Tainted (18 page)

“What are we doing?” he whispered.

“Kissing,” I replied.

“We’re moving in another direction here, and I need to know if it’s okay. I’ll stop if it’s not.”

“I don’t want to stop,” I said and I meant it.

“Thank God,” he said. He started kissing my lips again. “If you told me to stop, I was going to go crazy. I want you so fucking bad.”

There were no words for a while after that. After he pulled off my shirt and tossed it aside, his hands roamed across my body. I sucked in a deep breath when he flicked his tongue across my nipple. He took his time exploring my body with his mouth before he found my breast again. I dug my nails into his back as he started sucking and biting. He released my nipple and started kissing down my stomach.

“Hands above your head,” he said.

“I can’t,” I mumbled. I raised my arms and started running my fingers through his hair.

He looked up at me. “I told you a long time ago that I would tie you up if you didn’t listen to me.”

“You wouldn’t dare.”

He laughed. “I would, but not yet. One of these days though, I will. That’s a promise.”

A shiver ran through my body at the thought. I wanted him to, badly, but I wasn’t ready for that just yet.

I nodded. I felt vulnerable and exposed when we were together like this, but then again, I always did when I was with Drake. He had every part of me—my heart, my soul, and my body. So yes, I was always vulnerable when it came to him. I tried to calm my racing heart as he started kissing me again.

He ran his tongue between my breasts and then slowly down my stomach to where my sleep shorts were sitting low on my hips. He used his teeth to slowly pull them down, and I lifted my hips to help him. When they were gone, he pulled off my underwear next. I felt the impulse to cover myself, but I didn’t. I loved him and I wouldn’t let my shyness get in the way of our healing. Or the awesome sex that was about to happen.

When he sat up and stared down at my naked body, I felt my body respond instantly to the lust in his eyes. My core was aching, and my nipples tightened almost painfully. It had been far too long since we’d been together.

“You’re so goddamn beautiful. You’re mine, Chloe, and if anyone ever touches you, I’ll kill them. I won’t lose you again.”

Before I could respond, he pushed apart my legs and lowered himself between them. When his tongue swiped against my clit, my entire body came up off the bed as I shouted his name. He ran his tongue back and forth before thrusting it into me. I couldn’t stop myself as my hips came up off the bed to meet him each time. As he tongue-fucked me, he started rubbing his thumb against my clit. The world exploded before my eyes as I came. I lowered my hands and grabbed his hair, holding him in place.

Before I could recover, he forced my hands to let go of his hair as he stood up. I couldn’t look away as he pulled off his boxers. I felt my cheeks turn red as I stared at him, all of him. He smirked at me as he climbed back into bed with me. He hovered over me long enough to kiss me before he slipped himself inside me.

“Oh my God!” I managed to gasp out as he entered.

It had been a long time, and it hurt as he thrust into me. Once he was fully inside me, he stopped, giving me time to get used to him again.

He moaned. “Jesus, you’re so fucking tight.”

“I’m sorry. I know it has to be hurting you, too. I haven’t been with anyone since you,” I whispered.

“It’s a good kind of pain. I love that you’ve not been with anyone else. This,” he said, pulling out and thrusting back in deeply, “is mine and mine alone.”

“I’m yours. There was never any question of that.”

He started thrusting again, slowly at first to let me get used to his size. He took his time working me to the brink and then stopping just before I came. This was the most beautiful form of torture that I could think of.

“Please stop teasing. I can’t take it anymore,” I pleaded.

“All you have to do is tell me what you want.” He started kissing my neck.

“You know what I want. You always have.”

“I want to hear you say it. I
need
to hear you say it.”

He lowered his head down to suck on my nipple. He was still inside me, and I squeezed my muscles around his shaft.

A gasp escaped him. “Fuck!” he growled.

“Drake, please.”

“Tell.” Thrust.
“Me.” Thrust.
“What.” Thrust.
“You.” Thrust.
“Want.”

His thrusts were shallow, teasing. I tried to wiggle my body closer to his, but it was no use. I was at his mercy.

“I want you to fuck me!” I finally yelled.

“That’s all I needed to hear.”

With that, the teasing was gone. Drake started thrusting hard and fast into me, over and over again. I wrapped my legs around his waist to allow him to go deeper. My fingernails dug into his shoulders. I knew that I was going to leave marks, but I didn’t care. I could feel myself ready to explode, but I held back. I didn’t want this to end.

“I love feeling you so tight and hot around me. I could die right now and be okay with it. I can’t think of a better way to go,” he growled as he continued to pound into me.

“I can’t hold on much longer,” I gasped out.

“Let go!”

I shook my head. I didn’t want this to end.

He smiled deviously. “Fine, make me work for it.”

I didn’t think he could go any harder, but he did. I screamed out as the force of his thrusts pushed me farther up the bed. Jesus, I couldn’t hold on. I felt his piercing hit that one special spot over and over. I came, screaming, as I clawed at his back. He continued to pound into me as I came until he couldn’t hold back any longer. With one final thrust, he came.

We were both gasping for breaths, and our bodies were slick with sweat. My body felt like jelly as I lay there, trying to remember how to breathe properly. I’d been with Drake so many times, but those times were nothing compared to this.

“Fuck!” Drake shouted, lifting his head to look at me. “You’re still on birth control, aren’t you? I didn’t even think to ask.”

“Now is a good time to think of it,” I teased.

“Chloe…”

“Relax. There are no babies in your future.”

“Good. I’m sorry that I didn’t think to ask you. I just needed you so badly. That was unfuckingbelievable.”

“I agree.” I said against his lips as he kissed me softly.

“Not that I wouldn’t want kids someday, but right now isn’t the best time.” He added, looking guilty.

“I knew what you meant.” I smiled up at him.

He slowly pulled out and settled down beside me. I curled up against him, loving the feel of his skin on mine. I could feel his heart racing in his chest as I laid my head down on him. Lying next to him was pure bliss. Sex hadn’t made things worse for us. Instead, it made things better. Being physically connected to him was as important as being mentally connected. We needed both halves to make us whole.

“I need a shower. I’m all sweaty,” I said a few minutes later.

“Me, too, but let’s hurry because we have a long way to go until our next stop. We’ll probably drive through most of today and part of the night.”

After about an hour or so of being on the road, we stopped at a drive-through and grabbed breakfast. I was shocked when Drake actually let me drive his
baby
most of the day. I nearly laughed when I saw him wince as he handed the keys over to me.

“I promise I won’t scratch her. Chill.” I teased as I sat in the driver’s seat.

He grumbled as he sat down beside me. “If you do, I’ll leave you beside the road.”

There was a happiness surrounding us both that hadn’t been there the day before. It was like we both finally realized that we would be okay. Or maybe we were both still high off of our awesome morning together. Either way, I wasn’t complaining.

By the time late afternoon rolled around, my eyes were starting to grow heavy. I wasn’t used to driving this long and I was desperate for a break. Drake seemed to notice and after we grabbed something else to eat, he happily took over the driving as I took my rightful place in the passenger seat and napped on and off as the miles passed.

I woke up in complete darkness. The clock on the dash said it was after midnight.

“Where are we?” I asked.

“Somewhere in eastern Arizona. I had to pull off for gas, but I didn’t realize how far off the exit the damn station was. I’ve been driving down this little two-lane road for the last ten minutes, and I still haven’t found it. I haven’t even passed another car.”

“Oh. Don’t you think we should rest for the night? We’ve been driving forever, and we’re both tired. Maybe there is a hotel around here.”

“We will once we get a little farther. I was hoping to make better time, but we left late this morning.”

I grinned. “That was my fault.”

“Don’t worry. I’m not complaining.” When lights appeared in the distance, Drake relaxed. “Finally. I was starting to wonder if I had gone the wrong way.”

The gas station was small but brightly lit. I waited in the car as Drake pumped gas and went inside to grab us both coffees. We were going to need it if we wanted to make it any farther tonight. I was thinking about our morning together when Drake came back to the car.

He noticed the smile on my face and gave me a questioning look. “Why are smiling?”

“Just thinking about this morning.”

He grinned as he pulled back onto the dark road. “That’s a good reason to smile. We should find a hotel for a repeat performance.”

A thought struck me, and my smile widened. “You know, you always said you wanted to have sex in your car.”

His head snapped over to look at me. “Don’t tease me.”

“Who said I was teasing?” I asked.

“You wouldn’t do it,” he replied, sounding sure of himself.

“Pull over and I’ll prove it to you.”

“Nope. I’ll pull over, and you’ll just laugh at me. I’m not falling for it.”

“Suit yourself.” I unbuckled my seat belt.

“What are you doing?” he asked.

I ignored him as I climbed over the center console and situated myself in his lap, facing him. He gripped the steering wheel tightly as I started kissing his neck. I moved up to his ear and bit down gently on his lobe.

“Fuck!” he growled.

I felt the car pull off the road and come to a stop.

“You could at least wait until I stop the car.”

“You said you weren’t going to pull over.” My tongue probed inside his ear.

“I thought you were kidding.”

I smiled as I moved back down to his neck. I had no idea what had come over me, but I wanted this. I wanted Drake to have everything from me that he’d ever dreamed about. I sat up and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. As soon as the last button was free, I started kissing down his chest. I ran my tongue over his nipples, tugging on his piercings with my teeth. When a growl escaped his mouth, I smiled.

I could feel his hardness straining against me. I reached down between us, undid his pants, and wrapped my hand around his shaft. He hissed as I started stroking him.

“God, that feels good,” he moaned.

I freed him from his boxers as I continued stroking. I was wearing a skirt, so I pushed my underwear to the side as I started rubbing his dick against my clit. We both moaned at the sensations running through our bodies. I leaned back, so I had more room to move around. I yelled as I hit the car horn, and we both froze.

Drake started laughing. “You’re an idiot.”

“Sorry. I don’t have much experience with car sex. I forgot about the car horn,” I grumbled.

I covered his mouth with mine and slipped my tongue inside, effectively ending his laughter. My other hand reached up to flick his nipple ring while I continued stroking him. As I bit down on his lower lip, I could tell his breaths were growing ragged.

“You’re just teasing me,” he whispered.

“I’d never tease.” I sat up maneuvered my body so that I could guide him inside me.

He grabbed the bottom of my shirt, lifted it over my head, and threw it on the passenger seat. His hands undid the clasp on my bra, and then he slipped the straps off my shoulders. He tossed the bra into the seat with my shirt, and then his mouth attacked my breasts. His tongue flicked across my nipple before he bit down gently. When he started sucking on it, I arched my back to give him better access. Then, I lifted myself up and slammed my body back down on his shaft. I started slowly, giving us both time to build up to our release.

“You can do better than that.” He grabbed my hips and slammed me down on him.

I couldn’t contain my moans as he lifted me and slammed me back down again. He was in control even though I hadn’t planned it that way. My body rose and fell in rhythm with his. Every time he thrust up, his piercing hit that one special spot. I felt my orgasm building as he filled me over and over again. God, this felt incredible.

When his thrusts started to become erratic, I knew he was close. I ground my hips down hard, taking him by surprise. He shouted out my name as he lost control and came. I followed right behind. I laid my head on his shoulder as my body convulsed around him. I refused to move away until our bodies relaxed and our breathing returned to normal. I loved being this close to him.