall remain none of your concern, Guardian Lawley.” She looked at a chair, and Darius reached for the back of it with a short grunt. Janette lost her composure and laughed at the picture of frustration he presented.

“Delightful,” Darius groused before pulling back a chair for Janette since she was still standing.

“Oh, but it is very delightful to hear my granddaughter discarding some of the stiff nonsense her father insisted on feeding her during her childhood.”

Darius sat down hard. “Why wasn’t she raised within the Order?”

Galene traced the delicate handle of a china coffee cup, her expression darkening. “I suppose you shall discover the truth soon enough.”

She slowly took a sip of coffee, which felt like it took an hour as Janette waited to hear the reason behind her mother’s last instruction to her.

The coffee cup was placed back onto its saucer before Galene spoke again. “My daughter passed the exam early.” Unmistakable pride lit her eyes. “But alas, she was not a Pure Spirit. That blood comes from my mother.”

“Four generations back?” Janette interrupted, anxiety shredding her composure.

“Yes,” Galene answered quickly to cut off Darius.

“But you still haven’t explained how your daughter came to be wed outside the Order,” Darius asked.

Galene abandoned her charming demeanor. The woman transformed into a formidable person instantly. She faced off with Darius as though she believed herself his equal—which, as far as the Illuminists were concerned, she was; her gender was no longer a deciding factor when it came to judging her.

“She was accused of treason,” Galene delivered softly.

A muscle on the side of Darius’s cheek twitched.

“The charges were never decided upon,” she quickly added.

“Which would have happened only if you had no way of proving her innocence,” he snapped back. His expression was unbendable. There was a core of nobility in him that she couldn’t help but admire, even if it was frustrating.

Galene drew in a deep breath. “True, but the important matter now is my granddaughter’s future.” A shadow of pain passed through her eyes, but she shook it off quickly. “I am here to take Janette in hand, and gladly so.”

Galene stood. Now she was all business and intent on having her way without charming it from Darius. It was fascinating. Janette felt her yearning to join the Illuminist Order growing stronger with each passing second. Equality—she craved it.

“What manner of protection can you offer her?” Darius demanded. He was on his feet the moment her grandmother rose. “If the Helikeians find her, I doubt they will be so careless in allowing us the opportunity to steal her away again.”

“Which is an excellent reason for her to be removed from this area,” Galene countered.

“Not to a blood relative’s care. How did you know where to find her?”

Hector was suddenly behind Janette, grasping her arm to pull her away from Galene.

“My daughter told me Howard had sent her to the country and of the events that led to his decision to send Janette to the clinic,” Galene answered without hesitation, proving once again that she considered herself on equal footing with Darius. “I slept in my carriage to make sure I arrived as soon as possible because I knew in my heart it had to have something to do with the Order. I’ve often hoped Janette would prove to be a Pure Spirit.”

“But you didn’t advise your local Guardians of the peril your granddaughter was in.”

Galene hesitated for the first time, and Darius flattened his hands on the tabletop. “You ignored procedure, one you took an Oath to follow in spite of tender feelings.”

“Enough, Darius—” Janette interjected as she shrugged out of Hector’s hold.

“I don’t think I’ve said even close to enough.” Darius straightened and aimed his smoldering glare at her. The man was furious. She could see him battling to control his temper.

What made her clamp her mouth closed was the way he seemed intent on protecting her. That noble quality was fully aroused on her behalf.

“The aches you suffer would not be a burden this morning had your grandmother gone directly to the Guardians of her Solitary Chamber. I would have been notified in time to keep you from being taken to that clinic.”

“Then you wouldn’t know about Dr. Nerval. If he is the monster you claim he is, I’d say my suffering was little compared to the good it has served.”

“Janette, she has allowed you to be raised in complete ignorance.”

“I did not allow any such thing. The choice was taken from me when my daughter was falsely accused,” Galene declared. “I will not overlook this opportunity to know my granddaughter at long last.”

“If you believe I will allow you to take her away from the protection I can provide for her, you are sadly mistaken, madam,” Darius snarled and snapped his fingers at Hector. The man reached for her once more, this time pulling her away from Galene despite resistance.

“Stop bickering over me,” Janette demanded. “I am challenging the exam, and I will be making my own decisions on where I go.”

“Don’t be a fool, Janette. You don’t understand the lengths the Helikeians will go to to control a Pure Spirit. Being anywhere near your grandmother will only tell them where to look.”

Darius’s tone had changed. She stiffened at the command. “And you are a fool if you believe I will tolerate being spoken down to like some senseless, spoiled child.”

Surprise flickered in his dark eyes. “You’re naïve. Such a lack of knowledge could get you killed.”

Janette bristled at the condemning look he gave her, but what grated on her nerves was the way her muscles tightened with dread. Part of her believed him, trusted him. There was a sincerity in his gaze she couldn’t argue against. Yet it frightened her also because it was just too tempting to lean on.

After yesterday, she never wanted to be dependent on others again.

“Nonsense,” she insisted. “Since I am such a rare commodity, no one is going to kill me, even if the methods employed to bend me might be extreme.”

Darius’s expression hardened, but he remained silent, something that made her belly twist with dread.

“What are not telling me?”

“Mr. Lawley is hesitating to tell you that a Guardian’s duty includes ensuring our enemies do not acquire Pure Spirits, even if the only way to do that is to destroy them,” Galene provided in a soft tone.

The blood drained from Janette’s face. For the first time in her life, she felt like collapsing into a faint to escape the horror.

“Well, now, I see the morning milk is gone sour,” Lykos said as he strode into the room. He looked at Galene. “It would be kind of you to recall the lengths we went to, to recover your granddaughter before you make us out as villains.”

Janette’s hands had gone cold; she only noticed when Darius shifted his attention to the way she was rubbing them. For a moment, regret flickered in his eyes.

“Janette has the right to know,” Galene insisted.

“Agreed,” Darius said. “Just as she has the right to know leaving with you would be exactly what Dr. Nerval would expect.”

“Which is why I told the lot of you that I intend to challenge that exam. Today.”

Everyone turned to stare at her.

“Don’t be foolish, Janette. You will need time to prepare,” Darius said.

“You do not know everything about me, Mr. Lawley.” Janette enjoyed the way her formal address made him draw in a stiff breath. “The fact is, my mother may never have told me of my heritage because she promised my father she wouldn’t, but that didn’t stop her from directing my education. She snuck in more than one tutor under the disguise of scripture teacher.”

Surprise appeared on Darius’s face.

“Yes. You see, Sophia is one of my only friends because she is the only one who can hold a decent conversation.”

And suddenly everything made sense. The insistence of her mother that she could master higher mathematics when all the girls she met at parties were told it was for men. The special tutors arriving to teach her about the cosmos when only Sophia had any notion who Galileo was. In her secretive way, her mother had taught her everything.

“I am ready.”

Galene beamed, but it was the way Darius’s eyes darkened that fascinated her. She’d only glimpsed fragments of passion before. Now it was there, in full blaze while he did nothing to hide his interest. It would seem she had finally impressed the man.

At least so long as she didn’t give him a reason to kill her.

***

“Fate has a twisted sense of humor, my boys,” Professor Yulric declared jubilantly. He rubbed his hands again, but Darius wasn’t sure if the man had ever stopped. It was a good thing he was wearing leather gloves, or he’d be risking blisters.

“Look how intent she is…”

On the other side of the window, Janette sat in his office with the pages of the entrance exam in front of her. She dipped her quill again and again as she worked her way through the questions. Color didn’t brighten her cheeks to betray uncertainty, which left him with a growing sense of satisfaction coupled with dread because his gut told him she was going to pass, and then what? A hard hand landed on his shoulder.

“It does appear our little adventurer is going to be placed under your stewardship,” Lykos said. “How splendid.”

“It is indeed!” the Professor answered, proving that the only frailty the man had was in his aging flesh. He might be balding and his face spouting white whiskers, but his wits remained sharp. “A Pure Spirit…at last.”

“But the daughter of a traitor,” Darius muttered.

The Professor’s joy faded, but only for a moment. “Her mother was never convicted.”

“Only because she fled. Janette will have to shoulder the burden of being the offspring of a coward.”

“Yes, yes…well, we all must make our way through the more difficult tasks in our lives,” the Professor replied. “Besides, the woman has clearly had her daughter educated well. Just look at the way she is moving through the exam! I dare say she belongs here and her mother has done her duty in making sure it would happen.”

Darius caught himself grinning. She had spirit, and he admired it. He smoothed out his expression when Lykos looked his way. It was an opinion he needed to keep to himself. Janette was going to be in his charge, which meant anything personal would be out of the question.

Duty before preference. Always.

***

“You passed!” Galene beamed and kissed her on both cheeks. Tears shimmered in her eyes as Janette felt her muscles easing for the first time in hours.

Had she truly only been playing with Sophia’s scandalous fashions a few days ago?

“Just as you said you would,” Galene continued. “My daughter did well.” The old lady faltered, her voice cracking with emotion.

“Your daughter would have done better to return and face the accusations leveled against her,” Darius stated.

Janette wanted to snap at him—he was ruining her moment of triumph. But there was a warning in his eyes that made her hesitate. Alienating the man when she intended to live among his brethren wasn’t the wisest course of action, even if it was tempting. She would just wait to speak her mind when they were alone.

Eager
to
be
alone
with
him, are you?

Her impulses were going to be the death of her. She shook off the thoughts that tried to take control of her attention—hushed rumors of the Illuminist ways, which included being allowed lovers. Intimacies were not considered a duty but a pleasure members might indulge in as their right, something she’d been raised to believe was wrong.

Or maybe not. For certain her mother had warned her what their neighbors thought of the Illuminist ways, but that wasn’t the same as being told her body was sinful. More than one young lady she’d known during her childhood had been reared to believe any enjoyment of intimacies was low-bred and dirty. A lady only endured such things to conceive. A true gentleman took his baser needs to a mistress once his wife was expecting.

Her gaze focused on Darius. His kisses were definitely an indulgence—a wicked one.

“I will be pinning that on her, Mr. Lawley, if you please.”

Galene held one gloved hand out for something Darius held. It was a lapel pin, cast with the symbols of the Illuminist Order but made of silver instead of gold.

“This is your novice pin.” Galene gently pinned it to the collar of her dress. “Before you may be awarded a gold one, you shall have to memorize our laws and take the Oath of Allegiance to uphold them. You shall be a novice for an entire year.”

Galene patted the pin once it was secured, and tears trickled down her cheeks. She hugged her tightly before Darius cleared his throat, and she sighed.

“Yes, I understand. You are correct, Mr. Lawley.” Galene stepped back and drew herself up stiffly. “You shall begin your novitiate here, and I must leave or risk drawing the Helikeians to you. Promise me you shall telephone often.”