Tame This (The McCallans, Book Two) (21 page)

Jay had to take a few seconds for his thoughts to develop. “So…instead of believing that I’m just not interested in
you
, you’re going to tell yourself it’s because I’m into someone else?”

“Wow, that’s kind of insensitive.”

“I’m not trying to be.”

“Well maybe
you
should be honest with
yourself
and admit that the reason you’re not interested in me is
because
of her.”

She was totally right, but what could he say? He didn’t belong in these kinds of conversations and needed to end it quick. “I have things to do, so if that’s all…”

“I was worried when Kyle said you didn’t work at his brother’s shop anymore,” Sophia sighed. “He said you were most likely at home working on your own projects, so I decided to see if there was anything I could do to help you out.”

“No, but thanks,” he answered right away.

“Well…what happened at the shop? Sounded like…”

She obviously wasn’t going to finish the sentence, so Jay answered, “Yeah, misunderstanding so Beck fired me. I don’t exactly want to talk about it.”

“Okay, but seriously… Can I help you with anything? What are you going to do for work?”

Jay’s patience was wearing down, but he knew she was honestly concerned. However, he wasn’t interested in discussing his life with anyone right now.
He was barely ready to figure shit out on his own.

But the odds were not in his favor when Tyse pulled up along the curb and got out. He looked Jay and Sophia over for a few seconds as he came up the driveway, but neither of them said anything.

“Hello,” Tyse finally said to Sophia, who smiled back and returned the greeting. He gave Jay a questioning look as he passed, but that was it.

“Who’s that?” Sophia finally asked
when Tyse disappeared into the house.

“He lives with me.”

“Oh.
Oh
,” she added with more emphasis.

“What does ‘oh’ mean?”

“He’s Melanie’s boyfriend?”

“Hell no
, he’s my brother,” Jay spat out without thinking.

He’d obviously shocked Sophia
because her eyes went huge.

“You have a
brother
?” she finally exclaimed. “Oh my God. Wow.” She looked toward the house again and shook her head. “Um, okay I guess I do see it but… A brother? Really?”

“Yes, really. It’s a long story so I’d rather not get into it right now,” he said, rubbing his hands over his face. “Look, I’m really tired. It’s been a long week and…”

“And you need to be with Melanie,” she finished, a hint of envy apparent. “Got it. Well I’m still here for you, Jay. Seriously. Let me know what I can do to help you out.”

She leaned forward and got away with kissing him on the cheek, then turned
for her car and climbed in. She hadn’t allowed him to make a response because she was obviously upset, but the less he had to say to her the better. He watched her back out of the driveway, and when her car finally disappeared from sight, he made his way into the house.

Chapter Nineteen

“Oh, no way!” Jay heard Melanie laugh when he entered the house. “What did you do? Wasn’t that awkward?”

“Hell yes, it was awkward,” he heard Tyse reply.

When Jay spotted them on the couch, he froze instantly. Melanie’s legs were on Tyse’s lap and he was holding her foot in his hands. Both of them looked up at him, standing there with his eyes narrowed.

“Where’s Sophia?” Melanie asked, glancing behind him.

Jay had to pause for a moment for unwanted feelings to pass through his body before he could answer. “She left. Why?”

Melanie barely shrugged. “I don’t know. I had invited her in but then you pulled
up.”

Huh, big surprise. Like he really needed the two of them together to start comparing notes.
Just his fucking luck.

He looked at Tyse again, who was actually focusing on the foot in his lap. Jay finally realized he was massaging it and Melanie still looked pretty damn comfortable with him doing so.

“Are you hungry?” she asked, causing him to look at her face again. “We were just talking about barbecuing the chicken breasts that are in the fridge.”

Jay had no idea what she was talking about. Obviously that was food that either she or Tyse had picked up from the store. He took a deep breath of air and said, “Yeah, sounds good. You want me to go throw ‘em on?”

Melanie swung her legs away from Tyse’s lap and got up from the couch. She headed for the kitchen and answered, “Sure, I’ll brush them with sauce first.”

While
she was out of the room, Jay looked at Tyse and quietly said, “What the fuck is that?”

“What the fuck is what?”

“
That
,” Jay motioned to his lap, referring to the foot that had just been there in his hands.

“She said her feet were killing her,” he shrugged. “Sorry, but they
were right there on the couch and I didn’t mind rubbing them for her. I’m a therapist, you know. I’m used to being hands-on.”

“Yeah, I’m sure
,” Jay answered dryly.

Tyse looked at him for a few seconds before a smug smile spread across his face. “Ah, I see. We’re finally getting somewhere, brother.”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

“You and Melanie,” he chuckled quietly. “Go help her out,” he nodded to the kitchen.

“Don’t fucking tell me what to do,” Jay told him.

Tyse laughed and said, “You already told her you would.”

“So? You’re just changing the subject.”

“No I’m not. There’s nothing more to say on it. She needs your help,
so go,” he motioned again.

“You just worry about yourself—”

“Jay, you coming?” Melanie hollered from the kitchen.

“Yeah, just a sec, babe,” he answered automatically. He saw Tyse stifle a laugh before he even realized what had just happened. “Mind your own damn business,” he warned him again.

“Fine,” Tyse held up his hands, still trying not to laugh out loud.

“And keep your damn hands off of her,” Jay added firmly.

“It was a foot rub,” he shrugged, biting back a smile.

“I don’t fucking care. You touch a fingernail on her and you and me will have a nice brotherly chat about it.”

“Good to know,” Tyse nodded with a straight face.

But when Jay turned for the kitchen he could hear him start to laugh.
Fucking hell, he needed to kick his smug ass
…

“Do you think this is enough?” Melanie asked when he entered the kitchen. She motioned to five pieces of chicken on a plate that were brushed with barbecue sauce. “I figure two for
each of you guys and one for me. Oh, by the way… Brandon is coming down next weekend. Camryn wanted you guys to come over too. We were just going to do a big barbecue or something and…”

She trailed off her sentence when he came across the room and stood in front of her. He realized he was just staring at her, but he couldn’t help it.

“Are you okay?” she asked quietly. Her hand reached up and touched a spot on his cheekbone. “What’s that from?” she added, her eyebrows showing her concern. “Where have you been?”

He knew she was referring to the red mark on his face from Teague’s forearm during their little scrap session. But he just couldn’t get past the goddamn feeling in his chest since seeing her in the driveway earlier. And then with her laughter and Tyse’s hands on her… It was overwhelming him to the point where he wasn’t sure if he was pissed off or just fucking miserable.

“What’s wrong with you?” Melanie asked, barely above a whisper. She still had her hand against his cheek but then Jay realized he was actually holding it there.

He stepped closer to her and slid his other hand behind her neck. The worry in her green eyes disappeared when she closed them as he pulled her mouth to his. He didn’t even care if Tyse was in the other room and he kissed the hell out of her right then and there. Her arms wrapped around him tightly and she pressed her body up against him. It was the wrong thing to do—or the right thing, he wasn’t sure which—because he was so ready to take her right there in the kitchen.

He turned her around so her back was against him. While one hand cupped her breast, the other one reached down to inch her dress up.

“Not here,” she gasped q
uietly, turning her face toward him.

He only kissed her again, and then slid his
fingers into her panties. “You’re so fucking wet, I don’t think I can stop.”

She moaned quietly into his mouth when he kissed her again, and when his fingers slid inside of her, she rolled her hips into him instantly. “Oh my God,” she barely got out.

Jay heard Tyse’s bedroom door shut so he grabbed Melanie’s hand to drag her to his room. When he locked the door behind them, he stripped her panties off, pulled her dress over her head, and wrapped both her legs around his waist as he pressed her against the wall.

“Is this position okay?” he asked for some reason as he undid his pants. Her stomach wasn’t in the way or anything because she still wasn’t that big, but he was pressed against her so tightly, he wanted to make sure.

“It’s perfectly fine,” she answered breathily while pulling his shirt up and over his head. “Oh God, Jay,” she whispered quietly, running her fingertips over his chest. “I love your body so much.”

He wanted to
reply, but the feel of her hands on him felt so damn good it was like she could paralyze parts of his brain just with her touch. He slid his boxer briefs down enough to release the beast and then managed to unhook her bra just as quickly. She was so wet, pushing inside of her was effortless.

There were no words after that. None were needed. Jay lost himself in the feel of her body, inside and out. And the way she responded to everything he did made their connection even more staggering.

He ended up moving her to the bed after a few minutes. The thought of taking her from behind had been in his mind since they started this in the kitchen because he wasn’t quite sure about the positions he could put her in on the bed.

“What’s wrong?” she asked when he paused. She pulled him down to kiss her again and he lost words instantly as th
ey picked up where they left off.

At some point she was straddling him, and Jay watched her with intrigue just like he had the night before. She was so fucking beautiful he might have been having trouble breathing.
He told himself he was just tired from his time with Teague, but he’d barely done much but scrap with him for five minutes.

He looked into her eyes again, and was mesmerized by the sexy smile on her face. He felt like he needed more air again, and he wasn’t even the one doing any of the work.

“You’re so beautiful.”

Did he say that out loud? It didn’t feel like he had, but she stopped moving and stared at him for several seconds like she was surprised. He ran his hands up her thighs and back to her hips as he moved against her and she finally smiled again.

“Thank you,” she whispered.

Hell
, wasn’t she ever told that? She acted like it was the first time she’d ever heard it. He sincerely doubted that. He’d seen the way guys reacted to her and they for sure were telling her whatever she wanted to hear to get between her legs.

The thought of that pissed him off. He wanted to mess his own brother up just for touching her goddamn feet. There was no fucking way he wanted to think about
any guy doing other things to her.

She leaned down to kiss him again. He pulled her body down further so more of her skin was touching him
, and gathered her hair in his hand. His time with her now was amazing, but he knew the guilty feelings would return later. It was too damn bad their lives were full of circumstances that fucked everything up.

He left her asleep twenty minutes later. Even just the sight of a female sleeping in his bed as he left the room was odd, but at the same time…not really. Because it was Melanie, it didn’t bother him. He’d seen her asleep a dozen times before because they lived in the same house for a few months. But she had never been in his
bed until recently. Jay had done his best to follow Teague’s wishes; he’d put in the effort to never act on his attraction to her. At the time, her pregnancy and douchebag ex was plenty for him to avoid it all. But the more he got to know Melanie, the more his Alpha nature got involved on a personal level instead. He would have done anything for Mel or Cam in a heartbeat, just because that was the kind of guy he was. But the two girls had become so important to him now, there was more than just sense of duty present.

Relationships with chicks were just too fucking complicated to deal with.

The house seemed empty when he made it to the kitchen, but then he realized Tyse was out back on the deck barbecuing the chicken. He was hesitant to go out there and talk to him and he knew why. Normally his conscience wouldn’t give two shits about what he’d been doing in his own room, but because it’d been with Melanie—and Tyse seemed to have a personal weigh-in on the subject for some damn reason—Jay felt like avoiding him.

“Have a good nap?” Tyse asked as he came through the back door.

Too late.

Jay assessed the smug look on his brother’s face and honestly replied, “Pretty damn awesome nap, I’d say.”

Tyse paused as he entered the kitchen, but then headed for the fridge. “Hopefully for both of you,” he stated dryly.

“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?”

Tyse pulled out a salad that was already made and set it on the counter. “I don’t really have to clarify on that, do I?”

“You opened your big stupid mouth to say it, so you might as well.”

“Really, Jay?” Tyse shook his head. He took a deep breath and slowly let it out. “You obviously have no qualms about what you’re doing, do you,” he stated.

“Stay out of my damn business,” Jay warned, getting in Tyse’s face.

“What makes you think it’s just your business?” Tyse countered back. “When she talks to me about stuff, I kind of think that makes it my business too.”

“What are you even talking about?”

“I’m talking about the way you’re starting to just use her for what you want—”

Jay shoved him hard in the chest and said, “You have no fucking clue what you’re talking about!”

“I do know what I’m talking about because
she
told me that!”

Jay pulled back just before he totally lost it on Tyse and studied him long and hard. “She told you that I’m using her? That doesn’t even sound like something she would say. Not when
she’s
the one that started things with
me
first, and not when
she’s
the one that seems to forget about me days at a time.”

“Forget about you?” Tyse laughed sarcastically. “Are you really that blind? She doesn’t forget about you, Jay,” he shook his head. “She chooses to give you space. She cares about you
that
much.”

Jay stared at him, unsure if any of this was making sense to him. “When chicks want space, the message is read loud and clear. Well, by most of us,” he added, thinking about Beck. Jess had wanted space but Beck couldn’t stand it. It seemed pretty cut and dry to Jay, but now Tyse was t
rying to tell him the opposite?

“You’ve actually been around a girl long enough for her to require time away from you?” Tyse retorted.

“Actually,
no
,” Jay narrowed his eyes. “But when I tell them to stay the fuck away from me, I mean it. When Melanie and I—”

He stopped abruptly. He was standing her
e talking about this shit with a brother he’d just met, whom he believed had a thing for the very girl they were discussing. He couldn’t really stand there and keep going, could he?

But he couldn’t talk to Teague about it, and Beck was out of the picture. This shit had been driving him nuts since the first time he and Mel fooled around in his bedroom two weeks ago.

“I understand you don’t feel comfortable talking to me,” Tyse said, breaking his thoughts. “We just met, you don’t trust me… I get it, okay? But I’m telling you… Melanie is absolutely amazing, and I know I haven’t known her long, but I do know that she is totally
crazy
for you. You gotta see that, right? Please tell me you at least know that. Because if you don’t, now you do. She is head over heels for you, bro. And to be honest, she would be really mad at me for telling you that because she feels like it will scare you away. She knows you don’t do long-term, but she loves being around you. If she pushes and clings, she’s afraid you’ll push her away just like all the others. Do you hear what I’m telling you, Jay? She doesn’t want to be one of the others.”