Storms (Sharani Series Book 2) (2 page)

One of the voices immediately recognized it. The Schema—the chart of the three magics and their degrees of power. The voice remembered long arguments with Elyana about the divergent tiers of power. She thought each hierarchy of magic was simply different manifestations of the same power. The voice, Beryl’s old voice, had thought them individual powers with some overlap. However, Beryl himself was living proof that that thought process had been wrong.

He rolled the scroll back up, placed it in the tube, and set it aside. The voice faded with it, though it had never really been trying to take over. It had merely shared a fond memory with Beryl, one it had kept hidden from him for centuries.

Beryl reached into another cubby, startling a sand spider the size of his hand. The creature scuttled over Beryl’s hand and up the wall, vanishing into the gloom. One of the voices, an ancient one from before even Elyana—from back when Beryl had lived far from here, beyond the Forbiddence—shuddered. Beryl ignored it. His current Iteration had no fear of spiders. The scroll in this cubby hadn’t fared as well as the first. The wax seal had been broken some time ago and the scroll within it was now little more than a loose pile of dust. That was one of the reasons they’d duplicated their work in two other such hidden shelters. Beryl knew one of the three had been destroyed over the years but, hopefully, the missing scrolls were still intact in the other one.

And so it went for hours upon hours. Thirty of the forty-five scrolls remained whole. He didn’t move on to the bureaucratic or historic sections of the grotto; there was really no need. Beryl himself already knew those answers.

Thirty scrolls. Still, fifteen broken scrolls was a severe loss. One of the voices inside Beryl’s mind wept unabashedly. The history of the magic which ruled both the Orinai and the Rahuli slave people—how much of it was lost in those fifteen piles of dust? How much of it would be important to the Rahuli in their upcoming fight?

“Why are you helping them?”

Beryl started until he realized the voice was his own. Well, partially his own. One of the voices in his mind seized momentary control and spoke aloud using Beryl’s own voice.

Beryl let his hands curl into fists. He hadn’t realized he
was
helping them. Hadn’t he just betrayed them by sending the message to the Orinai? No, that had been one of the voices—the vulcanist. That wasn’t Beryl, not really. Beryl himself had already decided to help the Rahuli prepare for the coming war. He’d done it before. Both he
and
Elyana had done it before, back when Elyana’s obsession with protecting the people had led to the creation of the genesauri. There had been others, of course, but they hadn’t been as strong, hadn’t been as worthy of the fight as he and Elyana.

“Why help them?” Beryl mused. “Because they deserve it.”

Several of the voices in his mind laughed.

Beryl’s fists tightened until the knuckles cracked. “Because Elyana would have wanted it.”

The voices stilled. Beryl took the silence as agreement.

He looked down at the scrolls arranged neatly in little rows within their glass cylinders. He would need to translate them. The Rahuli would not be able to read them otherwise.

“And you’ll need to let them make the discovery for themselves,” one of the voices said. It was the angry one, the one which pulled at the fire beneath the earth. “They will not believe it if they don’t discover it themselves.”

Beryl nodded, though surprise slowed the motion. That voice was the most vehement in its argument for the destruction of the Rahuli. Beryl had fought against that voice for centuries. Why change now?

The voice spoke. “For Elyana.”

Beryl grunted and turned to leave. He had work to do.

“As with all things feared by men, that which can be quantified can be understood for what it truly is, rather than the superstitious musings of those who are easily impressed.”

—From
Commentary on the Schema, Volume I

Gavin strode through the red sandstone passageways of the Roterralar Warren, trying to ignore the self-conscious itch between his shoulders. As always, the effort was a futile one. A woman appeared in the hall ahead of him and, noticing him, stopped and gave a small bow. Gavin sighed internally, but inclined his head and smiled back at her. She wasn’t wearing a
shufari
, though Gavin didn’t recognize her as one of the Roterralar. He was glad at least some of the clans were interested in the Roterralar ways. The woman scurried away.

His grandmother would have been upset with him for not asking the woman’s name. If she’d been here. She’d died well before the life-altering events of the broken Oasis. Before the death and destruction.

He paused for a moment, fingering a spot on his stomach beneath his robes. The woman Lhaurel had healed him, but he swore he still felt the hot pain of the dagger digging into his gut. He could
feel
Taren’s fetid breath on his face.

Gavin shuddered and shook himself, glancing around to make sure he was alone. He couldn’t afford to appear weak, not with how the clans were already bickering and returning to old ways and alliances. No one trusted the clans that had followed Kaiden and turned on their brethren. The only thing that kept all the clans working together after that betrayal was an even greater dislike of the Roterralar. That and the fact that there were so very few of them left. Shared pain was a great unifier of peoples.

He shook his head and kept walking. He caught a glimpse of Khari walking in the passageway ahead of him. Khari, Matron of the Roterralar, walked with the grace of a warrior and the air of one born to lead. As Gavin had come to realize, Khari was as equal to the task of leadership as her husband had reputedly been. Some of the Rahuli disapproved of the woman’s position of rule, though others welcomed the change.

“What are you about today, Matron?” he asked, steeling himself for a long, complicated conversation.

“We are running short of food again,” she said. “There are simply too many of us in one place. This warren was never meant to house the entire populace of the Sharani Desert.”

“I think it may have been, once. It would explain the vast number of individual rooms in the main cavern, not to mention the entire network of tunnels and storage rooms beneath us that haven’t even been explored yet.”

Khari glowered at him. The look was so reminiscent of ones given him by his grandmother that Gavin almost smiled. Almost. Khari’s expression held little love in it.

Gavin felt a deep-seated
need
to unify the clans, to defend and protect the outcasts and, to a lesser extent, the Rahuli people as a whole. The greatsword—the short, curved blade he’d pulled from the skeletal remains atop the Oasis walls—was the first step in that, but it was merely the first of many steps he needed to take to secure their safety. Unfortunately, Khari had become a major obstacle to the rest of them.

“You know what I mean. We don’t have the resources. The grain fields we have are fallow during this time of year and our stores were meant to sustain the Roterralar only. We’ve several hundred mouths to feed now. The clans respect you. You need to convince them to leave.”

“All the clans, or just those who followed Kaiden?” Gavin asked.

Khari didn’t respond, though her expression answered the question.

Gavin sighed, out loud this time. It had only been a few weeks since Kaiden had tried to destroy them all. But not a single day had passed yet that Khari hadn’t tried to get the clans to leave and go back to the way things were, or hadn’t protested his continued insistence that the Heltorin and Londik be allowed voice in their meetings. At least, that’s how Gavin took her complaints.

She didn’t understand. No one did. Gavin wasn’t sure he himself even understood completely. But he did know one thing, at least: they couldn’t simply go back to the way things had been. That life was over. They had to change. He often asked himself why she’d volunteered the Roterralar Warren in the first place if she hated having it full.

“There are a few patrols out already,” he said, ignoring her request. “Several have been directed to gather what they can from the old warrens. They’ll bring back more grain and whatever else they can find there. Others are searching for the herds scattered by the Oasis rains.”

“So the storms haven’t stopped, then?”

Gavin shook his head.

The rains were customary for the Oasis during the Dormancy. Nine months of near constant rainfall, centralized over that one location. Gavin had always found that singularity of rain odd, but now the rains were spreading out over the entire desert, spreading water to sand so devoid of moisture it had become a desiccated hell. It was changing. Returning to life.

Khari sniffed and brushed her short, greying hair back. The wounds on her hand and face were almost healed, only faint lines of darkness nearly hidden in the wrinkles of her flesh.

“We’ll hope they come back with something, then,” she said. “Still, I do not think it will be enough.”

When Gavin didn’t respond, Khari inclined her head slightly and turned back the way she had come, vanishing around a corner within a few moments.

Gavin shook his head and resumed his walk. The woman chafed under the current situation. The Roterralar had existed as a hidden entity for far too long. They were used to their autonomy and independence. That had to change.
Everything
had to change.

Running a hand through his hair, Gavin resumed his course, heading deep into the bowels of the Roterralar Warren. Actually, it was more than that, now. It was the warren for the entire Rahuli people. It really
was
large enough to hold the entire populace of the desert, but—Gavin hated admitting it, even to himself—it most likely wouldn’t support them all.

Tensions were already high between the clans. They’d gathered into three effective groups (since no clan was large enough on its own anymore to pose any sort of organized threat), with Gavin, the remaining half-dozen outcasts, and the surviving Roterralar outside them all. The only thing that kept them together at this point was Gavin himself, and that was a tenuous hold at best. They honored him for freeing them from Taren’s oppression and so gave heed to his words. Some of the time, at least. They didn’t understand that Taren himself was only a puppet, a little man pulled along by Kaiden’s strings.

Gavin rounded a corner and entered a passage that ended in a thick wooden door. Two guards, both members of the Roterralar clan, stood in front of the door. They both held axes in hand, though not conventional ones. These had blades of black stone. Though Kaiden hadn’t shown any signs of trying to escape, they couldn’t take any chances. No one was allowed to bring metal around the man. Gavin knew it was a gesture in futility—there was metal in the very sandstone walls themselves—but they had to do
something
, didn’t they?

The guards nodded toward him as he neared. Gavin entered the lightless room, holding aloft an oil lantern fashioned completely of glass provided by one of the guards to chase away some of the darkness. The door creaked softly on its modified hinges as it shut behind him, the guard outside locking him in as he’d been instructed. Light from the lantern glinted off metal in the walls and illuminated the thick leather bonds holding a disheveled man. Kaiden didn’t look up when Gavin entered.

Gavin hung the glass lantern on a wooden hook near the door and picked up the chair resting beneath it. The air was heavy with the scent of sweat, urine, and refuse, which only grew stronger the closer he got to the prisoner. Gavin was no stranger to the stench of human misery, but he stopped short a few feet away from the man, placed the chair in the loose sand, and took a seat. His nose wouldn’t let him get any closer.

“Good morning, Kaiden,” Gavin whispered.

The man didn’t stir. He was imprisoned here on Gavin’s orders, though there were many within the warren who wanted the man’s death, Khari being chief among them. He’d been able to persuade most of them that the man was more valuable to them alive. After Kaiden had tried to kill them all by drawing the genesauri monsters to the Oasis itself, it had become clear that the man hadn’t really wanted them all dead. He’d wanted to lead them. By destroying the Roterralar and crushing the resistance within the Rahuli people themselves, he would set himself up to be their united leader. The survivors needed to know why.

“Not very talkative today?” Gavin asked, keeping his voice light and conversational. “That’s alright. I’ll do the talking then.” Gavin smiled and then scratched at his chin, as if lost in thought. “Why would someone kill their own brethren? I guess there could be lots of reasons. I once knew two brothers who both loved the same woman. The older brother wasn’t very attractive and the woman fancied the younger one. So the older brother killed him. Seems logical if you look at it from the older brother’s perspective. Not right, but logical.”

Kaiden didn’t stir. His matted grey hair hung over his face like a curtain, hiding his prematurely aged features. He’d recovered much faster than Lhaurel, who was still unconscious, but Kaiden’s mind appeared to be just as broken. “But it wasn’t over a woman. Hmm—neither you nor Sarial seem like the type to act out in a rage. Must have been something else then.”

In truth, Gavin was appalled at the very thought of siblings killing one another. He’d grown up with only his family to protect and support him. Family was life, protection, and happiness. A man without a family was a man broken. A man alone.

“Did Tieran attack you, and you were only defending yourself by calling the karundin to eat him? A joke gone wrong? I hear Tieran was one to make light of serious things.”

No one knew if the story Kaiden had told the Roterralar—that the karundin had killed the rest of his party, of which Tieran’s twin Sarial had been a part—was actually true or if Kaiden had done the deed himself.

“What were you and Sarial up to, Kaiden?” Gavin asked.

Gavin let the words hang in the air, fading like the light in a dying man’s eyes. Khari and the majority of the Roterralar believed the only motivation behind Kaiden’s actions had been revenge and a selfish desire to save only those he cared about, his own clan and their ally. While that was a powerful motivator, there was more to it. The intricate alliances with Taren and the plots to unite the clans under a single ruler spoke of something far larger at hand.

His grandmother had taught Gavin to question, to attempt to understand, because knowledge and understanding were the key to power. He hadn’t always been the best student of her teachings, but those had stuck with him and were heightened by his natural curiosity. What Kaiden did left too many unanswered questions.

Kaiden shifted, drawing Gavin’s full attention in an instant. The man didn’t look up but he spoke for the first time that Gavin could remember. The man’s voice was raspy and thin, barely more than a whisper, but there was a steel to it that rocked Gavin to the core.

“A father stands before the mouth of a small cave, family huddled behind him as the genesauri come. In his hands he holds a sword, his last defense against that which shall destroy them. The genesauri charge, a pack of sailfins intent on killing them all. Death comes for them. Pain beyond reckoning will descend upon the family of this man.”

Kaiden paused for a moment, rocking back and forth in a small circular motion.

“A father stands before the mouth of a small cave, family dead behind him, slain by his blade. Death and pain come for him then. But the pain is sweet.”

Gavin stood up, knocking the chair to the sand in his haste. He stepped forward in one long stride, knelt, and grabbed Kaiden’s shoulders, trying to force the man to look up. Kaiden’s eyes were closed.

“What are you so afraid of?”

Kaiden didn’t respond, no matter how many times Gavin repeated the question. After a time, Gavin let go of the man’s shoulders and retrieved the fallen chair. Shaking his head, Gavin returned the chair to its spot, picked up the lantern, and knocked on the door to signal the guard to let him out. Kaiden’s last words rang in his mind.
But the pain is sweet.