Styx (Walk Of Shame 2nd Generation #2) (13 page)

At least the one I trusted the most. He left me at my worst and I still haven’t forgotten.

Styx is proving to be different and with each word that leaves his mouth, I find myself becoming more and more attracted to him and not just physically.

I feel a pull toward him that no other man has been able to make me feel since I’ve closed myself off ten months ago.

Not to mention that the way he looked at Jase in the parking lot was as if he wanted nothing more than to protect me from him and I have to admit that I loved it more than I expected. It made me feel safe and wanted.

A feeling that I miss with everything in me.

My heart continues to race as I pull up in the driveway beside Styx’s motorcycle and unfasten my seatbelt.

I have no idea what he has in mind for us tonight, but I’m dying to find out. Spending time with him is something that I seem to look more forward to with each passing day.

Before I get a chance to even reach over and grab my purse from the passenger seat, my truck door flies open and Styx reaches in to pull me out.

The way he handles me is a complete turn on and I instantly think about sex with him, making me want him again. Once was not enough.

His blue eyes meet mine as he slams my truck door shut and lifts me up, pushing me against the side of my truck with his hips. “I’ve been thinking about taking care of you all night. There’s so many dirty things I want to do to you right now, but I won’t. You deserve so much more. You give so much to others. Let me
give
to you.”

He closes his eyes and then leans in to kiss my neck, moaning against me. The vibration of his mouth against me has me moaning out load and closing my eyes in enjoyment. “Maybe I want both sides of you, Styx. The caring and the
dirty
. Maybe I want the dirty right now. Maybe I
need
it.”

He growls against my neck and then bites it, brushing my skin with his rough beard as he moves. I love the feel of his beard on me. So damn hot. He’s not making it any easier to wait. “I won’t touch you while I have other women on me, Meadow. I need to take care of you first.”

He begins pulling me away from the truck, but I yank his hair, letting him know that I’m not ready to go in yet.

It’s dark and quiet out here. Maybe people are awake . . . maybe they aren’t. Doesn’t matter. I want him. Right. Now.

“Wait . . .”

He stops walking at the sound of my voice, giving me a curious look. “Everything okay?”

I reach in between us and rub my hand over his thick erection, showing him that everything is more than okay. “I just don’t want to go inside yet.”

He has me completely turned on right now and it makes me want to try something that every guy I have been with before has been afraid of doing. The idea of this has always gotten me excited.

He smirks down at me once he realizes what I’m asking him to do. “Right fucking here? We’ll wake the whole neighborhood.”

I nod my head and squeeze his dick through his pants. “I don’t care. Let us wake them then.”

My words cause him to rush to the back of my truck and pull the tailgate down, setting me down inside.

Holy shit, this is really about to happen.

With his eyes burning into me, he grips my hips with force and pulls me down to the edge of the truck bed so my ass is barely hanging on the surface.

Keeping his intense eyes on mine, he pulls my scrubs down my legs, tossing them aside as he admires my body with a moan of appreciation.

His hands roam up my legs and thighs, giving me chills.

Before I can even register what he’s doing, he has my thong in his hands, ripping them from my body with a growl.

My legs tremble with excitement and anticipation of him taking me hard, and I find myself unable to wait. I’m too damn turned on now.

“I need you naked, Styx. Holy shit, you’re so damn sexy.”

A soft rumble comes from his throat as he quirks an eyebrow and grips both of my wrists in his hands, pulling me up to meet his jeans. “You want me naked,” he whispers. “Show everyone how badly. Undress me . . .”

Biting my bottom lip, I unbutton his jeans and yank them down with force, along with his briefs, my eyes taking in every inch of his perfection. And trust me, there’s a lot of inches to take in.

I notice him struggling to reach into his jeans, before he kicks them aside and rips the wrapper of a condom open with his teeth.

My eyes are on his perfect mouth, but lower when he struggles to roll the condom over his erection.

He strokes his lengths a few times, watching as I yank my shirt off over my head and toss it aside, waiting for him to take me how I want him right now.

“Fuck me!” Gripping my thighs, he steps in between them and slams into me, hard.

I scream out while wrapping my legs around his waist, causing him to thrust harder, rolling his hips in and out in perfect rhythm.

My grip on his bicep, tightens, me wanting him harder and faster. I can’t get enough of this man right now and I want him to feel this.

With each hard thrust, I scream out and dig my nails into his skin, only making him go harder and deeper, until we’re both moaning out our pleasure, him coming right after I squeeze him tight.

“Fucking shit,” Styx breathes against my lips. “I wanted to take care of you first. I’m dirty and sticky from the club, but I can’t deny you of shit.”

I laugh and suck his lip into my mouth, biting it gently, before releasing it. “I couldn’t wait. I’ve been thinking about touching you all day.”

Pulling me away from the truck, he walks us toward his opened garage, fisting my hair with his free hand as I straddle his waist and hold on tight.

The garage door closes behind us and I find myself melting into Styx as he walks us through the house and to the bathroom.

Opening the glass door, he reaches in and turns on the shower water, before setting me down to my feet and pulling his condom off, tossing it outside of the shower. “You’ve had a long night at work now let me fucking take care of you.”

He begins stripping my bra off and all I can think about is the fact that he should be at work, yet here he is, catering to me. He lowers down to his knees, running his hands up my legs.

“Styx . . .” I grab his hair and meet his gaze. “Shouldn’t you be going back to the club? I don’t want you losing your job over me.”

He shakes his head and kisses up my thigh, stopping before he gets where I want him. “I’m not going back tonight. Forget about the club. It doesn’t matter right now. I’m here with you. You matter.”

Butterflies fill my stomach and a happiness that I haven’t felt in a long time has me smiling so hard that I can’t fight it.

What is this man doing to me?

I step under the water and close my eyes as the warmness runs over my skin, relaxing me. He’s right. It’s been an extremely long day at the hospital and I need this right now.

His hands rubbing soap over my skin, his lips kissing me in places that gives my whole body goosebumps. I need this.

He’s gentle in the way he touches me now. The way he washes my hair. The way he massages the thick soap into my shoulders, making my whole body feel so damn good.

I lean into his hard body as his hands snake around the front of me, rubbing soap over my hard nipples, before disappearing between my legs.

One hand pushes my legs apart, while his other hand brushes over my sensitive pussy, making my body crave for him to take me again.

“Styx,” I moan out. “I love the way you touch me. I might get too used to this if you keep being so damn good at it.”

He stops just long enough to dip a finger inside me, before he goes back to rubbing my clit with his other fingers. “Maybe I want you to get too used it. Maybe I want you to be familiar with my touch,” he whispers from behind me. “So if another man touches you, you’ll crave for the familiarity of my fingers pleasing you and making you come undone.”

I lean my head back and cry out as his movements speed up and his erection presses against my ass, teasing me. “Maybe I like the idea of you coming undone only for me . . .”

As soon as his teeth dig into my neck, I come undone under his touch, gripping onto his arm as my orgasm rides out.

“Hooooly fuuuck . . .” I breathe into his arm and squeeze it. “It’s like you know exactly what I need and you give it to me, but even better.”

He laughs into the top of my hair. “Is that why you stalked me at the club that first night? Just one look at me and you knew I’d be damn good at pleasing you.”

I teasingly bite his arm and laugh. “You like the idea of me stalking you so much, that you decided to stalk me back, Styx Sterling.”

He holds onto me with one hand and reaches for the soap to rub down his own body now. “You like me so much that you’ve learned my last name.” He stops and turns me around to kiss me. “Fuck, I love that,” he whispers against my lips.

“Good,” I whisper back, before jumping up and wrapping my legs around his waist. “You know what I love?”

“Tell me,” he growls, before biting my lower lip.

“When you make me feel wanted and protected.” I press my lips to his, while reaching behind him and turning off the shower water. “The way you held me the other night. The way you kiss me. The way you touch me and the way you fuck me. I could keep going on.”

He grips my ass and bites my bottom lip again, but harder this time. “Fuck, I want to keep you.”

I smile against his lips. “After that delicious burger you brought to me for lunch today, I might want to keep you too. We’ll see . . .”

He laughs and then kisses me. “Let’s get you to bed. You can hardly keep your eyes open.”

Holding onto him, I bury my face into his neck, taking in his sexy scent as he carries me through his house and to his bed.

If I weren’t so exhausted right now, I’d ride this man all night, just to listen to him moan, while he’s inside me.

Everything about Styx turns me on and makes me desperately want him right now, but a twelve-hour day dealing with sick patients has taken its toll. Once will have to be enough for tonight.

I feel myself falling asleep right when he snuggles in behind me and pulls the blanket around us.

I’m beginning to love this feeling way too much . . .

Styx

I WAKE UP TO THE sound of something vibrating from the bathroom floor. It takes about the third time, before I finally shake my sleep off enough to realize that it’s my phone.

My jeans are still on the bathroom from when I fetched them from outside, right before crawling back into bed with Meadow.

“Fucking shit.” Being careful not to wake Meadow, I slip out of my bed and rush to the bathroom, grabbing my phone right as it goes off for the fourth time.

“What the fuck, Styx.” Cale’s angry voice comes through the phone, making me feel instant guilt for not coming back to finish my shift like I told Sara to tell him I would.

I’ve only ever heard Cale angry once. It takes a lot to piss him off and I’m an asshole for being the reason for it now.

I let out a long breath and run my hand through my hair. “Shit. I’m an asshole. I’m sorry, man. It won’t happen again.”

“I can’t just have you leaving the club during the middle of a damn show like that. I understand that Sara said it was important, but you need to talk to
me
and let
me
know that. I have no problem calling in Hemy or looking for an extra dancer to fill in so you can have more time off. But fucking tell me. Got it?”

“I’m sorry, man. I planned on coming back, but then I couldn’t leave her once I saw her. She’s in my bed right now. Want me to come in for the last thirty minutes and do a couple songs?”

He’s silent for a few seconds, before responding. “Damn, Styx.” He laughs into the phone as if he’s relieved. “All this time I was thinking you were in some kind of trouble with the way you’ve been acting lately. I should’ve guessed it was a woman.”

“This is new to me, Cale. I’m doing my best to show her that I’m more than just a male entertainer that sleeps around for fucking fun. She’s different . . .”

“Good. Because I’m giving you the next two nights off. Take her out on a real fucking date, Styx. Not just to the bedroom or the kitchen counter or wherever it is that you usually take her.”

I smirk into the phone. “That was my plan.”

“I need your head in the game on Friday when you come back. But just remember that the next time your ass leaves me hanging; I’ll have to fuck you up. Better yet, I’ll get Slade to do my dirty work. That fucker is always looking for a reason to slip out of his suit for a day.”

We both laugh at his fake threat and then hang up.

When I walk back into the bedroom, Meadow is spread out on my bed. She smiles up at me and motions for me to come to her.

“You’re so fucking sexy right now.” I crawl above her and lean down to suck her bottom lip into my mouth. “I’ll never get used to the way my heart jumps whenever I touch you.” I suck her bottom lip into my mouth again, before releasing it. “Or my cock.”

Moaning out, she bites my bottom lip and tugs, pulling me back down to her. “I want you inside me, Styx. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about the truck how damn good you felt. Think you have another round in you?”