The Aquitaine Progression (2 page)

Like most men kept isolated for the greater part of their imprisonment, Converse had examined and reexamined every stage of his life, trying to understand … to
like
 … the cohesive whole. There was much that he did not understand—or like—but he could live with the product of those intensive investigations. Die with it, if he had to; that was the peace he had to reach for himself. Without it the fear was intolerable.

And because these self-examinations went on night after night and required the discipline of accuracy, Converse found it easier than most men to remember whole segments of his life. Like a spinning disk attached to a computer that suddenly stops, his mind, given only basic information, could isolate a place or a person or a name. Repetition had simplified and accelerated the process, and that was what bewildered him now. Unless Halliday was referring to a time so far back as to have been only a brief, forgotten childhood acquaintance, no one of that name belonged to his past.

It’ll be good to see you again, Joel
. Were the words a ruse, a lawyer’s trick?

Converse rounded the corner, the brass railing of Le Chat Botté glistening, hurling back tiny explosions of sunlight. The boulevard was alive with gleaming small cars and spotless buses; the pavements were washed clean, the strollers in various stages of hurried but orderly progress. Morning was a time for benign energy in Geneva. Even the newspapers above the tables in the sidewalk cafés were snapped with precision, not crushed or mutilated into legible positions. And vehicles and pedestrians were not at war; combat was supplanted by looks and nods, stops and gestures of acknowledgment. As Joel walked through the open brass gate of Le Chat Botté he wondered briefly if Geneva could export its mornings to New York. But then the City Council would vote the import down, he concluded—the citizens of New York could not stand the civility.

A newspaper was snapped directly below him on his left, and when it was lowered Converse saw a face he knew. It was a coordinated face, not unlike his own, the features compatible and in place. The hair was straight and dark, neatly parted and brushed, the nose sharp, above well-defined lips. The face belonged to his past, thought Joel, but the name he remembered did not belong to the face.

The familiar-looking man raised his head; their eyes met and A. Preston Halliday rose, his short compact body obviously muscular under the expensive suit.

“Joel, how are you?” said the now familiar voice, a hand outstretched above the table.

“Hello … Avery,” replied Converse, staring, awkwardly shifting his attaché case to grip the hand. “It
is
Avery, isn’t it? Avery Fowler. Taft, early sixties. You never came back for the senior year, and no one knew why; we all talked about it. You were a wrestler.”

“Twice All New England,” said the attorney, laughing, gesturing at the chair across from his own. “Sit down and we’ll catch up. I guess it’s sort of a surprise for you. That’s why I wanted us to meet before the conference this morning. I mean, it’d be a hell of a note for you to get up and scream ‘Impostor!’ when I walked in, wouldn’t it?”

“I’m still not sure I won’t.” Converse sat down, attaché case at his feet, studying his legal opponent. “What’s this Halliday routine? Why didn’t you say something on the phone?”

“Oh, come on, what was I going to say? ‘By the way, old
sport, you used to know me as Tinkerbell Jones.’ You never would have showed up.”

“Is Fowler in jail somewhere?”

“He would have been if he hadn’t blown his head off,” answered Halliday, not laughing.

“You’re full of surprises. Are you a clone?”

“No, the son.”

Converse paused. “Maybe I should apologize.”

“No need to, you couldn’t have known. It’s why I never came back for the senior year … and, goddamn it, I wanted that trophy. “I would have been the only mat jock to win it three years in a row.”

“I’m sorry. What happened … or is it privileged information, counselor? I’ll accept that.”

“Not for you, counselor. Remember when you and I broke out to New Haven and picked up those pigs at the bus station?”

“We said we were Yalies—”

“And only got taken, never got laid.”

“Our eyebrows were working overtime.”

“Preppies,” said Halliday. “They wrote a book about us. Are we really that emasculated?”

“Reduced in stature, but we’ll come back. We’re the last minority, so we’ll end up getting sympathy.… What happened, Avery?”

A waiter approached; the moment was broken. Both men ordered American coffee and croissants, no deviation from the accepted norm. The waiter folded two red napkins into cones and placed one in front of each.

“What happened?” said Halliday quietly, rhetorically, after the waiter left. “The beautiful son of a bitch who was my father embezzled four hundred thousand from the Chase Manhattan while he was a trust officer, and when he was caught, went bang. Who was to know a respected, if transplanted, commuter from Greenwich, Connecticut, had two women in the city, one on the Upper East Side, the other on Bank Street? He was beautiful.”

“He was busy. I still don’t understand the Halliday.”

“After it happened—the suicide was covered up—Mother raced back to San Francisco with a vengeance. We were from California, you know … but then, why would you? With even more vengeance she married my stepfather, John
Halliday, and all traces of Fowler were assiduously removed during the next few months.”

“Even to your first name?”

“No, I was always ‘Press’ back in San Francisco. We Californians come up with catchy names. Tab, Troy, Crotch—the 1950’s Beverly Hills syndrome. At Taft, my student ID read ‘Avery Preston Fowler,’ so you all just started calling me Avery or that awful ‘Ave.’ Being a transfer student, I never bothered to say anything. When in Connecticut, follow the gospel according to Holden Caulfield.”

“That’s all well and good,” said Converse, “but what happens when you run into someone like me? It’s bound to happen.”

“You’d be surprised how rarely. After all, it was a long time ago, and the people I grew up with in California understood. Kids out there have their names changed according to matrimonial whim, and I was in the East for only a couple of years, just long enough for the fourth and fifth forms at school. I didn’t know anyone in Greenwich to speak of, and I was hardly part of the old Taft crowd.”

“You had friends there. We were friends.”

“I didn’t have many. Let’s face it, I was an outsider and you weren’t particular. I kept a pretty low profile.”

“Not on the mats, you didn’t.”

Halliday laughed. “Not very many wrestlers become lawyers, something about mat burns on the brain. Anyway, to answer your question, only maybe five or six times over the past ten years has anyone said to me, ‘Hey, aren’t you so-and-so and not whatever you said your name was?’ When somebody did, I told them the truth. ‘My mother remarried when I was sixteen.’ ”

The coffee and croissants arrived. Joel broke his pastry in half. “And you thought I’d ask the question at the wrong time, specifically when I saw you at the conference. Is that it?”

“Professional courtesy. I didn’t want you dwelling on it—or me—when you should be thinking about your client. After all, we tried to lose our virginity together that night in New Haven.”

“Speak for yourself.” Joel smiled.

Halliday grinned. “We got pissed and both admitted it, don’t you remember? Incidentally, we swore each other to secrecy while throwing up in the can.”

“Just testing you, counselor. I remember. So you left the gray-flannel crowd for orange shirts and gold medallions?”

“All the way. Berkeley, then across the street to Stanford.”

“Good school.… How come the international field?”

“I liked traveling and figured it was the best way of paying for it. That’s how it started, really. How about you? I’d think you would have had all the traveling you ever wanted.”

“I had delusions about the foreign service, diplomatic corps, legal section. That’s how it started.”

“After all that traveling you did?”

Converse leveled his pale blue eyes at Halliday, conscious of the coldness in his look. It was unavoidable, if misplaced—as it usually was. “Yes, after all that traveling. There were too many lies and no one told us about them until it was too late. We were conned and it shouldn’t have happened.”

Halliday leaned forward, his elbows on the table, hands clasped, his gaze returning Joel’s. “I couldn’t figure it,” he began softly. “When I read your name in the papers, then saw you paraded on television, I felt awful. I didn’t really know you that well, but I liked you.”

“It was a natural reaction. I’d have felt the same way if it had been you.”

“I’m not sure you would. You see, I was one of the honchos of the protest movement.”

“You burned your draft card while flaunting the Yippie label,” said Converse gently, the ice gone from his eyes. “I wasn’t that brave.”

“Neither was I. It was an out-of-state library card.”

“I’m disappointed.”

“So was I—in myself. But I was visible.” Halliday leaned back in his chair and reached for his coffee. “How did
you
get so visible, Joel? I didn’t think you were the type.”

“I wasn’t. I was squeezed.”

“I thought you said ‘conned.’ ”

“That came later.” Converse raised his cup and sipped his black coffee, uncomfortable with the direction the conversation had taken. He did not like discussing those years, and all too frequently he was called upon to do so. They had made him out to be someone he was not. “I was a sophomore at Amherst and not much of a student.… Not much, hell, I was borderline-negative, and whatever deferment I had was
about to go down the tube. But I’d been flying since I was fourteen.”

“I didn’t know that,” interrupted Halliday.

“My father wasn’t beautiful and he didn’t have the benefit of concubines, but he
was
an airline pilot, later an executive for Pan Am. It was standard in the Converse household to fly a plane before you got your driver’s license.”

“Brothers and sisters?”

“A younger sister. She soloed before I did and she’s never let me forget it.”

“I remember. She was interviewed on television.”

“Only twice,” Joel broke in, smiling. “She was on your turf and didn’t give a damn who knew it. The White House bunker put the word out to stay away from her. ‘Don’t tarnish the cause, and check her mail while you’re at it.’ ”

“That’s why I remember her,” said Halliday. “So a lousy student left college and the Navy gained a hot pilot.”

“Not very hot, none of us was. There wasn’t that much to be hot against. Mostly we burned.”

“Still, you must have hated people like me back in the States. Not your sister, of course.”

“Her, too”, corrected Converse. “Hated, loathed, despised—furious. But only when someone was killed, or went crazy in the camps. Not for what you were saying—we all knew Saigon—but because you said it without any real fear. You were safe, and you made us feel like assholes. Dumb, frightened assholes.”

“I can understand that.”

“So nice of you.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it the way it sounded.”

“How did it sound, counselor?”

Halliday frowned. “Condescending, I guess.”

“No guess,” said Joel. “Right on.”

“You’re still angry.”

“Not at you, only the dredging. I hate the subject and it keeps coming back up.”

“Blame the Pentagon PR. For a while you were a bona fide hero on the nightly news. What was it, three escapes? On the first two you got caught and put on the racks, but on the last one you made it all by yourself, didn’t you? You crawled through a couple of hundred miles of enemy jungle before you reached the lines.”

“It was barely a hundred and I was goddamned lucky.
With the first two tries I was responsible for killing eight men. I’m not very proud of that. Can we get to the Comm Tech-Bern business?”

“Give me a few minutes,” said Halliday, shoving the croissant aside. “Please. I’m not trying to dredge. There’s a point in the back of my mind, if you’ll grant I’ve got a mind.”

“Preston Halliday has one, his rep confirms it. You’re a shark, if my colleagues are accurate. But I knew someone named Avery, not Press.”

“Then it’s Fowler talking, you’re more comfortable with him.”

“What’s the point?”

“A couple of questions first. You see,
I
want to be accurate because you’ve got a reputation too. They say you’re one of the best on the international scene, but the people I’ve talked to can’t understand why Joel Converse stays with a relatively small if entrenched firm when he’s good enough to get flashier. Or even go out on his own.”

“Are you hiring?”

“Not me, I don’t take partners. Courtesy of John Halliday, attorney-at-law, San Francisco.”

Converse looked at the second half of the croissant and decided against it. “What was the question, counselor?”

“Why are you where you’re at?”

“I’m paid well and literally run the department; no one sits on my shoulder. Also I don’t care to take chances. There’s a little matter of alimony, amiable but demanding.”

“Child support, too?”

“None, thank heavens.”

“What happened when you got out of the Navy? How did you feel?” Halliday again leaned forward, his elbow on the table, chin cupped in his hand—the inquisitive student. Or something else.

“Who are the people you’ve talked to?” asked Converse.

“Privileged information, for the moment, counselor. Will you accept that?”

Joel smiled. “You
are
a shark.… Okay, the gospel according to Converse. I came back from that disruption of my life wanting it all. Angry, to be sure, but wanting everything. The nonstudent became a scholar of sorts, and I’d be a liar if I didn’t admit to a fair amount of preferential treatment. I went back to Amherst and raced through two and a half years in three semesters and a summer. Then Duke offered me an accelerated
program and I went there, followed by some specializations at Georgetown while I interned.”

“You interned in Washington?”

Converse nodded. “Yes.”