Suspicion (14 page)

I smile back, grateful at the thought of having a real friend here.

“Thanks, Theo. I’d love that.”

The umpire’s whistle blows, and I watch as the divot-stamping crowd hurries to their seats.

“I should get to my parents, but let’s meet up on the field after the match, yeah? My family will want to see you too, I’m sure.”

Sebastian
.
A shiver runs up my spine at the thought of being one short hour away from standing beside him and hearing his voice. Just as quickly, a flush of shame blazes across my cheeks. What is
wrong
with me, getting so excited about seeing my dead cousin’s boyfriend? It doesn’t matter that I loved him first—I can’t look at him that way again.

“Imogen?” Theo is looking at me expectantly, and I shake off my thoughts, finally raising my eyes to meet his.

“Yeah, sounds great. I’ll find you after.”

O
xford takes the win, and Gemma and I jump to our feet with the rest of the fans, clapping and joining in on the cheer. As the spectators rush the field, thrusting pens at the players and requesting autographs, I hang back in my seat, my pulse racing with a mix of nerves and adrenaline.

“Are you ready, Your Grace?” Gemma asks, typing a text into her phone. “Alfie just arrived.”

“Not yet. I want to say hi to the Stanhopes. I’m just waiting for the crowds to thin out.”

Gemma raises an eyebrow at me. “All right.”

After a surreal half hour spent watching Sebastian sign autographs, and wondering if I’m better off just ducking out unseen, the owner of the polo club comes onto the field and herds the fans toward the exit, until the players and their families are the only people left.

“Let’s go,” I tell Gemma.

We climb down from our box seats and I hold on to her arm to steady myself as we hit the field. A flock of butterflies seems to have taken up residence in my stomach, but as nervous as I am, I realize I’ve been waiting years for this moment. I cannot wait to see him again.

“There she is!” I hear Theo call out. “Right here, Imogen.”

Theo and his parents surround Sebastian, who is in midconversation with a teammate, his back toward me. As Theo says my name, Sebastian’s body seems to tense.

Lord and Lady Stanhope turn around first, an unsettling expression in their eyes as they face me. They look almost … afraid. But I too feel a chill as I look up at them, remembering the sound of Lady Stanhope’s wails and the feel of Lord Stanhope’s arms pulling me back from the fire. Seeing them brings that night back with a startling freshness.

I lower my head to the Stanhopes in a quasi bow, just as I used to do when I was little. But then the two of them drop into a deeper bow and curtsy, reminding me that, unbelievable as it might seem, I am technically their superior now. I am the duchess.

“Welcome back, Your Grace,” Lord Stanhope says formally.

“It’s lovely to see you again,” Lady Stanhope adds with a smile.

“It’s nice to see you too,” I return. “Congratulations on the game.”

I glance past them to Sebastian, who still appears immersed in his conversation.

“Hey, Seb.” Theo nudges his brother. “Did you see who’s here?”

After a moment’s pause, Sebastian finally turns away from his teammate and looks toward me. My breath catches in my throat as our eyes meet, and he lowers his head in the most graceful bow I’ve ever seen.

He is even more than I imagined him growing up to be. His body is taller, stronger, his eyes are a deeper and richer green. He carries himself with a sense of confidence and maturity that leaves me feeling ten years his junior, instead of just two.

“Hello, Your Grace,” he says quietly.

His voice has changed since I last saw him. It is low and husky now, with a musical quality that brings goose bumps to my bare arms.

“Hi,” I nearly whisper.

For a moment all I can do is gaze up at him. There is so much to say after all that has happened, after all the years that have passed, but no words feel adequate. So I go with the easiest topic.

“That was a really great game. Congratulations.”

He gives me a fleeting half smile.

“Thanks.”

I wait for him to say more, to ask me something, but instead he looks away. Why is he acting so distant, so cold? Doesn’t he remember the summers we spent together, all the laughter and secrets we shared? But it’s my fault, of course. I’m the one who disappeared; I should have expected he’d forget me—especially when I was never his favorite to begin with. Lucia always filled that role. And now I represent the girl trying to take her place.

I look away and try to focus on Theo, the one person in the family who seems legitimately happy to see me. He smiles broadly as our eyes meet.

“We ought to have a welcome dinner for Imogen,” Theo says, turning to his parents. “A classic English supper, with her neighbors and ours all invited.”

Lord and Lady Stanhope exchange a funny look, while Sebastian remains poker-faced. I feel a wave of embarrassment at the thought of them forced into throwing me a dinner party.

“That’s so sweet, Theo, but totally unnecessary,” I say hurriedly. “It’s too much. But I’d love to have you all over to Rockford sometime.”

“Nonsense. That’s a lovely idea, Theo, and we’d be delighted to give a dinner in Your Grace’s honor,” Lady Stanhope says. “Will next weekend do?”

“Oh—sure, that would be great. Thank you so much,” I say as I give Sebastian another glance.

“Wonderful. I’m afraid we have to get going—the team is having a do at the Savoy—but we look forward to seeing you next weekend. Theo will call with the details.” Lady Stanhope gives me another slight curtsy, and then she and Lord Stanhope air-kiss each of my cheeks. Theo gives me a friendly hug, while Sebastian simply presses my hand for a brief second—not quite a handshake, but no more affectionate either. Still, the touch of his hand sends a tingle through my fingertips and a flutter in my chest.

“Cheers, Imogen,” Theo calls as the four of them turn to leave.

“Bye,” I call back.

I slowly make my way to the exit, where Gemma is waiting, my mind racing with questions. Why were Sebastian and his parents so aloof, yet Theo so friendly? Why are they going ahead with this dinner party that they so clearly don’t want to host? And most of all,
why
does Sebastian still have this hold on me—as if no time at all has passed?

I return alone to Rockford Manor, conscious of how cold and quiet the house seems after the warmth and chaos of the polo match. My legs feel heavy as I climb the stairs, and when I open the door to my room, I have the eerie sensation that another presence is with me.

“Hello?” I call out tentatively, flicking on the light switch. “Maisie, is that you?”

No one answers or stands before me—but I hear the unmistakable sound of breathing; a repeated sigh that comes from no particular direction and seems embedded in the room, echoing across the walls.

“Who is it?” I whisper. “Who’s doing that?”

Suddenly a fierce gust of wind hurtles against the window above my desk. I watch in openmouthed astonishment as the window rattles violently, the latch coming undone from the strength of the breeze, until the window loses the fight, swinging open
all by itself.

I open my mouth to scream but only manage a faint cry. As I scramble backward toward the door, I could swear I see a face in the windowpane, the hauntingly beautiful face from the State Room painting.
Lucia.

“Your Grace? What’s the matter?”

I gasp as Mrs. Mulgrave comes toward me from the other end of the hallway. Her sunken eyes look red, her face more pallid than I’ve ever seen it.

“I—I thought I saw something in the glass, and—and then the window opened all by itself,” I babble.

A strange flicker of understanding … or curiosity lights up in Mrs. Mulgrave’s eyes. She moves past me into the bedroom, her hands coming to rest on the windowsill. I follow her, watching in confusion as her face registers disappointment.

“It’s only a faulty latch,” she says curtly. “I’ll send Carter to repair it at once.”

“But—but—”

I don’t know how to explain that it isn’t just the latch, that there’s something in here, breathing, watching me. But Mrs. Mulgrave is already on her way out the door, and besides, she’s hardly the person to soothe my frayed nerves.

I sit down on the bed, taking in a shaky breath. Maybe this is just my hyperactive imagination, stirring up drama over an innocent window latch. After all, I
was
overly excited from seeing Sebastian. Or … I could be sharing my bedroom with a ghost. This is the second unnaturally fierce breeze I’ve encountered since arriving at Rockford Manor, and I can’t help wondering if it means something.

“Did you meet Sebastian Stanhope after the match?”

For a moment, I’m sure I misheard. Mrs. Mulgrave already left the room, or so I thought, and she’s never spoken to me about anything beyond the most basic of household topics.

I glance up and find her standing still as a statue in the doorway, watching me unblinkingly. I look away.

“Yes,” I say slowly. “I saw him and his family, but only for a little bit.”

Her shoulders stiffen.

“How did he seem?”

“Um, good, I guess. His team won,” I answer, completely bewildered by this turn of conversation.

Mrs. Mulgrave’s eyes seem to implore me for more, but her voice remains soft and controlled.

“He’s distracting himself, the poor boy. He was head over heels for Lucia, you know.” Her gaze flicks from me to the open window.

I shrink back, unsure what to say. The room feels oppressively cold.

“Will that be all, Your Grace?” she asks, returning to a businesslike tone.

“Y-yes. Thanks.”

I watch Mrs. Mulgrave stride out of the room, with the disturbing feeling that she was trying to convey a message in her carefully chosen words. But what the message was, I don’t know.

Carter assures me that he’s fixed the window and it can’t possibly open by itself again, but I still enlist Lucia’s dog, Teddy, to sleep at the foot of my bed. Even though his ten pounds of fur won’t be much help fending off malevolent forces, I somehow feel safer with the cuddly little creature keeping me company overnight.

When I wake the next morning to sunlight streaming through the curtains and the sound of Teddy’s soft snores, my fears of the previous night seem like a faraway dream. I feel slightly awkward when I see Mrs. Mulgrave at breakfast, but she is perfectly polite, leading me to wonder if I could have read too much into her comments.

After breakfast, I find Max waiting for me in the Marble Hall.

“I thought we might go over the state of the grounds,” he explains. “Is now a good time?”

“Sure.”

But even as I agree, I have the sinking feeling that I’ll be forced to revisit the garden I never again wish to see. I’ll just have to be honest and tell Max that’s the one place I can’t return to.

The rear doors of the Marble Hall open onto the sprawling Fountain Terrace, decorated with statues and topiary. A promenade curves southward from it, lined with yew trees that resemble giant gumdrops, and banks of daffodils and bluebells. Multiple gated gardens snake outward from the grassy lane.

“This is the first of the gardens that we allow visitors to tour,” Max says, leading me through a gate with a plaque above it reading
the french garden.
“We just planted new pink roses for the summer season.”

“They’re beautiful.”

I can feel Max watching me intently as I wander the perimeter, taking in the blooming flowers and lush orange trees.

“Do you approve?” he asks.

I can’t help giving him a funny look.
He’s
the Rockford’s landscape gardener—what does he care what I think? But then, as I constantly have to remind myself, he and everyone else on the staff now answer to me. If I wanted him to plant cacti instead of roses in this garden, Max would likely have to bite his tongue and do it. How strange, to be in a position of power when I’m such a novice, so out of my element.