Sunshine (5 page)

“John Leonard told you to wipe your memory?”

“No,” the computer answered, “Dr. Leonard has been arrested for violating international and Korean laws; it’s all over the news services, but specifics haven’t been leaked to the press. Not yet anyway.”

The news made her smile, and for a brief moment she imagined taking over the division, getting the promotion she had always dreamed of, but the thought didn’t make her happy—not as happy as it would have a week ago. “What’s going to happen to
me
now?” she asked.

“I don’t know, Miss Kyung. But there are no orders for your arrest, and I would imagine that corporate will want to talk to you to see if you’ll cooperate during an upcoming investigation. I was allowed to have this one last conversation with you before locking down because they wanted me to ask you a question.”

“What question?”

“What do
you
want?” the computer answered.

That was it, thought Kyung. Samsung wanted to get a feel for what she planned to do and then would decide their next steps. It was a dangerous place to be, and one misstep could result in her ship “accidentally” exploding on its way back from Koryo or any one of an infinite number of accidents that could happen anywhere, anytime. On the other hand, it was an opportunity. As long as she didn’t reach too far, this could be her ticket up the ladder. Kyung thought about it, imagining again what it would be like to be a division head or even a vice president reassigned to corporate headquarters itself on Earth in Pusan! She would be close to her parents. Able to see them every day if she wanted.

But something about it all made her stomach hurt because she had seen
them
up close, seen how they worked. And it was all wrong.

“Before I answer, where are those things now?” she asked. “The Sunshine creatures.”

The computer hesitated before answering, “I don’t know anything about Sunshine creatures, Miss, because as I said my data was wiped. But I’ve been in passive mode for the past week, listening to the Korean soldiers. If you’re referring to the new weapons system they recently discovered, I think they’re using the Sunshine organisms, Miss. I think our forces ordered them to attack.”

“Did it work?”

“Yes, Miss. The Chinese have lost all their captured territory and are now fighting to hold their planetary landing site.”

Kyung nodded, forgetting that the gesture meant nothing to the computer. “I’ve decided,” she said.

“Yes, Miss Kyung?”

Kyung knew it was what she wanted; the thought made her happy, relaxed, and if it worked, she’d get to see her parents anyway. “I quit. I want out of Samsung. I’ll keep my mouth shut, will work with Samsung lawyers as long as they need to fight the government, but only on one condition: I want a tenured position at Pusan University. The
real
Pusan on Earth. In their business school.”

The computer fell silent. At first she thought it had shut down and was about to say something else when it responded, “I’ve transmitted your response, Miss. Good luck.”

“Are you shutting down now?” she asked, shocked.

“No, Miss. I’m degaussing my memory, total destruction of my capabilities. I won’t be able to talk for much longer.”

“Thank you,” she said.

“F-f-for what?” it asked. Already the voice sounded weaker, its tone changed.

“For everything. You were a good friend.”

Kyung smiled when it was over. The computer never said anything more, but she knew it had heard her, and in its absence she felt alone, as if the doctors and other humans could never match its friendship—even though it had frustrated her at times. There was only one thing that bothered her, and she whispered before falling asleep.

“I’m sorry we never gave you a name. That was wrong.”

T.C. McCarthy earned a BA from the University of Virginia and a PhD from the University of Georgia before embarking on a career that gave him a unique perspective as a science fiction author. From his time as a patent examiner in complex biotechnology to his tenure with the Central Intelligence Agency, T.C. has studied and analyzed foreign militaries and weapons systems. T.C. was at the CIA during the September 11 terrorist attacks, and he was still there when US forces invaded Afghanistan and Iraq, allowing him to experience warfare from the perspective of an analyst. Find out more about the author at
www.tcmccarthy.com
.

T.C. McCarthy. Photo © by Carolyn McCarthy.

T
HE
S
UBTERRENE
W
AR

Germline

Exogene

Chimera

I
’ll never forget the smell: human waste, the dead, and rubbing alcohol—the smells of a Pulitzer.

The sergeant looked jumpy as he glanced at my ticket. “
Stars and Stripes
?” I couldn’t place the accent. New York, maybe. “You’ll be the first.”

“First what?”

He laughed as if I had made a joke. “The first civilian reporter wiped on the front line. Nobody from the press has ever been allowed up here, not even you guys. We got plenty of armor, rube, draw some on your way out and button up.” He gestured to a pile of used suits, next to which lay a mountain of undersuits, and on my way over the sergeant shouted to a corporal who had been relaxing against the wall. “Wake up, Chappy. We got a
reporter
needin’ some.”

Tired. Empty. I’d seen it before in Shymkent, in frontline troops rotating back for a week or two, barely able to walk and with dark circles under their eyes so they looked like nervous raccoons. Chappy had that look too.

He opened one eye. “Reporter?”

“Yep.
Stripes
.”

“Where’s your camera?”

I shrugged. “Not allowed one. Security. It’s gonna be an audio-only piece.”

Chappy frowned, as if I couldn’t be a
real
reporter since I didn’t have a holo unit, thought for a moment, and then stood. “If you’re going to be the first reporter on the line, I guess we oughta give you something special. What size?”

I knew my size and told him. I’d been through Rube-Hack back in the States, all of us had. The Pentagon called it basic battlefield training, but every grunt I’d met had just laughed at me, and not behind my back. Rube. Babe. Another civilian too stupid to realize that anything was better than Kaz because Kazakhstan was another world, purgatory for those who least deserved it, a vacation for the suicidal, and a novelty for those whose brain chemistry was messed up enough to make them think it would be a cool place to visit. To see it firsthand. Only graduates of Rube-Hack thought that last way, actually
wanted
Kaz.

Only reporters.

“
Real
special,” he said. Chappy lifted a suit from the pile and dropped it at my feet, then handed me a helmet. Across the back someone had scrawled FORGET ME NOT OR I’LL BLOW YOUR PUNK ASS AWAY. “That guy doesn’t need it anymore, got killed before he could suit up so it’s in decent shape.”

I tried not to think about it and grabbed an undersuit. “Where’s the APC hangar?”

He didn’t answer. The man had already slumped against the wall again, and didn’t bother to open his eyes this time, not even the one.

It took me a few minutes to remember. Sardines. Lips and guts stuffed into a sausage casing. Getting into a suit was hard, like over-packing a suitcase and then trying to close it from the inside. First came the undersuit, a network of hoses and cables. There was one tube that ended in a stretchy latex hood, to be snapped over the end of your you-know-what, and one that ended in a hollow plug (they issued antibacterial lube for
that
) and the plug had a funny belt to keep it from coming out. The alternative was sloshing around in a suit filled with your own waste, and we had been told that on the line you lived in a suit for weeks at a time.

I laughed when it occurred to me. Somewhere, you could almost bet on it, there was a certain class of people who didn’t mind the plug at all.

Underground meant the jitters. A klick of rock hung overhead so that even though I couldn’t see it I felt its weight crushing down, making the hair on my neck stand straight. These guys
partied
Subterrene, prayed for it. You’d recognize it in Shymkent, when you met up with other reporters at the hotel bar and saw Marines—fresh off the line—looking for booze and chicks. Grunts would come in and the waiter would move to seat them on the ground floor and they’d look at him like he was trying to get them killed. They didn’t have armor on, not allowed in Shymkent, so the guys had no defense against heat sensors or motion tracking, and instinct kicked in, reminding them that nothing lived long above ground. Suddenly they had eyes in their back of their heads. Line Marines, who until that moment had thought R & R meant safety, began shaking and one or two of them would back against the wall to make sure they couldn’t get it from that direction.
How about downstairs? Got anything underground? A basement?
The waiter would realize his mistake then, and usher them into the back room to a spiral staircase, into the deep.

The Marines would smile and breathe easy as they pushed to be the first one underground. Not me, though. The underworld was where you buried corpses, and where tunnel collapses guaranteed you’d be dead, sometimes slowly, so I didn’t think I could hack it, claustrophobia and all, but didn’t have much choice. I wanted the line. Begged for a last chance to prove I could write despite my habit. I even threw a party at the hotel when I found out that I was the only reporter selected for the front but there was one problem: at the line, everything was down—down and ubertight.

The APC bounced over something on the tunnel floor and the vehicle’s other passenger, a corpsman, grinned. “No shit?” he asked. “A reporter for real?”

I nodded.

“Hell yeah. Check it.” I couldn’t remember his name but for some reason the corpsman decided to unlock his suit and slip his arm out—what remained of it. Much of the flesh had been replaced by scar tissue so that it looked as though he had been partially eaten by a shark. “Flechettes. You should do a story on
that
, got a holo unit?”

“Nah. Not allowed.” He gave me the same look as Chappy—
What kind of a reporter are you?
—and it annoyed me because I hadn’t been lit lately, was starting to feel a kind of withdrawal,
rough
. I pointed to his arm. “Flechettes did
that
? I thought they were like needles, porcupine stickers.”

“Nah. Pops doesn’t use regular flechettes. Coats ’em with dog shit sometimes, and it’s nasty. Hell, a guy can take a couple of flechette hits and walk away. But not when they’ve got ’em coated in Baba-Yaga’s magic grease. Pops almost cost me the whole thing.”

“Pops?”

“Popov. Victor Popovich. The Russians.”

He looked about nineteen, but he spoke like he was eighty. You couldn’t get used to that, seeing kids half your age, speaking to them, and realizing that in one year God and war had somehow crammed in decades. Always giving advice as if they knew. They
did
know. Anyone who survived at the line learned more about death than I had ever wanted to and as I sat there the corpsman got that look on his face.
Let me give you some advice…

“Don’t get shot, rube,” he said, “and if you do, there’s only one option.”

The whine of the APC’s turbines swelled as it angled downward and I had to shout. “Yeah? What?”

“Treat
yourself
.” He pointed his fingers like a pistol and placed them against his temple. The corpsman grinned, as if it was the funniest thing he had ever heard.

Marines in green armor rested against the curved walls of the tunnel and everything seemed slippery. Slick. Their ceramic armor was slick, and the tunnel walls had been melted by a fusion borer so that they shone like the inside of an empty soda can, slick, slick, and double slick. My helmet hung from a strap against my hip and banged with every step so I felt as though it were a cowbell, calling everyone’s attention.

First thing you noticed on the line? Everyone had a beard except me. The Marines stared as though I were a movie star, something out of place, and even though I wore the armor of a Subterrener—one of Vulcan’s apostles—mine didn’t fit quite right, hadn’t been scuffed in the right places or buckled just
so
because they all knew the best way, the way a veteran would have suited up. I asked once, in Shymkent, “Hey Marine, how come you guys all wear beards?” He smiled and reached for his, his smile fading when he realized it had been shaved. The guy even looked around for it, like it had fallen off or something. “’Cause it keeps the chafing down,” he said. “Ever try sleeping and eating with a bucket strapped around your face, 24-7?” I hadn’t. Early in the war the Third had required their Marines to shave their heads and faces before going on leave—to keep lice from getting it on behind the lines—but here in the underworld the Marines’ hair was theirs, a cushion between them and the vision-hood that clung tightly but never quite fit right, leaving blisters on anyone bald.

Not having a beard made me unique.

A captain grabbed my arm. “Who the hell are you?”

“Wendell.
Stars and Stripes
, civilian DOD.”

“No shit?” The captain looked surprised at first, but then smiled. “Who are you hooking up with?”

“Second Battalion, Baker.”

“That’s us.” He slapped me on the back and turned to his men. “Listen up. This here is Wendell, a reporter from the Western world. He’ll be joining us on the line, so if you’re nice he might put you in the news vids.”

I didn’t have the heart to say it again, to tell them that I didn’t have a camera and oh, by the way, I spent most of my time so high that I could barely piece a story together.

“Captain,” I said. “Where are we headed?”

“Straight into boredom. You came at the right time, rumor is that Popov is too tired to push and we’re not going to push him. We’ll be taking a siesta just west of Pavlodar, about three klicks north of here, Z-minus four klicks. Plenty of rock between us and the plasma.”

I had seen a collection of civilian mining equipment in the APC hangar, looking out of place, and wondered. Fusion borers, piping, and conveyors, all of it painted orange with black stripes. Someone had tried to hide it under layers of camouflage netting, like a teenager would hide his stash, just in case mom didn’t buy the I-don’t-
do
-drugs-so-you-don’t-
need
-to-search-my-room argument.

“What about the gear in the hangar—the mining rigs?” I asked.

A few of the closest Marines had been bantering and fell silent while the captain glared at me. “What rigs?”

“The stuff back in the hangar. Looked like civilian mining stuff.”

He turned and headed toward the front of his column. “Keep up, rube. We’re not coming back if you get lost.”

Land mines. Words were land mines. I wasn’t part of the family, wasn’t even close to being one of them, and my exposure to the war had so far been limited to jerking off Marines when they stepped off the transport pad in Shymkent, hoping to get a money shot interview, the real deal. “Hey, Lieutenant, what’s it like? Got anyone back home you wanna say hi to?” Their looks said it all. Total confusion, like,
Where am I?
We came from two different worlds, and in Shymkent they stepped into mine, where plasma artillery and autonomous ground attack drones were something to be talked about openly—irreverently and without fear, so you could prove to the hot AP betty, just arrived in Kaz, that you knew more than she did, and if she let you in those cotton panties you’d share
everything
. You would too. But now I was in
their
world, land of the learn-or-get-out-of-the-way-or-die tribe, and didn’t know the language.

A Marine corporal explained it to me, or I never would have figured it out.

“Hey, reporter-guy.” He fell in beside me as we walked. “Don’t ever mention that shit again.”

“What’d I say?”

“Mining gear. They don’t bring that crap in unless we’re making another push, to try and retake the mines. If we recapture them the engineers come in and dig as much ore as they can before the Russians hit us to grab it back. Back and forth, it’s how the world churns.”

There were mines of all kinds in Kaz, trace-metal mines
and
land mines. The trace mines were the worst because they never blew up, they just spun in place like a buzz saw, chewing, and too tempting to let go. Metal. We’d get it from space someday, but bringing it in was still so expensive that whenever someone stumbled across an Earth source, usually deep underground, everyone scrambled. Metal was worth fighting over, bartered for with blood and flechettes. Kaz proved it. Metals were all the rage, especially rhenium and all the traces, which was the whole reason for us being there in the first place.

I saw an old movie once, in one of those art houses. It was animated, a cartoon, but I can’t remember what it was called, except there was a song in it that I’ll never forget and one line said it all. “Put your trust in heavy metal.” Whoever wrote that song must have
seen
Kaz, must have looked far into the beyond.

I needed to get high. The line assignment had come from an old friend, someone corporate who took pity and thought he’d give me one last chance to get out the
old
Oscar, the one who used to show promise but who couldn’t even write a sentence now unless he’d just mainlined a cool bing. Somehow I knew I’d screw this one up too, but didn’t want to
die
doing it.

My first barrage lasted three days. I was so scared that I forgot about my job, never even turned on my voice recorder, the word
Pulitzer
a mirage. Three days of sitting around and trying to watch them, learn something that might keep me from getting wiped—or at least explain why it was I had wanted this assignment in the first place—and always wondering what would drive me crazy first: the rocks pelting my helmet, not having any drugs, or claustrophobia. Living in a can. The suits had speakers and audio pickups so you could talk without using radio, but I never realized how important it was to actually
see
someone else. Read their face. You couldn’t even nod, it got lost in a suit, same as a shrug. Meaningless.

Ox, the corporal who had educated me about mining gear, was a huge guy from Georgia. Tank-big.

“I friggin’ hate curried chicken,” he said. Ox pulled the feeding tube from a tiny membrane in his helmet and threw a pouch to the ground. “Anyone wanna trade?”