Swords & Dark Magic (37 page)

THE UNDEFILED

Greg Keyes

F
ool Wolf woke slicked in blood and surrounded by corpses. Again.

The first time he’d been sixteen, and there had only been one casualty—a woman he had kissed, stroked, made love to, planned to have children with. He’d watched as the same hands and lips and body that once brought her pleasure took her to heights of sustained agony with such skill that she remained alive to experience it long after her heart should have stopped. When her eyes finally went hollow, he had heard his voice croon in disappointment.

There were many, many more bodies this time, all as ruined as hers had been. They looked small, as if he were high above them, gazing down.

She twisted in him, not quiescent yet, and he felt her stroke his flesh from the inside, smelled snake and lightning smoke.

Beautiful,
she purred.

Trying not to retch, he pushed himself up to standing on limbs trembling with fatigue.

Chugaachik made sure he recalled every detail of that first death, but since then he sometimes had the good fortune to not remember the details of what he did under her influence.

Not this time,
Chugaachik whispered mockingly.

“You should have freed her,” Inah pouted from the cell across from his, her usually jade eyes more like obsidian in the torchlight, the lithe curves of her body no more than shadow.

He rested his forehead against the heavy bars.

“You know better than that.”

“Do I? She’s saved us in the past.”

“She saved
me
. If she ever got my hands on you, she would rape and eviscerate you—not in that order.”

She has godblood,
the spirit caged in his bones murmured.
She could survive our games for a long while, my sweet. She might even enjoy them. Remember, she is something of a sister to me.

Inah couldn’t hear her, of course.

“I can take care of myself,” she said.

Fool Wolf grated out a harsh chuckle. “You still don’t understand? If I ever unleash her again, the only thing you can do is run.”

Yes, why not? A chase is always fun.

“I do understand,” she replied. “I would have escaped her—the river was right there. In the river, even she couldn’t harm me. Not using
your
body.”

“That might have worked,” he admitted. “But then she would have just turned on random people.”

Never random. I have my tastes, as well you know.

“So?” said Inah.

Good girl.

“Then you really don’t understand,” he replied, summoning his will to push Chugaachik down, away, to silence her if for only a little while.

He managed it, but realized he’d missed something Inah was saying.

“What?” he asked.

“I said, will you still feel this way when they take us to be executed?”

“We’ll see,” Fool Wolf replied. “We’ll see how I feel then.”

She was silent for a moment, then laughed lightly.

“You love me, don’t you? That’s why you keep her in.”

“Darken your mouth,” he said. “You don’t even know what that means.”

Men came for them sometime later, young men with pale, almost blue skin, dressed in brown sarongs and shirts batiked with turtles, snakes, and scorpions.

“This would be a good time,” Inah pointed out, in her native tongue. “There are only eight of them.”

He didn’t answer.

Presently, they were brought into the light and hustled into an enormous cedar house roofed in greenish slate. A narrow entrance hall brought them into a large room with high benches rising in tiers on three sides. Seated on the benches were men—he didn’t have time to count them, but there were more than twenty. They were of the same unfortunate paleness as the guards who had escorted them there, and they were all quite young—some looked no older than sixteen. They wore quilted coats that left their arms free, and all were armed, variously, with swords or spears. Some had shields resting against their knees.

One fellow sat alone, directly before them, in a chair with armrests. While the others wore their hair long, in complicated braids, his head was shorn.

He looked down at them for a moment, then spoke, in a language similar enough to that of Nah that Fool Wolf understood it.

“I am Hesqel, the Voice. What is your business in QashQul, other than petty thievery?”

“We have no other business here,” Fool Wolf replied. “We were only trying to procure enough food to be on our way. We would be happy to provide some service for what we took—”

“Your crime isn’t theft,” Hesqel replied. “Your crime is in coming here. Didn’t the Urled tribes tell you this valley is forbidden?”

Fool Wolf decided it was probably best not to point out that the Urled tribes had chased Inah and him into the valley, following another disagreement over property.

“They neglected to tell us that,” he said.

“Well. Normally this would be a clear case, and you would be executed, but at the moment we have need of an outlander, someone unhampered by the curse. And so your offer of service is accepted.”

This isn’t going to be good,
Fool Wolf thought.

“Curse?” he asked.

Hesqel’s tone changed a bit, became a bit more like singing.

“In the ancient times, our people were lost in these mountains, starving and freezing. Then we came to this valley and found it fertile. But the gods here were wild, having never known men before. Many sacrifices were made, but all ignored. The goddess in the uplands, Qul, and Qash—the god of the river and its lands—were bitter enemies, and neither would allow the smaller gods to deal with our ancestors. But at last a sacrifice was found that appeased Qash, and through it gave him the power to subjugate Qul, and they became one—QashQul. We—those of us in this room—descend from him, and thus share his need for the same sacrifice that won him to sustain us.”

This could be very, very bad,
Fool Wolf thought.

“So the curse is your need for this…sacrifice?”

Hesqel blinked and looked as if the question didn’t make any sense. Low laughter rippled through the benches.

“No,” Hesqel said, now speaking as if to a child. “We are the Sons of Qash, the Undefiled. The sacrifice is part of our nature and is our honor to perform. If we fail to keep the ritual, we wither with time and Qash himself will starve. The curse lies in the schism. QashQul was broken again with the aid of the sorceress Ruwhere. Qul reclaimed her ancient domain, and no descendant of Qash may step there.” He leaned forward. “Our curse is that our sacred sword rests in Qul’s domain. And it is also to her realm that Ruwhere has taken our rightful sacrifices.”

“Ah,” Fool Wolf said, relieved. “And you want me—”

“You will recover our sword,” Hesqel said.

That seemed straightforward enough.

He didn’t believe it.

“I’ll be glad to help,” he replied.

And like that, he was free, dressed in quilted armor and armed with a short, double-edged sword. He was smiling as he left the walls of QashQul behind him. His step felt light, the future replete with possibility. Of course, they’d kept Inah to ensure he would return, which only proved they didn’t know him very well. Oh, he might come back for her, one way or another—he was, after all, fond of her. But given her own powers—which the QashQulites seemed blissfully unaware of—she would probably find her own escape. The point was, he had choices.

The trail went by a clear pool, where he bathed and dallied, watching dragonflies dance in the warm sun. A bit after noon he dressed and—after some hesitation—continued to follow the directions he’d been given. He might as well see what the situation was. Perhaps the sorceress could be bargained with, if she seemed dangerous. Of course, he didn’t have much to negotiate with…

It’s best this way, just you and me,
Chugaachik said.

“Best if it was just me,” he said.

You know better than that by now, sweet thing. Don’t you?

Fool Wolf slowed his step. Yes, a sorceress powerful enough to split a god in half bore talking to.

“This god they’re talking about,” he mused. “I’m curious. Let’s have a look at him, under the lake.”

Deep in his mansion of bone, she stirred. His skin felt like flint, his teeth like knives. He smelled blood all around him, practically tasted it.

Then he sank beneath the lake, what his people called the upper skin of the world that most people never saw beyond. The trees and mountains faded to shadow, and the light bled through them. The gods appeared.

He’d seen his first god when he was thirteen. It had been the god of a white juniper tree, a minor spirit, and yet the sight of it had driven him into madness and fever that nearly killed him, for Human Beings were not meant to look directly at gods. Only a few, born to be shamans, could see unmanifested spirits—and unless they became shamans by taking a helping spirit into themselves, they went mad.

His father found him such a spirit, believing her to be that of a lion goddess.

He’d been wrong.

But now, with Chugaachik to open his eyes, he could see beneath the lake and not lose his mind. Usually.

He distinguished the little gods first, those that belonged to things—trees, stones, the pool he had bathed in. Like most gods, their forms were not set; they played at many shapes. He wondered at how few they were; there should have been hundreds, but instead he saw only dozens, and all appeared somehow ill.

Qash was everywhere; he was a god of land, of place. Beneath the lake, these usually had no form either.

But Qash did. He appeared as an obscene, naked older version of the white-skinned men who held Inah, and he sat crouched upon the land, hands shifting aimlessly as if searching for something. His eyes were mirrors of insanity and his drool dripped upward into the streams and pools of his country. Veins erupted from his flesh and went out to connect him to the little gods, to the men in the city—and one sickly yellow quivering string went off ahead, in the direction Fool Wolf was supposed to travel. He could not see where it went; something blocked him there.

Something to bargain with,
he thought.

He reached, and with Chugaachik’s power he plucked at one of the strands, pulled a new one from it and tied it to a nearby grapevine.

Then he came back up through the surface of the lake. He sat down, feeling dizzy and ill but that passed after a few moments. He rose, cut the grapevine, and wove it into a small hoop about the diameter of his forearm. Then he continued on.

The ground sloped up sharply into a forest of odd, twisting oaks, star pine, and juniper. The resinous scent of the last made the damp air fragrant, and for a moment he felt as if he was far away, on the windswept Steppes of the Mang, where he had been born, where his people still made their annual rounds, hunted grass bears and bison, raided Stone-Leggings and Cattle People.

How far was he from there? If he ever made it north out of these mountains, he ought to be somewhere near Lhe, and from there he could take one of the old, faded roads that ran up through the Sherirut chiefdoms. If he had horses, he might do it in a year, or better. It would be good to eat dube stew again, see Ch’ebegau, the White Spruce Mountain. Feel like a Mang once more, like he belonged. His mother—was she still alive? His sisters and cousins?

He tried to picture his mother’s face, but found only a blur.

He’d searched the world from the Northern Forests of the Giants to the ancient, decaying cities and febrile islands of the south for a way to be rid of Chugaachik, to have his life back. He hadn’t found any answers there. Maybe they lay back where it had all begun, where his father had first introduced him to Chugaachik.

But he didn’t belong there, now. He had never really belonged there.

So he continued on, and soon found the shrine that had been described to him: a building with walls of natural stone fitted without mortar, a roof of cedar shingles in need of repair. The door was open.

On the steps leading up to the shrine sat a woman.

Her hair was white and pulled back in a long braid. The face beneath was seamed by years of laughter, sorrow, and pain. Her blue-eyed gaze stayed on him, a bit curious, a bit accusing.

“I wasn’t sure what to imagine,” she said. “I see desert and red stone,” she said. “Scrubby trees in the sand and tall white ones in the mountains. Where are you from?”

“Mangangan.”

“I’ve not heard of it, but it hangs on you. You’ve been thinking about it.”

“It’s north, a long ways.” Feeling uncomfortable: “If I had been thinking about sex, would you be asking about my women now?”

She smiled. “I see her, too. From very far away, surrounded by water—not your place.”

“No.”

“Is she why you’ve come here, to do this thing? Do they have her captive?”

Fool Wolf shrugged. “They have her, yes. But I’ve yet to decide what I’m going to do.”

“I see,” she replied. “That’s good, to have an open mind.”

“Are you Ruwhere?”

“They told you about me, then. And about the freeing of Qul?”

“Yes, although they didn’t put it that way. They sent me after a sword.”

“Why do you suppose I’m here?” Ruwhere asked.

“To keep me from the sword.”

She nodded. “You really don’t want it, trust me. Did they tell you why they wanted it back?”

“No. Something about a curse and sacrifices.”

“You weren’t curious?”

“Whatever they told me, I would have to waste my time trying to figure out what was true and what wasn’t. It was easier to just come here and find out.”

“I might have chosen to kill you without speaking to you,” she pointed out.

“You might have. And yet they seemed pretty confident sending me up here.”

“That’s what the last three they sent thought,” she replied. “It’s not confidence—they’re just not very bright. They get stupider and weaker every day, without their sustenance. If you wait long enough, they will die, and you will have your woman back.”