The 9th Girl (32 page)

“That makes him a bastard, for sure,” Kovac muttered.

“He’s got nothing but accolades in the press. Awards out the wazoo for community service and so on.”

“That makes him a man with a lot to lose,” Kovac said. “Big reputation. Big ego. Big ambition. Dig deeper on him. And I want another talk with him—preferably with Julia Gray present. We’ll twist those screws good and hard.”

A knock sounded on the door, and Sonya Porter stuck her head in, small oval rhinestone-crusted glasses framing her eyes.

“Welcome to the nuthouse, Sonya,” Kovac said, waving her in. “Come have a seat. I don’t think you’ve met Elwood. Elwood Knutson, this is Sonya Porter—Tip’s niece.”

Elwood got up and made a little bow. “I’m so sorry.”

Tippen made a disgruntled face. “Why is no one sorry for me? She’s mean!”

Sonya batted her eyelashes at Elwood as she shrugged out of her coat. She wore a peacock-blue sweater with a keyhole cutout in the chest, exposing a tantalizing glimpse of her tattoo.

“Do you have anything for us, Sonya?” Kovac asked. “Anything coming in from the blogosphere or the Twitterverse or whatever the hell it is? A confession would be nice, but I’d settle for an eyewitness.”

“I can’t make your job that easy,” she said, taking the empty seat next to Elwood. He held the chair out for her. “A lot of sensational rumors about the zombie. Some unpleasant comments about your victim.”

“Such as?”

“She was a whore. She was a lesbian. She was a lesbian whore,” she said dispassionately. “Everybody hated her, and nobody cares if she’s dead.”

“Charming generation you’ve got there,” Kovac mumbled.

“Kids have opinions,” she said. “They’re not shy about sharing them on social media.”

“No,” Tippen said. “It’s more like a shark feeding frenzy. Rapacious animosity hidden behind the faceless mask of anonymity. Cyberbullying is rampant. The physical disconnect from the victim gives the bully the false sense of freedom to say whatever they want.”

“Their computer isn’t going to punch them in the face for typing something hateful,” Liska said.

“Just because people have the right to freely express themselves doesn’t guarantee they’ll have something nice to say,” Sonya said. “Ultimately, a lot of people just suck. With social media we get to see instantly who those people are.”

“That’s my niece,” Tippen said. “Always looking for the silver lining.”

“There is no silver lining,” she returned. “Just the reflection of abject disappointment.”

“I prefer to shine a light in the darkness,” Elwood said nobly. Sonya looked up at him with her head cocked to one side like a curious little bird.

“I’m with Sonya,” Kovac said. “People suck. Shine your light on that, Elwood. Get with Sonya and figure out who the cyberbullies are.”

“I was also thinking we might be able to put together a clearer picture about what was going on in Penny Gray’s emotional life by looking more closely at her poetry,” Elwood suggested. “Poetry is a fingerprint of the soul.”

Tippen picked up a file folder off the table. “The girl’s adviser gave me access to all the work Penny Gray has turned in this school year. She sent me the whole file electronically. I printed out the poems. There are also some video pieces of her performing.”

“If she’s into visual media, she’ll be on YouTube and Vimeo,” Sonya said.

Elwood took the folder from Tippen and opened it. Kovac watched him frown as he looked over the first of the poems of Penny Gray.

“Share with the class, please, Elwood.”

The big man cleared his throat and read the poem aloud, the words of a girl who believed no one wanted to hear her. She could never have imagined that she would find her audience among the people trying to solve her murder.

“Silence”

Silence is golden, I hear people say

But words rot inside you

Your heart will decay

They don’t want your trouble, they don’t want to care

You’re just inconvenient

They don’t want you there.

I’ve learned to stay silent on matters like this

Absolve them of burden

Give ignorant bliss.

And still I’m more bother than I ever was worth

I’m nothing but trouble

Since the day of my birth.

33

“Are you okay to drive?”
Kovac asked.

They walked toward the parking ramp, flurries coming down like fine powdered sugar. It was later than she wanted it to be. Again. Her head was pounding. She was cold and tired and weighed down by the heaviness of the case and everything else in her life. She felt as if she were made of lead.

“I’m fine,” she said. She could feel him looking at her.

“Seriously? You don’t have a concussion?”

“No. It’s just a cut. I got hit by a girl, not Mike Tyson.”

“You’re a girl,” he pointed out. “I don’t want you coldcocking me.”

“Yeah, well . . . What did Kasselmann want?” She had watched him go into the boss’s office after their session in the war room had ended. He had come out with a dark expression on his face.

“Nothing important.” He shrugged it off but then said, “I’m coming home with you.”

She looked up at him, surprised. “What? Why? I’m fine.”

His mouth twisted a little in that way that told her he was figuratively chewing on something he didn’t like.

“I have to confiscate your hammers, remember?”

She waited for the other shoe to drop.

“I need to speak to Kyle again,” he said. “I don’t think we have the whole picture of what went on at the Rock and Bowl.”

Nikki narrowed her eyes in suspicion. “You’re leaving something out.”

“You’re reading something in,” he countered. “I just want to clarify a few details, that’s all. A couple of the kids today made comments I want to follow up on.”

“You know those are the kids Kyle doesn’t get along with.”

“I know.”

“That Fogelman kid,” she said, her protective instincts rising. “He’s a spoiled, entitled little shit.”

“I know.”

“Did he say Kyle did something?” she asked.

Kovac looked annoyed. “Will you relax?”

“No,” she said, stopping in her tracks. “I won’t. Tell me what’s going on.”

Kovac turned around and sighed. “Don’t flip out on me.”

“You might as well say ‘Flip out now.’ What the hell is going on?”

“Kasselmann called me in to let me know the Fogelman kid’s father is connected and that he made some noise to an assistant chief that maybe Kyle is getting preferential treatment because he wasn’t included in the group I questioned this afternoon.”

“Fuck him!” Nikki snapped. “And fuck Kasselmann too! Why didn’t he call
me
into his office? Why didn’t he speak to
me
?”

“I can’t imagine,” Kovac said sarcastically. “Fear of death? Conflict of interest? Take your pick. I told the boss there’s not a problem. I explained the situation. Everything is cool for now. I’m just dotting the i’s and crossing the t’s. So let’s just get on with it.”

Despite Kovac’s assurances, she worried all the way home. It was becoming her default state of being—worrying about the boys, that she was missing out on their lives, that she wasn’t giving them what they needed; worrying about Kyle in particular, that he would lose his scholarship, be expelled from PSI, get so deep into something that by the time she found out about it, it would be too late to stop something bad from happening.

Marysue sat at the dining table, addressing wedding invitations while R.J. grudgingly did his math homework. Nikki bent over and kissed the top of her son’s tousled head. The usual pleasantries were exchanged, the cursory “How was your day?” small talk that seemed so ridiculous when she was knee-deep in a murder investigation. Kovac joined in, as much a part of the surrealism as anyone.

The samurai warrior greeted them at the door to Kyle’s room. Liska looked the fierce image in the eye and tapped her knuckles against the door.

“Kyle? It’s Mom. I need to talk to you. Sam needs to talk to you.”

No sound came from the room, no TV, no music. She held her breath and listened, resisting the urge to knock again too quickly. She could hear him moving around. He opened the door and looked from one of them to the other without saying anything. He looked tired and sad. The bruise on his cheek was dark purple against his pale skin.

“Hey, Kyle,” Kovac said. “Sorry I have to bother you again, but I need to ask you a couple more questions about the other night at the Rock and Bowl.”

“Gray’s dead, isn’t she?” he said flatly.

Kovac nodded. “It looks that way. I’m sorry.”

Kyle moved back into his room and sat down on his desk chair, bent over with his forearms resting on his thighs and his head down.

“How did you hear?” Nikki asked, struggling against the urge to touch him.

“Someone texted me.”

She didn’t scold him for being on his phone. What had seemed so important that morning seemed petty and foolish now. Whatever he had done, whatever trouble he had gotten himself into, at least he was alive.

Kovac sat down on the foot of the bed and, consciously or not, mirrored Kyle’s pose.

He began with a sigh. “I’ve talked to everyone who was there that night Gray went missing. There are a couple of holes and discrepancies I think you can help me out with, Kyle. But here’s the deal: no more fucking around, okay? I ask you a straight question, you give me a straight answer, no bullshit. You don’t shade the truth and you don’t leave things out. Man-to-man time, okay?”

“Nothing you say will be used against you by me,” Nikki said, drawing a glance from her son.

“Kyle, did you ride to the Rock and Bowl with Gray and Brittany that night?”

He nodded.

“Tell me what happened between Gray and Christina.”

“Christina had made up this stupid poem about liars and lesbians and how Gray is a walking freak show and shit like that. Gray got pissed and said some things back.”

“What did she say?”

“Like how Christina is such a stupid bitch because she thinks everybody loves her, and nobody loves her at all because she’s a fake, egotistical c-u-n-t.” He glanced up. “Sorry, Mom. Sam said not to leave anything out.”

“It’s okay.”

“She said something like you think you’re living this Barbie doll dream life with your perfect everything,” he went on. “And you think your dad’s a fucking Ken doll. Stuff like that.”

“And at some point things got physical between them?” Kovac said.

Kyle nodded. “Yeah. Gray kind of leaned in and said something I couldn’t hear, and Christina went ape shit and lunged at her.”

Kovac sat up straighter. “Christina lunged at Gray?”

“Yeah.”

“You’re sure?”

“Yeah. I mean, Gray fought back, but Christina started it. Then Aaron Fogelman got between them and he punched Gray about here,” he said, bringing his fist against his upper left chest.

“And then?”

“And then I got between them. I mean, you can’t hit a girl!” Kyle said, offended by the very idea. “I shoved him back; then he took a swing at me,” he said, pantomiming the bigger kid’s knuckles grazing his cheekbone. “And then I popped him in the mouth and busted his lip,” he said, reenacting his overhand right.

“And where was security during all of this?” Nikki asked, unable to bite her tongue any longer.

Kyle shrugged. “It happened really fast. And then I turned around and Gray had left, and by the time I got to the front door, she was driving out.”

“Did you see the others leave?” Kovac asked.

“No.”

“How did you get home?” Nikki asked.

“There’s a bus stop a couple of blocks down.”

“And you didn’t talk to Gray or hear from her after that?”

He shook his head. “I texted her a bunch of times, but she never answered. I even tried to call her, but it went straight to voice mail.” He thought about it for minute, the terrible realization dawning. “I guess she was already dead, huh?”

Kovac sighed. “She might have been, yeah.”

“Britt said a serial killer got her. Is that for real?” he asked, incredulous. “That’s crazy! That’s crazy movie shit!”

“We don’t know what happened,” Nikki said. “That’s a possibility.”

“I don’t get it,” Kyle said, emotion straining his voice. “Why does somebody do that? That’s so insane! She never hurt anybody. All she ever wanted was to be . . . was for people to just accept her. Why did somebody have to do that to her?”

Nikki stroked a hand over his bowed head and gently pulled him to lean against her. Looking down, her gaze fixed on his bruised cheek. Her mind went back over what he had said.

Penny Gray had gone missing the night of the thirtieth. Kyle’s altercation with Aaron Fogelman had happened on the thirtieth. Yet, she hadn’t noticed the damage to her son until New Year’s Day. How was that even possible?

She thought back, sorting through the blur of work hours and overtime. They had caught a homicide the night of the thirtieth, a domestic dispute that had turned deadly. The whole thing had been complicated and had dragged on, and she hadn’t gotten home until late. The boys had been in bed by the time she got home. They had still been asleep when she left for work the next morning, the morning of New Year’s Eve, and in bed by the time she got home from the callout to Zombie Doe’s scene.

She had lost an entire day without even realizing it. Her son had been hurt a full day before she had even noticed.

She thought about Julia Gray, who hadn’t known her own daughter was missing. How irresponsible that sounded. How uncaring. What a rotten mother.

She thought of Penny Gray and the possibility that she had been snatched off the street while her mother was too busy out with her boyfriend to know where her daughter was.

In her mind’s eye she watched the video from the Holiday station play out across her memory. Penny Gray—a kid the same age as Kyle—alone, headed for the door, seeing someone out of camera range, hesitating, turning back, then walking out into the night to never be seen alive again.