"Robert didn't have a gun, though, did he?"
"No. He's got a couple of years yet before I'd consider letting him handle a weapon."
The responsible family man. Sure.
"How long were you out there hunting?"
"I'd say about two and a half hours. I think it was about three-thirty by the time we got back to the car. Something like that. I could see Robert was getting pretty tired and I'd managed to bag a rabbit, so a couple of hours out there was plenty."
"And then what did you do?"
"I had some business to take care of so we drove back to my house and Robert watched a movie on HBO and then played one of the Sega Genesis games I keep for him over there, while I got to the paperwork. And I guess we both lost track of time. Because the next thing I knew it was quarter after six and I thought, oh my god, I was supposed to have had him home fifteen minutes ago already. She's going to be furious."
"She?"
"Robert's mother."
"Why didn't you call? To say you were going to be late?"
"I tried. The line was busy. So I just hustled him out into the car and got him over there as fast as I could."
"Mr.
Danse
, did you notice if Robert appeared to be in any discomfort at all while you were driving him back to his mother's house?"
"Yes, I did. He seemed ... antsy. Like he was having a hard time just sitting there in the car seat. And I remember that once we hit a pothole that was pretty deep and my head practically hit the roof even though I had my seat belt on. So I looked at Robert to make sure he was okay. He had this odd kind of look on his face. Like he was hurting. Though he also had his seat belt on too."
"And did you ask him what was wrong?"
''Yes.''
"What did he say?"
"He said nothing was wrong. That he was just worried that his mom was going to be mad at him and punish him for us being so late. I reassured him. I told him it was my fault and I'd tell her so. So he didn't have to worry."
"Mr.
Danse
, when you were doing your paperwork, were you sitting in the same room as Robert?"
"No. I was in the study. Robert was in the living room."
"For about how long, approximately?"
"About two hours, maybe a little longer."
"And were you aware of him getting up and going into the bathroom at any time?"
"Yes. To get to the bathroom from the living room in my house you have to walk right past the study. He came in after the movie was done. I asked him how it was. He said it was pretty good. Something about killer clowns from outer space. We laughed at that. Then he went on in the direction of the bathroom and I went back to work."
"Were you aware of him coming out of the bathroom again?"
"Not really, no. I was pretty absorbed in what I was doing."
"Mr.
Danse
, did you sexually abuse your son that day?"
"No. Absolutely not."
"And have you
ever
abused your son, Mr.
Danse
? Sexually or otherwise?"
"God, no. I'm amazed that I'm even being asked a question like that. Robert is ..."
His brow furrowed. His chin fell to his chest and he slowly shook his head. When he looked up again his eyes were full of tears.
"Robert is the single most important thing in my life," he said. "I would never hurt him. Never."
You bastard, she thought.
"Do you have any idea then, Mr.
Danse
, why Lydia
Danse
should be bringing this charge against you now?"
"Objection," said
Sansom
. "Calls for speculation."
"I'm going to allow it, Mr.
Sansom
. I think the witness's opinion on the matter is relevant."
"The only way I can think to explain it," Arthur said, "is that she's never forgiven me that the marriage didn't work. To say I'm surprised is the understatement of the year. I'd thought our divorce was amicable. Now I guess it wasn't. Not from her point of view, anyway."
He looked at her directly, unflinchingly.
"Lydia," he said, "I swear—I'm sorry. I really am."
"Objection," said
Sansom
.
"Sustained. Strike that," said Burke. "Do you have any further questions of this witness, Mr. Wood?"
"No, Your Honor."
"Mr.
Danse
," said Owen
Sansom
, "I believe you just told us that you noticed in the car that Robert was acting as though he had a hard time sitting there, and that then when you hit this pothole you thought he was actually hurting. Am I right?"
"Yes."
"And you asked him what was wrong and he said nothing, that he was only concerned about being punished by his mother for being late."
"That's right."
"And you believed him on this?"
"I didn't see any reason not to. Yes, I guess I did believe him."
"Didn't you say you thought he was actually
hurting
?
Physically
hurting?"
"Yes."
Sansom
was sweating. She could see it from here and so could the judge. She knew the effort this was costing him with what was going on in his own life, but she thought that so far he was managing to do this right.
"And isn't there an obvious difference between what a person would look like if he were simply worried about the loss of a few privileges, say, as punishment for being late, and what he'd look like if he were physically in pain?"
"Speculation, Your Honor. My client's neither a doctor nor a trained psychologist."
"Sustained."
"Let me put it another way, then. Why did you so quickly dismiss the notion that his discomfort was physical, after seeming to observe exactly that?"
"I believed what he told me."
"You observed what appeared to be a physical discomfort in your son, and then dismissed it, said to yourself, fine, no problem, he's just worried about his mother punishing him for being late—you dismissed these observations simply because you believed what he told you. Is that correct?"
"Asked and answered, Your Honor."
"This conversation didn't occur at all, did it Mr.
Danse
? Nor these 'observations.'
"Objection. Argumentative."
"Sustained. Please, Mr.
Sansom
, get on with it."
"What sort of paperwork were you doing in your office that day, Mr.
Danse
?"
Arthur shrugged. "Bills. Orders. Shipment records. The usual."
"And were these very ... engaging?"
He smiled. "I wouldn't say
engaging
. Pretty dull stuff, actually."
"But they were absorbing enough so that you never heard Robert leave the bathroom. All these boring bills and orders had that much of your attention."
"Sure they're boring. But they still take concentration."
"Were you aware of hearing the toilet flush? Water running in the sink? The bathroom door opening and closing?"
"No. Not really."
"You have hardwood floors over there, don't you?"
"Yes."
"Was Robert wearing shoes?"
"I don't remember."
"But this is a hall we're talking about, correct?"
"Yes."
"What else is down that hall?"
"Excuse me?"
"What else is down the hall aside from the bathroom?"
"There's a deck leading out through a door to the backyard, and then if you turn the corner and go around the other way you're in the dining room and then beyond that in the kitchen."
"So you don't really know that he went to the bathroom at all that day, do you? You heard nothing. Saw nothing. He might have been going to the deck, or to the dining room, or to the kitchen."
"He was jiggling."
"He was what?"
"He was jiggling. Standing there jiggling. You know, the way kids do. When they've got to go to the bathroom."
"So you assume he went to the bathroom because he was jiggling."
"Yes."
"You didn't tell us that earlier, though, did you?"
"It didn't occur to me."
"Isn't it true that it didn't occur to you because this is just another
lie
, Mr.
Danse
? Like your conversation with Robert in the car and your observations in the car?"
"Absolutely not."
"Did Lydia
Danse
ever tell you or give you any reason to believe that she was unhappy with the terms of her divorce prior to this incident?"
"No."
"Then why would she now?"
"I don't know."
"Mr.
Danse
, you're aware that there are penalties for perjury, right?"
"Yes."
"Good. Then I'll ask you once again.
Did you, on that day or on any other day, sexually molest your son, Robert
Danse
?
"
"Listen ..."
"Yes or no.
Did you?
"
"If you don't believe me, why don't you just ask him? Ask Robert. No, I did not. Ask my son."
Wood requested a sidebar and the three lawyers approached the bench. Whatever they were talking about went on for a while and, Burke aside, drew heat from all of them. Finally Burke said something and they turned away.
As he returned to their table Owen
Sansom
was shaking his head.
"What? What's happening?" she asked him.
"We'd like to recall Lydia
Danse
to the stand, Your Honor," Wood said.
"That's what's happening," said
Sansom
. "Try not to strangle him, all right? Try to stay cool up there."
Cool was not the operative word. She felt frozen. Afterwards she could barely remember walking across the room to the witness chair and sitting down and then being reminded that she was still under oath. It was as though something had locked down inside her, frozen into gear like a cog on a wheel that still ought to have been spinning.
Wood didn't waste a minute.
"You stated earlier," he said, "that you didn't know if you could comply with any order that would permit my client free and unrestricted access to Robert. I'm talking about perfectly normal visitation rights. You've had time to think it over, and we're wondering now what your position is on this."