Authors: Wendy Wax
Until that day at the Sunshine Hotel, Nikki hadn't fully realized just how polite Joe Giraldi could be. Or how hurtful she might find it. In the time she'd known him, he'd tracked her, angered her, and even used her to capture her brother, but he had never before ignored her.
She watched from the patio of a nearby cottage where she was supposed to be assessing whether anything that had been pulled out of the unit might be worth saving, as he left the young officer talking with Renée and John Franklin and Annelise outside the family apartment and turned onto the concrete path that led off the property. Sunlight glinted off his dark hair and spotlit his rugged features. She resisted the urge to fall back or duck behind the nearest rattan chair as he approached. When he came to a stop a few feet from her, she was careful not to fidget.
His nod was friendly. His smile was perfectly correct. Or would have been if he'd never held her in his arms, told her he loved her and wanted to marry her. Or, and for some reason most importantly, never seen her naked. “How is everything?”
“Great,” she replied through tight lips, which she arranged into a painful smile. “It's nice to see you.” Even as she spoke her mind was flooded with contradictory impulses. Stay or flee? Laugh or cry? Truth or consequences?
“It's a beautiful day,” he said, beating her to the only safe topic.
“It is, isn't it?” she agreed, drawing in a deep breath of air as if a demonstration were somehow required. She looked up. “There's barely a cloud in the sky.”
With the weather covered, they contemplated each other. The silence stretched between them as she once again searched for an impersonal topic. Just as he seemed to be gathering himself to depart, she managed, “Did you find anything of interest in the apartment?”
“I'm not sure,” he replied. “But the cold case unit has taken it on, and I think both Renée and Annelise remember more than they realize.”
“What do you mean?”
“There's nothing concrete. But I was watching Renée's face in the apartment and something surprised her. Sometimes you can feel that sort of thing. In the gut, you know?” For a brief moment Joe was back, caught up in the explanation. “I've learned the hard way to pay attention when your gut is talking to you. In fact, one time . . .”
She was watching his face when he caught himself and stopped. She waited, hoping for more, but that was it. She searched for some sign, some small “tell” that would indicate he was feeling the same surge of confused emotions that she was. That standing this close and being this far apart was as difficult for him as it was for her. But all he gave her was the polite, slightly friendly face of a stranger. And a smile that didn't reach his eyes.
For a perilous moment she considered telling him that Malcolm had contacted her, that something was up, that she was considering going to Butner to talk to him. It would be
such a relief to discuss it with him, to get his far saner reaction to her brother, and at the moment, to life in general. But Joe's normally warm brown eyes were cool; any sign of love or concern for her had been banked if not completely extinguished. While she felt as if her heart was on fire.
No.
She swallowed the heat and the emotion along with the words that simmered inside her like a geyser. Joe might be the professional but she'd spent a lifetime hiding her true thoughts and feelings.
She'd made her decision. Joe had obviously made his. There was no reason to prolong the agony. Not that he looked particularly agonized.
She smiled again. “That's great that the case has been reopened. I'm sure it will be a relief to both Renée and Annelise to get some answers. So that they can move on.” Which was apparently what Joe had already found a way to do.
Once again they stared at each other. Frozen smile to frozen smile. Mask to mask. Until he finally said, “Well, I guess I should be going.” He gave her another nod. Another impersonal smile. “You take care.”
And then he was walking away from her, his arms loose at his sides, his stride unhurried. As if he didn't have a care in the world. Or the least bit of difficulty in leaving her behind.
Kyra was alone at Bella Flora the next day when she heard a vehicle pull into the drive. Her mother had taken Dustin out in the jogging stroller with her father tagging after her. Nikki and Avery were in Tampa meeting with a potential sponsor that Ray had lined up. Setting her laptop aside, she walked through the center hallway to the formal living room and peered out a floor-to-ceiling window where she saw Nigel Bracken, their lone remaining paparazzo, approaching the pool company truck.
She bit back a smile as the photographer glanced furtively over his shoulder before addressing the pool guy who wore flip-flops, a ratty pair of board shorts, and a pool company T-shirt. A baseball cap had been pulled low over his forehead. A pair of dark glasses completed Daniel's disguise. Unable to resist, she snapped a photo of Daniel and the photographer talking, their heads bent close in conversation.
Her smile turned into a grin as she imagined one day informing Nigel that he had in fact had a conversation with the celebrity he'd been so disappointed to never see. She snorted slightly when Daniel pulled the skimmer out of the back of the truck and handed it to Nigel. Who then followed Daniel around the house to the pool on a circuitous route that came nowhere near the back windows. For a good fifteen minutes after Nigel departed, Daniel did a convincing job of cleaning and testing the pool. Then he came to the back door and knocked lightly.
She opened it a crack. “Yes?” she asked. “Is there a problem?”
“Your pH seems a little off,” he replied quite seriously. “And you do have an incredibly unobservant paparazzo hanging around, though he did pay me twenty bucks to let him walk onto the property with me.” He grinned, then looked her up and down taking in her bare feet, the cutoff shorts, and her crop top. “Other than that I'd say everything's looking pretty great.”
He removed the sunglasses and shot her a wink. “I think the coast is clear. Can I come in?”
“Dustin's out with my mom. I'm not expecting them back for a while.”
“Understood. Do you happen to have a cold drink to spare?”
Against her better judgment, she opened the door and stepped back to allow him to enter.
“Thanks.” He removed his cap and ran a hand through his dark hair. “That's thirsty work out there.”
“Right.” She led him into the kitchen. “I'm surprised Nigel hasn't noticed how often we're having pool service.”
“He probably thinks you're having an affair with the pool boy.” He accepted the Coke and set his hat and sunglasses on the counter. “Which is, I believe, a time-honored tradition.”
She rolled her eyes at him and told herself to be strong. She could not fall in bed with him every time the opportunity presented itself. She had promised herself she wouldn't. If only it were as easily done as said.
“He's about to give up and go away,” Daniel said. “The British one.”
“Good.” To give herself something to do with her hands, she turned to the refrigerator and retrieved a Coke for herself, then took her time opening it.
“Not good,” Daniel countered. “I explained this to you last time.” He took a long pull on the Coke and she watched his Adam's apple, the graceful neck, the fine stubble that covered his face.
“Right. Symbiosis. Got it.” She took a sip of her Coke, then held it in both hands as he leaned back against the counter. “Just not interested.”
“No?” Somehow without moving he seemed so . . . close. His eyes found and held hers.
“No,” she managed. “I'm not interested. Not at all.” But her racing pulse and the way her body seemed to be leaning toward his said otherwise. She wished fervently for a vaccine that would boost her immunity to this man. Or that he'd do something atrocious enough to finally set her free.
“Kyra?”
“Hmmmm?” She blinked, realizing she'd missed something.
“I said I'm leaving for location in Montana next week. I'll be there for a good part of the summer. I'd really love for you and Dustin to come out. You could even assist the director of photography or work with the documentary people. Or, I don't know, anything you wanted.”
She blinked again trying not to imagine how incredible it would feel to be on a big-budget film set again. It was what she'd studied, what she'd trained for, what she'd dreamed of. Until she'd fallen for Daniel on her first job, and his movie star wife had insisted she be fired.
“Is there a position kept open for naïve production assistants who screw the star because they're stupid enough to believe the star is in love with them?”
“Kyra. You know that's not . . .”
“I'm not that girl anymore, Daniel. I'm twenty-six. I'm a mother. And I'm already committed to
Do Over
.” It wasn't easy, but she managed to keep her voice even. “And where exactly would Tonja be while we were frolicking on set?”
He had the grace to blush. “Europe,” he said. “She's shooting a film in the south of France. She's taking the kids for the summer.”
He reached for her hand. “I really want you both with me in Montana. But even if you can't come, I'd like to have the time with Dustin.”
“He's so little, Daniel. And Montana's not exactly around the corner.”
He pulled her gently toward him. “I'll come pick him up,” he murmured. “And I'll hire a full-time nanny. There's a great woman named Tabitha Marlowe we once used in London. I'll fly her in. She's worked for the royal family. She's a sort of a combination of the Supernanny and Mary Poppins. I'll send you her résumé.”
He was standing too close. She could feel her resistance melting. He was Dustin's father. She wanted them to spend time together. But that wasn't all she wanted.
“You know I care about you,” he said quietly. “I have from the first time I saw you.”
“Do you keep everyone you've slept with on a string like this?”
“No.” He pulled her closer, then turned so that she was
between him and the counter. “There's just something about you that I can't seem to let go of.”
He bent his head. His lips hovered over hers.
“It's because I resist, isn't it? Because you have to work at it.” Their lips were barely a hairsbreadth apart; their bodies were closer. “I
should
just sleep with you right now. And anytime you feel like it. Just so you lose interest.”
“You're wrong,” he murmured, his warm breath mingling with hers. “But I'm willing to test that theory.”
His lips settled on hers. His hands ran up her sides. Heat coursed through her.
“Kyra?” Her father's shocked voice broke them apart. “What are you doing?”
Daniel let go of her.
“Isn't it bad enough you had such a public affair with that overrated, overpaid prick of a movie star?” Her father shook his head. “Now you're fooling around with the pool boy?”
Kyra winced. Daniel muttered an expletive under his breath.
“What?” her father asked, oblivious.
“This is not the pool boy, Dad. This is . . .”
Daniel turned and stepped forward. He extended his hand. “I'm not the pool boy, Mr. Singer. I'm the overrated, overpaid prick of a movie star.”
“You've got to do something about Dad.”
They sat on the pool deck, drinks and snacks at hand, watching the sunset play out in the sky above them.
“Would you like to rephrase that as a âgood thing'?” Despite having invented their “one good thing” ritual, Maddie was having a hard time getting everyone to participate.
“Fine,” Kyra said. “It would be a really good thing if you did something about Dad.”
“What did you have in mind?” Nikki asked without much enthusiasm or energy, both of which had been notably absent. “I was thinking we could maybe hit him over the head, put him in a sack, and release him in a different city.”
“Good grief,” Avery said. “Has it been that bad?”
Kyra and Nikki eyed her. “Not to offend the woman who was married to him or the daughter he helped produce, but you wouldn't have to ask that question if you were living here full-time,” Nikki said.
“I've pretty much given up any influence I might have had with your father,” Maddie pointed out. “You're the âhost'
here and his blood relation, Kyra. If you're hoping for different behavior, you're going to have to ask for it.”
“I couldn't believe it when Dad called Daniel an âoverrated, overpaid prick of a movie star.' I mean, I get that Dad doesn't like everything that's happened, but at least Daniel has a relationship with Dustin. And he certainly put a pretty nice roof over all of our heads, including Dad's.”
There was no arguing with this. “So you need to spell all that out for him, sweetie,” Maddie said. “Your father's life has been turned upside down, and he doesn't seem to be able to right himself.”
“So was yours,” Kyra said. “And you didn't crumble and take it out on everybody else.”
Maddie shrugged. “We learn the most about ourselves when things fall apart. What we do with what we learn is what counts.”
Kyra nodded. “I just don't think I can ask him to leave. He is my father. I love him. And so does Dustin.” She reached for a Bagel Bite. “I really wish I'd had my video camera to record Dad's reaction when Daniel introduced himself.” Her lips twisted into a smile. “But he just keeps taking exception to everything that happens here. If he doesn't like how we do things, maybe he does need to go home.”
Assuming he had one, Maddie thought as they sipped their drinks and watched the sky turn a golden red that hovered over the Gulf like a halo. “Anyone else have a good thing?”
Nikki roused slightly. “I'm going with the funds we've raised so far. Bitsy has committed two hundred and fifty thousand. Annelise and Renée have put in another two hundred between them. And Ray and I have a list of potential sponsors to approach. Once we've talked to all of them and see what sort of shortfall we have, I'll try to get the crowdfunding thing figured out.”
“Well, that
is
a good thing. Because right now we have just about enough money to take care of reroofing, and either plumbing
or
electrical,” Avery said. “Which is really just the beginning of what the property needs. Has there been any response from Lifetime?”
“No.” Kyra shook her head. “And given that the first episode of the Mermaid Point season airs in less than ten days, that's not a good sign. If they thought the audience was going to be significant, they wouldn't be ignoring my calls.” She sighed. “But if we're looking for another good thing, I think Nigel's pretty close to giving up,” Kyra added.
“I still don't think that's a good thing,” Nikki said. “And I have to say for a professional Peeping Tom, he isn't particularly observant.”
“My good thing is I'm going to a live rock concert. On a private plane. With a backstage pass,” Maddie said, trying to steer the conversation back into the positive.
“Not to mention getting to sleep with the star,” Nikki said. “Don't forget to put that on the list.”
“I do seem to have an overabundance of good things in my life,” Maddie said, feeling the warmth of this truth deep inside. “And that includes all of you.”
“Well, not to be too half empty,” Avery said, “but it never hurts to stockpile the good stuff. Things are moving in a good direction, but we're not home free yet on any front.” She put down the Cheez Doodle she'd been contemplating. “I think we all discovered last summer just how unexpectedly disaster can show up and kick the crap right out of you.”
As far as Kyra was concerned, Avery's warning was born out when she returned from a morning run the next day and found a strange car parked in front of Bella Flora's garden wall. A car that turned out to belong to Troy Matthews, Lifetime cameraman and royal pain in the ass. Whom she
found seated at the head of the kitchen table, surrounded by the rest of their merry band, devouring a stack of syrup-soaked pancakes. Her mother was at the stove. Kyra's son sat to Troy's right.
“Broy's here!” Dustin exclaimed, holding his fork aloft, his syrup-smeared face alight.
“I see that,” Kyra replied, smiling at her son, but not at the cameraman. “What are you doing here? And don't tell me you just happened to be passing through.”
“Kyra,” her mother said. “I know we want to set a better example than that.” She motioned toward Dustin, who was swinging his legs happily as he ate.
“Okay.” Kyra arranged a large and patently insincere smile on her face. “Hi, Troy. To what do we owe this unexpected pleasure?”
He smiled the impudent smile that set his blue eyes twinkling. But the man had been shooting them from every possible unflattering angle and light since they'd arrived in South Beach to do over the Millicent and discovered that
Do Over
had been turned into a reality TV show with them as its stars. Most importantly, Troy Matthews was nowhere near as straightforward as he pretended to be and had often turned out to have some unpleasant trick up his sleeve.
“I heard you were shooting a series and thought you might need some help,” he said after consuming a large bite of pancake dripping with syrup.
“Oh, where did you hear that?” she asked.
“Around.” He lifted a napkin and wiped his mouth.
She looked at him. “We don't need âhelp.'”
“You don't think a second camera would come in handy?”
“Not if it belongs to you.”
He grinned. “You are direct. Which is one of the things I've always admired about you.”
“You're not,” Kyra replied. “Which is why I'm wondering who sent you.”
“Sent me?” Troy asked innocently.
“Last time I checked, you were employed by the network with whom we have parted ways.” Kyra folded her arms across her chest.
Her father watched with interest, but seemed too busy consuming pancakes to speak. Her mother, poised to mediate as always, refilled coffee mugs, then poured the last of the pancake batter onto the griddle. Avery and Nikki followed the conversation as if watching a Ping-Pong match.
Troy took a sip of coffee. “Yeah, well, I got caught doing a âfriend' a favor and I don't work there anymore.”
She looked at Troy. He had sent her the Mermaid Point episodes as promised. Maddie, Avery, and Nikki had opted to wait until the series aired to face how the network had dealt with them. Kyra had watched the entire season before making a copy and sending it on to Bitsy. Personally, she'd loathed the camera angles that had revealed their discomfort and ineptitude, burned with righteous anger at each and every extreme close-up of Dustin, and recoiled at the private moments that had been intentionally invaded. But professionally, she could not deny that Troy was a talented shooter and editor and that the episodes, though humiliating, were compelling. Had Lifetime really fired Troy? Or was this some stealth attempt to put someone in their “camp”? “Can you prove it?”
“Kyra!” her mother said.
Kyra looked around the table. “He's been working for the enemy from the beginning. Am I really the only one here who finds this suspicious?”
“What kind of proof are you looking for?” Troy asked. “A termination letter? The lack of a pay stub?”
“Maybe the network sent you to spy on us,” Kyra said.
“Why would they do that?” Nikki asked.
This was a good question. But the fact that she couldn't think of an answer didn't make it untrue. “I don't know. But
the timing seems awfully coincidental. The episodes are good.” The
good
was grudging. “The new season is about to air, I can't get anyone at Lifetime to return my calls, and suddenly out of the blue Troy appears, offering to work for nothing.”
“I didn't actually offer to work for nothing,” Troy replied.
“Then this conversation is definitely over. Because even assuming we could trust you, there is no money for unnecessary crew or equipment.” Kyra had no intention of telling him how close to nonexistent the production budget was.
“I am, however, willing to work for room and board,” Troy said, swirling whatever coffee remained in his cup. “And a share of the profits if you manage to sell the programs we shoot.”
Kyra looked around the table again searching for allies. “You don't believe him, do you?”
“What harm could he do?” Avery asked. “It's apparently no longer a secret that we're shooting a project. And it's not as if they could take the Sunshine Hotel renovation away from us even if they wanted to.”
Kyra knew she was missing something, but she couldn't figure out what. She narrowed her gaze on him. “Much as I hate to admit this, you're good enough to get hired somewhere else. Or work freelance. You don't need to work for us for free.”
“I told you, not free,” Troy replied. “Room and board and a share of the profits.”
This time the word “profits” penetrated all the noise that had accompanied Troy Matthews's arrival. Troy had reason to think there were going to be profits. She looked around the room again taking in Avery and Nikki as well as Dustin and her father and mother, who was still flipping pancakes. At the moment all of them were dependent on what they made of
Do Over
. They couldn't afford to make a wrong move.
“Dad,” she said quietly. “Would you mind taking Dustin outside?”
“But I . . .” Although his plate was clean he began to protest. Her mother walked over and cleared his plate and Dustin's. Kyra wiped Dustin's syrup-covered face and lifted him out of his booster seat. Although Steve looked much less happy about it than Dustin, he took his grandson's hand and left.
“Now, then,” she said, taking her father's empty seat and motioning to her mother to sit down. The four of them looked unblinkingly at Troy. As if he were a specimen under a microscope. Or a terrorist in need of interrogating.
“I feel like I should be radioing for backup,” Troy quipped. “Are you planning to commit violence?”
“Only if you're lying,” Kyra said. “Now would be a good time to tell us what's really going on.”
“There's nothing going on. I just . . .” Troy began to protest.
“You mentioned a share of the profits. Which means you have reason to think the series has value,” Kyra interrupted.
Troy squirmed in his seat.
“What makes you think that?” she asked.
“Yeah,” Avery added. “Spill it.”
Nikki and Maddie nodded.
“There has been some audience testing,” he admitted.
“And?” Nikki asked.
Troy's smile was slow. They watched it grow. “And the audience loved you. They identified strongly with you. They think you're âplucky.'”
He grinned at Maddie. “And then there's the whole housewife with a rock star thing. It's golden. Not to mention Deirdre dying in the last episode. Half of the audience was sobbing.” He dialed his glee back a couple of notches as he noticed their expressions. “Sorry. Plus the Keys are really hot right now. Netflix shot an original series down there called
Bloodline
.”
“So why isn't the network returning my calls?” Kyra asked.
“Because they're trying to make you sweat.”
“If the show does as well as they think, we could take the new season we shoot to a competitor,” Nikki said. “This is great news.”
Troy shook his head. “It would be if they hadn't started leaking all kinds of stories about how impossible you are to deal with. They're trying to make sure that even if you manage to shoot a full season, the other networks will be nervous about airing it.”
“But that's cheating,” Maddie protested. “That's defamation. That's . . .”
“. . . a really sneaky way of trying to make whatever we do less valuable,” Kyra said, her heart sinking. “Crap.”
“It's true,” Troy said. “They figure if they can get the other networks to back off, they can swoop in, play the good guys, and get you and the season you've shot for next to nothing.”