Authors: Brenda Novak,Melody Anne,Violet Duke,Melissa Foster,Gina L Maxwell,Linda Lael Miller,Sherryl Woods,Steena Holmes,Rosalind James,Molly O'Keefe,Nancy Naigle
“Because the first, I did as L.J. Hart, and the other two were just me being the notoriously troublemaking daughter of a Utah congressman. But out there with a mic in hand as just me,
just
Leila Hart? I’ve never believed in her the way you do.”
“Honey, first of all, you’re not ‘just’ Leila Hart—you’re Leila
freaking
Hart. And second of all, I have every reason to believe in her. I’ve always believed in her, always will.”
Exhaling again slowly, she peered up at him. “You have it, you know.”
He blinked. “Have what, sweetheart?”
“My trust. All of it.”
A huge boulder-sized emotion filled his chest, sending his heart up to his throat.
“Leila—”
Her breathing hitched. “God, I love it when you call me by my name.”
He did too. Holy shit, did he ever.
“Will you…” She broke off and looked down, a blush tinging her cheeks.
Brushing the back of his knuckles against the soft, heated skin, he asked, “Will I what, sunshine?”
“Will you spend the night? And…have breakfast tomorrow morning here with me?”
He felt the air punch out of his lungs as every male cell in his body immediately roared to the forefront, demanding he say yes.
But he didn’t. Shaking his head, he pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead. “I don’t want us to have sex like this, Leila. Not after you finally trust me fully. I don’t want you to feel like you can’t have one without the other.”
After he finished his impassioned speech, she simply nodded. “Good, because I wasn’t offering sex.”
Despite the hard-on that just grew another inch at hearing her sweet voice say the word sex, he chuckled at her ‘so-there’ response.
Then the seriousness was back in her expression when she asked, “When you and I first met, you told me that the only thing you can offer a woman is sex—do you still believe that?”
Dammit, he wanted to believe otherwise. More than he ever had in his life. But it was only a matter of time. The secrets of his life would catch up to him, and she’d end up getting hurt.
Christ, he’d never survive that.
With the heartwrenching thought of her getting hurt because of him shredding his insides into ribbons, he answered truthfully, “Yes. Yes, that’s still what I believe.”
“You’re wrong.”
Her tone was so fierce, nearly angry, he jerked back in surprise.
Pure fire was sparking in her eyes. And she was jabbing a tiny little index finger in his sternum as she repeated the two words. “You’re wrong. You, Jackson Gray, have so much more to offer a woman. If you weren’t such a stubborn ass, you’d realize it.”
Jesus, she was so damn adorable.
“And I don’t care how long it takes, Jackson. But I
will
prove it to you.”
Uh oh, wait a minute. This sounded like one of those times when he’d clicked on the wrong box on the internet by accident. This wasn’t the handheld toolset with the free laser level. No…he was pretty sure he’d just subscribed to a very long auto-renew supply of blue balls.
Backspace, backspace. Esc, Esc.
“I don’t care how much you beg for it. How much you seduce me, and how hard I’ll seduce you in return…right up until the brink. Until you can admit that you have way more to offer a woman that just sex, we’re not having any.”
Somewhere in the back of his mind, he heard that sound video arcade games made when Pac Man dies. But then she went and wrapped her arms around him, and all he could hear, see, smell, feel, and think about was her. Her lips brushed over his and just like that, she had full control of all his senses.
In that moment…with her body pressed against his from chest to knees, fitting his so perfectly, and her lips parting for his, with the most mind-bending sounds escaping her no matter how tight he sealed their lips together—in that moment, he felt something in his chest melt.
And it kept right on melting as the night went on.
Minutes turned to hours. And discussions about everything under the sun, turned into long moments of shared silence. It was perfect. She was perfect.
Before he knew it, his eyes were too blurry to make out the time, and she was draped over him like a human blanket, her lips brushing against his neck as she murmured what was sounding like increased gibberish floating around on sleepy bubbles.
Lacing her fingers with his, her whole body trembled against his when he squeezed her hand.
Suddenly, her eyes were wide open, and soberingly clear. Liquid copper, filled to the brim with emotion. “If you leave while I’m sleeping like you usually do, it’s okay,” she whispered, as sleep started sneaking up on her again, making her eyelids droop. “But I really hope you won’t. Even if you don’t believe you have more to offer than just sex, I do. I believe in it the same way that you believe in me. I’ve always believed it, and I always will.”
She snuggled up against him tighter, murmuring sleepily. “I really hope you’ll stay and hold me all night, and then let me make you pancakes tomorrow morning. Because you deserve a great breakfast. You haven’t lived until you’ve tasted my pancak—”
And then she was asleep.
He knew right then in that moment that he’d sooner pull his arms out at the sockets then pull them away from her. The realization overloaded his brain, until it spilled over into his heart.
An altogether unfamiliar feeling that had been happening more and more lately.
As he watched her sleep, he knew without a doubt that Leila had burrowed herself in that dusty old cavern in his chest well and good.
He never wanted to let her go, never wanted to give this up.
Those were the last thoughts on his mind as he drifted off to sleep.
Holding her in his arms until morning.
CHAPTER TEN
“Jackson, if you don’t stop standing there smiling like lovesick buffoon, I’m going to quit and make you handle the mother of all screw-ups that your brother has managed to make of your company.”
Jackson did a double take and looked up at the old man entering his office and walking over to shove an Italian suit in his face.
And so it begins.
“So Nate’s been arrested?”
“I’m sorry, but yes, it’s official. We just got word from the D.A.’s office. Obviously, the board has unanimously voted on your brother’s immediate dismissal from Grayhurst Industries. Which leaves…”
“Me.” Jackson sighed and fell into his office chair, processing the grim words coming from one of his oldest confidants, his father’s friend and trusted adviser.
A fellow billionaire.
Deep down, Jackson had always known that he wouldn’t be able to outrun the clutches of his family legacy forever. Regardless of how much he wanted to.
“Has the board reinstated my seat?” asked Jackson.
“Yes.”
“So just like that?”
“I’m afraid so, Jackson. Stand up. Change.”
Jackson stood and slipped off his old tie, exchanging it for the Italian one with its perfectly matching jacket that screamed old money.
“Your press conference is at eight a.m. sharp. Find a way to change your pants before then.”
The two pairs of pants were nearly identical. And yet thousands of dollars apart in price.
Just like his two lives.
Yesterday, he had just been Jackson Gray, senior analyst of DBC Sports Network.
Now today, he was back to being Reginald Jackson Grayhurst II, heir to the Grayhurst Industries fortune, estimated at $36 billion dollars. And counting.
Yesterday, he’d been just a man falling recklessly in love…with a woman who didn’t know his real name.
And today?
Hell, he didn’t know what today was going to bring.
All he knew was that he didn’t care about tomorrow, unless he knew for sure that Leila would be by his side. It was a lot to ask…of anyone.
“But I could turn it down, yes?” he questioned for the umpteenth time. “All of it?”
Caleb stopped and looked around at the rows of empty desks outside of Jackson’s office, before continuing. “Yes, you have the biggest decision-making and controlling percentage on the board. It’s your choice. You can choose to let the board run without you, the way your father did after he met your mother. But I have to advise you, Nate’s alleged acts of criminal financial misconduct weren’t without guidance and support. There’s an infestation. You need to clean house, quite frankly, if you don’t want to see your family legacy get burned down to ashes.”
“Nate didn’t have his hand in the textile end of things, correct? It was just his telecom dealings?”
“Yep. But all things wayward aside, Nate was very good at running Grayhurst Industries. He made the telecom holdings constitute well over half of the total revenue Grayhurst made last year, with that number growing exponentially this year.”
“But the DBC Sports Network and all our other cable networks were untouched?”
“Correct. But Jackson, I’m sorry, you simply cannot stay here in your current capacity. I know you love your job, but we can’t afford to let things continue the way they’ve been going. The company is in a tenuous position right now; the vultures are circling and we have massive weak points. Even though Nate has kept you from having an active role in your family’s business dealings, the board has always respected you. The old-timers were appreciative of how you took care of your father while he was battling Alzheimer’s, and the newcomers like what you’ve done behind the scenes to put Grayhurst officially on the map as a burgeoning media conglomerate.”
“But I haven’t been following the telecom industry.”
“It’s fine. You have a head for numbers that Nate never had. And you work well with people. Nate’s networking was slick, borderline oily. Effective in strong-arming folks to get what he wanted in the short run, but he never could inspire loyalty, respect, or any of the things that you need to pull Grayhurst Industries out of this mess.
You
possess those qualities, Jackson.
You
inspire that in people, and the board knows it.”
Jackson walked over to the mirror and barely recognized his own reflection.
Caleb came into view beside him, his eyes sympathetic, but firm. “It won’t be forever, Jackson.”
“But it would be long enough to jeopardize my relationship with Leila.”
At the ‘r’ word, Caleb looked up at him sharply. “You didn’t tell me you were serious about this one.”
“Caleb, have you ever known me to act the way I have been the past few months? Over any woman?”
“No. Still. A relationship at this time would be highly ill-advised.”
Jackson turned and glared at him. “Are you telling me to
schedule
my relationship at a time more suitable to the company?”
Caleb sighed. “Of course not.” He hesitated. “At least let me fully vet her before things progress too far.”
“I trust her, Caleb.”
At that, Caleb damn near gaped at him. “Jackson, how much do you even know about her?”
“Enough.”
“Hardly,” countered Caleb with a frown. “Son, might I remind you that she kept an entire second identity—as a man—from you, along with an online business that’s a mere hair’s breath away from gambling? And probably worst of all, she’s linked to two unsavory politicians.”
“Why on earth should it matter who her family is?”
“You don’t know what kind of influence they have on her, or by proxy via her mother and sister. And speaking of influence, isn’t it at all suspicious to you how quickly her career has taken off? Within a few months’ time, she’s managed to become one of the most famous sideline reporters out there. Doesn’t that ring just a touch familiar? Do you need a history lesson on how well our enemies can disguise themselves?”
“Dammit, Caleb. You’ve got this all wrong. She’s not like that. She is not like Bethany or Monica, or any of the other handful of women I made the mistake of dating as a Grayhurst. She doesn’t have designs on the Grayhurst family fortune. She is not some shrewd corporate spy plotting with some other genius to take over network holdings. She’s just a sideline reporter. A nice girl who loves what she does. Nothing more. Don’t worry, my future is safe. She won’t be messing up anything.”
Suddenly, Jackson felt a shot of unease thread down his spine.
He swiveled around and absorbed the shocked, hurt expression on Leila’s face like a bullet to his chest.
Alarmed, he replayed what he’d just said. What could have possibly put that heartbreaking look—
Shit.
When he tried to explain, she was gone.
“Leila!”
He ran out to the corridor, but she was nowhere to be found.
“Goddammit!”
He sprinted to the elevators just as Caleb came running after him. “Jackson, you have a press conference coming up.”
“Caleb, you want me to bring who I am and what I do to the table, well this is it. I don’t exchange people’s feelings to appease a bunch of reporters to the end of making myself look good. I need to talk to her, I need to make sure she’s okay.”
Caleb shook his head, incredulous, “So you’re going to stand up a room full of reporters, and keep a dozen board members waiting…for a girl.”
“Not
a
girl.
The
girl. And yes. Every single time if need be, yes.”
A small smile crept into Caleb’s expression. “She does for you what your mother did for your father.”
“And what Kelly does for you,” Jackson volleyed back.
“Make me crazy beyond belief?” supplied Caleb helpfully, though he said it with the softened smile only reserved for his wife.
Holy hell, yes.
The elevator arrived, and Jackson jumped on. “Reschedule the press conference. And ask Kelly to call me. I need a favor.”
By the time he arrived at Leila’s apartment across town, Jackson was relieved to find her car there. And equally relieved to find Caleb’s wife there awaiting his arrival. Kelly was a shameless romantic, and her courtship with Caleb thirty years prior was rumored to have been an epic obstacle course of giant romantic hoops, he’d conquered in the quest for her heart. So Jackson was not at all surprised to see her beaming from ear to ear with the small delivery box he’d requested, held out to him excitedly. “Go get her. And call me afterward with all the details.”