Authors: Shakir Rashaan
I pulled out of her and muscled her on all fours, entering her while grabbing for her arms to pin them behind her back. She screamed out, her mind and body syncing together for her temporary objective of squeezing out every drop of pleasure from her body as quickly as possible. Before long, she gave in to her desires and screamed out to me to keep fucking her, shouting to the gods that her flight was the most pleasurable it had ever been.
“Damn You!!!” She kept throwing it back at me, her body completely taking over from her mind and taking full control over what needed to be done. “Oh fuckâ¦just like that, Daddy, please!!!!”
I slammed into her, releasing her arms and grabbing her hips, losing myself in my own pleasure and the visual of her ass bouncing against me as I stroked her with everything I had. My body tensed, letting me know I was mere seconds away from my eruption. I wasn't ready to let off in my Beloved, but my body had other plans.
I barely pulled out of her before the juices flowed. I saw stars the force was so intense, holding on for dear life as wave after wave crashed over me, threatening to drown me as I struggled to keep from blacking out. My body shook as I expended the last of my climax over her back and ass.
She collapsed onto her stomach as I collapsed on top of her, neither of us unable to speak for several minutes as the afterglow of the encounter began to set in. I reached for the pillows and the throw nearby to cover us before the cool breeze made its presence known.
“I'm sorry,” I whispered.
“I'm sorry,” She whispered as she kissed me.
“Forgive Me?”
“Nothing to forgive, Belovedâ¦We both made mistakes; it's time to move on from them.”
“Did You take care of Your loose end?” I asked, finally able to form a complete sentence.
She grinned as she kissed me again. “I hope She enjoys being the whore She tried to be for You.”
“No more than I hope He enjoys paying the ultimate price for the sins He committed against You and a few other people He and His people wronged.” I felt her hand moving toward my shaft again, trying to get me rejuvenated before I was ready. “If You keep this up, You're gonna get fucked again.”
“Good, because You're going to fuck Me again.” She smirked as she continued her hand job under the covers. “Except this time, I won't try to kill You while You fuck Me.”
“Well, this is a nice surprise. Did you come to help with my tan?”
I truly wasn't here on a social call, but from the moment I walked up on lynx on the beach, he thought it would be some sort of flirting session.
Nothing could be further from the truth.
“lynx, i think we need to talk about your wife.”
I sat down next to the beach towel he lay on while one of the island masseurs worked him over. “i don't think you realize the damage you've done. There has to be another way to resolve this rift between you.”
“Man, why are you trying to kill my vibe talking about my wife?” lynx's eyes never opened as he succumbed to the masseur's skills, letting moans escape to let him know how much he enjoyed the session. “i'd rather talk about more pleasurable things, like you and me getting together later tonight.”
“To do what, exactly?” I wasn't trying to play coy, but at the same time I knew there was a vibe between us that, under normal circumstances, I would have acted on in a heartbeat, with my Goddess's permission, of course.
My sis being in pain over this split between them took priority over my carnal urges.
“Quit playing like you're not feeling me.” He turned his head
to face me before he spoke again. “What goes on between us does not have to be broadcast. It can be our secret time together while everything else is going on at the main building.”
I wanted to ignore what he proposed. Sure, I'd known about lynx's bisexuality since sajira's collaring ceremony, but I had no intentions of really acting on those urges back then because I was too busy trying to get in the good graces of my Sir and Goddess. Now that things were flowing well with them and my sisters, the initial plan was to use this time on the island to fulfill some of my more homoerotic desires, and tiger and lynx were at the top of the list.
He would have to go and screw all that up.
My mind made it clear this wasn't the right move to make, but my body was filled with lustful desires that were strong enough to make me consider the possibilities of doing something off the grid. My eyes glanced over his skin, bronzing in the sun as the masseur continued to knead and squeeze his muscles, eliciting more moans from lynx and turning me on even more.
My body betrayed me before I could adjust to keep from making it obvious I wanted him as much as he wanted me. I tried to hide the ever-growing bulge in my shorts, but lynx's grin let me know my efforts were in vain.
“Why are you torturing yourself, amani?” he asked, turning over on his back to allow the masseur to work. “you know you want to give in to what you want. That's what this whole trip to the islands was supposed to be about, right? What my wife doesn't know won't hurt her.”
In that instant, my mind won the battle.
“i am not about to betray my family.” I snapped out of the haze and focused on the reason I was there. “Look, lynx, there's no reason
why you and sajira can't have the best of both worlds. Sinsual has never been cruel to you in that aspect, so why not explore it?”
“Because fish is no longer on the menu, that's why.” lynx was so matter-of-fact with his response I would have sworn the temperature dropped a few degrees. “i've been in denial for years, even while i was married to her. Why do you think we never had kids? i wasn't about to put innocent children through something like that. Trust me, it's best for everyone involved to do exactly what i did.”
That statement stopped me cold. “What???”
“Yeah, i didn't think she told you that part of it.” lynx chuckled to himself for a moment. “Things haven't been exactly peaches and cream between us for the past few years, as quiet as it is kept, and while i'm sure her Daddy and Goddess know the full story, she probably kept certain details from you and shamise because she knew one of you would do exactly what you're here doing now.”
I was stunned by his admission. How in the hell do you keep that type of thing away from your spouse for so long? I looked at lynx, who by now had encouraged the masseur to engage in a happy ending to his massage, and I shook my head, not knowing if there was anything else more to say to him to convince him otherwise. He truly was no longer in love or lust with his wife.
The thought sickened me. Yes, I was bisexual, and I had my moments where I wanted men as much, if not more, than women, but my sister submissives had the ability to turn me on with a word or a kiss on my neck.
If he wanted to play for the other team completely, who was I to criticize? Still, I wanted to slap some sense into him for letting his relationship go without so much as a half of a fight.
“It's probably not a good idea for the two of us to get togetherâ¦ever,” I finally concluded. There was no point in entertaining it,
or even leaving the door open for him to even think there was a chance in hell of things happening sexually between us. “Being cordial, yeah, i'm fine doing that, but nothing more will happen.”
“No sweat off my back, bro. It's not like i don't have my fun with tiger, anyway,” he concurred, indulging further into the blowjob the masseur was now performing on him. “Hell, this sexy-ass right here might be my willing victim for the night.”
He really didn't get it. It was more about the connections than the sex, but it was a matter of understand the phrase, “to each his own,” and he hopefully would understand that before it was too late. Even among those in the swinger community, eventually you got sick of sport fucking.
I stood up from my spot, walking off to get away from the weird vibe lynx was giving off. After I dusted off my shorts of the sand on them, I turned around to say goodbye, but he was too engulfed in his own pleasure to recognize it.
Instead of directing my final words toward him, I simply said them into the air as I walked away. “Enjoy yourself, bro, and i hope you get what you think you want.”
“I never got a chance to say thank you, amani.”
My mood changed tremendously as I sat in front of Jelani and Mistress Blaze. This was just what I needed to go into the party tonight.
He sat like a content puppy as Blaze caressed his head, playing in his hair. He had learned the kneeling position I'd taught him on the fly pretty well, adjusting it to his own style and in the manner that Blaze liked. I wasn't sure if things would gain any kind of traction
once we all got back Stateside, but it did my heart good to know someone had been enjoying themselves during this trip.
I was a bit taken aback by Blaze's thank-you, though. “What are You thanking me for, Ma'am? i honestly didn't do anything.”
“Ma'am, he's being modest, just like when we were in college.” Jelani smiled up at Blaze, trying to deflect some of the attention from me. “he had a feeling that You and I would be a good match, and he was right.”
I chuckled quietly as to not disturb the groove they had going on. “Ma'am, it was my pleasure to place you two in each other's paths. Jelani is right; i didn't know if it would have worked out between you, but seeing you both now, it's easy to see things couldn't have gone any better.”
“I'm glad you did, My dear.” Blaze continued to fawn over Jelani. “I almost took Sin up on Her invitation to take lynx from Her had you not intervened. That would have been disastrous, to say the least.”
“Oh?” I queried, interested in how the plot thickened before my eyes. “Tell me more, Ma'am.”
“Oh, I think I've said too much already.” Blaze placed her hand over her lips as though she were trying to keep anything else from escaping them. “But since I've somewhat let the cat out of the bag, I guess I can reveal the restâ¦at your discretion, yes?”
“But, of course, Ma'am.” I lied through my teeth, knowing I would be telling my sisters the moment I had a chance to. “You have my word another soul will not be told.”
“you're a cutie, and a horrible liar, but I think this will get out sooner or later anyway.” Blaze sat up in her chair and leaned forward in a mock conspiratorial position. “Sin was fed up with lynx during this trip.”
“Wow, You don't say, Ma'am?” I got into gossip mode, asking only the questions needed to keep feeding the answers along. I leaned forward, encouraging her to keep the information coming. “i had just left lynx a few minutes ago before i came over here to visit with You.”
“Well, I hope he's enjoyed himself thoroughly while he's been over here,” Blaze said. “If She can't pawn him off on another Domina soon. She's following through on Her original threat to release him.”
“But, why would She, Ma'am? i thought She was happy with him?”
Blaze shook her head and laughed. She knew I wasn't the least bit interested in lynx's well-being, and she was right, especially after what he revealed not an hour before. But she read my body language, and she knew I wanted the dirt. “lynx won't follow House protocol, and he's failed on several occasions to correct his behavior. She's gone so far as to put tiger up to sabotaging him, setting him up to fail at every turn. he's been so swept up in thinking he was getting what he wanted that he hasn't realized he's screwed himself.”
“Well, Ma'am, i'm not about to sit here and say i feel sorry for him, after the way he's treated sajira this week.” I dished out my own bit of gossip to put a smile on her face. “i would say i hope this will make him realize how good he had it, but he needs to lose everything to appreciate people more.”
“Sad to say, I agree with you, My dear.” She exhaled. “That boi has been acting like he's hot shit almost from the moment Sin placed him under consideration.”