Taming the Boy Next Door (12 page)

Caleb pulled away and brushed the tears from her face.  “Four weeks from today, I will
be standing in this airport, picking you up to start the rest of our lives together.  Four weeks.  I know you have to go.  But when you come back, we have a lot to make up for.”

“Four weeks.  If we get a lifetime together
, four weeks is nothing.  Right?”

Caleb nodded his head as the stewardess announced the flight.

“Flight 232 with service to Seattle, now boarding all zones, gate 21A.”

Jena squeezed her eyes shut, tears streaming down her face.  “I will call you the second I land.”

“Wait.”  Caleb pulled something from his pocket.  “I have something for you.”

Jena gasped when she saw it.  Hanging from a dainty white gold chain was a diamond heart pendant and a silver bar with the word “courage” engraved on it.  “Caleb.”

“This is my heart.  I’m giving it to you to remind you that you are my everything.  When you’re sad, hold it and remember at that very minute, I am thinking of you and missing you like crazy.”  He took a deep breath to keep his voice from shaking.  “I won’t say goodbye.  I will only say see you soon.  I am counting the days, my love.”

Jena threw herself into his arms one last time and without looking back, boarded the plane to Seattle.

Kevin pulled Andi out of the chairs where they had been waiting.  Seeing Caleb’s shoulders slump in defeat, he threw his arm around him.  “You alright?”

Caleb shook his head.  “My heart just stopped beating.”

Chapter 24

Caleb tossed and turned most of the night.  Giving up on sleep as the sun took its first peek over the horizon; he threw on his jogging shoes and went for a run.  His heart thundered in his chest.  It was the only sound he had heard for the last
two days.  How anything could feel completely broken and still make so much noise was beyond him.  It hurt to breathe.  The thought of food turned his stomach. 

He had spoken to Jena for two hours the night before. 
She had sent him photos of her apartment and friends in Seattle.  She had told him all about her coworkers and the amazing work they were doing at the hospital.  He had listened with a smile on his face.  Her voice calmed him and her joy brought him back to life.  She had talked about her sessions with Dr. McCall and spoke openly about the rape.  She had sent her parents a letter at her therapist’s request and they had responded with open arms.  She had finally come to terms with the fact that she was not at fault.  She wanted to take a trip home to see her parents, asking if he would go with her when she took the leap.  Caleb had never felt so complete.

But when the time came to hang up, his heart had shattered all over again.  His house was too dark and quiet.  He was lonely.  And when he took a deep breath, it was as if he was being stabbed in the chest.  He reminded himself over and over that in a few weeks, she would be sleeping next to him every night.  He couldn’t help the doubt that crept into his mind as he finally drifted off to sleep.  Several nightmares later, he gave up.

Work had kept him busy this week as a deadline loomed.  One of the books that he had edited was being made into a movie and he had been asked to help with the screenplay.  It is what he had dreamed of doing for so many years.  He smiled for the first time since he had said his goodbye to the woman he loved.  She would be by his side during this adventure and he couldn’t wait.

Taking a deep breath, he stepped into the road and began his f
ive mile run.  His feet pounded the pavement in rhythm with his music.  He watched as the sun took its place in the morning sky.  He waved at his neighbors out walking their dogs and getting coffee.  And when he was completely exhausted, he headed down to the marina to visit the boat he had purchased as a surprise for Jena almost two months ago, before his world had been turned upside down.  They had talked about the beauty of the marina and how she had always wanted to own a boat.  The first time he had taken her out on the water, she had been transformed.  She had been so full of life.  When he noticed the for sale sign in the beautiful Sea Ray he had been eyeing, he bought it on the spot.

“Lleno De Vida.”  He jumped when he heard Andi’s voice. “Full of life.  I had a feeling this was your boat.  I’ve seen you looking at it.”

“Hey.”  Caleb looked up and smiled at his sister.  She was dressed for work, hair in a messy bun and no makeup.  “You alright?”

“I was worried about you.  You were gone.  Somehow I knew
I would find you here.  She’s a beauty, Caleb.”

“Thank you.”  He hugged his sister.  “Want to
take her out after work?”

Andi looked around nervously.  “Sure.  Yes.  That would be great.”

“Andi, what’s up?”  Caleb smiled.

“I just need to be in bed early.  Long day tomorrow.”  She looked down at her feet.  The ‘tell’ that she was lying but Caleb let it go.  “
I will be home around five.  I’ll be ready then, Captain.”

“It’s a date, kiddo.”  Caleb watched as his sister made her way to the parking lot and got into her car to leave for work. 
Fate had blessed him with some amazing women in his life.

~~~

Caleb’s mind had returned to Jena all day.  Everything about her turned him on and being apart from her was pure torture.  He had spent half the day with a hard on and it was time to do something about it.  He grabbed his phone and sent her a message.  It was the middle of the day and he had no idea what she would be doing.  But he needed her and he needed her now.

‘I miss you.  Are you alone?’

‘I’m just out of surgery.  I miss you bunches.’

‘I need to be buried inside you right now.’

Jena blushed as she looked at her phone.  She loved this man with all her heart.  This crazy man who held doors, organized bone marrow drives, spent thousands of dollars on a boat for the look it put on her face. The same man that locked his bedroom door and took control, owning every inch of her body and making her feel things that she never imagined she could.  She glanced at his text again and had no idea what to say. 
‘
What are you wearing?’

‘A huge hard on. 
I’m so turned on right now, J. I started thinking about that gorgeous pussy and those amazing nipples.  I need to come.’

Her blush deepened.  She looked around the nurses’ station.  Everyone was busy with their work. 
‘
What do you want to do with me
?
’

‘
I want to grab those perky nipples and suck them into my mouth.  I want to feel how wet you are right now, reading this.  I want to suck every drop of moisture off that beautiful clit.  I want you to grab my hair and ride my face as you come so hard you scream my name
.
’

Jena jumped as her phone rang.  Caleb’s face glowed on the screen and she answered it so quickly that the nurses looked up and smiled.  “Hi.”
  Her voice was barely a whisper.

“Fuck, Jena.  I need you home.”  Caleb was out of breath. 
“I need to hear your voice.”

She stepped into
her office and sat down with a sigh. She could hear that he was touching himself and her panties were instantly soaked.   “Mr. Allen, are you horny?”

Heavy breathing on the other end of the line. “
Touch yourself, Jena.”

She slipped her fingers under the waist band of her scrubs and hissed when she touched her clit.  Just his voice could bring her to her knees. 
“I can hear you.  That’s such a turn on.”

“If you were here, I would handcuff you to the bed and fuck you senseless. I want to pound into the tight pussy.  I need to feel
you come around me.  I need to see that desire pour from your body.  That’s the sexiest thing in the world, J.  You’re always soaked.”  He panted for air.  “Are you touching that beautiful clit?”

“Yes.”  She whimpered.

“Are you going to come, Jena?”  More deep breaths and a moan.  “I need you to hurry, baby.”

She couldn’t speak.  Her body tightened around her fingers and she gasped. The sound of wet
strokes on the other end of the line increased and pushed her over the edge.  She shattered, sitting at her desk in the hospital in Seattle.  A long moan escaped her lips.

“Jena.”  His voice shook as he breathed her name.  “Fuucckkkk.”

“Wow.”  Jena’s eyes went wide as she looked around her office.  “That was a surprise in the middle of the day.”

“Next time you come, baby.  It
will
be on my face.  Do you understand me?”

“I can’t wait.”  Jena smiled as she ended the call.  The time would be sooner than he knew.

~~~

“Asshole?   You bought a boat?”  Caleb jumped. 

Ryan stood with his hands on his hips.  A large smile spread across his face and Caleb laughed.  “Why, yes, Mr. West.  I did buy a boat.”

“She’s one hell of a boat. 
Have you christened her yet?  Women get horny when they’re pregnant.  I’m sure Layla would be willing to take a ride, if you know what I mean.”

“Rub it in.”  Caleb chuckled at the satisfaction written all over Ryan’s face.

“What made you buy a boat?”

“Jena had never been on one
.  I took her out on one and she couldn’t stop talking about it.  It was the only time I had seen her look so free.  I got it for her.”  Caleb held out his hand to pull Ryan on board.

“Permission to come aboard, Captain?”
Layla’s voice sent Ryan into a huge grin.

Kevin, Steve and Andi stood behind
her waiting to join them on the boat.  “What’s going on?” Caleb backed up to let his friends on.

Ryan popped the top on the beer can and handed it to him.  “We heard you were sulking around like a pussy.  Jena called and asked us to take you out.  Imagine our surprise when Andi said you were going out on the boat tonight.  I can’t let J Dog down.  So, here we are.”

“I brought some wings and beer.”  Kevin helped Andi onto the boat.  She smiled at him.  “You look gorgeous.”

“Hands off my sister, Merck.”  Caleb started the boat as Kevin untied the ropes.  “Not sure how I can be more clear.”

“Dude, your sister is hot.  I hate to tell you this, but we all want to hit that.”  Steve settled in to his seat and took a long pull of his beer.

“I will thro
w you both over the side?  You’ll freeze in that water.”  Caleb’s face was red. 

“Grow a pair, Allen.  She’s a big girl.”  Kevin mocked him as he sat next to Andi.
Caleb growled as he ran his finger down her thigh. “What’s your hotspot?”

Two could play at this game. 
Without looking at him, Andi whispered.  “My nipples.”

“Noted.”  Kevin smiled. 
She refused to let him win this round.

“I can come just by touching them.”  Andi watched him squirm.  When he was clearly becoming uncomfortable, she leaned across
him and brushed his arm with her hand.  “The slightest touch and I’m on fire. Want to know a little secret?”

“Yes,” his voice was husky.

Taking his hand in hers, she pulled it under her sweatshirt.  She ran his fingers over her right nipple and sucked in a gasp of breath.  “If you pulled on that, I’d come right here.”  When his eyes went wide, she couldn’t help but laugh.  “Too bad you get bored with just one woman.  I’m feeling a little frisky.”

“Holy fucking shit.  It’s pierced.” 

She pulled her legs under her and wrapped her arms around them to stay warm.  “I
am
an Allen, you know.  We have a piercing fetish.”  Kevin couldn’t stop staring.  “And Deuce, you’re drooling.”

“You
’re a wet dream waiting to happen, doll.” 

“Good.”  Andi chuckled. “That’s as close as you’re going to get.”  She stood to walk away.

“Where are you going?”  Kevin grabbed her hand.  “I want to know more.”

She bent down to whisper.  “I think Steve is pretty hot.  Now that I know he feels the same way, I’m going to sit with him.  It’s been a long time for me.”

Kevin groaned as she brushed past him.  Andi 1, Kevin 0.

Chapter 25

“I had the best dream at lunch today.” Jena smiled remembering their phone call earlier.

Caleb smiled when he heard her voice.  “I thought about you all day.”

“I turned in my resignation today.  In a little over three weeks, I will officially be jobless.”  Jena covered the phone as the intercom system blared.

“What’s all the noise?  Where are you?” 

Jena giggled nervously.  “I stopped by the grocery store on the way home.  They keep announcing all these specials.  I’m sorry.”

“It’s late, baby.  You should be sleeping.  With me.  I haven’t slept since we left Hawaii.”

“Have you gotten your ticket for this weekend?”  Jena covered the phone again and whispered to someone.

“I am going to fly standby.  Saturday’s flights were booked so I hope to get there Friday night.”

Jena took a deep breath.  “You can’t come this weekend.  I’m so sorry.  Something came up and you wouldn’t see me.  It would be crazy to come up.”

“J, I don’t give a shit if I get five minutes with you.  I’m coming.”  Caleb’s stomach began to clench.  “Don’t run.  Don’t you dare run.”

“The only place I am running is toward you.  Stop worrying. I love you.” 

“I love you too.”  Caleb smiled.  “And I
will
see you this weekend.”

“Fine.”  She laughed.  “I’
m in the car. I need to go.”

Caleb looked at his watch.  It was almost ten.  “Call me the minute you get home so I know you’re safe.”

After he hung up, he headed for the shower.  The warm water pounded at his back, easing the stress from his shoulders.  He played the day over in his head.  Working from home today was just what he had needed.  And the boat ride with his friends had been a perfect ending to a peaceful day. 

Kevin had seemed quite cozy with his sister.  He laughed when he thought about them.  It was destined to happen.  His sister was clueless about how beautiful she was and her attitude was only turning Kevin on more.  The look in Kevin’s eyes was something he had
only seen twice before. It was the same look Ryan had given Layla and it mirrored how Mark had looked at Sophie. Hell, it was probably the same look he had on his face when he saw Jena.  The poor guy was screwed. 

His mind wandered to Jena.  Before her, sex was just a
bout control.  There were no feelings and no emotion.  His partners had been willing participants in his game of dominance.  Jena had been willing to play but not as hard as he had before.  She had shied away from handcuffs, never let him catch her completely off guard, and now that he knew why, it was ok.  He still struggled with knowing he was giving up some control.  But with years of patience and a hell of a lot of practice, he had no doubt she would venture down that road with him.  They had come such a long way in the months they had known each other.  From butterflies, to anguish, to joy, they were finally on the road to forever.

Stepping out of the shower, he wrapped his towel around his waist. 
Glancing at his phone, he noticed her missed call.  He smiled and dialed her number.

In the distance, a phone rang.  He stopped and listened.  Jena’s phone went to voice mail. 
He hit end and listened.  Silence.  He shook his head.  Wishful thinking.  He dialed her number a second time. The ringing started again.

“What the hell?”  He tightened the towel around his waist and yanked the bedroom door open.  He dialed again, jogging toward
the ring.  The house was dark.  “Andi, I will kill you if you’re messing with me.”

“She’s not here.”  The voice was quiet and
stopped him in his tracks. 

“Jena?”  He froze when he saw her standing in the middle of the living room with her suitcase.  “Jena!”  He threw his arms around her, lifting her into his arms and kissing her with every ounce of love he felt for her.
  “What are you doing here?”

“I turned in my resignation.  Asked if I could go without notice.  I couldn’t spend another day without you, Caleb.”

“Am I dreaming?”  He kissed her again and she pulled away.

“Wait. I have something I need to give to you.”  She rummaged through her bag.
  Pulling a small square box from the front pocket, she shivered.  Her smile brightened her face and she dropped to her knees.  When Caleb reached for her, she stopped him.  “I have lived my whole adult life in fear.  I was just a child when my world crashed.  I spent my life holding my breath, looking over my shoulder, shutting out everyone that was important to me.  I cried myself to sleep every night.  And if I did actually sleep, I woke up to nightmares that wouldn’t let me forget.  I felt completely alone.  I was a stranger in my own home.  I chose surgery because my patients couldn’t mean anything to me if they were asleep.  I protected my heart because I was terrified.  Ten months ago, I was on call and had to rush this amazing man into surgery because he was driving a motorcycle with a death wish and no helmet.  My soul cried for this group of people that were losing a friend.  I have never believed in fate.  But sitting outside the ICU that night was this incredibly tall, incredibly handsome, incredibly loving man and my heart started beating again.  Maybe even for the first time.  My whole life had been about love breaking my heart.  It had been about mourning the loss of anyone I ever cared about.  And this man with this beautiful spirit took my hand and showed me what it meant to truly live.” 

She wiped her eyes and smiled at him.  “Caleb, you took a chance on me.  Even knowing I was incredibly broken and maybe beyond repair, you stood by me and waited and loved me with everything you had.  I believe in fate now. 
I think I was meant to be on call that night.  I think you were brought to me when I needed someone the most.  You have changed my life.  I want to spend the rest of my life loving you, kissing you, holding you.  I give you my heart, my body and my soul.  All of me.”

Her trembling hands held the box
out to Caleb.  He wiped his cheeks and took the package from her.  With his heart lodged in his throat, he tore open the wrapping.  When he saw what was inside, confusion lined his forehead.  He looked at her face and narrowed his eyes. “Jena?”

“I am yours.  I am ready for everything that means. 
I am ready for our future.  I am ready to trust and to be yours completely, in every way.”

Still in shock from her unexpected arrival and her gift, Caleb pulled the handcuffs from the box and stared at them.  His mind raced. 
Jena was offering him everything she had feared, everything she had lost and the promise of a future filled with love and excitement.

Before Jena could get up, Caleb dropped to his knees and secured the cuffs around his own wrists. 
“Jena, I am yours.  Heart, body and soul.  You own me.  I will spend the rest of my life guarding your heart and being the man you deserve.  Our future is in your hands.  Anything you want, baby.  It’s yours.  I love you.”

With his hands cuffed and tears in his eyes, Caleb kissed her with the promise of forever.  Jena moaned into his mouth and melted against his body.  “Take me to bed, Mr. Allen.  I can’t wait another minute to start our future.”

Epilogue - Christmas morning

“J Dog.”  Mark Whispered.  “Wake up angel.”

Jena stretched but didn’t open her eyes.  She snuggled further under the covers and sighed.  Not sure what had woken her, she squeezed her eyes shut to fall back to sleep.

“J Dog.”

Hearing it again, her eyes snapped open.  Mark was leaning over her on the bed.  She jumped.  “Mark?”  She whispered back, her voice full of sleep.

“Merry Christmas, J Dog.  Can you come with me?”  Mark smiled but his voice stayed quiet.

Jena looked at the clock.  “It’s five in the morning.  What’s wrong?”  She sat up and rubbed her eyes.

“I need you to get dressed and take a little walk with me, beautiful.  Can you wake up
for me?”  Mark handed her a sweatshirt and smiled.  “Everything is alright.  I just need you to come with me.  Get dressed.”

She stood and
headed to the bathroom to brush her teeth and hair.  The room was dark and Caleb was nowhere to be found.  Her heart raced with different possible reasons.  Once she was dressed in her sweats, no makeup and her hair thrown up into an old UCLA hat, she stepped out into the bedroom.  Mark had turned on the bedside lamp and was waiting for her.  “I’m awake.  What’s going on?”

He stood and extended his hand to her.  He walked her down the hall slowly.  When she saw Steve standing in the living room, she started to panic.  Mark interrupted her thoughts.  “You saved me.  I would have nothing without you.  More than that, J Dog, you are my family.  I love you very much.”

Steve walked up beside her and took her other arm.  He smiled at her as she wrinkled her forehead.  Mark kissed her on the cheek as Steve led her into the back hallway.  Ryan stood at the back door and Jena’s eyes watered.  “What’s happening?”

Steve kissed her on the cheek.  “Merry Christmas, Jena.  Thank you for the friendship, the dances, the horrible off key singing in the car, for accepting my choice in marrying Amber.  You have been the glue of this group for a long time now.  I love you.”

Ryan took her arm.  “What the hell is going on?”  Jena locked her legs and Ryan laughed.  “I’m not going any further until someone tells me something.”  After attempting to pull her again, it was no use.  Ryan tossed her over his shoulder and walked her out onto the deck where Kevin was waiting.  Noticing Ryan carrying her, Kevin threw his head back and belly laughed.

“Merry Christmas, J.  You were there for me in a time that could have been so much worse.  I won’t ever forget what you did for me when I was sick or what you did for Moretti when he was hurt.  You are one of
us now.  Ready or not.  Thank you for being you.  I love you, Jena.”  Ryan leaned in and kissed her cheek.

Kevin reached out to throw his arm around her.  She tensed but Kevin’s smile relaxed her.  Clearing his throat, he began.  “Merry Christmas, hot doc.  I don’t agree with your taste.  I mean, picking Allen over me seems a little extreme.  I would have chased you harder if I’d thought I had a chance.  But it was always that dickhead.  Thanks for sharing a dark time with me and helping me see the light.  I love you.”  Instead of a kiss on the cheek, he dipped her and gave her a
full kiss on the lips.

Jena laughed and hit his shoulders.  When he st
raightened her, she made eye contact with her cousin, Luke.  “LT?”  She ran down the deck steps and threw her arms around him.  “Tell me what’s happening.”

“Merry Christmas, sis.  Hold on to me.  I want to walk you toward your future.”  Luke nodded down to the dock.

Jena’s jaw dropped.  Tears flooded her eyes.  She gasped when she saw Caleb, Andi and Mr. and Mrs. Allen standing at the end of the slip where his boat was docked.  Caleb, dressed in a tuxedo, held a bouquet of white roses.  He was gorgeous and everything she had dreamed of. 

She walked with sure steps, clutching Luke in a tight grasp.  A smile spread across her face as she noticed his mother crying.  Arriving in front of him, a sob broke free from her throat.  “I love you.” She whispered.

Caleb wiped her cheek before kneeling.  “Angel, I love you with all my heart.  You are my light.  You are my soul.  I have dreamed of you my whole life.  Apart we were broken, but together we can conquer anything.  I want to be the one that picks up the broken pieces.  I want to be the one that makes you laugh and smile, the one that you come home to every night and wake up with every morning.  Please join our family.  Be my better half.  Jena Alexandra Turner, will you do me the extraordinary honor of becoming my wife?”

Caleb held up the beautiful ring that had made her eyes shine in Hawaii.  She covered her mouth when she saw it.  “Yes!” 

He stood and wrapped his arms around her, picking her up off the ground and crashing his lips to hers.  His mother and father joined the hug, and after a minute of wiping the tears from her face, Andi joined them.  All the Moretti men, the men that had stood by his side since childhood, clapped and cheered as Jena cried into Caleb’s arms.

“I can’t wait to be your wife. I love you so much, Mr. Allen.”

With a smile on his face and joy in his heart, Caleb laughed.  “I love you too, Dr. Turner.  Forever.”

The End

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