Sweeter Than Sin (4 page)

“Enough.” Then Noah nodded toward Caine. “Caine. Not sure what game you’re playing, but Adam’s head isn’t a good one to screw with … he barely knows what
he
is doing half the time. There’s no way he can explain anybody else’s rationale, and you’re not going to find the answers in the paper anyway.”

Caine rolled up the paper and held it back out to Adam, all without looking at him. His gaze stayed locked on Noah. “How is Caleb?”

“Caleb…” Noah drew it out and then he blew out a breath. “Caleb is a mess.”

“They aren’t going to put him back with his family, are they?” Caine asked.

“No.” Then Noah sighed. “And beyond that, I don’t know anything more I can tell you.”

Yeah, he did, Adam suspected.

But what Noah
knew
and what Noah could
say
were two different things.

Adam understood that feeling. There were things he knew … and couldn’t say.

But he sure as hell would like to know just what secrets Noah harbored about that hellhouse. “Tear it down,” Adam murmured. “It’s not a bad plan.”

“I think it’s a fine plan,” Caine said, his voice quiet. “I would even find the salt.”

Noah looked at him, and then they both glanced at Caine. But that man was already moving off, in the direction of the ruined house.

*   *   *

You people.

It made him something of a hypocrite, Caine decided as he parked the truck. He could hear singing.

It had been years since he’d attended church with his family.

It got his back up, though, having a prick like Adam Brascum taking digs at the Yoders, or people like them, based on what he thought he knew. It was those digs, more than anything else, that had Caine here.

There were close to two dozen buggies gathered around the small, simple building. He had missed much of the service and he didn’t really care. For some reason, he wanted to see Abraham.

Maybe it was a need to be in the man’s calming, restful presence.

There had been
nothing
calming or restful in Caine’s life for a good long while now, and the past few weeks it had been worse.

It wasn’t even the fire.

Or what had happened after.…

His lids drooped as he moved through the bodies and settled at Abraham’s side.

What happened after.

You don’t belong here,
a scathing voice said in the back of his mind. He ignored it and focused on the voices, on the familiarity and the peace of them. He wouldn’t find God here, but he did find peace.

*   *   *

“You were late,” Sarah Yoder said hours later, putting the plate of chicken down in front of him with more force than necessary.

He nodded and waited until Abraham had served himself before he filled his plate. “I’m sorry, Sarah.”

Sarah was three years older than him. She looked like she had him by a decade, though. It wasn’t the simple dress the Amish wore, and it wasn’t the way she scraped her hair back from her face. It wasn’t even the plainness of her features. When she’d been younger she’d been kind of pretty, he thought.

But Sarah scowled.

A lot.

She glared at people; she snarled. She never laughed and she preferred to accuse or threaten rather than ask or request.

All that bitterness weighed on her, and not in a nice way.

He had a mouth full of mashed potatoes when she said, “You need to leave Madison and come back home. It’s an evil town, all the things happening back there. If you keep working there, being around those people, you’ll be as evil as they are.”

“Sarah,” Abraham said quietly, catching his daughter’s eye. “That’s enough.”

A mutinous look crossed her face. “You know what has taken place there. It’s vile.”

“That’s enough,” Abraham said, shaking his head. “I won’t hear another word on it. I spend little time with Caine as it is.”

A tense moment of silence passed and then Sarah left the room, thankfully taking some of the tension with her. As the back door slammed shut, Caine rubbed the back of his neck. “I didn’t mean to ruin the day.”

“You didn’t.” Abraham smiled, his worn, tired face softening. “I think Sarah is the unhappy one today, not you.” The old man leaned back in his chair, his expression thoughtful. “You aren’t particularly happy yourself, Caine. What troubles you?”

Sourly Caine laughed. “Life?”

He tore a chunk of meat from the chicken breast and popped into his mouth, chewed it without really tasting it as he stared outside. “I find myself wanting to do bad things lately,” he murmured. He could trust Abraham. Caine’s words would go no further, and the other man wouldn’t judge him, either.

“The police are involved,” Abraham murmured.

Caine shifted his gaze to Abraham and then shook his head. “Is it enough? Will they
believe
those boys?”

“You do.”

Caine nodded. “Yes. I do.”

Then he sighed and tossed the rest of the meat down on the plate. His appetite fading, he wiped his hands on a simple white napkin and leaned back in the chair. “Even if they arrest all the men involved, what good does it do? It doesn’t undo the damage, does it? It goes too deep, goes back too far.”

“Yes. But there is nothing
you
can do, either. Let God sort it out, son.”

Caine shot him a look.

It was respect more than anything else that made Caine keep his mouth shut. But he’d stopped believing in
God
a long time ago.

*   *   *

It was the second time in the span of just a couple of months that they had to dig a vehicle out of the river.

That was pretty unusual even for a big city.

Madison, Indiana, was
not
a big city.

What was even more fucked up was the fact that this vehicle, just like the first one, had a body inside it.

This body, though, wasn’t old.

Charlie Junior had been missing only a few weeks.

The last time he’d been seen was the morning he clocked out just after the big fire at the Frampton house.

His wife was currently on the bank of the river, half-drunk and clutching at her mother while they continued to work on the truck.

It was tricky business pulling a vehicle from a body of water.

If Chief Sorenson had his way, Missy Sutter would be removed from the area, and if she started screaming again she
would
be removed, whether she liked it or not. Damn the idiot who’d called her anyway. That was the problem with living in a town like Madison. Somebody had reported the truck and the call went out on the radio. Somebody had heard and given Missy a call—she’d gotten down here only a few minutes after the chief.

He didn’t want to think about what might have happened if she’d gotten here
before.
She might have waded into the river herself.

As it was, she had done nothing but yell at them to hurry, to help Charlie.

She didn’t understand her husband was past that kind of help.

Once she saw him … yeah. She was going to scream.

Sorenson knew what he was seeing.

Charlie was still behind the wheel of the truck. The fish had been having their way with him, although that wasn’t going to keep the medical examiner from finding out just what had put Charlie in the river.

Sorenson suspected there were no natural means involved. Charlie had been the fit sort. He didn’t think Charlie had a heart attack, and the truck wasn’t too messed up, so he didn’t think there was a wreck involved, either. Nor did he think Charlie had decided to up and kill himself.

If Sorenson had to make a call, right then and there, he’d go with his gut and say somebody had helped Charlie find his way into the river.

Not that he’d make a judgment call like that.

Smart cops didn’t do that sort of thing. He’d just say …
suspicious death,
because of course it was suspicious, seeing as how trucks don’t naturally find themselves in the water like that.

Behind him, Missy started to shriek.

Sorenson lifted his eyes to the sky.

Please, Lord. Just give me patience.

He felt for the poor woman; he surely did.

But he’d tried to get her to leave. And she’d insisted she had a right to be here.

Now she was going to live with this image in her head.

*   *   *

“I shoulda listened.”

Missy moaned it again, for the fifth time, over a cup of coffee.

The cops around her had taken the little flask she’d tucked inside her purse. She’d tried to pop Jensen Bell for doing it, insisting it was just a medicinal tea she used to steady her nerves.

Jensen had rolled her eyes while pouring the vodka out. “Medicinal tea … I’ve heard it all now,” she’d muttered.

“Missy.”

Missy looked up, her eyes dull as she stared at Jensen.

“Can you help us here?”

“I want Charlie,” she whispered. “I want my Junior.”

“I know,” Jensen said, nodding. “I know. But we need you to help us help him now. Who could have done this?”

“Nobody.” Missy reached for coffee and lifted it, her hands shaking. “Everybody loved him. He never hurt anybody and everybody loved him.”

Over Missy’s bent head, Sorenson met Jensen’s eyes and then nodded.

If Jensen had any reservations at all, she never showed it. “Are you sure about that?”

Missy lifted her head. “What do you mean by that?”

“We have his name down as one of the participants in the Cronus Club.”

Missy’s face went white, then red. “I don’t know what in the fuck that means.”

Oh, yes, you do,
Jensen thought, seeing the denial, the disgust, the confusion, all the emotion Missy tried to hide.

“It’s a club, a boys’ club of sorts … where the men meet up every month or so … and they rape their sons, trading them back and forth,” Jensen said, pasting a vague smile on her face as she said it. Like she was discussing the weather or what she might wear to Shakers that night.
Yeah … this is just a thing here. Let’s talk about it.…

She saw Missy’s hand and moved just in time.

The scalding coffee would have felt really nice.

“You crazy bitch!” Missy screeched. “You fucking
evil
bitch! My Charlie didn’t do that. And those boys are just a bunch of fucking
liars
! If they say anybody
raped
them, they are wrong!”

CHAPTER FOUR

You know you’ll have a place to come back to, if you ever need it.

Those words haunted her sleep.

Those words taunted her waking hours.

Even now, as she slowly walked down Main Street, Lana had thought about Deatrick’s calm offer and part of her wanted, more than anything, to take off and run back to him. It would be so easy.

She didn’t have to
be
here.

The cops were working the case now and it didn’t look like they would turn away from it. Not
this
time. They’d turned a blind eye to it once, but Chief Sorenson didn’t appear to be cut from the same cloth as Andrews. Sorenson was actually digging into things, arresting people. People would burn over this.

Did they
need
to know what had happened twenty years ago? How much could she tell them anyway? She didn’t remember anything beyond trying to get David to leave. And she couldn’t share his secrets—they were his to share. They wouldn’t help, and none of it was admissible.

How could she help? Even if she
could,
did anybody even
care
?

She didn’t know.

Her gut was in a tight, nasty knot just then and she eyed the lovely, elegant memorial erected in front of the Methodist church where Sutter had preached. That evil, manipulative bastard.

On Saturday nights, he met up with his boys’ club.

Then on Sunday mornings, he’d stood before his faithful flock.

And this town honored him with a memorial.

They mourned his loss.

She reached out and traced the elegant scroll of David’s name.

True enough, they mourned David, too.

But Peter Sutter shouldn’t be memorialized.

She wanted to find something sharp enough, hard enough, to ruin the elegant lines of both his and Diane’s name.

As far as Lana was concerned, the names of monsters should be wiped from the pages of history, and this town put this bastard up on a pedestal. If they had any idea the things he’d done, they’d probably bury their heads in the sand and refuse to believe it.

That was what people
did
.

Their idols fell, and instead of acknowledging it, they blamed the victims. A girl got assaulted by a couple of football stars and instead of blaming
them,
they pointed fingers at her. A powerful football coach systematically abused boys for decades, and instead of dealing with it,
stopping
it, people helped hide it.

The abusers were protected and sometimes revered … while victims were shunned, mocked or abused even further.

The rage she felt inside turned into a vicious scream. Everything, breathing, thinking, functioning, past that rage felt like a battle. And some part of her, that weak part, wanted to go back to the peace she’d known just a few weeks ago. Before she knew what was going on here.

Maybe
that
part of her understood. That part of her understood the apathy that let others turn a blind eye to evil.

It was so much easier to just look away.

Deatrick would let her come back. She could find another place to hide, another job. He’d help her.

But if she did it, she’d never be able to face herself again.

Turning her back on the memorial, she headed back to Main Street. She’d see it through this time.

She never should have left.

Injured or not, afraid or not, whether she even remembered what had happened, she should have stayed, and she should have fought.

Hooking a left, she headed down the street. Her belly rumbled as the scent of food caught her attention. She hadn’t had much to eat and she was tired, hungry and ready to crash.