Taboo Kisses (5 page)

“Maybe.” Hopefully. I wanted lots more time with Ryder.

“
Carpe diem
.” He kissed my cheek. “How about some roasted marshmallows before we leave? I got distracted and kinda burned the last one to a crisp.”

Still in the nude, we skewered marshmallows on sticks and heated them to a lovely golden brown. By the time we finished feeding them to each other, pausing for a few make-out sessions in between, long shadows danced across the ground. A sudden chill gust of air made me shiver, and Ryder took another appreciative look at my breasts. My nipples were standing at attention.

“Enough ogling,” I said. “Time to get dressed.” Reluctantly, I put my clothes back on.

Pulling on his T-shirt, Ryder said, “Sunset’s not far away. We should head out of here before dark.”

I helped him pack up and put out the fire. When we’d cleaned up our picnic area to my satisfaction, I grabbed my helmet off the handlebars and waited for Ryder to climb on the bike.

“There’s one more thing I think you should do today,” he said.

“What?” He dangled the key in front of me. He wanted me to drive? Was he nuts? My heart pounded and my skin turned cold. “No.”

“You can do it,” he said encouragingly. “Drive slow. It’s not far.”

“No,” I said sharply.

“Just sit on the bike, then. Get a feel for it. I’ll sit behind you. You don’t even have to start the engine.”

Something told me if I didn’t give in, we’d be here way past dark. Okay. Fine. I’d humor him. I tossed Ryder my helmet, and he returned it to its place on the handlebars. I swung my leg over the seat, palms glued to my thighs. I refused to touch the key. Or anything at all. I was just going to sit there.

Ryder got on behind me. He slid his hands over mine, gripped them, and placed them both on the handlebars. Resisting was pointless.

“You don’t give up, do you?” I said, feeling trapped. At the same time, I realized he was doing this for my own good. Or what he thought was my own good.

“I’m persistent. And stubborn.” He kissed my neck, and I shivered.

So far, the memories hadn’t resurfaced, but I was getting a bad case of nerves. A queasy sensation filled my stomach, bordering on full-blown nausea.

“Keep your hands right where they are,” Ryder instructed.

Easier said than done. My fingers twitched. I battled the urge to let go. Closing my eyes, I inhaled slowly. One breath. Two. Three. Relax. Get yourself under control. The breathing exercise didn’t work.

Memories lurched from their resting place on the ocean floor, rising through the murky depths and cresting to the surface. Deep inside my mind, I heard the whine of the Cruiser’s engine, the resounding thud as the bike hit the road—

Stop
!
Stop
!
Stop
!

When I opened my eyes, I saw my white-knuckled grip on the handlebars. Ryder wrapped his arms soothingly around me.

“Your heart’s beating so fast,” he said.

His grip tightened, and the screech of twisting metal vanished. I lost myself in his arms, in the warmth of his breath against my neck, the roughness of his cheek against mine. The memories sank to their final resting place.

Back to reality. Get a feel for the bike. It was smaller than Maddox’s Cruiser. Less powerful. Easier to control. In the past, I’d driven dirt bikes.

I was so deep in thought, I jumped when Ryder slipped his cool hands up my T-shirt and under my bra.

“Ryder!” I squealed. “What are you doing?”

“What?” he said innocently. “I’m lightening the mood. You’re too busy thinking about the bike and how dangerous it might be to drive it out of here. This strategy is designed to get your mind off the bike and on to other things.”

“Like more sex?” I asked in exasperation.

“See?” He sounded pleased. “It’s working already.”

“I’m scared and nauseous and shaking and all you can think of is sex?” I said in mock anger. In his own way, he was trying to help.

“I’m a guy. We’re like that. Totally hopeless.” He squeezed my breasts. “I’m thinking of buying you a bra, so I’m checking your size. Hmmm, C cup? Or is it a D? Thirty-six? No, feels more like a thirty-eight.”

“Stop!” I giggled. In whose dreams was I a thirty-eight?

“There’s only one thing you can do to get me to stop.”

I already knew, but I waited for him to say it.

“Drive off.” He leaned over me and inserted the key in the ignition. “I mean if we’re moving, I’ll just have to wrap my hands around your waist to keep my balance. The fondling will stop.”

“You’re impossible!” The shaking in my limbs died down.

“Unless you prefer the fondling. A lot of girls do, you know. Apparently I’m quite skilled with my hands.”

“Totally, totally impossible!”

“I can be difficult sometimes,” he said, pinching my ass. “Admit it. You like it.”

Yeah, I did.

“Here.” He placed the helmet on my head and put his on as well.

All right. Time to test myself. Taking another breath, I turned the key in the ignition. The engine uttered a throaty roar. The bike vibrated between my legs. Easy on the throttle. Just a nudge. The dirt bike obeyed me, and off we went up a winding path that cut through long weeds and wildflowers. Ryder clung to me one-handed. With the other, he made the thumbs-up sign.

The nausea disappeared, replaced by a faint twinge of excitement. I was doing it. I was driving us out of here. Everything would be okay. I’d always remember the accident, always blame myself for what happened, but not in the debilitating way I had over the past year, because I’d found the strength to forgive, to let go. Thanks to Ryder.

~ABOUT THE AUTHOR~

Helena Harker is a teacher by day, writer by night, a daydreamer who loves to escape to other worlds. Her fiction is populated by strong men, passionate women, and lots of paranormal creatures. In her free time, she enjoys photography and curling up with a good book.

You can visit Helena at:

www.helenaharker.com

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